Uncle Lai

In the world, there is no one trustworthy except himself. Everyone lives for their own interests. If it wasn't because he saved that man before, Ren Xing would not agree to cook for him every day.

There is no one who treats you sincerely without asking for anything in return. As long as you have yourself, everyone else is untrustworthy!

It was the same at that time, if he didn't trust that person, he, his sister and mother wouldn't be kidnapped, and his sister and mother wouldn't die tragically. He shouldn't trust anyone anymore!

"you go."

Putting down the bowls and chopsticks, Luo Xiaofeng coldly issued the order to evict the guests. Ren Xing, who was eating, looked at him in confusion, making sure that he really wanted to leave by himself, so he got up and left here quietly. ☆Book☆Incense☆Door☆No.☆

It's just a little pitiful. From the inside to the outside, that young man is completely hidden and wrapped, and he doesn't want anyone to touch him. Such a young man should be more lonely than anyone else.

Looking up at the sky, white clouds are floating with the wind.

A ray of sunlight stung his eyes slightly, and when he closed his eyes, what emerged was the child he hated.

Hongyan, now you can't see the white clouds in the sky, you can't feel the dazzling sunlight, and you can't even see the eyes that I hate you.

How should I face you like this?And in what way should we retaliate?

And... did I really love Red Rock?

Why can't I find the missing part of my memory?

Feeling dizzy for a while, he shook his head and walked out of the heavily guarded house. It was time for him to talk to Mu Yihe and the others about business.

For the next month or so, the man was immersed in a lot of work almost all the time except for sleeping and eating. It was not as simple as he imagined to start a new company. He was so busy every day that he almost forgot to be hidden by him. of Red Rock.

Until one day, Ning Momo appeared in front of him again, and at the same time, Ning Momo also brought an unexpected person.

That child was as cute as when we first met, but the innocent smile was missing on his face, and he became much calmer.

Ren Xing brought him a cup of tea with a little embarrassment. The boy didn't drink the tea, but kept his eyes fixed on the man.

Everything was like a lifetime ago, a person who was obviously dead suddenly appeared in front of him, he cried for a long time for that person, almost all the tears were shed, how many times he saw the man's face in his dream, but he had to face it after waking up. To the fact that the man is dead.

And now, God let him see the man again, and it turned out that he was still alive... He was still alive...

"Uncle..." I called him cautiously, so afraid that it was my hallucination, so afraid that he would suddenly disappear the next moment.

Ren Xing looked at the boy with a complicated expression, not knowing what expression to use to treat him. In his memory, he should like Qingluo. The strange thing is, why didn't he feel as excited when he saw him as when he was with Hongyan?

"Qingluo, long time no see." She greeted the boy with a smile, but such politeness seemed unfamiliar.

Qing Luo stretched out her hand, couldn't help touching Ren Xing's face, and then squeezed it hard.

It's real, the touch in the hand is real, he's really alive!

"Uncle, it's really you... Uncle..."

Qing Luo murmured repeatedly, this time she didn't cry, she just threw herself into the man's arms and hugged him tightly.

No matter what, as long as we can see each other again, as long as he is still alive, it doesn't matter even if that heart no longer belongs to me.

Ren Xing hugged Qing Luo with his backhand, and patted him on the back lightly, just like treating a cute child.

For Qingluo, it is no longer about love, but more about pity and love.

No, it should be said that there is no way to love anyone anymore, most of the seats in his heart are occupied by that hatred, because of Hongyan's injury, and the conflicting feeling when facing Hongyan, he doesn't want to and can't love anyone anymore.

Qingluo, I'm sorry, let's just be good friends from now on.

He didn't say anything, but made up his mind to keep a distance from Qingluo in the future.

Once a man made up his mind, it was difficult to change, and the strange thing was that from the moment he hated Hongyan, he didn't feel particularly concerned about anyone.

In the past, as long as there were people around him who treated him well, no matter family members or friends, men would care about each other's feelings very much. They couldn't help but want to treat that person better and take care of him. This mentality of coping has not changed on the surface, but it has actually become more indifferent.

It seems that the heart is being frozen a little bit...

Everyone, including Ren Xi, has never noticed that Ren Xing is changing a little bit, probably because of the effect of that hypnosis, or maybe because of other reasons, the man's heart is getting numb a little bit, and he will not be able to go back to the place until later. love anyone.

At the same time, Ren Xing didn't know that He Lin had also come to N City, and it was still unknown what that dangerous man would bring to Ren Xing.

"Uncle, Ning Momo said that you hid your brother, is it true?"

Only then did the man know that Ning Momo had brought Qing Luo here because of Hong Yan's sudden disappearance, and he felt that he couldn't give Hong Yan to anyone, and he couldn't let anyone know his whereabouts.

Ren Xing, who has always been bad at lying, dealt with Qing Luo calmly this time, "No, I hate him so much, how could I hide him."

Qing Luo couldn't help being stunned, she blinked at Ren Xing, and asked suspiciously: "Uncle hates brother?"

"Well, Qingluo, don't blame me for speaking ill of your brother. Hongyan bullied me like that before. I wish I could never see him for the rest of my life. How could I hide him?"

Although these words were intended for Qing Luo to hear, they were indeed the man's heartfelt voice.

Now, he only has hatred for Hongyan.

But when Qingluo mentioned that person, he realized that he hadn't seen him for more than a month, and he didn't know if Uncle Eleven could take care of a blind man.

Um, he shouldn't be in charge of that bastard's life and death, even if Uncle Eleven starves him for a few days, he doesn't care about his affairs, and he can just take this opportunity to torture him.

"Uncle, did you hit your head in a car accident?" Although the uncle didn't die, it was a fact that he had a car accident. He must have hit his head, otherwise how could the uncle hate his brother.

She didn't want to admit it in her heart, but Qingluo understood that Ren Xing was serious about Hongyan, at least a man had never looked at her with such gentle and sincere eyes without a trace of fear.

If he hadn't really fallen in love, it would be impossible for the uncle to accept his brother's hugs and kisses without resistance.

The dazzling picture couldn't help but come to mind. When he saw his brother and uncle doing that kind of thing in the study that day, he was not only angry, but also heartbroken.

"Qingluo, I really don't love Hongyan. Don't say the same thing as them. I didn't hit my head in the car accident. I'm not Xu Ran. If you say you lose your memory, you lose your memory."

Not only Qing Luo, but even Ren Xing himself was surprised to say such cold words.

It's not Xu Ran, who said he lost his memory, he lost his memory...

What kind of tone is this? Xu Ran seems to have lost his memory because of him, because he did something very exciting to Xu Ran at that time. At that time, he and Hong Yan went to see Xu Ran together, and they held hands to see Xu Ran...

"Well...it hurts..."

Hugging his head in pain, one after another strange pictures kept impacting his brain and heart.

He held Hongyan's hand...

Why hold his hand, just to stimulate Xu Ran?

Then why not find someone else, why Hongyan?

It was cold and windy that day, he asked Xu Ran to meet, and he was with Hongyan at that time, but why was he with Hongyan?

What did they do in that room?

ah - so confusing -

Don't think about it anymore, I haven't forgotten anything, I only hate him, I have never had anything but hatred!

You bastard Hongyan, it's all your fault, it's all your fault, it's all your fault... It made me become more and more strange... I hate you to death, Hongyan...

"Uncle—uncle—"

Qing Luo tightly hugged Ren Xing, who suddenly fell into a coma, and kept calling for the man, but got no response...

[36] Exclusive male PR

When we first met, was uncle like this now?

Qing Luo tightly held the man's hand, lying on the bedside and watching him seriously, and couldn't help but recall the man when they first met.

The man at that time was really ordinary, and the ordinary appearance could be said to be unattractive, but at that time, I just liked to stay with him, because I felt at ease and happy when I was with him, but I never thought about it. s reason.

But now, stretching out his hand to gently trace the gentler outline of the man, this gentle and delicate face is even more irresistible to love.

Uncle, I will make you fall in love with me again, and this time, Qingluo will never let go of your hand again!

Still domineering like a child, but no longer as willful as before, and will no longer treat men cruelly.

After experiencing so much, Qingluo should grow up too.

Ren Xi asked the doctor about the reason for the wayward and sudden fainting in detail, but the doctor's answer was that the brain was stimulated and he couldn't bear it for a while before he passed out.

Hearing what the doctor said, Ren Xi also understood that Ren Xing's sudden fainting had nothing to do with that hypnosis, and he blamed himself very much. He should have found other methods instead of finding someone to hypnotize the man. Now is the time to taste the bitter fruit Yet?

Ren Xing was forced to stay in the hospital for treatment, every day Qingluo would watch over him every step of the way, and her friends would come to see him during the day, so the plan to go to see Hongyan had to be postponed.

During the more than a week of recuperation in the hospital, Ren Xing thought a lot. Now he has forgotten a lot of things in the past. Maybe he once really loved Hongyan. Too much to care about those forgotten past, what matters is the future.

At present, no one except him knows Hongyan's whereabouts, so no matter whether he wants revenge or continues to love Hongyan, no one can control it at all. In this case, it is better to let nature take its course.

As for Qing Luo, it's better to find a way to get rid of it as soon as possible, it's not why, she suddenly hates this clingy little devil very much, and feels upset when she looks at it.

Especially every time Qing Luo showed an innocent smile to him, the man would have an urge to bully Qing Luo.

The images of being bullied and humiliated by boys in the past can't help but come to mind, and my heart is even more restless, so I simply lie on the bed and pretend to be asleep, so that I can't see it.

In the middle of the night, Ren Xing suddenly woke up and found that Qing Luo was fast asleep on the bed next to him, so he got off the bed lightly and left the hospital secretly.

There was a cool breeze at night, and Ren Xing, who was only wearing a thin hospital gown, shivered from the cold, but he didn't want to go back to the hospital, so he just walked aimlessly on the street.

Surrounded by high-rise buildings, it is a bustling scene, and the colorful neon lights reflect the lonely figure of a man, which stretches very long on the ground, very long...

Where to go, where else could help him escape from it all now?

On the big screen in the square, an MV of Zhenghong's song is playing, which is Sisi's new song "Looking for".

The acquaintance of you and me in the sea of ​​people

but one vote

maybe meet again

you have forgotten me

you don't have me in your heart

I reward you for that smile

……

People come and go looking for your figure

I panic

But I can't find the one I love so much

……

Searched and searched, but was nowhere to be found.

Looking at the still handsome young man on the big screen, the man smiled bitterly.

In his memory, he seems to be always looking for the person who can bring him happiness, but he has never found that person, and he has never experienced the taste of happiness.

It is also possible that he has experienced that kind of beauty, but now he has forgotten it. If that is really the case, then will Hongyan be the one who gives him happiness?

"Ren Xing, you still dare to appear here, you are very courageous!"

A gloomy voice came from behind, both familiar and unfamiliar, but the sense of fear spread from the bottom of my heart.

Ren Xing turned around and stared at the beautiful and seductive man in front of him in a little surprise, not understanding why his smile was so evil.

"He Lin, what do you mean by that?" He frowned and asked the man in front of him, Ren Xing felt that his legs were involuntarily weak when facing him, and an inexplicable chill almost spread all over his body.

He Lin, why am I afraid of this man! ?

He Lin raised his slender eyebrows lightly, and his simple facial expression was charming and charming, with infinite elegance.

"Don't tell me you don't remember our agreement, or do you really want them to see your lewd side?" He Lin narrowed his eyes and stared at the man fiercely, full of threats.

In fact, the video tape is no longer in his hands, but Ren Xing doesn't know it, so he can threaten him so brazenly.

Some are fortunate that the man is not very smart, otherwise the original deal would not have been possible.

He Lin is very aware of the personality of the Lin brothers. Once he finds out that he sent someone to do that to Ren Xing, he will be the one who will die. Therefore, he did not intend to let the two brothers see the video tape at the beginning. The purpose is to let Ren Xing leave.

Regarding the disappearance of the video tape, He Lin himself was very confused. He didn't know who took it, and he didn't know the purpose of the other party's stealing it. Will suffice.

"What agreement?" Ren Xing was baffled, he didn't remember any agreement he had made with He Lin before, and what is his lecherous side, is this not clearly insulting?

He Lin thought that the man was pretending to be stupid, and snorted contemptuously, "Stop pretending to be stupid, you won't forget that video tape, it recorded you..." Suddenly lowered his voice and brought his mouth to Ren Xing's ear , "Recorded the whole process of you being gang-raped."

"what……"

My mind was blank, but there seemed to be some cruel pictures emerging, which were vague and unclear.

He Lin's voice floated like a ghost, but he didn't remember that kind of thing happened again, he must be lying to him, it must be lying to him!

Ren Xing tried his best to keep himself calm, and stared coldly at the man with an evil smile in front of him, "I don't have the slightest impression that you are lying. Unless you show evidence, I won't believe your nonsense, not a single word!"

Surprised by the change of Ren Xing's attitude, He Lin certainly couldn't produce any evidence, because the only video tape was stolen, and those accomplices who raped Ren Xing had been killed by him, who else in the world besides him Can it prove that Ren Xing was treated like that?

The answer is, no.

He Lin stared at Ren Xing, not understanding why there was no fear in his eyes. Logically speaking, that incident should be the most taboo and fear in his heart, but now he actually acted that it never happened.

Could it be that Ren Xing asked someone to steal the video tape?

It seems impossible, Ren Xing should not have that ability, and it is impossible for him to tell others about it, so where did the video tape go?

Confused, He Lin still showed a cold chuckle, and looked at Ren Xing with contempt, "Since you don't admit it, there's nothing you can do, anyway, Qingluo and Hongyan both know about it, you don't have to worry about losing face and go to them It's confirmed, and," he threatened viciously, "you'd better hand over Hongyan, otherwise..."

Abandoning the last warning, He Lin turned around and walked into the crowd step by step until he disappeared.

Ren Xing stood there in a daze, his body trembling badly, not because of the cool night wind, but because of what He Lin said, "Qingluo and Hongyan both know about this".

What do they know, is he really gang raped?

Impossible, it is impossible for him to forget that kind of thing, even if he really forgot... No, it should be that kind of thing never happened!

He Lin was lying to him, he must be lying to him!

But...if everything is true, then what he said, Qing Luo and Hong Yan, know...

Is that what they told people to do?

Are Qing Luo and Hong Yan looking for someone...to hurt him?

Although he hated Hong Yan very much in his heart, and clearly remembered all the injuries he had done to him, the only thing missing in his memory was the one that should have been the cruelest to him.

Being gang-raped... How could he forget that kind of thing if it really happened, but He Lin doesn't seem to have any reason to lie to himself. Who should he trust?

Since you told Lin that Hongyan knew about that matter, then go to him to confirm, if everything is as He Lin said, then you will double the pain on Hongyan, of course, you will not let Qingluo go easily .

Don't let anyone who hurt or insulted him go away!

In an instant, Ren Xing's heart was completely occupied by hatred, and his heart gradually lost in the flames of hatred...

Unable to find a car to get out of the city at night, Ren Xing stayed in the underground passage all night, his hands and feet were freezing cold.

Even summer nights can feel cold too.

In the early morning of the next day, Ren Xing immediately stopped a car and drove towards Qianjiacun, and at the same time, he was very careful to determine whether he was being followed.

Ren Xing knew that Ren Xi had been sending people to follow him secretly. Although the original intention was to protect him, Ren Xing was very disgusted with this approach, and he didn't want Ren Xi to know where Hongyan was.

It should be said that no one can be allowed to know the whereabouts of Hongyan now, and the reason for doing so will make even myself feel confused.

Perhaps, the man subconsciously does not want others to disturb him and Hongyan.

When he came to Uncle Eleven's house, Ren Xing saw Uncle Eleven and Hongyan watching TV together. Now Hongyan can't see anything and can only listen with his ears.

"Ah Xing, you kid is finally willing to come, Uncle Eleven misses your cooking, woo woo woo..."

Uncle Eleven cried exaggeratedly, causing Ren Xing to have a headache, so he had to comfort him embarrassingly.

Looking at Hongyan again, he seemed much haggard, and his expression was more indifferent than before. Not only did he not look happy when he heard Ren Xing came, but he got up and groped upstairs with a cane, with an indifferent look that he didn't want to see Ren Xing.

"Go and be with him, that child is quite lonely." Uncle Eleven restrained his fake crying, sighed softly and pushed Ren Xing upstairs.

"Uncle Eleven, first tell me how you and Hongyan have spent the past month or so."

"How else can I live, that kid refuses to speak, like a mute, I'm almost suffocated to death in front of him, I do all the cooking and laundry every day, Ah Xing, you have pity on me This is a very old man, woo woo woo..." Uncle Eleven burst into tears exaggeratedly, Ren Xing couldn't take it anymore and immediately chose to run away.

Standing at the door of Hongyan's room, Ren Xing directly pushed the door and went in, and locked the door with his backhand. He didn't want anyone to disturb the next thing he was going to talk about.

Hong Yan sat quietly by the bed, a ray of sunlight evenly sprinkled on the almost perfect body through the gap between the curtains, as if wrapped in the legendary holy light.

My heart throbbed for a while, and I couldn't help but want to hug him, and I couldn't help feeling distressed and sad for him who was exuding a deep loneliness at this moment.

Resisting this feeling that shouldn't exist, Ren Xing walked into Hongyan, "Are you... are you..."

Did you find someone to rape me?

Such a question can't be asked at all, no matter the answer is yes or no, the intuition will make me escape into a situation where there is no redemption.

Sighing deeply, I still decided not to ask, since I forgot about that incident, just pretend it never happened.

Anyway, no matter what happened in the past, he will never fall in love with Lin Qingluo or Lin Hongyan again, or in other words, he will never love anyone again.

It was clearly his own voice, but his heart was filled with uncontrollable pain, and he still had that sense of resistance. Why did he resist? Could it be that there was really a relationship that he couldn't let go of?

Bastard, it's because of him that I'm so weird!

If he hadn't messed with him, if he hadn't hurt him like that, he wouldn't be so weird!

It would be great if he died, I really hope Hongyan disappears from this world, I hope he disappears!

Stretching out his hands, Ren Xing approached Hong Yan step by step, the palms of his hands getting closer and closer to his neck, and soon, all the strange things would be over, it would be over soon...

"Uncle, have you thought about how to apologize?"

"What apology?" Surprised by the sudden question, Ren Xing stopped in a daze, maintaining the posture just now.

"You left me here for so long, shouldn't you apologize properly?" He had been waiting for Ren Xing to take the initiative to explain, telling him that he was too busy to leave to see him recently, not that he forgot.

But after waiting for a long time, all he got was endless silence, his heart became colder and colder, and the man still didn't give him an explanation.

"Ah, I didn't mean it, because the company has just been established, I have a lot of things to do, I..." Ah - idiot, why should I apologize to him, he doesn't care about me if he is happy! ! !

"No, this reason is not enough. Are there other reasons?" In fact, Hong Yan was really relieved. As long as Ren Xing didn't come to see him because he forgot him, other reasons are not important at all.

But more than a month of loneliness, a reason is far from enough to make up.

"I..." Ren Xing scratched his hair, and really began to seriously think of a good reason, and the strong hatred just now disappeared in an instant, and was thrown away by him.

Suddenly seeing Hong Yan reaching out towards the window, Ren Xing asked in confusion, "What do you want?"

"Uncle, give me your hand."

"Oh..." So you want to hold my hand, idiot Hongyan, you have no sense of direction at all, I'm clearly behind you, okay?

Putting his hand into Hongyan's palm, he was suddenly pulled gently, and fell into Hongyan's embrace, sitting on his body.

"Hong Yan, you..."

"Uncle, I miss you so much, I miss you every day, and I look forward to your appearance every day. What about you, do you miss me?" Gently kissing Ren Xing's face, but these are still not enough to express his heart missing.

Those longings, like a raging tide, are always rippling in my heart and cannot dissipate.

"I miss you too." Ren Xing closed his eyes a little guilty, feeling those sweet kisses carefully.

For more than a month, he seldom thinks of Hongyan, and most of the time he is buried in the heavy work.

He only wished that his heart could not be paralyzed all the time, and it would be best if he could forget Hongyan completely.

"Uncle, you have to make it up to me today, can you stay a few more days?"

"Okay." Stay here and torture you, hmph—

I couldn't help thinking of the "torture" more than a month ago, but in the end it was sweetness and hatred.

I really like being hugged by Hongyan, aside from hating him, Hongyan's body fits him very well, every time we are together, I can't wait to keep doing it, and never separate.

The heat that can almost melt the heart when being hugged, the throbbing and satisfaction when the body is penetrated are all very beautiful enjoyment.

An evil thought flashed through Ren Xing's mind, and his heart beat accordingly.

Didn't Hongyan still ask him to be a male publicist before? If he wasn't smart at that time, he might have become the plaything of those customers, so why not let Hongyan try to be a male publicist.

"Hong Yan, from now on you will be mine!"

Boldly uttering a domineering declaration, Ren Xing smiled and admired Hong Yan's blushing face, it was really quite alluring!

That's right, from now on, this is our secret base. When I need to dispatch loneliness, I will come to you. You are my exclusive male publicist. Your body and mind belong to me!

Hongyan... I will not hand you over to anyone, this is my revenge for you!

The guards looked at each other, the leader bowed and saluted, "Yes, even you!"

You Lin stared at the guard tightly, clenched his fists secretly.

[37] Firm Future

This time, Ren Xing stayed in Qianjia Village for three days. He only told his friends and family that he wanted to go out and relax by himself, and then turned off his mobile phone.

Being tired of being with Hongyan for three days, it feels like taking the poison of poppy, the more we are together, the more reluctant to leave, and most of the time the two of us spend in bed.

More and more attached to Hongyan's warm embrace, Ren Xing thought that if he didn't have this person sleeping beside him, he would definitely suffer from insomnia. He really wanted to take Hongyan back with him, but...his intuition told him that once he let them know about Hongyan's If it falls, Hongyan will be snatched away by them.

"Hongyan, do you have anything you want? I'll bring it to you next time." Don't misunderstand that he is kind to Hongyan, but since he has decided to treat him as a male publicist, he will buy something for himself as a "guest". It's normal for things to tease him!

Ren Xing has been finding some strange reasons to convince himself that even if he is nice to Hongyan, he is just taking revenge. They are neither lovers nor friends, and with the hatred in his heart, it is already very kind to "play" Hongyan like this up.

"Uncle, do you really want to buy something for me?" Holding the man in his arms with a smile, the uncle has really put on a lot of flesh recently, probably because what I said last time stimulated him.

"Well, tell me, I will bring you what I can buy."

"Then uncle, let's go to the sex toy store. Next time you come over, I'll play with you something new." Hong Yan viciously began to plan the arrangement for the next meeting. Just hearing those vulnerable moans made him happy.

Ren Xing blinked in surprise, "Do you like playing with those things?"

"It's not that I like it, I just want to try it with my uncle. It should make me feel better when I do it?"

"Well," you said it yourself, don't blame me for being "cruel" then, "Okay, I'll bring it next time, it must be fun."

Ren Xing seemed to have misunderstood what Hong Yan meant. What he thought in his mind was to use those sex toys on Hong Yan, and what Hong Yan meant was to use them on him. How to deal with it.

In fact, there is another reason why he likes to stay with Hong Yan, that is, Ren Xing likes excitement, although he can't see it on the surface, but in fact he is very interested in exciting things.

And Hongyan can always bring him this kind of feeling, Ren Xing thought, maybe it is because of this that he likes being with Hongyan, not that they were in love once as others said.

Otherwise, how could he fall in love with a man who has hurt him so many times?

Three days later, Ren Xing returned to City N with a slightly tired body. As for the reason why he was so tired due to "relaxation"... he couldn't help but blush when he mentioned it.That bastard Hong Yan actually paid off all the money he had accumulated over a month in one lump sum, which almost killed him!

What's even more strange is that he is right. He keeps saying that he hates him, but he still likes the feeling of being hugged so much, and he is even obsessed with that beautiful body. It can be said that he is obsessed with lust.

As soon as he came back, Ren Xing devoted himself to intense work. Thanks to the help of his friends, otherwise the company would definitely be messed up when he left for three days!

Fortunately, Mu Yihe has been idle recently, so she came to help Ren Xing.The two sat and worked facing each other, and the man buried in the pile of documents did not notice Mu Yihe's strange eyes.

Although Ren Xing deliberately pulled up the collar, the hickey on his neck still showed a little when he lowered his head.Mu Yihe noticed those hickeys keenly, and naturally understood what the man had been doing these three days.

But I still don't understand that Ren Xing's doing that kind of thing is obviously voluntary, and who would be the person who can make him voluntary?

The first thing that came to mind was Hongyan, but Ren Xing told them very clearly that he hated Hongyan now, since he hated, why would he do such a thing?

Or...Ren Xing fell in love with someone else again! ?

This time, even Mu Yihe couldn't guess what Ren Xing was thinking.

"Mu Yihe, the company has just started, and many things will trouble you and everyone." Ren Xing said with a smile, but there seemed to be other meanings hidden in that smile.

"The company was originally started by everyone, how can it be called trouble?"

Suddenly realizing what was so strange, Mu Yihe continued to look through the documents carefully, but wondered in her heart, when did they become so unfamiliar?

"Uncle——" Qing Luo rushed in suddenly, glaring angrily at the man who was working carefully, "Why didn't you tell me when you left, and didn't look for me when you came back, it's too much..."

Fear of Ren Xing's indifference towards him, the deep-rooted fear and uneasiness, has been tormenting him for the past three days.

Uncle, do you really not like me at all?

"Qingluo, I'm very busy now, let's talk after dinner, okay?" Ren Xing still kept a gentle smile, just looking at that smile, Qingluo couldn't get angry anymore.

"Okay, that's for sure!"

"Well, it's a deal!"

After Qing Luo left obediently, Mu Yi couldn't help but frowned and looked at the increasingly unfamiliar Ren Xing, "Are you lying to him?"

"No, I'll have dinner with him tonight."

"No, I mean you are deceiving him with your smile." Although that kind of smile is as gentle as before, as clear and clean as a stream, it is a smile that does not really reach the bottom of my heart, but rather perfunctory.

Mu Yihe also didn't want to believe that Xin Xing would use a smile to cover up the changes in his heart, no, it should be said that he was even more unwilling to believe that men were changing little by little.

But with his excellent eyesight, he could tell at a glance that Ren Xing was perfunctory Qing Luo, "Actually, you don't want to have dinner with him, do you?"

Ren Xingwei was stunned, and then smiled bitterly. He had to admire Mu Yihe's ability to see people's thoughts, "Mu Yihe, do you know who I am most afraid of staying with right now?"

"Who?"

"There are three of them. Qing Luo, Xu Ran... and brother."

"Why?" Mu Yihe's face was sullen, he didn't understand why Ren Xing was afraid of those three people, it stands to reason that they should be the least harmful to men.

"Mu Yihe, to tell you the truth, I really forgot a lot of things..." Putting down the documents in his hand, Ren Xing took a deep breath, leaning on the back of the chair, but he couldn't relieve the exhaustion in his heart, "I only remember that Hongyan hurt me. But I can’t remember that I loved him. There are many other things that I have forgotten, for example, I don’t remember the mood when I faced Xu Ran in the past, and I don’t remember the good feeling with Qing Luo... ok It's strange, it seems that apart from being bored, hated and tired, all the happy feelings in the past have been almost forgotten. Mu Yihe, living like this is so tiring..."

"Ren Xing, you need to see a doctor." He didn't know what words to use to comfort the man, he never thought that his mood would become like this.

"No, I won't go to the doctor... It's my brother who made me like this, I know it. And I don't want to go against his will, no matter what my reason is, I believe he has his reasons ..."

Thinking of the pity Ren Xi looked at him, and avoiding his gaze involuntarily, thinking of asking his brother what happened in the hospital, and his panic-stricken brother explaining vaguely, all these clearly told Ren Xing that it was Ren Xi who was right. What did he do to make him lose his memory.

Brother, I still choose to believe you. You must have made such a decision because you think it is good for me.

"Ren Xing, do you really think you can forget the past? Are you happy to be alive now?"

"happy……"

For a moment, what came to mind was the scene of getting along with Hongyan after amnesia.

I hate that person in my heart, but when we hug and kiss each other tightly, that hatred will disappear.Even Ren Xing himself finds it incredible that it will become like this.

He kept telling himself that those were illusions, he would not be attracted to anyone, let alone Hongyan.However, I can't forget the feeling at that time, and it has nothing to do with any memories of the past, I just simply like to do that.

Get up and walk to the floor-to-ceiling windows, this is the [-]th floor, if you can't touch the height of the white clouds, you can only see tall buildings.

The scenery is not beautiful, but he likes the pride of looking down on everything.

One day, you will remember the past, so even if everything is not good now, you can still find a little bit of goodness in the mess.

Turning around, this time the smile came from the heart and was not perfunctory.

"Mu Yihe, I decided to forget the past and start over!"

"In the future, no matter how your relationship will become, or whether I will fall in love with them or not, I will