Scumbag Cong Liangji

The depressed mood at that moment made Li Xianliang's fear buried in his heart, helplessness and bewilderment about the future surge up together, and he just sat and leaned against the door alone for a long time.

Ma Chenyi took two steps back and forth in the room, turned around and lit a cigarette, frowned, took two puffs and then pinched it out fiercely.

These days Li Xianliang has obviously lost weight again. He didn't eat at noon this morning. Ma Chen lowered his head and thought for a while, then took out his mobile phone and called the restaurant to order a meal.

An hour later, the food was delivered by a special person. As soon as Ma Chen paid the money and closed the door, seeing that Li Xianliang was still shutting himself in the bathroom, he put down the lunch box and walked over to knock on the door.

After a while, the door opened, and Li Xianliang came out with a pale face, glanced at Ma Chen, pushed him away, walked to the bed, and silently picked up the handbag and put some clothes in it.

When Ma Chen saw this, his eyes were clouded, he didn't understand or understand Li Xianliang's sudden action, he walked over and raised his hand to grab Li Xianliang's wrist and asked, "Don't clean up, where do you want to go?"

Li Xianliang got up and said with a stiff tone, "Anything, as long as I can get away from you bastard."

What is he saying?As soon as Ma Chen heard it, anger gradually gathered in his eyes, and he couldn't help but increase the strength in his hands. He held Li Xianliang's wrist tightly and said, "Don't even think about it, what? Doesn't matter if your brother is dead or alive? "

Li Xianliang struggled twice but didn't get away. He was a little dizzy, which made his complexion even worse. He turned his head and glared at Ma Chen: "Why bother Li Lin all the time? You can kill me directly!"

As soon as Ma Chen saw the exhaustion and pain on Li Xianliang's face, the gloom in his eyes receded slightly, and he said softly, "Why did you suddenly say you want to leave? At least give me a reason."

"Can you let me go if you give me a reason?" Li Xianliang asked him with a sad smile, "Then is it a reason that I hate you?"

As soon as Ma Chen looked down at his expression complicatedly, he hugged him tightly in his arms suddenly, and asked softly: "Xiaoliang, are you still angry about what happened at noon? Didn't I already explain to you that what I said at the time was just a joke, and what I said made you unbelievable?"

Li Xianliang turned his face away, leaned against him with some annoyance, and said with self-mockery in his eyes: "I can't believe you, I'm not a god, and I can't figure out your thoughts, who knows what you think, now my mouth From what I said above, maybe he has colluded with that Young Master Qian to act in a play, why bother? I'm not stupid, why should I trust you?"

Ma Chenyi's face became gloomy the more he listened, his arms strangled Li Xianliang's waist, and he asked, "What are you talking about? You said I was in collusion with Qian Zhengjia?" He stared at him closely, his eyes flashed hurt and With a hint of anger, he took a deep breath and said slowly and firmly, "Xiao Liang, don't worry, Qian Zhengjia and I are not friends. Even if we were friends, I would not give you to him, let alone I will give it to anyone, because you belong to me, you belong to me, you know?" After he finished speaking, he bowed his head and kissed Li Xianliang fiercely, fiercely and not tenderly, and there was still a hint of tenderness in the rubbing. some anger.

"Ma Chenyi, you, let go." Li Xianliang felt the anger between Ma Chenyi's lips, and he was so angry that no matter how he dodged, he couldn't escape Ma Chenyi's firm grasp.

The more Li Xianliang struggled, the more Ma Chenyi's enthusiasm and desire to conquer him were aroused. For several days, he had been trying not to touch Li Xianliang. One shot and out of control.

Ma Chenyi's eager and coercive actions made Li Xianliang tremble uncontrollably. He tried to push Ma Chenyi away with shaking hands, but was restrained by Ma Chenyi. Ma Chenyi raised his head and squinted his eyes to look at him, and continued Leaning into Li Xianliang's ear and whispering: "Little Liang, don't reject me, I don't want to hurt you, you are mine, I will not hand you over to anyone, really, I swear, please trust me Is it?" Ma Chenyi's voice was full of longing and emotion, and he begged Li Xianliang to turn his head to the side, his face was a little pale, he didn't understand, obviously he was the one suffering, Ma Chenyi at this moment Why is the expression more painful than his?Why do you have to do this to deceive him?

If it was in the past, if Ma Chenyi said that sentence just now, Li Xianliang would definitely kick him away, and then pull Ma Chenyi by the collar and tell him that this sentence is the greatest insult to him.

But at this moment, Li Xianliang no longer has that kind of arrogance. Even if he is a double, or himself, he just wants to spend this year quickly, and then escape from here and escape from this person .

In the final analysis, he is also afraid, even though he has an agreement with Ma Chenyi, even though he despises what Ma Chenyi has done to threaten his younger brother and force him, even though he is always full of fear, annoyance and anger towards Ma Chenyi. Emotions, but he found that many times he was unable to reverse many things and had no choice but to compromise.

Because of compromise and unpredictability, he will be afraid of waking up in the middle of the night, and then panicked and insomnia until dawn, even just because of a word or a voice, he will tremble all over, as if his body and mind are fragile like another self.

The bottom of my heart is always like being pressed by a heavy stone, heavy and cumbersome, longing to be comforted and protected.

He had had enough, in addition to being wary of Ma Chenyi, he also worried about being insulted by him.

He was really crazy, because of Ma Chenyi's words just now, he felt as if a heavy stone fell to the ground, Li Xianliang turned his head and covered his face with his hands, is this still him?Is such a fragile and inferior person still himself?

As soon as Ma Chen kissed Li Xianliang, he tossed and sucked between Li Xianliang's shoulders and neck. Covering his eyes, something in his heart seemed to be sucked into the abyss of a black hole. After getting rid of the initial fear, he actually had a rapid pleasure. This pleasure quickly conquered his fear of the boundless darkness, and he groaned a little selflessly With a sound, Ma Chen's body was stirred by wave after wave of enthusiasm, and he was gasping for breaths, and even his waist and knees began to tremble uncontrollably.

Ma Chenyi almost kissed with excitement, because he found that Li Xianliang's body had feelings, and he didn't even resist him. This is what he has been desperately longing for for many years. He hopes that one day Li Xianliang can accept himself and accept himself. Homosexual identity, and two people can love and like each other like normal people.

Although this level is still not up to now, it is far from enough, but at least it has taken a step forward. After several joys, his body is finally able to be familiar with his own feelings, and the enthusiasm in Ma Chenyi's heart is almost gone. want to burn.

Ma Chen stared at him with fiery eyes, raised his hand to remove Li Xianliang's hand covering his face, saw Li Xianliang who was also a little emotional, looked at him with slightly narrowed eyes, misty tears glistened at the corners of his eyes , Ma Chenyi's sanity was rapidly draining and dissipating, he couldn't help leaning forward to kiss Li Xianliang's lips, his big hands wandered around his body, as if stroking a fragile object, but the palms were full of tenderness. Clutching him with a strong domineering possessiveness.

Li Xianliang felt as if his body was on fire, his headache was about to split, his consciousness was drowsy, his eyes were almost out of focus, but the hand on his body, the feeling of groping was still clearly conveyed in his mind, He barely raised his hand to hold it down, and said hoarsely, "I'm thirsty, water"

Ma Chenyi was being burned by his expression, and he regained his senses after hearing the words for a long time, holding the hand on Li Xianliang's waist and moving it upwards, he was shocked to feel that the temperature of Li Xianliang's armpit had returned. It was hot and hot, he panted and calmed down, raised his head and stroked Li Xianliang's forehead with the palm of his hand, looked at the unnatural blush on Li Xianliang's face under the emotional tide, Ma Chenyi forced himself to close his eyes and pressed his lower body After a while, he struggled to get up from Li Xianliang, calmly helped him button up his clothes, and then tidied himself up. He leaned over and said lightly, "Xiaoliang, wait, I'll give it to you." You see a doctor."

As soon as Ma Chen closed the door, Li Xianliang lay there on his back, feeling the pain in his bones all over his body, he slowly turned sideways, leaning his head on the side of the bed, his consciousness sank into darkness.

After an unknown amount of time, Ma Chen shook Li Xianliang awake. He stood by the bed holding water and medicine in his hands, and supported Li Xianliang to sit up.

"The doctor has been here. You have been suffering from a cold for the past few days and have been stagnant, which is why you have a fever. I have already given you an antipyretic injection. Come, take the medicine first." Ma Chenyi sat beside him and handed him the water .

Li Xianliang stared at the water and stretched out his hand to take it. Impatiently, he put the medicine into his mouth and gulped it all down. He licked his lips after drinking. After pouring a glass, Li Xianliang drank it up after taking it, then gave him the empty glass and shook his head to indicate that Ma Chenyi had enough, no more.

As soon as Ma Chen sat on the edge of the bed, he raised his hand and touched Li Xianliang's forehead. Well, it was still a little hot, but it was much lower than before. Li Xianliang's eyes flickered and he felt a little awkward when he remembered what had happened before. He coughed and lowered his head. Saying that I was going to sleep, I avoided Ma Chenyi's hand and hurriedly lay down on my side.

Ma Chenyi's hand stopped in mid-air, and he stood up with a disappointed expression on his face. He hesitated and said to Li Xianliang: "You go to bed first, I'll go out for a while, I don't know when I will be back, call me if you need anything."

Li Xianliang said "um" twice in the quilt, and then fell silent.

Ma Chen helped him cover the quilt, got up, picked up his coat and went out.

It wasn't until the door was closed that Li Xianliang secretly breathed a sigh of relief on the bed. He opened his eyes and looked at the dark night outside, only the LED lights were constantly refracted on the glass surface, shining with colorful lights, which made Li Xianliang a little fascinated.

Of course he knew where Ma Chenyi was going. His sudden fever seemed to have found a ready-made reason for him. He closed his eyes tiredly, not only his body, but also his heart that had been slacking off. He coughed twice , Wanting to get up and find some throat lozenges, suddenly there was a knock on the door.

Li Xianliang paused. Could it be that Ma Chenyi forgot to take the key? He slowly got up and got off the ground, walked over and opened the door, his eyelids twitched twice, he saw the person outside the door who was smiling obscenely at him, and his heart suddenly jumped. sink.