phantom hand

The meeting with Han Mukun ended dismal.

This bleakness does not refer to the situation or situation, but to the mood. Han Mukun's bleakness is inevitable, but he held Zhao Qingyu's belief that life is worse than being miserable alone, so he abducted Zhao Qingyu into depression.

So when saying goodbye, Han Mukun said goodbye and Zhao Qingyu said goodbye.

Leaving the coffee shop, Zhao Qingyu looked at his watch, thinking that he could still catch up with dinner in the school cafeteria—the juniors and younger sisters had already returned home, so the cafeteria must have a fire.

There are not many people on the subway, and it is rare to be clean. There are only two casual friends who don't know what to say, which adds to the fun.Zhao Qingyu found an empty corner to sit down, after thinking about it, he still called Li Chuang.

The phone rang for a long time, but no one answered.

Zhao Qingyu persisted until the sweet voice appeared——sorry, no one answered your call for the time being, so he hung up the line in a little disappointment.Unexpectedly, within 2 minutes of putting the phone in his pocket, Brother Chuang called back again.

"Hey, I was talking to the waiter just now, but I didn't hear you, what's wrong?" Li Chuang sounded a little noisy, he seemed to be singing and screaming.

"Waiter? What are you doing?"

"Eat barbecue."

"..." Zhao Qingyu instantly felt that he was so miserable that he was worthless, and inexplicably urged, "Okay, eat yours, it's okay."

Just as Zhao Qingyu was about to hang up, Li Chuang quit: "Hey, hey, it's rare for you to take the initiative to hook me up once, so it's impossible to be okay. If you have something to say, hurry up, I can't stand your hesitation."

Zhao Qingyu rolled his eyes towards the fluorescent light above his head, and said sincerely: "I can't stand your heartless heart!"

Li Chuang didn't respond immediately, but waited for a few seconds before cutting off, and said calmly, "That thing is useless, save it for others to poke."

Only then did Zhao Qingyu realize the smell, sighed, and said quietly: "Han Mukun is looking for me."

The other end of the phone seemed to be stunned for a moment, and then a boy's hard voice came: "Why is he looking for you? Reunited after a broken mirror?"

Zhao Qingyu rested his head lightly on the side glass panel, with a half-smile: "What do you think?"

Brother Chuang thought about it seriously for a while, and then made a conclusion: "Impossible, if he really wants to make love with you, you won't tell me, so you don't do such disgusting things."

Zhao Qingyu wanted to teleport back to the northeast to scratch people: "Okay, I'll take you as a compliment."

Li Chuang also smiled lightly, and then asked seriously, "What did he ask you for?"

"I want to confirm if his little bastard is really gone."

"Fuck, I really don't want to die until the Yellow River."

Zhao Qingyu smiled, and after a long while, he said quietly: "Perhaps, he didn't die when he got to the center of the Yellow River."

Li Chuang laughed, with a bit of sneer: "Okay, don't worry about me, what's the big deal, if he can't accept it, it's fine, it's really okay, it's normal to have a partner, and it's already I think things are too simple, and I deserve to be treated coldly."

Zhao Qingyu heard Li Chuang's resentment, and sighed inaudibly, but he still expressed his feelings: "Han Mukun also feels bad about this."

"I know," Li Chuang said, "Don't think I'm trying to put you off, I know he's uncomfortable and he's struggling...hehe, but I can't take care of it."

Zhao Qingyu didn't know what else to say, so he said sincerely: "Take care of yourself."

"Well, don't worry, my favorite in my life is...fuck!"

"what happened?"

"Hands set on fire."

"..." Zhao Qingyu felt that God couldn't stand this brother Chuang's desperation, "Yes, you love yourself the most in this life!"

When the subway arrived at a major station, Zhao Qingyu stared blankly at the crowds rushing in. After two or three seconds, he realized that it was time to get off the train. He hurriedly squeezed and struggled to get out. As soon as he stepped on the platform, the double doors of the subway closed .

Zhao Qingyu breathed a sigh of relief, okay, Li Chuang messed up his mind.

That guy said he didn't care, but how could he not care?Don't care about putting your hands over the flames while grilling?But he listened and watched, but there was nothing he could do.

Zhao Qingyu looked up at the subway station sign. He didn't know when it would be renovated. The name of the station was still the same, but the style was no longer the same as before.Just like him and Li Chuang, he used to think that everything would be fine in exchange, but it turned out that some things could not be returned.The flow has already flowed away, the change has already changed, you are still you, but you are no longer what you used to be.

This used to be different according to the definition of each person and there is a fundamental difference. When Zhao Qingyu analyzed it like this, he had the illusion that he was still a little philosophical boy, and then thought of the mess with Ai Gang. He didn't know until the announcement that the train was coming in Shaking his head, the primordial spirit returns to its place.

When we walked out of the subway station, it suddenly started to rain, and the sun was still hanging on. The rain seemed to be a joke of Xia Shen, and it poured down, hitting the ground with a violent sound.

As soon as Zhao Qingyu took a step, he retreated into the station again, even so, he was hit by the heavy rain until his head hurt.

Just as the drops of water were splashing on his head, the phone rang again.Zhao Qingyu had no choice but to wipe his hands dry on his trousers before reaching for the phone.The caller ID showed a series of numbers, which meant that there was no such number in the phone book, but Zhao Qingyu recognized it, not only recognized it, but almost knew it by heart.

In an instant, everyone, things, and objects around disappeared, and even the air seemed to be evacuated, and the whole world became a huge vacuum jar.Zhao Qingyu had some difficulty breathing. He thought that this kind of situation would not happen again after a month of retreat, but at this moment he realized that he is not a martial arts master.

"Hello?" Zhao Qingyu wasn't sure if his voice was shaking, but he wanted to pretend it wasn't.

The other end of the phone was silent for a long time, Zhao Qingyu thought that the guy started to struggle and play deep again, but he collapsed after hearing a howl: "Wow, why did you just turn it on—"

Knowing that the speakerphone was not turned on, Zhao Qingyu still looked around guiltily, and finally found someone next to the trash can, and said in a straight voice: "The phone broke, and I just returned it to the factory to fix it."

The howling of wolves stopped, and Ai Gang suddenly realized: "So it is like this, it scared me to death."

Zhao Qingyu had a clear conscience: "Well, that's it, that, you have nothing else to do..."

Before Zhao Qingyu could say "Is it?" Ai Gang jumped out like a jet plane: "Yes!!!"

Zhao Qingyu was taken aback, almost reflexively: "Uh, tell me."

"I like you."

"..."

"I like you very, very much. I have never liked a man so much in my life...nor a woman! Uh, except my grandma!"

Zhao Qingyu's legs were a little weak, and he hurriedly supported the spotless trash can, and when his heartbeat stabilized, he asked in a calm manner, "You...you understand?"

Ai Gang's loud voice was like a young pioneer swearing in the team: "No."

Zhao Qingyu simply sat on the ground, regardless of other people's sideways glances, he was quite aggressive: "From now on, I won't ask you a single word, just tell me what you want to say at once!"

No matter how dull Ai Gang was, he knew that Zhao Qingyu wanted to silence him, so he hurriedly gathered his thoughts—after learning from Li Chuang that Zhao Qingyu had contacted him, his head was in a mess until now.

Zhao Qingyu realized for the first time that his patience was really limited: "5, 4, 3, 2..."

"Stop, you're firing Shenzhou VI," Ai Gang scratched his head, sweat trickling down his forehead and into his neck, feeling extremely uncomfortable, "I really didn't understand why I fell in love with men, but in fact, I can't count as liking men. I just can't let you go, I regretted it so much after you left, I think if I hadn't mentioned that month, maybe you wouldn't have left."

Zhao Qingyu couldn't listen anymore, so he interrupted: "Illusion."

Ai Gang didn't care about that, and continued on his own: "When I saw Li Chuang, I suddenly felt very at ease, because I didn't feel anything about him at all, so I thought it might be because of you. I just like your awkward personality. Don't talk about hypocrisy, just shrink back when things happen..."

Zhao Qingyu's eyes widened, feeling that he was more wronged than Dou E - are you sure you are talking about yourself and not someone else's self-evaluation? !

"Anyway," Ai Gang guessed that he had no logic, so he concluded decisively, "I want to be with you."

Zhao Qingyu restrained his exaggerated expression, and put aside his joking intentions. It would be false to say he was not moved, and it would be false to say he was unhappy. He never thought that he would hear this person confess his love heartily in his lifetime, and even his eyes felt a little hot.But at the same time, he knows who he is, where he is, and what he is doing, and he also knows who Ai Gang is, where he is, and what he is doing. Like or dislike can be a matter of a moment, just like Han Mukun's feelings towards Li Chuang. But wanting to be together and being able to be together is far from being able to be together, but he is still happy.

"Thank you." Zhao Qingyu said sincerely.

"...I'm not for this." Ai Gang's muffled voice sounded absolutely unhappy.

Zhao Qingyu sighed, and smiled sadly: "Okay, I've changed everyone back."

"No."

"Heh, what else do you want?"

"I want you to come and pick me up."

"..."

"Cough, I lost my wallet."

"..."

"Beside the police battery car near the underground passage of the square at the exit of Shenzhen Railway Station, I will wait for you."