Scumbag Cong Liangji

Li Xianliang has been in a state of desperation these days, and has been depressed and has not contacted Feng Gong. As a result, Sister Qin suddenly called today, reprimanded him, and asked him what was the matter with such a good girl. Wash my face with tears, sorry to see you.

Things were not going well with Feng Gong and Sister Qin that day.

Sister Qin really couldn't help it, so he went to Feng Gong's office building at night and waited downstairs for her to get off work. Feng Gong was really sad these days, and the feelings he devoted to Li Xianliang, he thought it was almost the same, but the result The situation has become like this, the gap is too big, and her own self-esteem is very strong. This result makes her a little unacceptable, but in the past few days, after deliberation, she still made a painful decision. The sinking is not too deep, and she has to get out in a hurry, and she is still young, and she still has the time capital to choose.

When she saw Li Xianliang waiting for her at the entrance of the company, she felt a little soft-hearted. This 27-year-old man is really too clear, as if he has not been contaminated with the slightest filth of the world. Feng Gong hurriedly glanced away, afraid that if she continued to look at it, she would be even more reluctant, so she simply put her hand into the pocket of her plaid coat and walked towards him with her head down.

When Li Xianliang heard footsteps, he turned around and saw her. He felt a little embarrassed after not seeing her for so long, so he asked first, "Working overtime tonight?"

Feng Gong nodded and said, "It took a little longer."

At this time, the people who got off work at the door had almost left, Feng Gong gritted his teeth, and said ruthlessly: "Ah Liang, I thought about it for a few days, and I think you and I are not suitable, let's break up."

Hearing this sentence, Li Xianliang was not surprised. He seemed to have guessed that she would do so. In fact, subconsciously, he had been waiting for her to speak first. It was originally his fault that Feng Gong broke up first, so she would not Feeling even more uncomfortable, Li Xianliang nodded, and said, "It's getting so late, let me take you home for the last time."

Feng Gong burst into tears after hearing this, and she said guiltily, "Ah Liang is really sorry."

Maybe she felt that it was already a very painful thing for a man not to be able to marry him, and it seemed like it would make things worse for a man if she wanted to get rid of him so cruelly, but this man still treated her so well, with complicated feelings And the feelings she got along with these days made her shed tears uncontrollably.

Seeing her crying, Li Xianliang was a little flustered. He hastily apologized and explained to her repeatedly that he should be the one who is sorry.

Li Xianliang took a taxi back after sending the emotionally broken Feng Gong home. It was very late, but Sister Qin and the old lady were still up and waiting for him. Gu Weimin also came back today.

Li Xianliang looked at the hesitant expressions on their faces with some doubts. It seemed that they had something to tell him, but it was difficult to speak, and finally it was Sister Qin who came out.

She said: "Ah Liang, come and sit down and discuss something with you. Didn't Amin get promoted before? The salary is also very high, and the company also has additional subsidies, so he took out a loan without discussing with us. I bought a building in City A, and now it’s a done deal, so I have no choice but to sell the house here to pay off part of the mortgage. In this case, our family will have to move to City A. I’m not reluctant about the house, but I just think I can't bear to share with you, A Liang, you have been getting along so well with us all these years, and we are going to separate suddenly. Everyone thinks there is something wrong, so I discussed it with the old lady and A Min. Look, move to A with us Let’s live in the city, I went to look at the house that Amin bought in the morning, it’s quite big, very spacious, and the transportation is also convenient, let Amin help you find a job in City A with a higher salary, what do you think?”

Li Xianliang was stunned for a moment, he had been listening to Gu Weimin talking about how his work was too far away from home, and he wanted to buy a place to stay in City A, but he didn't expect that they would move out so soon.

He thought for a while and said: "Sister Qin, I appreciate your kindness. Although city A is good, it is not suitable for me. Thank you. After you move there, I will visit you often and will not lose contact with you. "

Gu Weimin persuaded: "Brother Li, you should move here with us. The house is really big, and you are not spared. I won't charge you rent, and we will take care of you when we live together."

Sister Qin quickly said yes, and the old lady also said, "Liangliang, come here, I'll make delicious sticky bean buns for you to eat."

Li Xianliang hugged the old lady gently, with a sad expression on his face, he raised his head and said: "I know you guys let me go over sincerely, to be honest, I feel empty and uncomfortable when you leave, but, I really There are many reasons why I don’t think of City A. It’s really inconvenient. In fact, I want to congratulate you. After entering City A, you will be a person in a big city. Didn’t Sister Qin always want to go to a big city to see the world? Now I finally got my wish By the way, sister Qin, what about your work?"

Sister Qin sighed, and said: "Xiaoliang, the old lady and I don't trust you if you stay here by yourself. I have finished my work, and I moved to the civil affairs office in City A. It seems that I am still a Min. If the leader does it, I just need to go to work, and this can be regarded as a promotion."

Li Xianliang nodded, it was very good, several people persuaded him again, seeing that Li Xianliang was determined not to leave, so he had no choice but to give up, Amin said: "Brother Li, you have to come and see us during your vacation, The old lady will miss you too. You see, she is old and confused. She often thinks of me as my sister and my sister as me, but you never miss you. This shows how much she likes you. Yes, you must come over on vacation."

Li Xianliang nodded and said, "It will definitely pass. When will you move, I can help."

Sister Qin had a day, and Li Xianliang calculated that there are still five days left.

Gu Weimin said casually: "If something happened to Mr. Ma, we can move in these two days, and we don't have to wait until Friday."

Sister Qin asked, "Huh? What does our moving have to do with your boss Ma?"

Gu Weimin said: "Your job transfer was done by Mr. Ma. If he hadn't been admitted to the hospital, the procedures should have been completed long ago."

Li Xianliang was stunned, looked at Gu Weimin, and was about to ask, when Sister Qin interjected, "Your President Ma is hospitalized? Isn't it? Didn't you feel fine when you came last Sunday?"

Gu Weimin said: "Don't, it seems that he started to be in a bad state after he went back last time. Two days ago, he locked himself in a private room in the bar and drank a lot. It is said that he drank a lot. That night, he was sent to Emergency treatment at the hospital, the condition is very serious and there are symptoms of shock, and he is still lying in the hospital now."

Sister Qin covered her mouth and said: "Oh my god, it must be that I asked him about his girlfriend that day, which irritated him? No way, it's been so long, you guys won't do it, right?"

Gu Weimin complained: "You didn't, I forgot, the words you asked that day were taboos of Mr. Ma, and we usually can't say a word in front of him, but you can talk, and you can't stop asking."

Sister Qin said with a guilty conscience: "Don't grow old, your sister didn't do it on purpose, and I really didn't expect you horses to be so sad? Poor child, alcoholism, how much alcohol do you need to drink?"

When Li Xianliang went back, his feet were swollen and he had a severe headache. After entering the room, he threw away his coat and lay on the bed tiredly, with his sleepless eyes open, staring at the darkness absentmindedly. He is about to move out, and the house Li Xianliang lives in will also be sold together. He has been anxiously looking for a place to live these days, but he went to a few places, but none of them are suitable, either too far away or in a remote place. Or the rent is too high for him to afford.

Yang Yuan called Li Xianliang to stop before he got off work. Ever since Li Xianliang made a girlfriend, Yang Yuan hadn't had a private chat with him for a long time. He asked Li Xianliang to sit down first and said, "I hear you want to move out?"

Li Xianliang nodded, and Yang Yuan asked, "Have you found the house?"

Li Xianliang said: "Not yet, I'm looking for it."

Yang Yuan said: "I know a friend. He has a house not far from the company. It is vacant and no one lives in it. I will pay the rent with him. It should not be too expensive. What do you think?"

Li Xianliang was a little overjoyed when he heard it, but then he thought about it and said, "Isn't it troublesome? Will your friend be unhappy if the price is lower?"

Yang Yuan smiled, and he said: "Don't worry, that house is not a foreigner's, but my uncle's. It's very good, I'll just go with him."

Li Xianliang hurriedly got up and said, "Then thank you, Manager Yang."

Yang Yuan was taken aback when he heard this, and his expression was a little uncomfortable. He said, "Xiaoliang, call me Yang Yuan in private. Aren't we friends? Don't call me so generic."

Seeing that Li Xianliang's expression was a little dazed, he changed the subject and said, "It's almost time to get off work, pack up, and I'll take you to see the house later."

Li Xianliang responded and went out.

The house is really nice. It is a detached courtyard. It has air-conditioning and furniture. You only need to bring two pieces of clothes to live in. Moreover, the rent for Yang Yuan and him is not expensive. Liang knew it must be for Yang Yuan's face, so he felt a little uneasy, and didn't know how to thank him.

When the two walked back after seeing the house, Yang Yuan suddenly asked, "Xiaoliang, when are you going to get married?"

Li Xianliang stroked his hair and said, "Feng Gong and I have already broken up."

After hearing this, Yang Yuan turned to look at him, and apologized for a while: "I'm sorry, I don't know you two separated, when did it happen?"

"Late last month."

Yang Yuan's expression seemed to be relieved, and he asked, "Why did you split up? Aren't you two getting along well?"

Li Xianliang smiled under the light, with a natural and friendly expression, Yang Yuan was a little dumbfounded.

"Emotional matters are reluctant." After speaking, he looked at Yang Yuan.

Facing Li Xianliang's gaze, Yang Yuan looked away a little guilty, and hurriedly said: "Well, there will be better things in the future, don't be discouraged."

The two said a few more words, and then went back separately.

Li Xianliang moved over on the weekend. He had so few things that a suitcase could hold it. When he left, he returned the keys to Sister Qin. Sister Qin felt a little guilty and wanted to give him pots and bowls and some furniture. Where Li Xianliang lived had everything, and there was no place to put it, so he declined Sister Qin's offer and gave her the rent for the last six months. Sister Qin didn't want anything, so Li Xianliang forced it.

Li Xianliang spent the whole morning cleaning the dust inside and outside the house, mopping the floor cleanly, Yang Yuan came here in the afternoon, he helped a lot with the house, Li Xianliang felt a little Feeling sorry, he wanted to invite Yang Yuan to dinner, Yang Yuan smiled and nodded in agreement.

In the afternoon, the weather changed suddenly and the north wind was strong. The two of them booked a table at a nearby restaurant without going far. Yang Yuan seemed very happy. Said to Li Xianliang: "Little Liang, do you know why I have never been married?"

Li Xianliang took a mouthful of vegetables, and replied casually: "The fate has not come yet."

Yang Yuan waved his hand and said, "Fate, yes, but there is another reason."

Li Xianliang asked while eating: "What?"

Yang Yuan looked at Li Xianliang and said softly: "Many people don't know this reason, and it has been hidden in my heart."

After listening, Li Xianliang smiled and said: "Then don't, the secret must be hidden, and no one will know, Yang Yuan, don't drink, you have a bit."

Yang Yuan shook his head and said, "I didn't. Although it's a secret, I must treat you."

Li Xianliang was a little puzzled, he looked at Yang Yuan and was speechless.

Yang Yuan looked at the wine glass and said: "My earliest girlfriend, she treated me when we broke up. She didn't want to find a man with a cold personality as her husband."

Li Xianliang was stunned when he heard the words, it reminded him of what Feng Gong said to him, it was very similar.

"I once thought that I was really frigid, but later I found out that I was not, but it was more tragic than frigidity, because I was gay."

Li Xianliang's heart skipped a beat, he looked at Yang Yuan in disbelief, and Yang Yuan also looked at him, seeing the tiredness in Li Xianliang's eyes.

He smiled and said, "Little Liang, don't be afraid of me, homosexuality is not that scary, and we've known each other for so long, you should know that I'm not a messy person."

Li Xianliang put down his chopsticks silently, and said, "You drank too much, I'll take you home."

Yang Yuan waved his hand and said, "I really didn't drink too much, but I really want to talk to you, because the feeling of keeping it in my heart is really uncomfortable."

Li Xianliang could still understand his mood, and after thinking for a while, he nodded and said, "Then you, I'll listen."

Yang Yuan said, "Little Liang, do you still remember the day of your first interview? It was me."

Li Xianliang nodded, and he continued: "That day, I really, your performance was quite average, I remember you were wearing a light green dress, your expression was always depressed, and you were sitting there in a daze, but, I saw you At first glance, I was attracted by your gaze, it has nothing to do with the appearance, it is just a feeling, more like the resonance between two people, some kind of resonance between us."

He said: "For a while, I thought that you might be the same person as me, so I became friends with you and often approached you. These have my own selfish purposes. Later, I heard that you made a girlfriend. It really hit me hard and I should admit to you that I've been cold to you during that time."

Li Xianliang gently shook the wine glass in his hand, but said nothing.

Yang Yuan took the wine bottle, poured a glass, and drank it all in one breath. Then he put down the glass, as if mustering up his courage, and said, "Little Liang, can you tell me the truth, are you gay? If yes, yes You think I’m not too annoying, we can try it together, I really want to give you happiness, I want two people to live together, don’t worry, I won’t force you, I admit, I really love you from the bottom of my heart I have a good impression, but if you don't want to, I won't force you"

To be liked by a man, to Li Xianliang in the past, he would be shocked and feel ashamed, but after so many years, he was surprisingly calm when he heard him. Yuan.

Yang Yuan seemed to have expected it a long time ago, he smiled in relief, and asked: "Xiao Liang, don't worry, I won't force you, if you get together, you will get together or if you don't, but I'm really curious and want to know, you Is it gay?"

Li Xianliang was silent for a while, before he opened his mouth and said uncertainly: "Maybe." In the past, it was impossible for him to say this sentence, and he would never think that he He is gay, but for some reason, he has been thinking about this question recently, is he gay?

Since the incident with Feng Gong, he found that the reasons he used to convince himself that he is not gay are becoming less and less and weaker, and whether this issue has become clearer in his mind.

Yang Yuan smiled and drank the last sip of wine, he said: "Thank you, although you rejected me, we will still be friends in the future, I'm done drinking, let's go."

Li Xianliang settled the bill and went out with Yang Yuan. Yang Yuan insisted on seeing him off, so the two walked along the road to where Li Xianliang lived. Compared to the warmth of the hotel, it was very cold outside. Just now When I came out, my bones seemed to be frozen stiff, the north wind was blowing non-stop, and heavy snow was blowing, and the ground had already been covered with a layer.

The residence was very close to the hotel, and the two arrived there after walking for about 5 minutes. Under the nearest streetlight, Yang Yuan stopped and turned his head and said, "Little Liang, can you give me a hug? It's nothing else. I just liked you for a while, and I really want to hug you to end the paragraph, just like giving a report, there must be a beginning and an end, so I also hope that my unrequited love can also have a beginning and an end, okay?"

Li Xianliang didn't hate Yang Yuan, and he couldn't accept a simple hug between men, so he nodded.

Seeing this, Yang Yuan opened his arms and gently hugged him. After a pause of about three seconds, he let go of Li Xianliang and said with a smile: "Okay, you can go back, I hope what I said today didn't cause you any trouble. , I'm leaving." After speaking, he waved to Li Xianliang and got into the taxi.

Li Xianliang watched him leave, stood still for a while, looked up at the sky, there was no starlight, only the snow kept falling on his face, he turned his head, and walked back slowly.

The house is in a blind corner of the street light, and the light is a bit dim. He just took out the key, and a figure suddenly appeared in front of him. Li Xianliang retreated subconsciously, and just about to speak, he was hugged by that person. The man's lips were very cold , when kissing him, he was a little hopeful and punishing, the biting was light and heavy, making Li Xianliang frown when it was heavy, but it was soft but as if he couldn't bear to touch him.

I don't know if it was the smell of alcohol in his mouth or his mouth that made Li Xianliang sober in an instant.

"Bastard!" He pushed Ma Chenyi away and glared at him. Ma Chenyi was even skinnier than before, with some blue stubble on his chin. His head and coat were covered with snowflakes, as if he was I have been waiting for him here for a long time, Li Xianliang looked away, frowned and asked: "Why are you here?" He didn't know how Ma Chenyi found here, and he was still running around like this, Li Xianliang had no reason very angry.

Ma Chen grabbed Li Xianliang and said in a pleading tone: "Little Liang, I shouldn't have said those things to you that day. I thought about it. It's my fault. I shouldn't love you, and I shouldn't want you and me. Marriage, I ask too much, it is indeed too much."

Li Xianliang turned to look at him and asked, "What are you thinking?"

Ma Chen's lips turned blue from the cold, and he said: "Xiaoliang, I think we can be friends, ordinary friends, friends who only chat, I won't treat you like before, we just be ordinary friends, okay? good?"

Li Xianliang pulled out his hand calmly and said, "Go back quickly, there will be no car if it snows so heavily."

Ma Chen looked a little anxious, and he said: "Xiao Liang, are you still angry about the photo? How can I fix it before you forgive me? I'll listen to you. You can do anything to me, but please Don't ignore me, please, Xiaoliang."

Li Xianliang opened the door, and before closing the door, he said coldly to Ma Chenyi, who was looking haggard outside the door: "Go back quickly, don't come again." Then he closed the door.

Hearing these words, Ma Chenyi seemed to be nailed. He stood motionless in front of the door. The snowflakes were still falling, covering the ground continuously, layer by layer, thicker and thicker. It grew longer and darker.

Li Xianliang took a shower, walked to the bed and put the quilt on, but he didn't lie down for a long time. His heart was always restless, and he was a little absent-minded no matter what he did. He forced himself not to look at the door, not to look at that Did the person leave? He didn't understand himself, why he always wanted to pull that door, it had been so long, that guy must have left long ago.

However, he was fidgeting in the house and was out of his mind. He thought of the bastard's thin and tired face, thought of his icy cold hands just now, and thought of whether his face was so bad that he had just been discharged from the hospital.

He suddenly thought again, that guy once got that hook from Chen Ping for him, and the hideous scar was still deep in his abdomen, so he couldn't bear it anymore, got up in a hurry and walked over impatiently, Almost tripping over the rough edge of the carpet, he walked to the door, grabbed the handle, and opened the door with a hard twist.

It was empty outside, only snowflakes were falling, Ma Chenyi was no longer there, a feeling of disappointment that he could not come up came to his heart, Li Xianliang immediately laughed at himself, obviously he let him go, but now he is disappointed again , It's really ugly.

Just as he was about to close the door, his eyes suddenly swept to the door, and a figure curled up there motionless, his heart suddenly became a little tense, his mouth was bitter, but this guy really didn't leave.

His eyes were a bit cloudy, and he walked over quickly, knelt down and shook Ma Chenyi, and couldn't help but curse: "Idiot, don't you want to live? Sleeping here will freeze to death."