phantom hand

Since he made up his mind to switch back, Zhao Qingyu has calmed down a lot.Since the beginning of summer, he has always been in a frizzy mood, as if the days have passed by so fast, and he can't think of what he has experienced in detail.

The people in the dormitory were becoming more and more distant. Ai Gang wanted to get close but didn't dare to get close. He saw it all, but pretended not to see it.Thinking about it now, it's pretty boring.It's a pity that he has already reached this point, even if he wants to restore something, it will be difficult.

Sha Le dropped out of school, and it was because of illness. For a year, Zhao Qingyu tried to find him, but he couldn't find him anywhere.He always felt that Dong Dongdong knew, but he didn't ask in the end.

In the past, Zhao Qingyu always felt that it was a very irresponsible attitude to cut the mess quickly, but now he seemed to understand the joy of throwing away all troubles at once.It's just that when he carefully took out the hemp and smoothed it out, he found that the mess was only a few, which was actually insignificant.

Zhao Qingyu ushered in the final exam just like this with me in a delicate mood. There were not many subjects in the second semester of the junior year, and the entire exam cycle was only four days. Zhao Qingyu told Li Chuang the exam arrangement, saying that July [-]th The morning is the last gate, so I asked them to book tickets there, but they took the plane at noon on July [-]th, and they were very considerate, just in time for you to come and pick me up after the exam.This made Zhao Qingyu feel helpless.

July [-]th was a rainy day, first it was pouring rain, then it turned to moderate rain, from early morning to noon, Zhao Qingyu handed in the papers ahead of time, and the rain hadn't stopped when he came out of the classroom.I don't know who opened the corridor window, and there is already a pool of water under the wall.

"Well, I'm coming out now," Zhao Qingyu joked with the person on the phone while going down the stairs, "Li Chuang really knows how to choose a day, and it's raining, and the airport may not let him land."

"He's a bad guy, just get used to it," Song Xinyou's brisk voice came over, even though she was complaining, she couldn't hide her joy, "I'm at the KFC at the school gate, just come out and shake me off the phone."

"En." Zhao Qingyu responded lightly, and took up the line.

Suddenly a person appeared in front of him, Zhao Qingyu subconsciously bypassed him, but stopped for an instant as he passed by, the focus was slowly adjusted, Zhao Qingyu was a little surprised: "The exam is over?" Ai Gang's exam room is next to him, if it is normal It's not surprising that Ling came out to meet him, but it was a coincidence that he handed in the papers in advance.

"I came out 10 minutes earlier than you, just waiting." Ai Gang lowered his eyes slightly, making it difficult to see his expression clearly.

Zhao Qingyu pursed his lips and said uncertainly, "Wait for me?"

Ai Gang nodded.

Zhao Qingyu's heart skipped a beat, but fortunately he returned to normal soon.

Just about to ask Ai Gang about something, the other side has already opened the door: "I heard from Xinyou that Li Chuang is back?"

Zhao Qingyu didn't expect that he was talking about this matter, he was stunned for a moment, and then nodded: "Oh, your news is fast enough."

Ai Gang scratched his head, showing a forced smile: "Xinyou speaks quickly, and she thought you told me already."

"I'm sorry," Zhao Qingyu apologized subconsciously, "I thought you two were related...that's why I didn't tell you."

Ai Gang really laughed this time: "I'm sorry, my relationship with that guy is bad."

Zhao Qingyu also followed suit: "I can understand, even if you usually pinch and pinch, you really want to separate."

When Zhao Qingyu lost his voice, Ai Gang shivered suddenly, and then said to Zhao Qingyu seriously: "Can you not numb me?"

Zhao Qingyu wanted to kick him, but he held back even though his feet were off the ground: "Then what is the delicate relationship between you two?"

"Who has anything to do with him!" Ai Gang said sadly, "Why no one understands me", then paused for two or three seconds before saying, "I just want to see the real you."

Zhao Qingyu choked for breath, he told himself not to think too much, but he couldn't help feeling flustered.He wants to say what's the use of being good-looking or not, but he can't change it back. He wants to ask you what you think. If you like women, stop saying these things that are easily misunderstood. He wants to say a lot, but he is stuck in his throat. Eye, can't pour out a word.

He didn't even dare to raise his head to look into Ai Gang's eyes. Whether it was the confession or other things, he seemed to have exhausted his courage. That thing was rare to him, and when it was exhausted, it was gone.

It was Ai Gang who spoke first: "Let's go, isn't Xinyou waiting at the door?" After speaking, he walked down first.

Almost subconsciously, Zhao Qingyu grabbed Ai Gang's arm, still did not look up, Zhao Qingyu just stared at the marble pattern on the stairs and said to Ai Gang: "Don't do this."

What kind of expression is Ai Gang? The marble floor can't reflect it, and Zhao Qingyu doesn't want to know, he's afraid that if he sees it, he won't have the courage to say the next thing.

"Whether you like it or not depends on your own wishes. You don't have to feel sorry for me because you didn't accept it, really."

That's right, Zhao Qingyu felt that Ai Gang was trying every means to compensate himself, as if he couldn't give himself A, so he had to do what he could do B or C, but it was really unnecessary, and he didn't want to do that either.

Ai Gang didn't answer, he just broke free from Zhao Qingyu's hand lightly, and then muttered as if he didn't hear anything: "Let's go, or the Song lady will definitely come to the east lion's roar in a while." After finishing speaking, he went downstairs without looking back up.

Zhao Qingyu was a little stunned, he lowered his head in a daze for a moment, and found that the hand he had just grasped was trembling slightly in disappointment.

Ai Gang was not as calm as he had shown. When Song Xinyou said that Li Chuang had come back, the fair-skinned boy immediately flashed through his mind.Unlike Han Mukun's situation, Ai Gang couldn't completely regard Zhao Qingyu living in Li Chuang's body as the real Zhao Qingyu, even though he knew that he was a completely different person, but after all, he was too familiar with Li Chuang, and sometimes he felt a sense of dislocation.

So he can't wait to see the real boy, it doesn't seem to have anything to do with whether he likes it or not, because he really can't figure it out now, knowing that Zhao Qingyu likes him, his thinking seems to be a mess, no matter what he does, he becomes an instinctive choice, Just like insects seek advantages and avoid disadvantages.

Now he simply wants to see "Zhao Qingyu".

Song Xinyou didn't expect to see two people when she came out of KFC, she immediately raised her eyebrows at Ai Gang: "Why are you here?"

Ai Gang was puzzled: "Why can't I come?"

Song Xinyou measured up and down vigilantly, as if wishing to have an X-ray test to see if he was carrying a controlled knife: "Let me tell you, it's been a long time for Li Chuang to go home. If you don't come up, you will have a hard time with him."

"I'm very unhappy now," Ai Gang was rather depressed, and asked Zhao Qingyu back, "Do I look so much like a militant?"

Zhao Qingyu nodded cooperatively: "I ate your fist the first day I came here."

The memory went back to a certain point like a rewind, and Ai Gang pulled out a wry smile: "I know it's you and me."

Zhao Qingyu pretended not to hear, and went back to hail a taxi.

The three of them were stuck in a traffic jam for a while, but they didn't expect the airport to catch up with the flight and it was delayed, so they met each other after going back and forth. Before waiting for 5 minutes at the exit, Li Chuang came out with a backpack dangling on his back.

Song Xinyou went up a few steps and wanted to wrap her arms around him, but she stretched out her arms but stopped abruptly. She turned her head to look at Zhao Qingyu, then at Li Chuang, with a troubled expression on her face: "Why does it always feel like I'm hugging goodbye?" man?"

"You unworthy woman." Li Chuang rolled his eyes, and hugged Song Xinyou generously.

The little woman showed a satisfied smile: "Mom, I miss you so much!"

Seeing him hugging a woman face to face felt a bit strange, Zhao Qingyu coughed lightly, but turned his face away.

Ai Gang looked at Li Chuang intently, or rather, he was looking at Zhao Qingyu through Li Chuang.The boy is more vivid and three-dimensional than the photos, he seems to be able to piece together a complete Zhao Qingyu with his own soul and the body in front of him.

This is a very magical process.

Ai Gang was immersed in his own jigsaw puzzle experience, but Li Chuang had already let go and Song Xinyou walked over without realizing it.When he registered, Brother Chuang had already delivered a welcome speech: "Why are you here?"

"Why can't I come!" Ai Gang said depressed, "Also, can we use a new word!"