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Chapter 32 Sorrow

——Be sure to seek your consent before having sex with you.

Qu You thought, this kind of thing will never agree to Ji Hong in the future.

Moreover, it is not very realistic to fall in love with Ji Hong, even if he is gay, not just any man would consider it, at least Ji Hong could not.

He and Ji Hong have known each other for so many years, don't they know that he actually has deep thoughts in his heart?Not to mention whether Ji Hong really loves him very much, even if Ji Hong really loves him, Qu You also believes that love is dedication, giving, and wishing the other party happiness, not plunder and harm.

Could a sentence of "I love you" be able to offset the wrong things Ji Hong did to him?

Qu You sneered in her heart, how could it be possible.

Therefore, he neither agrees with Ji Hong's love for him, nor decides to love him.

He said to himself that he would rather love a grass or a green leaf by the roadside than give such soft feelings to Ji Hong, otherwise, for a person like last Ji Hong, the softer you are, the more tender he is Can hurt you badly.

On the way back to school, Qu You gave himself a very deep analysis, intending to tell himself that he must never fall in love with that pervert Ji Hong, otherwise he will suffer in the future.

Moreover, it is best not to treat Ji Hong as his own brother. He would rather repay him with money in the future for the benefits that Ji Hong has treated him now.

After all, isn't there a saying that things that money can solve are not difficult?

He doesn't want to repay Ji Hong with love, a precious thing that money can't buy. He wants to talk about a beautiful love. There is a person who loves each other, but that person will not be Ji Hong.

Qu You thought about this repeatedly in her heart, and finally said to the warm sun outside the window in her heart—Ji Hong, your love has nothing to do with me, that's what I think.

Then I feel better.

Qu You was able to escape from Ji Hong's house in the morning entirely because he said that he was willing to seriously consider his relationship with Ji Hong, and then he emphasized that he had to go back to school to do his homework, and he had mid-term exams again. Hong got permission to leave and left quickly.

Ji Hong wanted to drive him back to school, but Qu You insisted on not taking him, so Ji Hong had no choice but to agree, and said, "Take your mobile phone with you so that I can contact you. Next time I will call You, don't try again."

Qu You quickly agreed, but she didn't take it seriously in her heart.

Ji Hong had just negotiated a big cooperation project, and there was a lot of follow-up work, so he couldn't be idle. Although he wanted to spend two days with Qu You, he really didn't have time, so he had to let Qu You go back. He cheered up and returned. When working in the company, I look forward to completing a paragraph and then doubly compensate Qu You.

Thinking of confirming the relationship with Qu You (of course, this is his wishful thinking), Ji Hong is very happy, full of energy, and he is much more pleasant to his subordinates, quite proud of himself, which makes the following managers secretly think Is he happy because the cooperation talks went well, or is he happy that the relationship with his girlfriend is going well.

The upper-level staff in their company knew about Ji Hong's girlfriend and his prospective father-in-law's family, and they all believed that the early marriage of the two would be of great benefit to the company's development.

Moreover, the woman seemed to be two years older than Ji Hong, and she was a gentle person. Many people liked them.

A young manager who had a very close relationship with Ji Hong in private joked with Ji Hong, "Did you spend the night at Miss Su's place last night? Miss Su is gentle and virtuous, and we are all waiting to drink your wedding wine!"

What he said made Ji Hong's hand hold the pen tightly, the smile on his face remained unchanged, and he said, "Where. I haven't told Su Yin when I got back that I plan to invite her to dinner today."

The manager joked a few more words before leaving.

Ji Hong sat behind his desk, supported his head, and was silent for a while before continuing to read the documents.

Qu You returned to school, first went to the library for most of the self-study, and received a call from Ji Hong during lunch time.

Ji Hong spoke softly, asking him if he had eaten, if his body was still uncomfortable, and if he wanted to go and see him himself, such caring words.

Qu You couldn't hide his indifferent tone, his body was still uncomfortable, he didn't want to talk to Ji Hong at all, but thinking of Ji Hong's overbearing character, he had no choice but to answer him perfunctorily.

After talking on the phone for nearly half an hour, Qu You's ears hurt, and then he said he wanted to call his mother, only then did Ji Hong hang up and stop bothering him.

Qu You originally went to see Qu’s mother every week, helping with some work, talking, and then going back to school, but he was not feeling well this day, so he didn’t want to go by car, and they still had basketball in the afternoon Sai, I called Mother Qu just to talk about this.

When Mother Qu heard that he didn't want to visit her, she didn't say anything, she just asked him to pay attention to his body, and there was nothing to say.

After a few words like this, within 2 minutes, I hung up the phone.

In the afternoon, Qu You slept in the dormitory and went to the basketball court. The basketball game in the class is about to end.

The basketball team in their class is very strong, and they have been triumphant all the way, there is no suspense.

Qu You didn't want to think about Ji Hong's big trouble. Every time he thought about it, he would get a headache. He would rather think about other problems.

Ji Hong must be busy too. During this week, apart from calling him a few times a day, he didn't have much contact with him.I heard that Qu You was very busy preparing for the mid-term exam, and I didn't force him to go home. One night, I did say that I would pick Qu You home, but Qu You really didn't want to face him, so she kept evading it, saying that she wanted to review. Only then did Ji Hong drive to his school to harass him.

Qu You also thought about it later, if Ji Hong said that he loved him that day, it was very likely that it was the words of rights and interests at that time, after all, Ji Hong wanted to find someone to use for his seductive behavior. excuse.

After thinking like this, the more Qu You thought about it, the more he felt that this was really the case, so he stopped thinking about what Ji Hong said about waiting for him to fall in love with him.This will save a lot of trouble.

Moreover, under Peng Xue's introduction, Qu You successfully entered the school's "Pianfeng" magazine, starting as the youngest "reporter".He was also given a digital camera, which of course was not for him, but was used at work, and returned when it was used up.

Qu You was busy with interviews, writing manuscripts, holding meetings, etc., and also taking care of her studies. She was already very busy and didn't want to think about Ji Hong's problems at all.

Ji Hong called him every day, but he just dealt with it.She didn't take what Ji Hong said about falling in love with him to heart.

And maybe Ji Hong was immersed in his own good feelings, and he didn't realize that Qu You was absent-minded to him. Only once, he suddenly said, "Yuyou, don't you miss me every day? Why don't you take the initiative to call me."

Although Ji Hong thinks that Qu You's calling him may sometimes disturb his affairs, he would rather contact him on his own initiative. For example, his girlfriend Su Yin always likes to call him, which makes him I don't like it much.

However, thinking that Qu You never took the initiative to call him once, he felt uncomfortable again. He felt that Qu You didn't pay enough attention to him, so he kept pestering him about it.

Qu You hurriedly evaded it by saying that he was afraid of disturbing Ji Hong's work. Although Ji Hong didn't get angry because of this, Ji Hong insisted that he must take the initiative to contact him and so on.

As long as it's not face to face, Qu You can always be several times more courageous when facing Ji Hong, so naturally at this time, he hastened to perfunctory him again.But I can't help but wonder, did Ji Hong have such a sticky personality when he was younger, obviously not, then when did he become like this?

I'm afraid it's the day I said I love him!

Qu You finished the math test this Saturday morning, and the appointment in the afternoon was to visit her mother.

While eating in the school cafeteria at noon, I discussed an inter-school speech contest with another boy in the class.

Qu You is not good at words, he and this male classmate participated in the speech contest together, he wrote the speech, and this classmate gave a speech on stage.

Three rounds have passed, and this evening is the last round of finals. The manuscript, Qu You, was written for this classmate on the day when the final topic was given. We will have dinner and discuss it together today, to make a final decision. The other party said, "You go to your mother's place in the afternoon and come back in the evening. I'll ask the mice to hold a seat for you. You must come and listen. You didn't go the previous few times."

Qu You promised him, "Well, there is no accident, I will be back by dinner time, I won't go to my mother's place for too long."

After finishing the meal, Qu You went back to the dormitory to get some things, then left the school gate and took a car to go to the house where Qu's mother was working as a nanny.

Qu's mother is doing very well in this customer's family. The other's family is a couple doing business from out of town. They probably have business contacts with Ji Hong. Since Qu's mother was introduced by Ji Hong, they treat her very politely.

In a wealthy community, it is a triple-family villa. Although Qu’s mother lives in their home, she is not with the main house. It is a separate room, which may have been used as a small storage, or It is specially designed for servants to live in.Now the owner's family is very concerned about privacy, and most of the helpers do not live with the owner's house.

When Qu You passed by, Mother Qu was tidying up the master's sofa. Some dirty things were stained on it. Mother Qu tidied it up covertly, and took Qu You to sit in her room. Mother Qu complained in a low voice, "Children in these cities really don't learn well. His parents are not at home. He stayed up all night crazy last night. The sofa and carpet are all dirty. He said it was good to send them all to the dry cleaners, but look at that. , Sending it to a dry cleaner may not be able to wash it clean."

Qu You knew that her mother was complaining about the child in the master's house. He was a junior in high school, taller than Qu You, and seemed much more mature.

The difficulty of Mother Qu's work is almost all due to this rebellious boy. Mother Qu is not a talkative person. At first, she might mention their children in front of the master's family, but after seeing that the parents don't say anything, she will stop talking. .At this time, he was just complaining and complaining in front of his son.

Qu You then comforted her and said, "How much to worry about raising a child, you are not enough to worry about me and my sister, and now you are worrying about other people's children. Whatever he does, his parents won't talk about it, don't talk about them, I think He's not easy to mess with at all, just don't bully you."

Mother Qu was heartbroken when she heard Qu You's words, so she smiled back at him, "I am an elder no matter what, what is he bullying me for? Hey, it's just that he didn't spend time on reading, and other things are not left behind. This man Ah, it doesn't matter if you are rich, seeing how rich their family is, life is not bad, but the child looks like this."

Qu You said, "Mom, don't worry about him, it's not good for people to hear."

Mother Qu quickly responded, "I know this."

Qu You helped his mother repair a cabinet door, replaced a light bulb, helped his mother go to the kitchen to clean the range hood, and met the children of this family at the door when she came out.

He remembered that the other party's name was Wang Lei, a very common name, even more common than his Qu You, but Qu You thought this man's mental state was unique among all the people named "Wang Lei".

Even if it's Saturday, you shouldn't sleep until more than three o'clock in the afternoon before getting up!

Moreover, seeing that the other party was wearing a nightgown and hadn't fastened the belt properly, one could see marks on the exposed skin. Qu You was no stranger to those marks, they were caught out by someone.

Qu You glanced at him, nodded his head as a greeting, then went to wash his hands, and then said a few words to his mother, and it was time to go back to school.

He thought to himself that his mother put away the sofa cover just now so that he could not see it. Could it be something like that on it? Thinking of this boy asking his mother to pack up that kind of thing, he felt very uncomfortable.No wonder his mother is complaining, why is this child like this!

Qu You's heart was very complicated for a moment, thinking that if she was useful, why would she let her mother come to someone else's house to be a nanny.

The other party looked at Qu You, didn't speak, just took a can of beer from the refrigerator and drank it. Seeing that he drank this kind of thing when he got up, Qu You frowned and said, "It's better to drink milk!"

The other party twitched his eyebrows, put the beer back, and said, "Auntie, ask her to prepare something for four people, um, three people, right? Get me a cup of milk."

Qu You really wanted to throw the milk carton on him, thinking that this person is really used to opening his mouth and stretching out his hands after dinner, how can he have the ability to live in the future, he needs to heat the milk.

Qu You handed the warmed milk to Wang Lei who was sitting on the chair by the dining table, and said, "The milk is ready, my mother has sent something to the dry cleaner, and she will be back in a while."

The other party said "Oh" and went to drink milk. After a while, a girl wearing a loose men's shirt came over. Her hair was dyed blond. I don't know if it's because of the dark circles under her eyes or because her eye shadow hasn't been washed off. In short, the panda eyes are still beautiful Seeing those who stayed there, Qu You thought, is this also a senior year in high school? This is how they passed their senior year in high school.

For these beat generations, Qu You has deepened his understanding.

Then a boy in a shirt got up again, so Qu You had to take on the job of mother, making milk and toast for them, and when the boy in the shirt asked him to bring him strawberry jam, Qu You finally couldn't help it, saying , "Aren't these things you can do with your hands? Can't you do it yourself?"

What Qu You said made the three of them look at him in surprise, as if looking at some kind of monster, the girl said, "You didn't specialize in doing this, why do you want us to do it ourselves?"

Qu You thought to himself, what else can I say to these people, talking to them is better than talking to a stray cat, he took off the apron on his body, put it away, and then walked outside.

The three of them stared at his movements, and the boy in the shirt said, "Isn't he your servant? This is about to go on strike. Hey, Wang Lei, what did your family ask him to do?"

Wang Lei swallowed the toast in his mouth, and then replied, "He is Aunt Xiao's son, so forget it if he doesn't do it. If you want to eat, you can get it yourself."

Qu You felt that he really couldn’t stay in the same space as these people. He waited outside on the grass for his mother to come back, thinking to himself what is the spirit that supports these children in the current society. In the western world, God is dead. In the eastern world, don't those most basic and progressive things don't exist?

Now he is deeply worried about China's education, and is confused by the thoughts and spiritual world of these children. Thinking of the Confucianism that has supported Chinese culture and thought for more than 2000 years, the fundamental principles of life, are they really going to be destroyed by this so-called Has the soaring 21st century been abandoned, only the growth of the material economy, does society not need a spiritual pillar, and lives precariously without any sustenance on the material...

Qu You walked over and back on the edge of the grass, and kicked the grass again, feeling very dazed in his heart. He had never felt so deeply powerless with his personal problems, but social problems always made him feel exhausted. There is a feeling that intellectuals worry about the country and the people and grow gray hair.

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