phantom hand

, Zhao Qingyu and Sha Le had just finished a passionate and delicate kiss.

Dong Dongdong, the two are huddled together in disheveled clothes.

Zhao Qingyu admitted that he did it on purpose at first, and the sound of footsteps from far and near and Sha Le's sad expression made him want to gamble, so he said that kissing Sha Le was caused by some emotions, and there was distress in it , angry, unwilling, the ingredients are too complicated to describe.

But when these things were really bumped into, Zhao Qingyu felt a little regretful again.

Unlike being out of the closet a long time ago, this time, he didn't mind being known to be gay by his roommates so much, he was worried about Sha Le.Because the roommates looked at him with surprise and astonishment, but when they recognized Sha Le, they showed more or less disdain.It was as if he was determined to be seduced, just like Dong Dongdong was seduced by a child back then.

Sha Le adjusted her clothes almost in a panic.

Zhao Qingyu met his roommate's gaze, wanting to smile or not: "What are you doing with such big eyes, I've never seen it before."

Thinking that the straight men turned their faces away in embarrassment and coughed, only Dong Dongdong stared at him, his eyes wished to spit fire.Zhao Qingyu stared at him fixedly, and suddenly felt a little bit of pleasure in venting his anger for the child.

But Zhao Qingyu didn't expect that Dong Dongdong's next sentence would be: "Bitch."

With such a cold word, Dong Dongdong threw Sha Le's face mercilessly.

Sha Le's face turned pale in a flash, his stunned and embarrassed expression pierced his heart, and his light red eyes could hardly contain the sadness.Zhao Qingyu saw his lips trembling violently, but he couldn't make a sound for a long time.

The bottom of my heart seemed to be lit with gasoline, and the flames rushed upwards, but Zhao Qingyu's face was so cold that it seemed to freeze, he squinted his eyes and looked at Dong Dongdong, and said word by word: "Try to say it again." .”

"Well, the second and the third, all the upper and lower bunk brothers have something to say." Hastily went out to smooth things over, and at the same time gave Deng Ze and Gu Yanyu a wink, but the two looked left and right, wanting to help but really helpless .

Dong Dongdong on the other side laughed, but the laughter did not reach his eyes, and there was a hint of hatred in his red eyes that were extremely angry: "Oh, did I say something wrong, that's how he sent me to do it at the beginning! Why, I feel like ruining me One is not enough, do you want more? Don’t say it once, I can say it ten times, bitch..."

Zhao Qingyu didn't give Dong Dongdong another chance. At that moment, he was very glad that he was in Li Chuang's body, so he jumped up and threw him down, and he could use all his strength to make that bastard's face swell Caibo shop.

But Dong Dongdong didn't give him more chances, and the next second he went crazy and launched a counterattack.

In the fight like a hooligan, Zhao Qingyu knew that he would definitely be popular too, but it didn't matter, since he fought, he had to beat him hard.He suspected that Dong Dongdong's eyes were the same, because he heard the other party scolding him in the sound of roaring fists: "Fuck your mother Li Chuang! Why do you touch him! He is me..."

What am I?Dong Dongdong didn't say anything.

Zhao Qingyu began to admire himself for being calm. After all this, he can still fight and fill in the blanks in his mind like guessing riddles, my man?My date?My daughter-in-law?my wife?Heh, why don't you fucking call him a bitch for not thinking about this!

The table was rattled, the chairs were already tilted, and it was only when the onlookers in the dormitory were in a mess that they thought of fighting.Two fists are hard to beat four hands, two against four, just right.Fang Xin held onto Dong Dongdong, Gu Yanyu and Deng Ze held onto Zhao Qingyu, Zhao Qingyu had already calmed down a little bit, so he was panting and did not struggle hard—he was not going to accidentally injure him; Dong Dongdong seemed not at all calm, he almost put all those who stood in his way As a mortal enemy - he was elbowed to the cheekbone.

"Damn it, you're fucking crazy—" the man covered his left face with one hand and wailed.

Slowly returning to his senses, Zhao Qingyu suddenly realized: "Where's Sha Le?"

The dormitory was quiet, and so was Dong Dongdong.

In the next second, Dong Dongdong rushed out like lightning.

Zhao Qingyu was startled, vaguely felt that something was going to happen, so he hurried out.

Zhao Qingyu did not look for Sha Le, nor did he see Dong Dongdong again. He nestled in the dark cafeteria and called the children, but no one listened to him. He was almost going crazy, and finally received a text message: Brother , I'm fine.When Zhao Qingyu called again, the phone had already been shut down.

A few water flowers bloomed on the desktop.

Zhao Qingyu couldn't even explain why he was crying, but the tears couldn't stop, like a flood that had accumulated a lot and finally waited for the gate to open, and then ignored it and rushed out.

Sha Le said, brother, I can't bear it anymore.He can only listen, he can't find another person to say, I'm tired too.

Sparse moonlight shines through the high glass windows, but it can't illuminate the darkness of the room.At night, the cafeteria is empty and lonely, as if in a forgotten corner, Zhao Qingyu hides himself in the darkest shadow, as if he can disappear in this way.

He wanted to go home, desperately.

After that, Dong Dongdong never went back to the dormitory, and he hardly attended class. Zhao Qingyu didn't know where he lived, and he didn't know how he was with Sha Le, because he couldn't get in touch with Sha Le either.He only vaguely felt that these two people must still be entangled, so based on Dong Dongdong's reaction that day, Zhao Qingyu dared to make this judgment.

Everyone in the dormitory avoided this topic in unison, but Zhao Qingyu could feel a subtle change in their attitude towards him.But none of this matters.Zhao Qingyu found that he didn't seem to care what he was doing now.

For example, Ai Gang asked him that day: "I heard...uh, are you and Sha Le okay?"

He replied: "It has nothing to do with you."

He doesn't mind what Ai Gang thinks when he looks back, because everything here has nothing to do with him.Zhao Qingyu felt that he was quite stupid, and only now figured it out.This is not where he should be, just like this body should not be where he should be. He doesn't need to take it too seriously, because there is only one thing that deserves his seriousness - to be himself.

Li Chuang received a call from Zhao Qingyu at an extremely hot noon. He had just finished drawing with the teacher and there might be key tests in the exam. He was full of confidence and felt that his failure rate this year could be kept at an extremely low level, and his classmates were all under the scorching sun. After going to the cafeteria, it was very cool by the air conditioner, and he was the only one left in the classroom.

"You mean, if the body can't be replaced, the person should be replaced, right?" Li Chuang felt that Zhao Qingyu's mood was wrong, but he still understood the meaning of the other party from the few words.

"Well, what do you think?"

Li Chuang only took two seconds to think, and then replied: "I agree."

Zhao Qingyu suddenly felt that it was absurd that he had prepared a full stomach of speeches. He should have thought that Li Chuang might not have encountered the problems he encountered, but this kind of rejection reaction after changing bodies should be the same for both of them.No matter how long it takes, no matter how well you adapt, others are still others. You cannot have the same feelings for other people's parents as your own parents, and you cannot have the same sense of identity with other people's bodies as your own body. The reason why a person is human , not only soul and body, but also corresponding indivisible social relations.

"Actually, I've thought about this question a long time ago. To be honest, it's really hard for you to get used to being angry here."

"I still can't get used to wearing woolen trousers in winter."

"Small, isn't the snow in my house beautiful?"

"The typhoon in my place is also spectacular."

"I have the Forbidden City there!"

"I have a window to the world."

"My place is simple and honest."

"I reformed and opened up there."

"I have four distinct seasons!"

"My place is like spring all the year round."

"Where I am... wait, don't open your eyes and talk nonsense, what is like spring is like summer!"

"Ha ha."

Taking a deep breath, Zhao Qingyu said seriously, "That's what I think. When school starts again, our two seniors can use the internship opportunity to go home and explain to our parents. If necessary, we can also talk to some good friends, and then wait for the real After graduation, where should we go back, I went to Shenzhen to find a job, you go back to Shenyang, of course you can go to Beijing or Shanghai if you want, legally the two of us may not be able to return to our own household registration, but at least we should live on our own."

Li Chuang didn't expect Zhao Qingyu to think so far. Now that he heard it, he believed it, and the more he thought about it, the more reliable he was: "Well, I think it's better to hide it from my relatives. The two of us must not be arrested for experiments."

Zhao Qingyu smiled: "Don't think about those science fiction, first think about how to convince your parents."

"It's easy. With my son right in front of me, I don't believe my old man dares to deny me."

"According to my long-term observation, he doesn't dare to deny you, but Han Mukun's half son probably has more impact than our soul swap."

"...Fuck, I forgot about this!"

Zhao Qingyu was speechless, angry and funny. He felt that Li Chuang was like the winter cricket, with no sense of crisis at all. It sings when ants carry food, and the only way for ants to survive the winter is to drink the northwest wind.

Cricket Chuang on the other side muttered: "Then can I still go to Shenyang to find a job? Uh, the old bastard's business seems to be in the south, or I can take over the old man's family in the future?"

Zhao Qingyu raised the corner of his mouth shallowly, and Li Chuang's unconscious expression of happiness made him feel slightly sour.

Before hanging up the phone, Li Chuang said, "I'll take the exam in a week, probably earlier than you. I'll go find you after the exam."

Zhao Qingyu was stunned: "So fast?"

"Otherwise, you just think too much about the future and the future. Anyway, we both decided to switch, so of course I have to explore the way in advance."

"Are you sure it's to explore the road and not escape the heat?"

"...you know too much!"