Scumbag Cong Liangji

When Li Lin was released from the detention center, the sun was shining brightly outside. His eyes couldn't adapt to such a strong light all of a sudden, so he quickly raised his hand to slightly block the front.

After standing in place for a long time, he walked along the road in a daze, passing by the door of one store after another, suddenly he had the urge to cry, originally thought that he would never come out again in this life, When the prison guard said to him: You can go, he really couldn't believe what he heard.

Only now did all this have a sense of reality, he really came out, he really came out, he was not dreaming, because he could reach out and touch this world.

He walked along one intersection after another, his mind was in a mess, he thought about it, because he had no real friends or relatives, except for a brother who had been heartbroken by him and hadn't contacted him for many years, it seemed that there was no one else. Would be willing to save him, he vaguely guessed in his heart, probably his brother asked Ma Chen's gang for this favor.

His eyes were moist, and he thought of the winter of his father's death many years ago, when the north wind was blowing like this, Li Xianliang, who was only 16 years old, brought him, who was ten years old, at the gate of his house but couldn't get in. For so many years, they depended on each other. Every day Li Xianliang got up early in the old rented house to make fried eggs for him. The first few times because he didn’t do it, the oil splashed on the back of his hand. Later, he made him his favorite food Scrambled eggs with tomatoes, Li Xianliang always showed a happy smile seeing that he ate deliciously.

But all of these were destroyed by his own hands, along with his first love and family affection.

How could he have the face to defect to Li Xianliang, and even saw that he didn't even deserve to call out Brother Sheng again, because he was a hopeless bastard, a bastard who could betray even his relatives, what he did was simply not depressing And despair constantly filled him, he had forgotten how many intersections he had walked, and where he had gone, but suddenly stopped and looked up at the sky, it turned out that it was already dark before he knew it.

The snow came and fell, and his feet were a little tired. After moving a few steps, he couldn't walk anymore, so he sat on the steps, and he didn't know how long it took until his body was covered with snowflakes, and his hands and legs were already frozen. Without consciousness, when you don't feel cold.

A man appeared in front of him. The man was wearing a thick purple down jacket, his hair was a little messy, but his eyes were surprisingly bright. He looked at Li Lin and said, "Are you tired? Come to my house and have a stove. ,Very warm."

In life, there is always a person who will appear. When he comes, it is not the moment when you are most proud, but the moment when you are most depressed. At this time, Li Lin has nowhere to go, homeless, and there is such a person who loves him Said, come to my house, the house is warm, this sentence seems to be a fatal temptation, let him search all over his mind but can't find a reason to refuse.

The snow was still falling, and there was no sign of stopping. Li Lin followed the man into the house. The house was not big, and it seemed to be rented temporarily. There was only a bed, a cabinet, and a low table for eating in the house. The man was sloppy when he lived alone, but he kept it clean.

He probably lived alone, so there was no chair. This man asked Li Lin to sit on the bed. He took coal for heating from the outside and started the stove. Gao, Li Lin's frozen hands and feet were warmed up, but he sat on the edge of the bed without moving.

The man was a little shy, unlike the generous appearance when he was invited in before, he was a little reserved, his name was Wang Hui, and he was working nearby. He asked Li Lin if you were hungry, and he could cook for the two of us to eat together.

After hearing this, Li Lin got up suddenly. He lowered his head and said, "Don't worry, I'm leaving."

Wang Hui was taken aback by his actions, and then persuasively said: "It's so late, it's still snowing outside and it's freezing to death, why don't you stay overnight and go out tomorrow to find a place to live in no hurry."

Seeing that Li Lin didn't make a sound, he was a little embarrassed. He seemed to be talking to himself, do you think my place is too shabby? His sister still passed away, and now he can barely live on his monthly salary. He doesn't have much stock and cannot afford a better house. He, he is willing to let Li Lin sleep on the bed and make the floor by himself.

Li Lin clenched his fists immediately. He pushed Wang Hui to the bedside and said, "Why are you so kind? What's your purpose? I'm just a passer-by, and I'm just a passer-by. It has nothing to do with you. Why do you bother?" If you want to please me like this, don't tell me that you are a bad person, I hate good people the most, and for the sake of a bloodless sister, I went bankrupt and treated her, don't you think it's disgusting and stupid to say such a thing!"

Wang Hui seemed to be petrified by Li Lin's words, and he retorted softly: "No, I have no purpose for you, I'm afraid you'll freeze to death outside, and she's my own sister, I only have this A sister, no other relatives, I love my sister very much"

A string in Li Lin's mind seemed to be plucked suddenly and violently, and he let out a low cry that he could no longer bear. He pushed the man down on the crude wooden bed and held him down. He said gloomily to the man: "You idiot, idiot, do you think I'm a man, so I can't do anything to you? Let me tell you, I'm gay, I like men, and I just got married Released from the detention center, do you have a memory? If you have a memory, you must remember it in the future, don’t be a bad person, no one will accept your love, and don’t treat everyone as your sister. Think about it in the future , especially in this garbage weather like snow, don't take in a stranger like me who doesn't know why"

After finishing speaking, he kissed the man under the terrified eyes, as if a dying fish was thrown into the sea and became alive and well.

He peeled off the man's clothes, kissed his screams fiercely, entered and then exited, repeating endlessly, even though the man's begging for mercy still refused to stop, when he entered again, suddenly I found that when the man opened his mouth, his chin looked like Li Xianliang, which made Li Lin's body stop suddenly. He suddenly pulled out nervously, knelt down on the bed pitifully, hugged the man and started talking again and again. Apologizing, I've said I'm sorry hundreds of times, tears flowed down like a mess, and wet the man's chest.

That man originally resented him, but when he saw Li Lin in such pain, he softened his heart. He stroked Li Lin's hair with his hands, it didn't matter. In the end, Li Lin slowly fell into his cup. Asleep, it was the first time in many years that Li Lin slept so sweetly and soundly, as if he had returned to his mother's cup.

It has been two days and one night since I woke up again. The man was cooking vegetables in a very hot stove. What he was frying were scrambled eggs with tomatoes. When the man smiled and handed him the bowl and chopsticks, Li Lin sat on the bed and looked into the bowl. Sudden nervous breakdown over the meal, and cried a lot.

While scolding himself for being a bastard, he ate all the scrambled eggs with tomatoes in a pot.

After eating, he wiped away his tears, and found a job in a nearby bar the next day. When the first month's salary of 900 yuan was handed over to the man, the man was stunned.

Because Li Lin said to him: "From now on, let's live together. My money is in your charge, and you can spend it as you like."

The man thought for a long time before he nodded and smiled naively.

Although the life is very ordinary, Li Lin feels that this taste is also very good for the first time. There is a person who will worry about his own cold or heat, will help him keep the money, and will warm him in the winter. This person is not his own. Brother, it's not someone he can't touch day and night, this person is by his side now, within his reach, and he can get and pour all his love at any time.

He suddenly felt relieved that people grow up only after going through experiences, the person you love may not love you, the person who loves you is not the one you love, but the one who can always be by his side has nothing to do with him The relationship, but the person who appeared at the most appropriate time, seemed to be a kind of fulfillment in his life.

Five years later, the two used all their savings to buy a house that was not too big, but the transportation was convenient enough for two people to live well. In the future, they would no longer have to pay rent to the landlord every month, and they would not have to live in winter. Such black coal, with heating and running water, this will be their home from now on, and the place where they live together will not be too extravagant, but it is warm and makes people want to cry.

Li Lin found an excuse and went into the bathroom. Facing the big mirror in the bathroom, his eyes were almost swollen from crying. In his heart, brother, I have grown up and I have my own home. Don’t worry about me, although you Maybe I won’t miss me anymore, but I will always be your younger brother. I really hope to meet you one day, and I can call you again frankly. Li Lin, who was on vacation and had nothing to do, planned to have a meal. At the wedding, Li Lin was munching on sauced beef with his mouth moving. After scanning around, his eyes suddenly fixed on one place and remained motionless.

The crumbled beef almost fell out of his mouth, the man who made him feel guilty and missed the sleepless man, Li Xianliang, his elder brother.

Li Xianliang is wearing a gorgeous and simple light gray woolen jacket, the color and the folds and the somewhat smooth collar make his face still pale as jade, a beige soft wool scarf is casually wrapped around his neck, his eyes are still It was as bright and clear as it was many years ago. In the past five years, the years have not left any traces on his face, and even just there, it looks more dazzling than before. The short beard on the side of his chin looks very The masculine gold-collar worker is also Ma Chenyi, the current president of Fengxiong Group.

Ma Chenyi held Li Xianliang's hand tightly, and kept adding shrimps to his plate. Li Xianliang ate a few mouthfuls and waved his hands and pursed his mouth to refuse. Ma Chenyi put down the chopsticks in his hand, and he took the napkin , carefully wiped the corners of Li Xianliang's mouth, Li Xianliang let him wipe, held a conch in his hand and handed it to Ma Chenyi, Ma Chen didn't even look at it, smiled and ate it in his mouth.

At this time someone talked to Ma Chen, Ma Chen waved to Li Xianliang and told him to wait for him, Li Xianliang nodded, he helped Ma Chen put his favorite dishes on the plate, and then he was about to stretch out his chopsticks , suddenly noticed something, looked up suspiciously.

The sudden collision with Li Lin's gaze made Li Lin feel embarrassed and had nowhere to hide. Li Xianliang's gaze was full of shock and surprise.

Li Lin unconsciously took two steps towards Li Xianliang across the crowd, he hesitated and called softly: "Brother"

Li Xianliang could only see the shape of his mouth amidst the noisy voices around him. He paused for a moment, then suddenly understood something, raised the corner of Li Lin's mouth slightly, and smiled lightly.

Sometimes between people, just a smile can unravel thousands of words of longing. In his smile, Li Lin's mood gradually calmed down. He knew that there was no barrier between him and Li Xianliang. The matter is finally over, and there is nothing to complain and resent. In the short decades of life, I can't care too much, leaving only regrets.

He is still Li Xianliang's younger brother, Li Xianliang is still his elder brother, this family relationship can never be parted, this is enough.

He pressed his chest and said silently to Li Xianliang with his mouth across the crowd of people coming and going: Brother, thank you for allowing me to be your younger brother.