Black Mark of Rebirth

Chapter 25 Frustrated

I don't know how long it took, maybe it was a long time ago, maybe it was just a few minutes.

"Master An?" Someone called me from behind and hugged me at the same time. I could feel strong arms around me, but I really didn't have the strength to tell who it was.

"What's wrong with you?" There was a little worry in his tone.

"Stomach... hurts" I simply uttered two words, and I felt that all the strength in my body was exhausted.

He stretched out his hands all the time, helped me hold down my severe pain in my stomach, and gently rubbed it for me. Slowly, the severe pain disappeared, and I felt that I was paralyzed in the arms of this person behind me. Li, when I first touched his chest, I obviously felt his body stiffen, and he relaxed soon.

I looked up, and it was Arnold, who rubbed my stomach expressionlessly.

"Arnold." My voice was very weak: "Don't rub it anymore, it doesn't hurt so much."

Anuo let go of my hand, and I planned to stand up, maybe I squatted for too long, my feet didn't know what to do, they couldn't support my body, and fell down again.Arnold immediately supported me who fell backwards.

"Master An, let Anuo take you back." As Nuo said, he picked me up.

"Ah!" I called out softly, A Nuo actually hugged me like a princess, I didn't pay attention, I was so frightened that I grabbed A Nuo's neck and hugged me tightly.

"Master An, it won't fall." A Nuo seemed to be held too tightly by me, so he said this expressionlessly.

"Oh!" My face was brushed, and it became hot, extending to the base of my ears. I lowered my eyes to look at my feet and knees.

Haizhong thought of the dialogue between Jessica and Mitchell just now, my stomach hurts again, and Jessica’s green eyes smiled at me again in my mind, my stomach hurts so much that my eyes can’t move She shed tears spontaneously.

Forget it, I'm just a 13-year-old boy now, and I'm not the 21-year-old man in my previous life. It's understandable for a little boy to cry because of pain.

In fact, I knew earlier that my tears were not because of stomach pain, but because of...

Throwing his head into Arnold's chest, weeping heartily, the two "Is" in my heart, one rational and the other emotional, had a dialogue.

Reason: Don't be so sad, Li An, what's wrong with you?Stomach pain, why cry like this?

Emotion: I cry because I think about Jessica being sad.

Reason: What are you sad about?

Emotion: I thought that Jessica, like me, liked each other, so she looked at me inadvertently.

Rationality: Ang Lee, think about it, your body is only in your teens now, would people like you?Is he a pedophile?Besides, even if you like it, it is also a favorite for children.

Emotion: But, I thought he was like me...

Sanity: Same as you?Are you sure you like him?

Emotion: Don't I like him?If you don't like him, why do you often come to him?Don't like why he often involuntarily wants to see his eyes?

Rationality: You love friends and caring.

Emotion: No, I like him, so I stay next to him, watching his smile and frown.

Rational: He is just a bit like the object you had a crush on in your previous life, so you mistakenly think that you like him.

Emotion: If you don't like it, why would you suddenly have a stomachache? Don't hide it. You know that Jessica has fallen in love with Mitchell a long time ago, and he only sees Mitchell through your eyes when he sees you.That's why you are so sad, you have a stomachache. In fact, a stomachache is just an excuse for your sadness...

reason:……

Emotion: My second crush, so it ended.

Although reason tells me that this is not liking, but emotion really tells me that my love is over.Is it love?No, it should be said to be a secret love, it's just my wishful thinking about Jessica, so sad...

I kept crying.

Feeling a hand gently pat me, I raised my head subconsciously, and found Arnold's blue eyes looking at me, like a flash of meaning that I couldn't see clearly in a calm lake, but soon Restoring calm.

Only then did I realize that I actually got into Arnold's arms and cried, how embarrassing, I'm already a man in his 20s, and I'm still crying, what does this look like?

Being young isn't an excuse to cry, is it?Immediately looked back at his eyes, and then glanced at the wet clothes on A Nuo's chest, feeling so embarrassed.

"A Nuo, let me down." I said in a low voice, feeling ashamed, my ears were red, and then I struggled a little. Just now I was thinking about the problem for a long time, but I didn't notice that I was still hugged by A Nuo , I am such a big person, but I still want to be hugged by a princess. I am a man, even if I want to hug, I will hug someone.

A Nuo didn't seem to hear my voice, didn't move, and still carried me to my room.

"Arnold, let me down." I yelled loudly, and then struggled to get down.

"Yes, Master An." Anuo said respectfully, and gently put me down.

"Arnuo, I order you not to tell what happened just now." I looked down at the ground, not daring to look into Arnold's eyes. I guess he must have laughed at me. After I finished speaking, I ran to the room, praying in my heart It's good that you don't meet anyone on the way, or you will be ashamed to death.

He ran back to the room, closed the door, and got under the quilt to cover his face.

When I think of Jessica, I feel sad, but there are no more tears, and my stomach has been aching, but there is no such dying colic.And I just stared blankly at the ceiling above my head, thinking of the time when I first met Jessica, thinking of him fainting in order to save Luo Hua, thinking of his calmness when he was... The tenderness during the chat, the thought of him staring at me stupidly... Scene after scene flashed in my mind.

"Master An." My eyes followed the voice, but I couldn't see anything. I only saw Jessica kneeling on the ground and saying to my father Mitchell: "I love you..."

"Master An, drink some medicine to warm your stomach." When A Nuo's voice came, two hands supported me to sit up.

Only then did my eyes become clear from the blur. Anuo brought a bowl of medicine. I don’t know when he decocted it. In the past, when I was injured, I would call Jessica to throw a few white lights, and he He didn't call Jessica over this time, he just took the medicine. I don't know if he knew anything?Whatever he knows, I really don't want to see Jessica right now anyway.

I took the bowl from Anuo's hand and drank the medicine in one gulp.

"Ahem." I drank too hard and choked, and I couldn't help coughing.

Arnold slapped my back with just the right strength, which made me feel less uncomfortable.

"Master An, don't worry." Arnold's soft voice reminded me of Jessica, he was always so gentle, I cried and wanted to stay.

In fact, I know that I am too cowardly. When I was an orphan before, no matter how painful or sad things I encountered, I never shed tears, because I know that I am just an orphan struggling to survive. , crying is just a sign of weakness, and, if you cry, no one will care about you and love you.

But now, only after I recognized my father, I have received a lot of love, fatherly love, brotherly love, and the care of other people, because with them as my backing, I will let myself cry, Love makes people weak.

However, I like this, have happy, happy, sad and sad, so that I feel like a person, not a walking dead corpse.

"Thank you, Arnold." I smiled at Arnold.

A Nuo was stunned at first, but quickly recovered his expressionless face: "This is what subordinates should do."

Hehe, Arnold probably didn't expect that I would suddenly talk to him, so smile at him, scare him, but think about it, Arnold has become more talkative now. He used to say: subordinates obey orders, subordinates obey orders Yes, this is a good sign.

After I knew that the person Jessica loved was Mitchell, I knew why he would suddenly look at my eyes in a daze, because he wanted to find Mitchell's shadow in my eyes, because here is Rarely have purple eyes.I also made up my mind not to go to Jessica's place anymore, and I didn't want to see him see me in those green eyes, not me, but my father.

So, I devoted myself to meditation, and practiced my own magic well. When I was bored, I went shopping with Arnold, or watched Luo Hua practice, or went to Zangshuge to read books, and I didn’t have any other thoughts, just delved into magic , Just like that, several months passed in a flash.

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