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It's really winter here in Daliang. Jin Yuchen endured the excruciating pain from her legs and slept in a low-class room. It has been three days since the horrible day, and she still can't forget the heavy humiliation. When she woke up, Helian Mingzhu was still sleeping, lying on top of her body. Enduring the strong killing intent, she gently removed her from her body and walked out alone.

She was in pain, and at the same time it was so cold outside, she didn't know where she could go, wandering outside aimlessly, her head was empty, but her subconscious behavior kept her away from this place, away from the pain behind her. people.

But she didn't go far, she fell down, her consciousness was blurred, she just got up for a while, and she wanted to sleep again.She felt tired. It was a long time ago when she felt this way last time. At that time, she was just thrown into the barracks to fend for herself. After killing someone for the first time, she slept in the tent for several days and refused to come out. , she felt extremely tired and wanted to sleep, but every time she wanted to indulge herself completely, she would be woken up.

When she first arrived in the military camp, she was nine years old. She was the fourth son of an unfavored general's family. She was not loved by her mother or loved by her father.Once, when she was sitting and looking at the scenery in a distant place, she was captured by bandits who were wandering outside. No one in the barracks came to rescue her, because not far away was the stronghold of bandits. The bandits captured her and wanted to exchange some money. Xu did not expect a child to have such courage. Jin Yuchen took out the dagger hidden in his body, stabbed the gangster to death, and fled back to the barracks alone. Then he became furious and executed all the soldiers who had been watching the night that day according to the military order. No one was left behind, and no one in the barracks dared to look down on her since then.

At that time, Jin Yuchen had already changed. She was originally silent and cowardly, but the fear of death made her change herself at the most dangerous moment. She found all the ruthlessness and aura that she didn't have in the General's Mansion here.

She seemed to dream of that day again, the first time she killed someone, the first time she used her identity and power to kill someone, she secretly vomited in the tent for a long time, and had a nightmare all night.

When she opened her eyes again, the room was very warm, and all the discomfort on her body disappeared, even her clothes were changed, and her body was scrubbed.She struggled to sit up from the bed when the door of the room was pushed open by someone, who came in with a bowl of steaming soup, seeing Jin Yuchen's disturbance, hurried in and said, "Don't make trouble anymore, The doctor said that you are depleted of blood, you need to rest and nourish yourself."

Jin Yuchen ignored her and continued to struggle to get up, apparently wanting to get out of bed and leave.

"I told you not to be so anxious." Helian Mingzhu put down the soup, walked over to support her, but was slapped away by the other party.

"Don't touch me." There was no thunder and rage as imagined, but there was no emotion, full of chill and disgust.

Helian Mingzhu froze for a moment, then ignored her struggle, and forcefully pulled her up to sit up: "Then you sit down obediently, I brought you a soup, drink it up."

Jin Yuchen didn't listen, and was already struggling to get off the bed.

Seeing that she still didn't want to talk to her, Helian Mingzhu had no choice but to say to herself: "You can walk if you want, but you drink the medicine first, the doctor will come and show you, and say that your body is very..."

"Stop following me with these hypocrites, Helian Mingzhu, the relationship between us can't be clearer, what am I?" Jin Yuchen sarcastically said, "I'm just you It’s just a discarded pet, but the difference between me and a pet is that a pet can only please you on the bed, but I can help you solve many problems that you can’t solve. How about Helian Mingzhu, do you want to compare with me? I am confident that I can solve the problem that has puzzled Daliang for decades."

Helian Mingzhu heard her words harshly: "Don't say that I am so unreasonable, you are not my pet, at least I will not let her sleep on my bed as a pet, and I will not let her drink the food I boiled with my own hands. Soup."

"I think we should get back to this kind of relationship. Originally, I came to Daliang to be your princess's pet. I was too naive, thinking that the princess would not really do that. I am not blaming the princess by saying this. , I can only blame myself for being too naive, didn’t I just serve for one night, as a proton, what right do I have to suffer?” Jin Yuchen smiled self-deprecatingly.

Helian Mingzhu moved closer to her: "Then you mean that you are willing to..."

"No, Helian Mingzhu, don't disgust me, I am willing to sleep in the most disgusting and inferior stable, even the refugee shed, and I don't want to stay in the same room with you, you make me feel disgusted by myself. Do In exchange, I will try my best to find a solution to Daliang's supplies, I can find it, it's just a matter of time, and you, I really don't want to see your face." Jin Yuchen said, feeling a little out of control, coughing violently .

Helian Mingzhu looked at it, picked up the soup and medicine on the table and handed it to her, said with some distress: "If you want to scold me, drink the medicine first and then scold me."

Jin Yuchen knocked over the decoction in Helian Mingzhu's hand, the porcelain bowl was broken into several pieces, and the decoction spilled all over the floor, Jin Yuchen looked fiercely into Helian Mingzhu's eyes: "I don't want your medicine, I am sorry good."

After several rounds like this, Helian Mingzhu couldn't bear it no matter how good her temper was, she knelt down to a corner of the bed, grabbed Jin Yuchen's two wrists, threw Jin Yuchen down on the bed and suppressed him: "You Don’t be ignorant! I forced you, but don’t you want me too? Now I take the initiative to put down my face to please you, so you can’t see my good intentions? If you can’t forget what happened yesterday and can’t forgive me, I can use the rest of my life to make up for you, why do you try to stay away from me, we are already inseparable!"

"Shut up! I can't have unnecessary friendship with you!" Jin Yuchen tried to get rid of her restraint, "I said, I have a way to solve the material problem of Daliang, just promise me not to treat me as a Serving pets, I can give advice for Daliang, even if I am a lowly servant. Don't keep pestering me, I can't be with you. "

"Then who do you want to be with?" Helian Mingzhu didn't let go, pressed her wrist, looked straight into her eyes, and moved her face very close.

Jin Yuchen no longer struggled, but grinned mockingly: "Who else, of course, is my favorite woman, you can't even compare her finger, Helian Mingzhu, you are a Princess, it's not good to pester a man with a wife like this, what will people in Daliang think of you? They will look down on you."

"She is no longer your woman, Jin Yuchen, you can't go back, forget about her, what's wrong with being in Daliang?" Helian Mingzhu was obviously a little disappointed by what she said, but in her hands His strength didn't lessen a bit.

What annoys Jin Yuchen the most is Helian Mingzhu. She is like a sticky brown candy, which sticks to her body and cannot be shaken off. The more she is like this, the more disgusted she becomes. strong.

"But what good is staying in Daliang? I don't like everything here, my heart is only on Shen Qingbie, I want to see her again, even if it costs my life, I want to see her, see her , I know how she is doing well." Speaking of Shen Qing's other name, Jin Yuchen's heart was warm and gentle, and even the corners of his mouth would rise unconsciously.

In the eyes of Helian Mingzhu, all of this is naked provocation and irony. The understanding of this woman Shen Qingbie was very vague at the beginning. In the beginning, she didn't want to have too much contact with her, but now she wants to know everything else about Shen Qing.

"Then you'd better tell her too, how are you doing? Be sure to tell her well how you serve me, Jin Yuchen, I am really satisfied with your expression yesterday, you are under me The way you look is really beautiful, and it has been lingering in my mind, so..." Helian Mingzhu leaned into Jin Yuchen's ear, "I want to draw you at that time and keep it. Maybe in the future A chance to watch it with someone, what do you think?"

"Helian Pearl!" Jin Yuchen stared at her with wide eyes, "How dare you!"

"Is this your attitude towards the master?" Helian Mingzhu got up and shouted to the door, "Come on, Anqing's proton ignores this princess, drag me down, beat her until she vomits blood, if someone If you dare to visit her and give her medicine, you will be punished severely!"

"Yes, Your Royal Highness." Two soldiers came in from outside, lifted Jin Yuchen up, and walked out the door.

"Helian Pearl, you'd better not do that, otherwise, otherwise..." Jin Yuchen was so angry that she couldn't organize her words, and the huge anger rushed into her mind, making her unable to do the calm analysis and analysis that she used to. think.

"Otherwise what?" Helian Mingzhu smiled harmlessly, "Take care of yourself first."

"Helian Pearl! I will not let you go, I swear! I will not let you go!" Jin Yuchen struggled and shouted, "If you dare to show Shen Qing the painting, I will kill you !let me go!"

"Presumptuous! Hurry up and drag him down." Helian Mingzhu roared angrily, and the two soldiers beside him hurriedly took Rang out and dragged him outside for torture.

Helian Mingzhu was the only one left in the room, staring at the broken bowl in a daze. The doctor said that Jin Yuchen was in poor health and had taken too many useless supplements. If she doesn't spit out the stagnant blood in her chest, she will die of illness. She can't take any supplements in her current body, and supplements will kill her. She can only drink some refreshing fragrant tea, and she can't be overworked and exhausted. Depression, the bowl she brought in is not actually a tonic, but a bowl of tea that can make people feel more comfortable. Seeing that Jin Yuchen is so unwilling to accept her care, she has no choice but to use this method to help Jin Yuchen heal his pain. sick.

She feels that Jin Yuchen is not a very stupid person. The resentment towards her now is because of what happened yesterday. After they get along for a long time, Jin Yuchen will calmly think about his position and know that he is treating her well in his own way. , must be able to accept myself.

But she still doesn't understand Jin Yuchen, she grew up in hatred, what she loves is Shen Qingbie's love and care for her regardless of everything, no one in the world regards her as his own like Shen Qingbie God, she doesn't understand tender abuse and lies.A mouthful of blood dripped from the corner of her mouth, and her nails dug into the wooden bench, her hatred and disgust towards Helian Mingzhu reached its peak.

A heavy board fell, and when she was about to lose consciousness in pain, she kept mumbling, as if chanting some life-saving spell to herself to support her to persevere.

"Don't wait, wait for me...don't wait for me...wait for me..."