Scumbag Cong Liangji

Li Xianliang looked at Li Lin in shock and said, a little unbelievable: "What are you?"

Li Lin lowered his head for a while before saying, "Brother, I've always liked you."

After hearing this, Li Xianliang took a step back. He pointed at Li Lin and remained silent for a long time. He thought maybe he had misunderstood it, and what Li Lin said didn't mean what he thought.

Li Lin thought for a while, gritted his teeth and raised his head and said: "Brother, I like you. This secret has been kept in my heart for many years. I often can't sleep well. When I wake up, I call myself a bastard and dare not approach you." I dare to talk to you, I am afraid that you will look down on me and leave me when you find out. I am always trembling like walking on thin ice, and the more I grow up, the more painful this feeling is. In fact, I thought I could hide this from you and never let you know. , because you are a very dull person, if I don't say it myself, you can't think of it."

Li Lin took a deep breath, wiped the corners of his eyes and looked at Li Xianliang, he said: "It wasn't until I met Ma Chenyi that things turned out like this, bro, you don't matter if you hate me or ignore me, I Now I really want to tell you the whole story. I can’t bear it anymore, I really can’t bear it. I know that I am different from others. I like men, and the first person I like is you. Ma Chenyi knows all about these photos you brought today, right? Did he threaten you? That guy is not a good guy, he is a beast, you should stop living with him .”

Li Lin looked at the photo of his own hand in his hand, and he said: "When I was young, I didn't know how to control myself, I was not sensible, I often peeped on you to take a bath and change clothes, and I would look at you with red ears. I was afraid that you would hate me if I told you." I, that’s why I watched secretly from behind, and then I couldn’t hold back the desire when I got older, I gave you sleeping pills a few times and secretly did it for you with your hands.”

When Li Xianliang heard this, his mouth trembled in disbelief.

Li Lin lowered his head and didn't dare to look at Li Xianliang's face, "Later you went to high school, and once I went to your school to find you home, and you were lying on the lawn outside the school and fell asleep, with no one around. You are so beautiful, I am, I was caught by the devil Ma Chenyi, that bastard, he found a group of Ran School to block me and threatened me with this incident, I was very scared at that time, As soon as they hit me, I don't know how to get it all out, that beast took all your pictures from me, the ones you showed me"

Li Xianliang looked at Li Lin with a pale face, how could he have such a younger brother?Is this person still Li Lin?At that time, the cute Lin Lin who would act like a baby with him?The younger brother he brought up with one hand?At this point it looks like a beast!How could he have such a brother?

Li Lin regretted: "Brother, I know I'm not a thing, but that Ma Chenyi is not a good thing. He took all your photos and threatened me with them. In fact, I regret it every day. , I regret to death, I am afraid to see you, afraid to approach you, afraid to talk to you, I really do not deserve to be your brother, once Ma Chen threatens me, what I am most afraid of is not being beaten by him, nor his threat, I What I'm afraid of is whether he will pass on your photo to others, I don't want to hurt you at all, so I always obey him."

Li Xianliang leaned against the wall and felt his whole body feel cold, so cold, Li Xianliang clenched his fists and asked in a trembling voice: "Have you mailed the photos abroad to Ma Chenyi?"

Hearing this, Li Lin's face turned ashen. He nodded and said, "At that time, Ma Chenyi was going to go abroad. I was really happy. I was finally able to get rid of him. Before he left, he found me and asked me to take some close-up photos of you." I took photos in the mail, so you can rest assured that those photos are normal. I moved out to live by myself after high school, and you know that I didn’t have much chance to take pictures of you at that time. I moved out to hang out with people outside and treated you coldly. It was all forced by that bastard. He forbade me to live with you, and I was not allowed to talk to you, and I was not allowed to contact you. Otherwise, he would reveal the things about me and you and have photos, I’m afraid of him, really, he’s rich and powerful, he can do what he says, he just needs to move his fingers, and you’ll be ruined, so I can only do what he says.”

"You, you were filmed NP's video, and the contract, did you lie to me?" Li Xianliang suddenly asked loudly when he thought of something, his eyes were fixed on Li Lin, full of resentment.

Li Lin lowered his head and said after a while: "Brother, I was an asshole for that matter. I took drugs at the time and regretted it after I woke up. But I couldn't find anyone who could help me, so I had to go to Ma Chen Yi, he really doesn't know about the video tape, but he is willing to buy it for me at a high price, but the premise is that I will act with him for you to watch. In his hands, I can't help but listen to him, I can't help it, I'm really wrong, I'm sorry, bro, hit me, I'm a bastard, I'm not human, I don't deserve to be your brother, hit me Go." After Li Lin finished speaking, he grabbed Li Xianliang's hand and smashed it on his face.

Li Xianliang didn't even look at Li Lin, he shook off Li Lin's hand and walked out staggeringly, Li Lin saw that Li Xianliang's spirit was not right, so he hurriedly stepped forward to hold Li Xianliang, and called brother, Li Xianliang slapped Li Lin aside with a backhand. He opened his eyes, looked at Li Lin angrily, and shouted: "Don't call me brother anymore, I don't have a brother like you."

Li Lin covered his face and froze in place. He had expected this sentence, didn't he?After doing so many things that made him sick, he should have done so. The relationship between their brothers is finally coming to an end, because he can no longer see the previous care and doting from Li Xianliang's eyes. All of this, all of this is caused by myself, isn't it?

Li Xianliang turned around and held the doorknob with white knuckles, gritted his teeth, opened the door and walked out. It didn't know when it started to rain heavily outside, which obscured his vision.

He lowered his head to look at his shoes that were splashed by the rain, and suddenly there was a sad smile on the corner of his pale mouth. One was his biological brother, and the other was the man who kept saying I love you. The two joined hands to deceive him like a plaything. Playing, he raised his head, let the rain wash over his face, and even washed away the uncontrollable tears from the corners of his eyes. He kept asking in his heart, what did he do that was so outrageous?God wants to punish him like this?

Originally thought that the incident with the video tape had made Li Lin turn over a new leaf, and he was full of hope for Li Lin, but in the end, it turned out that all of this was just his own stupid imagination.

He even often thought recently that if Ma Chenyi really wanted to live with him, he would try to accept him, but when he thought of this, he would only feel as stupid as an idiot.

Disgust and ugliness, deceit and lies surrounded him and filled him. The shock of the photos and the cruelty of the truth made him suddenly disgusted with life and himself. He barely held himself up under a tree and retched. He couldn't vomit, but he still felt nauseous. He felt nauseous from the bottom of his heart. He kept walking in the street in a daze, searching in the rain, trying to find a place that could hold him, hide him, and let him A person stayed there licking his wounds, recovering his strength to face all this again, but he suddenly discovered that in this world, in this city, there seemed to be no place for him, and he had nowhere to go or hide.

He was alone in the rain, with no direction or purpose, surrounded by cold rain, fog and gray sky, until he was completely soaked.

It was already late when Ma Chen came back. If it wasn't for the company's urgent business, he originally wanted to come back earlier, because the pair of wedding rings he ordered abroad a few days ago finally got his hands today, opened the exquisite box, and immediately Chen took a look, the ring was very beautiful and he was very satisfied, the two wedding rings were exactly the same, each was inlaid with five diamonds from the largest to the largest, the implication was, would you like to be my other half?His and Li Xianliang's names are engraved on the inside.

He twitched the corner of his mouth, happily imagining Li Xianliang's reaction when he received it, then gently closed the lid and put it back in his pocket.

The car stopped at the door, he hurried into the house, opened the door of the bedroom, and saw that the light in the room was not on, Li Xianliang was lying on the bed alone and shivering, he walked in, took off his coat and walked over to have a look Li Xianliang, saw that he fell asleep with his head lowered on the pillow, and there seemed to be a nasal sound when he was breathing, did he catch a cold?So he moved closer and raised his hand to touch Li Xianliang's forehead. He felt that the temperature was okay, so he couldn't bear to wake him up. He walked around the room for a long time, finally took the ring out of his pocket, looked around and put it on the most conspicuous place. On the table, after thinking about it, he picked it up and put it on the bedside table, but he still felt that something was wrong, so he went into the kitchen, put it on the refrigerator, and deliberately approached the door of the refrigerator, so that when Li Xianliang got up in the morning and opened the refrigerator, the box would be Thinking of Li Xianliang's astonished appearance, Ma Chen couldn't help laughing. He thought it was good, so he clapped his hands, took two steps back and he was done.

When Ma Chenyi woke up in the morning with Li Xianliang in his arms, he felt that his body temperature was a little high and hot, so he shook Li Xianliang up and asked him to get up and take antipyretics. Li Xianliang reluctantly opened his eyes and saw Ma Chenyi Then he closed his eyes and responded, "Eat it in a while."

Ma Chen put the medicine and water on the cabinet next to him, and before leaving, he told him not to forget to take the medicine before going to work.

Li Xianliang had a terrible headache. After coughing a few times, he staggered and got up to find some clothes to put on. When he put on his pants, he almost threw his head on the ground. After putting on the clothes, he went into the bathroom and took out his toiletries, then turned around and went into the laundry room to put his clean sneakers into the bag. He didn't take any of the clothes that Ma Chenyi gave him, they were all in the closet Putting it in his pocket, he put away another towel that he washed himself, and then zipped up the bag. His hands were shaking all the time. He had to pull the zipper three times in a row before it was fully secured. Then he sat down on the edge of the bed and caressed his hot His forehead was a little dizzy, when the phone rang suddenly, and he fumbled to take it out of his pocket to answer it.

Gao Lu's voice came from the phone, and he said: "Li Xianliang, do you remember what I said yesterday? Today is the deadline I gave you, please say something sweet, are you going or not? I have printed the photos alright"

Before Gao Lu finished speaking, Li Xianliang took down the phone and pressed the off button directly. His lips trembled a little. He covered his eyes with his hands and raised his head. After a while, he slowly got up and staggered forward while bending over. After taking a step, he took a steady breath until he held the bag firmly. When he reached the door, he stopped suddenly and looked back. His eye sockets were burning and his vision was a little blurred. He raised his hand and rubbed his eyes. Everything in the house seemed to be exactly the same as when he came, without any change due to his stay or departure. He lowered his head and smiled bitterly, turned around and opened the door forcefully, locked it, pulled out the key and walked out. He threw the key in, and after hearing a crisp impact, he looked back, his eyes were gray, as if there was a dead silence, and he never looked back.

People come and go, the noise is constant, the world is so big, everyone seems to have their own place, has their own destination, he coughed and rummaged through his pockets, bought a ticket with all the money on his body, Then he followed the crowd aimlessly and boarded the train. The train roared and the wheels rolled, whistling across the boundary between this city and another city, carrying many dreams and memories of many people on the train. calm.

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What Li Xianliang didn't know was that there was someone watching him get on the train, until he left, that person smiled slowly, and he was also carrying the luggage in his hand, and he didn't turn his head until the train disappeared from his sight He stopped the taxi and went straight to the airport, watching the scenery passing by outside the car window, Gao Lu felt a sense of pleasure after revenge, he smiled ferociously, Ma Chenyi, Ma Chenyi, don't you love Li Xianliang?Love him to death?Your baby is gone now, he doesn't want you anymore, what are you going to do?

Back then, regardless of my painstaking efforts to persuade you to stay, regardless of my pressure to die, you insisted on returning to China because of this man, right?Hehe, you have never been hurt, so you will never understand the pain you brought me at that time. This time, I will also let you taste what it is like to be abandoned by the person you love, and it will also make you feel heartbroken. Life is worse than death.

I have already passed it, you will suffer retribution, you know?How much did I hate when I heard woo you guys are already living together?I'm jealous, I swear, I can't get you, but I won't let that person get you easily, I want you to pay the same price as me, I'm not just throwing garbage after you play , Why did I quit my job abroad and return to China?Hehe, it is to completely destroy the moment you thought you were happy.

Ma Chenyi, what would you do without the one you love?Will you be in pain?Will you go crazy?Will you wake up in the middle of the night and feel the bed and cry when you find that person is no longer by your side?Doesn't taste good?I will return all the pain you made me suffer at the beginning. Let me see where you are going to find your lover. The world is so big, you can find it slowly by yourself, maybe you will never find it. This is You pay what I owe me, so enjoy it!

The plane slid across the ground with a gust of wind, flew into the air, passed through the thick clouds, and disappeared into the sky. Gaolu stuck to the window and looked down. He mouthed, goodbye, the person I once loved , this is my last gift to you. From now on, you and I will never meet again. Farewell. After that, he raised his hand and slowly pressed his lower lip, and blew a kiss to the city under the clouds, then pulled The corners of the mouth are smiling very coquettishly