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In Qu You's later memories, this period of time is what he considers the most painful and difficult days in his life.

People often encounter a problem. People ask you, what is the most difficult thing you have encountered, and how did you solve it.

When Qu You first joined the magazine and the student union, this question was asked in the interviews.

How did Qu You answer at that time?His subsequent memory of this is very vague, and he can't remember it clearly.

But when he encountered this problem later, he realized what the most difficult thing he would encounter in life was.

All things that can be done and changed through human efforts are not difficult, because after all, you can still do something about it.He knew there was hope, that things could always be done if you just did it.

The hardest things are the things you know you can't change no matter how hard you try.

Even in pain, you swear to yourself that you will be able to do something, but you know clearly that no one can change the result.

The disappearance of this kind of life that cannot be changed by manpower is the greatest difficulty and suffering in life.

We suffer, but there is nothing we can do about it.

Although they lied to Mother Qu that she was only at an early stage of liver cancer, and as long as she was treated properly, she would definitely recover. However, people can feel it when they are close to death. Mother Qu seems to have seen through their lie in her heart. I just don't want to say it.

Qu You only went to the necessary classes every day, and spent the rest of the time in Mother Qu's ward. In the morning and evening, when the sun was mild, he would accompany her to go for a walk on the grass outside.

When Qu You saw her mother was in pain, she suddenly said that she wanted to go to the bathroom, and Qu You helped her there, but in the middle of the journey, Qu You saw her face suddenly pale, with cold sweat on her forehead, she refused to let Qu You Yu found out that she wanted to hide it, but the pain made her arch her body uncontrollably. She clutched the sleeve of her patient gown tightly and gritted her teeth. Not only was she so painful that she couldn't see clearly, but she actually I couldn't move a step.

Seeing his mother enduring such great pain, Qu You had to hold back to prevent him from discovering that his heart seemed to be being cut by a knife. He said over and over again in his heart why he couldn't take the place of his mother's illness, why couldn't he Pain instead of his mother, why is he so unfilial, why can't he bear this instead of her.

Due to the torment of her illness, Qu's mother was so skinny in less than a month, even Qu You could easily carry her back to the hospital bed.

Hearing her mother's pain, Qu You called for doctors and nurses loudly. He was like a person who couldn't hold up when the sky was about to fall. He panicked, terrified, and screamed, but he couldn't do anything. .

The doctors and nurses were well-trained. They came to stop Qu's mother, and asked Qu You's opinion before using a painkiller. Some even scolded Qu You for making a big fuss and telling him not to make noise.

In the cancer hospital, the patients are suffering from pain. Many people died not because of the tumor, but because of the pain.

These doctors have long been used to it. We always see people leaving, moaning in pain, and seeing someone’s family go bankrupt in order to treat patients, but they still can’t keep the fragile family with their loved ones. The life of love... If they can't bear this kind of parting and pain, and don't become numb, how can they hold on.

Qu You lives in pain every day, his mother's rough hands hold him tightly, she is obviously suffering from illness, but she still babbles that every sentence is inseparable from her heart, she said, don't always Come to see me, you stay in school and study hard; she said, you see you have become so thin recently, why don’t you eat well; she said, our family is still in debt, and we spent money to pay I treat the disease, how much debt will you have to bear when you work, are there any girls willing to follow you; her nickname is Quyou, Yoyo, let’s die, where is it not lying down, why are you lying here? To spend this money in the hospital...

Qu You could only keep his eyes wide open, not letting the tears flow out of his eyes. He would not let his mother leave the hospital even if he died. He knew that the doctor said she couldn't be cured, but he couldn't stand when she was in pain. Come and give her a shot to make her feel better.

During this period of time, Ji Hong was busy with the company and the hospital. He really came to visit and talk with her every day like Mother Qu's own son.

In fact, Mother Qu felt very uncomfortable because of this. Although she was doing the work of serving others most of the time, only she knew how proud and stubborn she was.

In fact, she couldn't accept this kind of kindness from others, because she felt that she couldn't pay it back, and she didn't want her children to bear it.

Qu Fu came to City D after Qu's mother had been in the hospital for half a month. She came by train, not by plane, because she was already a pregnant woman with a big belly.

When Qu You received his sister, he couldn't believe it, because he never knew that his sister was pregnant.

Under Qu You's surprised gaze, Qu Fu also felt embarrassed, and said, "I originally wanted to wait for the baby to be born before telling you and Mom."

Qu You glanced at the man next to Qu Fu. He was a tall and handsome guy. He didn't follow stars or pay attention to the entertainment industry. He didn't know that he was a little famous star, but he heard from his sister a long time ago that her boyfriend He is a public figure, and the two fell in love secretly.

Qu You pulled his sister aside, he had never spoken to his sister in such a harsh and angry tone before, he questioned, "You and brother-in-law are not married yet, you go to let mom see you like this, she won't be punished Are you sicker with anger?"

Qu Fu said uncomfortably, "A few days ago, I reissued the marriage certificate. There is no way to do it. Yonghao is in this line of work, and getting married is not good for his career. I also told him a lot of reasons. I got a marriage certificate. I'll talk to my mom about it."

Qu You actually doesn't like his brother-in-law. It seems that he and his sister have been dating for a long time, but Qu You has never had any contact or interaction with him.The other party also seems to regard Qu Fu as an existence isolated from her family and growth background behind her, and likes to be with her.

Qu You doesn't like him, and also thinks that Qu Fu shouldn't have a long-term relationship with him, so that Qu You doesn't approve of his sister using his brother-in-law's money at all.

He thinks that after having this kind of money problem, if he wants to separate in the future, his sister will not be able to take the initiative.

Although Qu You disapproved and disapproved of his sister's love in his heart, but he couldn't help it, who would make his sister like it.

Of course, he also knew that if he let his sister know that he and Ji Hong were lovers, his sister would probably disapprove even more, and would angrily teach him a lesson, let alone let his mother know.

Qu You only said a few simple greetings to his brother-in-law, but Ji Hong talked more to Qu You's brother-in-law Yin Yonghao.

Qu Fu used to be a slightly plump woman, but now because of pregnancy, except for her big belly, she has lost weight in other places. In Qu You's eyes, he felt it was indescribably weird. It seemed that this woman was no longer His sister got the same.

His sister and brother-in-law booked a room in the hotel next to the hospital. When Qu You went to say that he would take his sister to see his mother, because the door was not closed tightly, he heard his sister and brother-in-law arguing inside. His brother-in-law seemed He didn't like to see his mother, but his sister said he had to, and the two quarreled.

Qu You thought to himself that his sister's delay in coming to City D must have something to do with his brother-in-law.

He became more and more disappointed with his brother-in-law, and instead of going into the room, he knocked hard on the door so that the quarreling inside would stop.

Qu You's grandmother's family knew about Qu's mother's illness. His grandmother and uncles all visited her and felt very sad about it. However, they had no choice but to go back to their hometown after seeing it.

Ji Hong was worried that Qu You would not be able to take care of Qu's mother. In fact, he hired two nurses to take turns to take care of Qu's mother. But in order to reassure Qu's mother, he lied to her that this was the nurse assigned to each inpatient in the hospital, but Qu You knew that reason.

During his mother's illness, Qu You was very moved and grateful for Ji Hong's help to him and their family. Without Ji Hong, Qu You knew that he would not be able to persevere.

In the end, Qu Fu persuaded her husband to go with her to see Qu’s mother. Qu’s mother was really angry when she saw Qu Fu’s big belly, but because there were other patients in the ward, she was not easy to have a seizure. , but he kept looking embarrassed, and he didn't look good towards Qu Fu's husband, which seemed to make Qu Fu's husband hate coming here even more, so that he left without saying hello to Qu's mother.

Qu You thinks this brother-in-law is too much, but like Qu Fu, there is nothing he can do about it.

In the evening, Qu Fu insisted on accompanying Qu’s mother to the bed, but when Qu You rushed to the hospital after the evening class, she heard Qu Fu and Qu’s mother arguing again. Qu Fu said that she didn’t know that being pregnant without marriage is shameful. , but what can be done when things have come to this point, Qu's mother scolded Qu Fu for being shameless, and Qu Fu said that she has grown up so much, and there is no time to be more comfortable. Since her father passed away, she has to find money. Where did it come from? It was Yonghao’s hard-earned savings at that time, but he was willing to take it back to her to pay off the debt. Now that Qu’s mother is sick, she has to use the money, and Yonghao also generously said that he will give the money...Anyway, Qufu is constantly improving. Counting the benefits of her husband, maybe a woman is a kind of creature that misses the good of the person she likes very much. Anyway, even the slightest benefit of her husband to her natal family, Qu Fu will remember it, and then read it to her mother.

Listening to Qu Fu's words, Mother Qu had no choice but to remain silent, and could no longer speak out when she scolded Qu Fu.

Qu You stood outside the door for a long time.

Ji Hong came to watch Qu's mother with him, and then picked him up to go back to sleep for a while, and found Qu You leaning against the door in a daze, so he came to ask him what's wrong, Qu You shook his head, not wanting to talk about his sister.

Because Qu Fu is a pregnant woman, Qu You finally persuaded Qu Fu to go back to the hotel, and he and Ji Hong stayed to take care of Qu's mother. Qu's mother held Qu You's hand and shed tears that night, saying, "Yuyou, I am like this. The son is just a burden, just a burden..."

She said this, frightening Qu You, Qu You quickly told his mother not to think so, how could she be a burden, she was someone they couldn't live without.