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After the assassin incident happened, Shen Fu Nanjia sent people outside Shen Qingbie's camp, and after hearing that Shen Qingbie woke up, he even left the emperor early to see his daughter.

"Please, please, are you awake? Are you feeling unwell?" Shen Funan approached the tent in a panic, but Fu Bai had already left.

Shen Qingbie was already able to get out of bed and walk around, but the dinner was delivered by his servants, the results of this time out hunting were still abundant, the emperor handed over all the beasts he hunted to the dining room to entertain all the courtiers present The emperor's kindness is so great, Shen Funan ordered his servants to send it to Shen Qingbie.

"I'm fine, let dad worry about you." Shen Qingbie poured a cup of tea and handed it to Shen Funan.

"How can we not worry about it?" Shen Funan took the tea and found a chair to sit down, "We will have no peace until this assassin is found, and it is estimated that this hunt will not last too long."

"Wouldn't it be better to go back earlier?" Shen Qingbie also sat down together.

Shen Funan sighed and said: "If the emperor can listen to my advice, he should go back today, but he insists on staying here to show his majesty. The emperor is an emperor who was born as a military general. Because of an assassination, he will go back in disgrace. He thinks Insulting his majesty, isn't this in the hands of the other party?"

"There is some truth to it."

"A man can bend and stretch, so what if he backs down at this time? Now is the time to adjust the armament, recruit troops, and then we can fight. Daliang can't fight a protracted war, and Anqing is easy to defend and difficult to attack. If this continues, the loser will be Daliang. "

"Prestige is also a serious matter," Shen Qing said without staring at the tea leaves still floating in the teacup, "it's just that you can't have both."

"I will still find a way to persuade the emperor to go back earlier. The days of Qiushou will be one more day, and the meaningless consumption will only make Anqing's reserve more empty. The emperor will not be unaware of this." Shen Funan said, and got up , "I'm going to the emperor's camp right now, please stay in the tent and don't come out, if the assassins are not eliminated, there will be no peace here."

Shen Qingbie nodded: "I know, I will pay attention."

Shen Funan left with peace of mind, while Jin Yuchen was watching the opening of the tent not far away, wanting to go in but afraid to go in.

He just went to see her and see how she was recovering, but how would he explain to her that he wasn't with her?How to explain Fu Bai's demotion?But if I don't go to see her, I will have a lot of doubts in my heart. I don't know what she thinks about herself in her heart now. Will she be disappointed in herself?

Just to have a look, Jin Yuchen didn't find a better reason, so he walked to the entrance of Shen Qing's other tent, the guards on both sides bowed their heads to salute him, Jin Yuchen went in without hesitation, Shen Qing did not return Sitting on the chair, he just looked at himself.

"You're here?" Shen Qingbie's voice didn't show any dissatisfaction, it was just very ordinary, very ordinary.

Jin Yuchen walked to the seat where Shen Funan sat before, and sat down, also without any ups and downs, replied: "Well, I came to see you, I heard you woke up."

"I wake up during the day."

"Are you blaming me for not being by your side?"

"No, you are blaming yourself."

Jin Yuchen was at a loss for words, he couldn't go on, he really blamed himself for not being able to guard her for the first time, but things had already happened, he couldn't change anything, he didn't even realize that he took himself to fight with her Fu Bobi, he lost in the end, how could he be able to win Shen Qingbie's favor.

"Yes, I blame myself. Farewell, I abandoned you. When you were clearly in danger, I handed you over to others. Although I am very annoyed at myself for doing that now, I have already done it. Maybe I From the bottom of his heart, he is a selfish and sinister person." Jin Yuchen covered his face, leaned his elbows on the table, his voice trembling and sobbing, "I have been regretting and blaming myself, and I am also afraid , Afraid that you will leave me, don't want me."

"Jin Yuchen, in fact, sometimes I feel that you don't have me in your heart, but what you said to me now makes me feel that you still have me in your heart, but you usually hide it deeply, so I can't always see it through. "The first person Shen Qing saw when she opened her eyes was not Jin Yuchen. To be honest, she was really sad and hurt. After knowing the ins and outs of the matter, she also did a lot of helplessness for him in her heart, but She couldn't even deceive herself, the facts were in front of her eyes, telling her all the time that this person she loved so much didn't have her in her heart.

But even Jin Yuchen himself forgot that he grew up alone, and everything he did was centered on himself. His mother taught him that he must never let himself suffer in everything. If you are an enemy, you must not tolerate the means of the enemy, you must get rid of it, and you must kill the other party.Gradually, when he grew up, his mother's words were deeply imprinted in his mind, which made him develop a way of thinking that puts his own interests first in everything. He couldn't break free from the prison his mother gave him. Can't break free from the shackles that have allowed him to survive until now.

So he suffers and blames himself, he is not qualified to be loved by anyone.

Jin Yuchen once again shed tears in front of Shen Qingbie, this is the second time Shen Qingbie saw him cry, in Shen Qingbie's memory, Jin Yuchen was always calm and gentle, calm and wise Pointing out the flaws in the puzzle, he seldom cried, but every time he cried, it was so distressing.

"Please, please, please, don't leave me..." Jin Yuchen never knew what it meant to be humbled, he never bowed his head to anyone sincerely and begged, his tears can be used for acting The emperor who deceived himself deceived everyone, but his tears could not deceive Shen Qingbie, nor could he deceive this woman who has always been infinitely tolerant and loving to him. If there is no her in the future, then he will be nothing but a walking dead. .

Jin Yuchen is always so unfathomable, Shen Qingbie has always known this, he is good at scheming, trying to figure out people's hearts, he is even ruthless enough, he doesn't distinguish between black and white methods, he will use them as long as they can be used.And her emotions are impermanent, no, she can change her emotions because of anyone, even when he approached her at first, she always felt that Jin Yuchen's intervention was a plot against her.

She should have firmly guarded against this dangerous person, but Jin Yuchen in front of her was always different. He would climb the wall of the Prime Minister's mansion, secretly come to see her, bring her favorite things, and use innocent and innocent I looked directly at myself with my eyes, and said: "Farewell, as long as you like it, I will get it for you. Don't like some strange things, so I won't be able to see you next time, because I didn't find it. Things you like, you won't smile at me when you see me."

Everyone does something involuntary in order to have a foothold. Shen Qingbie always excuses Jin Yuchen like this. Although his methods are not bright, she knows that Jin Yuchen is trying to survive. She had no choice but to do that, and she also had selfish intentions, as long as Jin Yuchen could stay where she could see her, no matter what he did, she would always support him.

For this she has never regretted it.

She has never been able to resist Jin Yuchen's tears, because the eyes he looked at her were full of pleading and nostalgia, which was not there when he was acting to others, and it was also full of loneliness and pain. She didn't know why Jin Yuchen would With such a fragile side, she still feels sorry for him, even if she is deeply hurt.

"Don't cry, I won't want you. I will marry you at the beginning of the next year, and I will be yours completely. Dust, don't cry." Shen Qing stopped sitting still, got up and left I went to him, hugged his head in my arms, and comforted, "I know you have a lot of bad habits, it's okay, change it slowly, it will get better, I'll be with you."

Jin Yuchen hugged Shen Qingbie's waist tightly, buried his head in her arms, and his voice sounded muffled: "I used to live alone, for too long, and suddenly there was another you, which made me feel a little uncomfortable. Adapt. In the future, there will be traces of you in my days. Give me a chance, and I will integrate you into my bones. I love you, let me say goodbye, I really love you, and I want to be with you for a long time Together, never apart."

Shen Qing, don't be moved by his words again. Jin Yuchen never told her that he loves herself. She thought that she must have said this before Jin Yuchen, but she didn't expect him to say it to herself. I am really happy in my heart, there is no woman who will not be unhappy or moved after hearing this sentence from the person she likes.

"Ah Chen, what did you just say? Can... say it again, can I listen?" Shen Qingbie couldn't hide the excitement in her tone. She couldn't hold back the joy in her heart. to the back of the head.

Women are just that weird.

Jin Yuchen could hear that Shen Qingbie had forgiven himself, but he didn't show a proud and conceited smile of a victor, but stood up devoutly, clasped her waist, and pressed his forehead against hers. , whispered: "I love you, goodbye, I love you, will you be with me forever? I will use up all my abilities to make you the happiest woman in the world. I love you." He is willing to say it as many times as he wants to hear it.

But Jin Yuchen's series of words made Shen Qing don't blush. She lowered her head shyly and dared not look into his eyes. The candles in the tent were orange and warm, and there was a burst of heat, which smudged her cheeks. .

"You're so direct... how can I answer..." The woman's heart is exactly like this, she obviously wanted to hear the other party say that he loves her before, but now she blames the other party's simplicity and directness.

Jin Yuchen rolled his eyes with a smile, tilted his head and tentatively kissed Shen Qingbie a few times on the tip of his nose. Seeing the blushing cheeks of the other party, his smile grew stronger: "Then answer me with actions." Finally, he kissed her lips affectionately and tenderly.