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We finished dinner that day in such a bitter environment, but in fact, everyone didn't eat anything.

When they went out, it was Fei's mother who took Su Yin out, and took her back in their car.

Only a day or two later, Mother Fei introduced to Su Yin a Ph.D. The younger daughter was more thoughtful, and when she was hurt, there was another gentle man a few years older than her to comfort her, and she made an appointment to watch a movie and have dinner, so naturally her mind quickly shifted from Ji Hong to the new couple.

As for the returnee doctor introduced by Mama Fei, he didn't say what kind of mentality he had at the beginning to respond to the family that Mama Fei introduced to him, but after getting along with Su Yin, he was not dissatisfied. Well, Su Yin is indeed what Sister Fei thinks, she will be a very good wife.

Su Yin has a gentle temperament and is a little confused, but she is not really stupid. The women in her circle may be able to feel the confusion of this rich second-generation girl, and she will not pose any threat to herself, so they are all happy Befriend her, so Su Yin's popularity has always been good.

Even though she and Ji Hong broke up, she often went to Fei's house for a walk. For various reasons, Fei's mother always treated her very well, and she really regarded her as a goddaughter.

Su Yin also had to think later, maybe she and Ji Hong were really not suitable, after breaking up, the days after that were much better than being with him before.

But thinking that Ji Hong had to break up with him only when he was with a boy, he couldn't help but feel uncomfortable.I felt that I was completely cheated by this person when I was with Ji Hong before, but because Ji Hong's mother was kind to her, she couldn't trouble Ji Hong or say bad things about Ji Hong, so she could only bury him. Just in my heart.

And does Mother Fei know about the relationship between Ji Hong and Qu You?

At the beginning, she didn't know and didn't think about it. When Ji Hong and Su Yin broke up, she had to think about it. Although she didn't want to accept it, she still had to accept it.

Although Fei's mother was always a loving and submissive mother in front of Ji Hong, but in other respects, she was extremely shrewd, capable and calculating.

Although he knew about the relationship between Ji Hong and Qu You, he didn't say anything about it to Ji Hong. He only asked his daughter to ask her carefully to find out, and then he thought about it carefully, and he didn't tell Ji Hong's father. .

She knew that her son was a very assertive and planning person. She thought that Ji Hong was only interested in Qu You now. She has worried about it, so she is willing to trust Ji Hong like this.

She didn't interfere with Ji Hong and Qu You in any way, she just thought that the two would always be separated.

Moreover, she also helped Ji Hong solve the sequelae.

Why is Mother Fei so concerned about Su Yin's personal problems? It's just that she is afraid that Su Yin will tell the story of Ji Hong and the boy together, so she quickly introduces Su Yin to a new boyfriend, and immediately calms down. Su Yin was injured at Ji Hong's place, and he often asked her to come to his home, and treated her as a goddaughter very affectionately. Now, there is no need to worry about Su Yin resenting Ji Hong because of relationship problems, so that she will make a confrontation. Things are not good for Ji Hong.

Of course, Ji Hong is not a fool. Later, from his mother's actions, he knew that his mother already knew about his relationship with Qu You.

Ji Hong didn't have any special feelings about this. He probably really thought that his parents would always let him go, so he never worried about problems with his parents.Or think that your own affairs can be solved by yourself, so that you don't have to worry about it.

However, something that troubled Ji Hong still came out.

Because of Su Yin's matter, Qu You is obviously not as close to him as before.

This is a matter of course, Qu You thinks that he ruined a girl's marriage with Ji Hong, so she feels very sad, blames herself, feels guilty, and hates herself.

He may have comforted himself in his heart, but subconsciously he still felt so guilty that he was in a bad mood, suffered from insomnia, had a headache, and his complexion was also very pale, too pale.

He went back to school the next day. Ji Hong went to school to pick him up for dinner, and then he was going to take him home to comfort him, but Qu You refused on the grounds that there was a student council meeting at night. He put his arms in his arms and said, "Yuyou, do you think the problems between me and Su Yin are your fault?"

Qu You didn't speak, but her face was deeply buried in Ji Hong's arms, very uncomfortable.

Ji Hong caressed his back and said softly, "It's not your fault. It's just my fault. I was the one who dragged you into my trap. In this trap called love, you can only pretend The next two people can only be you and me, there can be no third person. I don’t love Su Yin anymore, it’s normal to break up with her, and she can just go to find her new happiness. If there’s anything wrong, it’s just me It's your fault. You don't have to blame yourself."

Although Ji Hong said lightly, to remove his sins for him, but Qu You can't really think like this, if he could simply not get entangled with Ji Hong, then Ji Hong would never break up with his girlfriend , Maybe the two of them will grow old together for the rest of their lives.

He also thought of the ring that Ji Hong once wore on his finger. He thought it was Ji Hong's gift to his girlfriend, and it was his fault that the woman didn't get the ring.

Of course, Qu You also wanted to have a character with flaws like Ji Hong, that woman might not have a good life with him, and it would be a relief to leave, but, this kind of explanation to excuse himself, when he thought of it, he You will think that you are too dirty, so that you use this reason to excuse your guilt.

Qu You hugged Ji Hong's back with his hands, and said in a rough voice, "Brother Ji Hong, I want to be quiet for a while, I will think it through myself, and it will be fine after that, you leave me alone How about a few days?"

Ji Hong helped Qu You out of his arms, supported his shoulder with one hand, and held half of his cheek with the other, kissed him gently on the lips, and said firmly, "I can't let you go crazy."

Qu You frowned slightly, and said, "I'm not thinking wildly. I have to think and understand by myself. You know, if I don't figure it out and think clearly, no matter what you tell me, I will It won’t really be clear from this, whether it’s sad or happy, in fact, I still have to experience it myself, not what you think I can do and I can do.”

What kind of objection could Ji Hong say to such Qu You? Looking at the layer of sadness in Qu You's amber eyes, his heart also ached.

When the pain of another person will be a thousand times bigger and the pain will be in his heart, the other person's joy will be a thousand times bigger to make him happy. When he thinks of the other person, his heart will soften, and he will miss him when he can't see him. He is in front of his eyes. I want to hold him in my arms...

Only then did Ji Hong understand what he had thought since he was a child, that his love would be the same as his life, different from other people in this world, he was different from anyone else, he was better than others, he should be prouder than others, Ordinary people are like ants, but he is not an ant, nor can he be an ant...

In fact, those are all just the innocence of children.

He used to think he could own the whole world.

However, when people grow up slowly, they will find that what we have may not even reach out to touch. We find that what we have is not only beyond the reach of our ability, but even smaller.

Ji Hong discovered that he was just a mortal.

He lives like a mortal and loves like a mortal.

However, at this time, he will no longer be like when he was a child, because no one is paying attention, because no one is applauding, he will be sad, even resentful and afraid.

As such a mortal in the crowd, living the life that all mortals live, and loving like all mortals, he feels at ease, because his feet are on the ground, and the love around him is also within reach.

What he expects is no longer to own the unreal world, what he wants is as simple and firm as a mortal, what he wants to grasp is Qu You, and this is what he can really grasp .

At this time, he is willing to give Qu You such a space to let him walk out of the pain, but he will wait for him at the exit.

Ji Hong kissed Qu You's forehead affectionately, then hugged him tightly, as if to give him strength, "Okay. I won't interfere with you, I will let you think quietly alone. But, I want Let you know that no matter what you think, you must understand that I will always be around you-when you are in pain, I am willing to accompany you in pain; when you cry, I am willing to wipe your tears; when you are happy I am willing to be happy when you are happy; when you want to talk, I am willing to sit by your side and listen... When you come out, I will definitely pick you up at the door, and we will go home—"

Qu You's eyes were full of tears after being told by Ji Hong, he thought, maybe he was in such pain only because he loved Ji Hong so much.

Ji Hong sent Qu You back to school, and then spent his time on office work. He hoped that he could receive Qu You as soon as possible.

However, pain is not as easy to soothe as people think.

Qu You received a call from Li Xiangkun two days later, and the other party said that he had left here some time ago and only came back now, because he was leaving again, so he wanted to see Qu You.

Qu You originally wanted to refuse, but when he thought of the two being friends in junior high school, when he thought of Li Xiangkun, he could think of his junior high school days, mornings and nights, when the bicycle wheels were turning, his journey between school and home, those who had The joy and sorrow of the past, the street lights in the morning fog, morning glow, sunset and night, the trees standing quietly by the roadside...

In the end, he didn't refuse. On an evening when Qu You didn't have evening self-study, Li Xiangkun asked Qu You to wait for him at the gate of their school, and he drove a black BMW to pick him up.

Qu You didn't know anything about famous cars before, but now he also knows some signs. Seeing Li Xiangkun driving a famous car, he never wanted to think about Li Xiangkun's prosperity.I don't think it will be a good thing.