The bitter man and the arrogant man eloped

I was expelled from school because of a fight. This is not a glorious thing. At that time, I was really afraid that you would hate me, so I made up a random reason.Sigh, I was just thinking about it, if it weren't for you, I should still be the same now, maybe I wouldn't even go to school. "

Gu Lan looked at Ye Qin seriously, listened to his words quietly, and then hugged him.

"Isn't it good that we are like this now? Don't think about the unhappy things in the past. You met me because we will meet each other. It's not accidental but inevitable." Gu Lan leaned on Ye Qin's shoulder and combed Ye Qin gently. hair, "Aren't you right?"

Ye Qin lowered his head and kissed him lightly on the lips.

However, Gu Lan suddenly leaned into Ye Qin's ear and said softly, "I also have a secret to tell you."

Ye Qin looked surprised: "What?"

"From today onwards, you will sleep on the sofa in the living room at night, are you happy?"

Chapter 39

The office of the school's ideological and political group faces the playground, with a wide view. On sunny days, the sun can find every corner of the house. If you open the window, the branches of phoenix trees and locust trees will come to the window.

In the morning, most of the ideological and political teachers had no classes, but Qin Shu was the only one in there now. She was standing at the office, putting the desk folder and books into a half-sized cardboard box. The little succulent seemed to be Unable to take it away, Qin Shu picked up the music box she received on Teacher's Day last year and carefully stuffed it into her backpack.

Gu Lan stood in front of the door and watched for a while, finally got his mood together, knocked on the door and asked, "Mr. Qin, can I come in."

Qin Shu was slightly taken aback before looking at him, and said with a smile, "It's you, come quickly."

Gu Lan also just heard that Qin Shu had resigned. He felt very regretful and felt that he should have come to see her earlier. "Teacher Qin," Gu Lan lowered his eyes, and a lot of words came to his lips, but was interrupted by a sudden burst of sadness, "I... I'm sorry, Teacher, I didn't handle things well and caused you so much trouble ,terribly sorry."

Qin Shu smiled indifferently, there was no sign of grievance or sadness on her face, she was as relaxed and happy as if she got a long vacation by accident: "Don't say that, there is nothing wrong with you, in fact, I knew it from the beginning, there is nothing wrong Problems are things you can't solve, can you?"

Gu Lan was very embarrassed and a little clumsy, so he quickly changed the subject: "Teacher, do you have any other plans?"

"I, I haven't made up my mind yet." Qin Shu raised her face and looked towards the distance outside the window, "Maybe I will go back to Xiangyuan to see, I haven't been back for a long time, maybe I'll take a break like this for a while , just to accompany Mianguang, I plan to bring her back from kindergarten."

Gu Lan was very impressed with Mianguang, he also cared about this little girl: "How is Mianguang recently? If possible, can I visit her again?"

Qin Shu's eyes smiled like crescent moons, very charming: "Of course, after you left that day, Mianguang told me that she liked you very much, and she would be very happy if you came again. Oh, by the way, look at my memory " Qin Shu said, and pulled out a thick leather-bound notebook from the bottom of the box, took out a folded paper inside, and handed it to Gu Lan, "Mianguang asked me to give it to you."

Gu Lan was overwhelmed with surprise. He took it and opened it. On it was a small black oval monster drawn with crayon. It had two pointed ears on its head. It was covered in fluff. Liu Liu's eyes are clean and brave, as if he is confronting a powerful enemy in front of him, but he doesn't feel scared at all.

_Jiao caramel hall_

Although Mianguang didn't say a word to him that day, and even didn't write a word on this painting, Gu Lan felt that he understood her heart, because even thousands of words can't beat a sincere heart. camaraderie.

Gu Lan carefully put away the painting: "Thank you Mianguang, it's a really good painting."

Qin Shu looked at him and said: "Mianguang is not my biological daughter, she is my adopted child. You should feel strange when you went to my house last time. In fact, she has Asperger's. I have been trying Let her establish normal communication with the people around her, and encourage her to talk more, but now, my thinking has changed a little bit, and I don't force her to do anything anymore, maybe letting nature take its course is also a good way to heal. "

The consultant asked: "The eyes of the sleeping light..."

"There is nothing wrong with her eyes, but," Qin Shu paused, before continuing, "Her right eye seems to be able to see some bad things. You may think that this is nonsense. At first I also Thinking so, I took her to see a lot of psychiatrists, but nothing changed in the end. Wearing a blindfold was her own request, and Mianguang said it would make her quieter."

As a staunch materialist, Gu Lan really couldn't understand it in a short time, but he immediately thought, isn't there something even more bizarre happening to him now? In the world created by fantasy, there is What is impossible.

Qin Shu leaned against the table, picked up the pot of succulents that was no bigger than her palm to play with, and said: "We discussed the question of 'how to prove authenticity' before, but you were absent-minded at the time, and only borrowed Descartes' theory to answer me, So much time has passed, do you have some new ideas now?"

Gu Lan looked ashamed. He no longer remembered how he answered Qin Shu at the beginning. It can be seen that it was not a thoughtful answer at all. : "If you mean 'true' with absolute meaning, I think nothing in this world is true. If you are willing to believe that one thing is true, then it is."

Qin Shu pouted and shook her head: "Why do you suddenly become so pessimistic, you look like an old man."

Gu Lan chuckled: "Have you heard of 'Dependent Origination and Emptiness'?"

"Last time I told me about Zhuang Zhou's dream of a butterfly, and this time it comes to dependent origin and emptiness. Do you believe in Buddhism or Taoism?" Qin Shu laughed, "Then even if everything around you is false, you won't be sad, and you won't think Have you been deceived yourself?"

Gu Lan shrugged: "It's not that I won't be sad, but I feel the same, um, there is no difference."

Qin Shu lowered her eyes and didn't speak for a long time. Gu Lan vaguely felt that she was a little disappointed.

"So, do you think life is meaningful?"

"Of course!" Gu Lan said without thinking.

Qin Shu was very surprised by his response this time. She was puzzled: "Why? Since truth and falsehood have no meaning, what is the purpose of life?"

Gu Lan's smile was helpless and pitiful, like looking at a child asking for common sense: "Everyone and everyone has different answers. For the teacher, sleeping light is the meaning of life. For me... ...I think, if there really is something like a 'god' who looks down on human beings like an ant nest, the death of any one person is meaningless to him, but to our friends, relatives, For lovers, everyone is unique, valuable, and worthy of being cherished and protected.

Maybe 'truth' can never be proven, but truth is everywhere, so I think life has meaning. "

Qin Shu was stunned, and then she suddenly smiled: "I guess you must be in love, and you seem to be shining."

Gu Lan didn't answer, but the smiling expression was almost the same as the default.

"I understand," Qin Shu joked, "No wonder you are always out of your mind. It's great, being loved unconditionally is a kind of confidence, and it's the capital to insist on self-defense against the world."

Gu Lan said, "Isn't it a blessing to have the ability to love?"

Qin Shu smiled knowingly, and pushed the mini succulent bonsai in front of him: "Leave this to you, thank you for coming to see me off, if you have time in the future, you can come to the house to find Mianguang to play, she is looking forward to it You will come again."

"I will."

Gu Lan picked up the flower pot, which was not as big as an adult apple, and saw a few small translucent light bulbs clustered quietly inside, worried that they might not survive this summer in his hands.

Many years later, Gu Lan became an excellent neurosurgeon, and his hands saved many people, but those tender green succulents still went to bliss early.

I moved with Yeqin several times, but I can't find many things before, only this flower pot is still carefully kept by him.Gu Lan had already lost count of how many times he had picked it up from the trash can. Every time Yeqin cleaned up, there would always be one or two things missing on Gu Lan's table that he didn't remember. Throwing this flower pot, he sold the ore piled up in the warehouse to the junk collector by the catty.

"You don't love me anymore." Ye Qin said angrily while mopping the floor.

Gu Lan was lying on the sofa playing with his mobile phone, unwilling to face Ye Qin's questioning eyes, so he turned over and continued playing with his butt facing him.

Ye Qin stretched out his hand to scratch him: "Did you hear that, as soon as you came back, you knew you were lying down, doing nothing, and didn't even talk to me."

Gu Lan turned to look at him: "Oh, I had surgery all day yesterday, and I have another surgery tomorrow, so I'm tired. Give me a rest."

Ye Qin's eyes suddenly sank, and he asked in a low voice, "Do you still remember the one I mentioned earlier?"

Gu Lan didn't even think about it: "I don't remember."

"Hmph, it's fine, it's fine, you're just so angry with me," Ye Qin said in Gu Lan /fart/