The prince in the cold palace

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Every time the beautiful and melodious bell rings, it is like blessings again and again to the white figure who is blessed by everyone on a beautiful day. The white wedding dress reflects the beautiful and fair face of the woman, and the white suit sets off the beauty of the man from the inside. Outward charm and outward glee can't be helped.

Float ribbons, bright bridesmaids, and the antique medieval glass skylight of the church, looking at Jesus and the cross behind the pastor, standing in front of the pastor wearing a black robe, the slightly shy woman and the handsome man full of confidence, surrounded by blessings The sound and the envy sound, suddenly feel that everything seems to be a lifetime away, and everything is not so real.

"Xiaoxian, wait for me! I will definitely make you happy!"

"No matter how difficult the road ahead is, I will be with you..."

"There's nothing I can't get through, but without you, I can't make it through..."

That person, those words, in the end, like the wind, the geese pass by without leaving a trace, and fade away with the clouds.

Zhuang Xian, Zhuang Xian, looked down at his hands, as if he didn't feel anything, smiled self-deprecatingly, then looked at the newcomer surrounded by a group of colleagues and friends, he stood up from his seat, walked slowly to the stone outside the arch.

The air outside is much fresher, there is no depressing atmosphere, and the inferiority and sin that cannot be integrated into it still cannot be completely expelled from the heart.

The footsteps gradually approached, and someone approached him.

"Don't you feel sorry?"

Zhuang Xian looked at the ground in front of him that was fiercely irradiated by the sun, "So what can I do if I regret it?"

In a white shirt and black suit pants, the young man with short black hair squinted his eyes when facing the sun, "As your attending physician, I have the responsibility to tell you that you are the one who brought your death ahead of time, There was still a month or two left..."

Blinking his eyes, Zhuang Xian didn't feel the sun's glare. "Anyway, we are going to die. What's the difference between dying early and dying later, and what's the difference between donating organs early and donating organs later?"

It’s just deceiving himself, Zhuang Xian thought about it with some disgust. When he knew that several important organs in his body were almost dead, he still had a strong will to survive. He relied on drugs and instruments to maintain his life for three weeks. A week later, Zhou Yu, who was in a car accident with him, also woke up, but he lost his memory vulgarly.

Yes, I am amnesiac, I can’t remember anything, I don’t know anything, I have to relearn everything like a newborn baby, I even forget to eat, drink, shit and pee, looking at me innocently and ignorantly Simple, but it will no longer silently look at itself affectionately, and tell him that it loves him with its eyes.

At first, Zhuang Xian couldn't accept this fact. He tried every means to restore Zhou Yu's memory, but this would only make him farther away from him. Later, he began to despair. If he had time, he still had the confidence to stay with Zhou Yu all the time. Beside him, even if he could never regain his memory, he knew that he was also a dying candle in the wind, and he didn't know whether he would live or die in the next moment.

Fortunately, his own organs can restore Zhou Yu.

The last thing arranged was to watch the woman who has always loved Zhou Yu deeply and would take good care of Zhou Yu walk into the auditorium and get married with Zhou Yu.

That woman is one to spend the rest of your life with.

Zhuang Xian smiled and slowly closed his eyes.

No one is not afraid of death, but entering death early can arrange the way of death, Zhuang Xian is afraid of pain, he does not want to die naturally, he chooses euthanasia, the kind of death that can fall into a dream forever after sleeping.

Doctor Li smiled generously, and patted him on the shoulder, "Don't worry, I won't make you feel pain."

Zhuang Xian didn't smile.

He couldn't smile.

One piece, one pile, about Zhou Yu, about the two of them being together, every minute and every second came to his mind bit by bit, so boring that he was about to suffocate.

He was lying on the bed suddenly very sad.

For the first time in three months...he cried.

Zhuang Xian smiled wryly, did he actually suffocate to death?

The surrounding air is very thin, and I can’t move in a place like water. I moved sadly, but only heard the screams that belonged to women outside. The voices were mixed together, and I couldn’t make out what was said, as if it was very far away , and very urgent.

"Your Majesty! Use your strength, your strength!"

"Put a little more force! The little master will come out soon!"

"Ah! I've already seen the head, so, try harder, empress!"

His eyelids are getting heavier and heavier, and his eyelids have been irritated a lot from darkness to light. He can't open his eyes, but he can feel the light. Since the car accident, his sense of light has become extremely dull , It was the sequelae of a car accident, he knew it.However, although he couldn't open his eyes, he could still feel the light, which made him a little excited and happy.

Isn't it dead?

"It's come out, it's born! It's a little prince! It's a prince, ma'am!"

The woman's excited voice was extremely harsh, which made Zhuang Xian very unhappy. He always likes to be quiet, and he is not very familiar with the current situation. Shouldn't he be euthanized in the ward? Why are there so many women all of a sudden? An angry woman was crying in a hoarse voice.

So, he turned his dissatisfaction to the outside, just because he wanted to curse, but when he cursed the dirty words that he had never said before, it turned into childish cries.

"Wow~~Woooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo-"

"Little master is crying! Little master is crying!"

Someone carried him to the bed, and he was still crying, because he was in a strange environment and exhausted all over his body, so he was in a mess, so he could only cry.But when he heard that his voice had turned into that of a baby, he had already guessed, but he still refused to admit that he was probably born again.

A pair of soft hands caressed his face, and then held his little hand again, and a pleasant voice came to his ears: "Baby don't cry, mother is here."

That was a woman who was much younger than his previous life. She was only sixteen or seventeen years old, and she was at the age of the blooming season in high school. The noisy woman next to her called her "Mother". ?

Just when Zhuang Xian was very tired and was about to go to bed, the noisy woman sobbed and sobbed: "Your Majesty! Your Majesty... the little prince is so cute, His Majesty is so cruel! I left you in the cold palace and ignored you." , has been bullied so much, the little prince is only seven months old... woo woo... how could His Majesty treat you like this..."

It seems that this is correct, it is actually the emperor's family, and the girl who gave birth to him is still a cold palace concubine. Only then did Zhuang Xian realize that this body is really congenitally deficient. When he cried, he found that his vital capacity was not enough, probably due to congenital insufficiency of the lungs , You need to exercise hard in the future... Thinking of this, Zhuang Xian fell into a deep darkness.

When I woke up again, I still couldn't open my eyes, and the vague voice was intermittent, probably the mother's cry, low and tactful.

An ugly voice like a duck's voice sounded from the empty room, "Ms. Concubine Mu, Your Majesty has sent a message."

There was a sound of rubbing clothes on the bed, Zhuang Xian could hear the sound of the weak mother and concubine getting up after giving birth, with a little childish but mature tone: "The concubine is here."

The duck's throat was cleared, but it was still hoarse and unpleasant, "Your Majesty has an order. Although Concubine Mu's conduct is not good, the prince born to me is still my seventh prince, and the name will be deposed."

"...The concubine leads the order."

"Your Majesty, get up, the little prince's name will be Yin Zhifei from now on."

"Thank you for your hard work, Eunuch Zuo, Lufang, you send Eunuch off."

"Yes, ma'am."

Drowsiness hit him, Zhuang Xian searched in his mind for the last 5000 years, is there any dynasty in Xinyin, Shang Dynasty?It doesn't sound like... Besides, the emperors of this era really don't know how to name them.

In the dream, he saw Zhou Yu, the man who had been in love with him for ten years, the man who used to exude sunshine and smile calmly, but his face was sad. Unable to hide his tears, Zhuang Xian threw himself into his warm and familiar embrace, stroking his back tenderly with his big palms, and then, what he heard was not the sweet words he used to say, but, "...to die together."

Zhuang Xian suddenly remembered that after the car hit the truck, the glass shattered, the water pipes burst, and the noise of the crowd could not be heard. Zhou Yu's steady and strong hand grabbed him, and he was almost exhausted with blood on his forehead. With the last strength in his body, he shouted to him, "At least we will die together!"

But now Zhou Yu is alive, and Zhuang Xian left selfishly.

Just like what Dr. Li said at that time, if it wasn't for Zhou Yu, he might not have died, and he might have a slightly longer lifespan, as long as he wanted to live.But when he saw Zhou Yu losing his memory, his heart was hit hard. He thought of death and accepted death, but he forgot that this was the greatest cruelty to him and Zhou Yu.Although Zhou Yu lost his memory, he came back to life in another way, and now Zhuang Xian is also alive, with a new life.

Since we can't die together, it's better to live together.

After making the decision, Zhuang Xian, no, it should be called Zhifei now, while comforting Zhou Yu in his dream, he said to himself, "Then live on."