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Whether Ji Hong lynched the captured Li Xiangkun before sending him to the police station is not known to Qu You, but later he saw the report in the newspaper that Li Xiangkun was sentenced for intentional wounding.

Maybe Ji Hong wanted him to read it on purpose, that's why he put the newspaper on the dining table, Qu You went to clean the table, and saw it at a glance.

There is also a photo of Li Xiangkun with a cropped head in the newspaper. He looks very haggard, but he has the kind of indifference of an old fried dough stick prisoner. That kind of indifference will make people clearly understand that they seem to have no regard for life. Not too much awe, not in awe of one's own life, nor in awe of others.

Seeing Li Xiangkun like this, Qu You felt very sad, and sat at the dining table with the newspaper for a long time before putting the newspaper away.

They have basically finished all the courses this semester, and they are reviewing and preparing for the final exam.

Qu You doesn't need to go to school every day, and spends most of his time at home.

When Ji Hong came back from get off work, Qu You mentioned that he wanted to visit Li Xiangkun in the prison, and Ji Hong sighed, "What's interesting about him, you are not allowed to see him."

Qu You didn't expect Ji Hong to reject him so simply, and didn't know what to say for a while.

Seeing Qu You's hesitation, Ji Hong walked over and hugged Qu You, and said, "Did you feel uncomfortable seeing him in jail again, thinking that it was your fault that caused him to go to jail?"

Qu You really thought so in his heart, although he knew that Li Xiangkun was a criminal and should go to jail, but he couldn't stop himself from thinking wildly, thinking that he had harmed Li Xiangkun.

Ji Hong hugged Qu You and sat down on the sofa. Qu You was wearing a light gray sweater and jeans. Hong wrapped one arm around Qu You's waist, held Qu You's hand with the other hand, stroked it lightly, and said, "Yu You, your idea is wrong. Everyone is wrong. You should take responsibility for everything. Li Gan should go to jail if he commits murder. What kind of person is he? There are definitely a lot of lives in his hands. This time, he was convicted of intentional wounding because he was protected by someone. If his other crimes were uncovered, he would probably have to be shot. You like this Feel sorry for a murderer, those who have been hurt because of him, who will feel sorry for them. Yoyo, Li Gan doesn't deserve your pity and worry at all. "

Qu You remained silent, but his body leaning against Ji Hong's body softened a bit, as if he had figured out something.

Ji Hong said again, "Yuyou, your temperament that always likes to think wildly is not good, there are too many things in this world, sad, sad, angry, dissatisfied, this world is unfair, or Say, this world can never satisfy you, because of these things, you are always worried, what is the use. You are just a person, you are dissatisfied with many things in this world, and full of sympathy for many things, but those are You can't change it, and you don't have to feel pain because you can't change it. People are living according to their own wishes. Everyone has their own life. Everyone chooses, works hard, or lets go. Those are all Other people's affairs, your worries have nothing to do with them. You just need to be yourself, you are just my yoyo, my baby, as long as you know these things. It is good that you have compassion, and I like you too , However, it is too wrong for you to always affect your life because of this. You will make me worry about you. Are you willing to disregard the affection of the person you love and let him be sad with you just because of an outsider? ?”

Qu You was rendered speechless by Ji Hong's words, and was taken aback for a moment, before she said to Ji Hong very apologetically, "Brother Ji Hong, I'm sorry, I won't do it anymore."

Ji Hong kissed him on the cheek and said, "You are not the savior of anyone else in this world, everyone needs to take care of themselves. If you always want to worry about something, worry about it You and me! You are your own savior, or mine."

Qu You wants to say that he has never thought about being a savior, he just likes to play around with boring things.But at this time when Ji Hong said this to him, he had no words to refute, just nodded and leaned his head on his shoulder.

So in the end Qu You didn't go to see Li Xiangkun either, but later saw a report about that incident in the newspaper, Li Xiangkun just withdrew from his life.

It seemed to have calmed down after this incident, but Qu You still had a shadow in her heart.

The guilt towards Li Xiangkun and Ji Hong's strong possessiveness towards him sometimes scare him.

He had already forgotten that when he was 17 years old, he had slept with someone because of his confusion and resistance to sex, but now, when he found out that Ji Hong had almost paranoid possession of his body, he suddenly panicked When he got up, he was afraid that Ji Hong would know what happened back then, so he didn't dare to guess, if Ji Hong knew, how Ji Hong would treat him.

At this time, Qu You truly regretted the mistakes he made back then. He never thought that a little bit of hesitation and confusion at that time would make him regret it later, and he would have to bear this burden and guilt for the rest of his life.

People always have to not relax all the time, something based on principle, sometimes don't try to break it.

Ji Hong found that although Li Gan's matter was resolved, Qu You still didn't seem to let go of his heart completely. There was still something buried in Qu You's heart, and he avoided him.

The footsteps of the new year are coming. This year's Spring Festival, Qu You still went back to his hometown with his mother, but his sister did not go with them.

I still live in my grandmother’s house and go to visit my father’s grave. Now the forest is converted from farmland to forest. In winter, the forest is desolate. Since his father’s lonely grave has not been taken care of for a year, weeds have grown over and almost buried the entire grave. There would be no sign of a tomb.

Only then did Qu You realize that it turned out that it is so difficult for a person to leave a small grave in this world.

Once a person dies, he truly becomes nothingness.

However, he was still not afraid at this time, because he thought of someone in the distance who loved him wholeheartedly and said that he was his savior.

Returning from her hometown to City D, Mother Qu wanted Qu You to live with her in Wang’s house. Mother Qu hadn’t thought about it before, but now she remembered that Ji Hong treated her son so well that it was disturbing. the point.However, she hasn't realized that men and men can fall in love and be husband and wife. She just thinks that Ji Hong may be a person who misses old love very much, so she supports their family so much and loves Qu You.

However, even though Ji Hong misses the old love, Qu's mother feels that she owes too much to others, so she deliberately mentions Qu You, so that Qu You will not bother Ji Hong too much, and it is better to have a distance from Ji Hong.

In fact, Qu's mother didn't know that Qu You was living with Ji Hong all the time, she always thought that Qu You lived in the school.

Qu You didn't know how to respond to Qu's mother's point, and only said that he understood.

Later, at Ji Hong's request, Qu You did not go to live with Qu's mother at Wang's house, but was taken back by Ji Hong.

Seeing Ji Hong driving Qu You away, Qu's mother felt even more uneasy.

Ji Hong bought an IBM laptop as a Spring Festival gift for Qu You. The compact laptop was wrapped in beautiful wrapping paper, and when he handed it to Qu You, Ji Hong smiled and said, "Come on, Yoyo, I'll give you the lucky money." .”

Qu You looked at a rectangular box that Ji Hong handed over. Although the packaging was beautiful, it didn't look like a red envelope for New Year's money.

Qu You blinked, took it, and said, "Why such a big lucky money?"

Ji Hong sat down on the sofa, crossed his legs and stared at him with a smile, and said, "Take it apart and have a look, do you like it?"

When Qu You held the thing in his hands, he already had a little understanding of what was inside, and when he took it apart, it really was a laptop.

Although he had already guessed it, Qu You still couldn't hide his surprise and joy on his face, but after receiving such an expensive gift from Ji Hong, he felt very embarrassed again, blushing and stammering, "Brother Ji Hong, this is too expensive ah."

Ji Hong hugged him with a smile, put the laptop on the low table, and said, "It's nothing, don't you think my heart is more precious than this thing?"

Qu You could only laugh, kissed Ji Hong on the face a little shyly, and said, "Thank you."

Ji Hongdao, "What's mine is yours, so thank you."

Qu You's eyes sparkled, and he said, "Thank you, thank you, I have to say thank you."

Ji Hong was tickled by Qu You's coquettish voice, so he hugged him and kissed him, and the two leaned on the sofa and kissed passionately.

After parting, Qu You's mind was already in a muddle, and he didn't think about the gift he just received.

Two days before Ji Hong went to work, Ji Hong decided to take Qu You to the natural hot spring on Mount XX to soak in the hot spring.

Qu You has never been in a hot spring yet, so she is very enthusiastic about it. Seeing how happy he is, Ji Hong is also happy.

After returning from the hot springs, Ji Hong is about to start busy work, while Qu You still has some time to go to school. In addition, his aunt Ye Mama, the nanny, will not come to cook for them during this time, so he will do part-time home cooking at home. Husband, the two of them had a very good life together.

Until one day, Ji Hong called Qu You and told him not to cook, but to take him out to eat.