phantom hand

Li Chuang took a deep breath downstairs, and then went upstairs gently, as if the sound of footsteps could wake someone up.Finally, when he came to the door of Han Mukun's house, the voice-activated light seemed to be broken, leaving only darkness in the entire corridor.

Li Chuang raised his hand and knocked on the door, his voice was so weak that even he couldn't hear it clearly.

But the door opened quickly.

The room was also pitch black, and before Li Chuang could open his mouth, he was hugged tightly.The anti-theft door was closed in response, there was no electricity, no light, no noise, and only two people were left breathing in the world.

"You sent...Niu Niu away?" Li Chuang began to suspect that this man had premeditated it, and his heart throbbed.

Han Mukun didn't speak, and kissed Li Chuang's mouth accurately. Li Chuang was caught off guard and was pressed against the door so painfully.He couldn't see the other person's expression, which felt terrible, but his body was separated from his brain, and he instinctively hugged the man to respond.

In those happy clips, such kisses and hugs are almost too frequent to be counted.

But now they have no thoughts, no emotions, nothing.

Just the most primitive animal impulse.

It wasn't until they were entangled on the bed that the two of them hugged each other naked, Han Mukun tried to enter, and Li Chuang was awakened by the sudden pain in his scalp, and his mouth shouted faster than his brain: "It hurts!"

Han Mukun didn't go in yet, he just used one finger, so he was eager to merge with the boy and his brain unilaterally shielded all outside interference, Han Mukun slowly expanded the dry tunnel, persistently and firmly added the second finger.

This time Li Chuang couldn't stand it any longer, he kicked regardless of his strength: "Fuck丨your mother Han Mukun, can't you hear me screaming for pain?!"

Li Chuang didn't expect that his kick could hit Han Mukun's chest, and the man was kicked to the ground immediately, and the solid wood floor made a loud muffled sound, which lasted for a long time.

Han Mukun didn't seem to have reacted yet, sitting on the cold floor in a daze.

Li Chuang was startled, and sat up on the bed without caring about the discomfort behind him, so he hurriedly asked, "Are you okay?"

The faint moonlight came in and shone on Han Mukun. Li Chuang had slowly adapted to the dark eyes, and he could clearly see the stunned and deep wounds in the man's eyes.It was obvious that he was kicking the person, but tears welled up in his eyes, as if his body could no longer carry so much water and could only release it.

Han Mukun came over, went to bed again, and put him in his arms.

The man's body was slightly cold, and Li Chuang cried even harder.

Han Mukun said hoarsely, "Shall we start over?"

Li Chuang couldn't help shaking his head: "I can't start anymore. You promised me that the goods have been sold without refund or exchange, but you didn't do it. Because it is impossible for a person to fall in love with another person's soul purely. There is an inevitable need to accommodate those external factors..."

"I'm willing to accept it. I've worked really hard," Han Mukun said here, tilting his head slightly, taking a deep breath, suppressing the heat in his eyes, he suddenly felt wronged, like a child who has worked hard and is not recognized by adults, "You Do you still remember the man I told you about? I am serious to him, and I am serious to you too. I don’t know who else I can be serious to in the future. Li Chuang, I’m almost forty, and I don’t have so many feelings… "

In the end, I couldn't hold back.Something spilled, slid down, and got in my mouth, salty.

Li Chuang's head was in a mess, he wanted to agree, but there was always a voice roaring in the back of his mind, no, this is a gamble with no way out, if in the end Han Mukun finds out that he still can't fall in love with the new you, what if the two One day in the future, I will go back to the previous field...

Han Mukun didn't wait for an answer.

Silence is like silent refusal.

It was expected, but Han Mukun still couldn't bear it.Despair was like a sudden extreme cold, which made him lose all ability to think, and he couldn't even breathe.

"Stay with me," Han Mukun pressed his chin gently against the top of the boy's head as if he was the last plea on his deathbed, "I promise not to do anything."

After a long time, Li Chuang slowly raised his arms and responded to the hug.

The bright moonlight sprinkled a piece of coolness.

Under the soft quilt, lay two people cuddling each other.

Han Mukun knew that the child was not asleep, because the breathing was always uneven on his chest.But he thought he was asleep, because only in this way could he talk to him.

"You are still afraid of getting hurt, you are always like this, in order to minimize your own harm, you can say goodbye cleanly..."

"It looks like it's all my fault, yes, I'm an old man, I can't do anything clearly, I can do without you, but that's because I can't let you go, and you..."

"I still remember the first time I told you that I like you, you made some kind of soul travel, I thought you were talking nonsense to me, I asked you to get out of the car because I didn't want to make it more embarrassing, but seeing you in the Lingfei car I knew I shouldn't be ashamed but I followed you, I followed you like a fucking stalker..."

"It wouldn't work if it was you, you must pat your ass and leave, how chic you are..."

……

Han Mukun babbled too much, and every time Li Chuang thought about something and wanted to speak, that person would always have new questions, so that in the end, Li Chuang's brain was completely muddled.Then he was sleepy, so sleepy, so sleepy, so sleepy that his consciousness was blurred, and finally he couldn't resist, and fell into a deep sleep.

"The sun shines golden and the rooster sings three times~~The flowers wake up and the birds are busy dressing up~~"

Reluctantly, Li Chuang reached for his cell phone to turn off the alarm watch, and waited for another 2 minutes before sitting up from the bed, reflexively thinking about which period of his political class it was today.After staring in a daze for two or three seconds, he suddenly realized that he was still at Han Mukun's house when he glanced at the clothes on the ground!

So what about men? !

Li Chuang hurriedly put his clothes on, and at the same time searched inside and outside the house. The furniture, electrical appliances, pots and pans were still there, but the clothes were gone, the toiletries were gone, and the usual office notebook was gone. In the end, even the suitcase was gone.

A dog barked faintly in the distance, Li Chuang listened attentively, and the bark became more and more familiar.With a sudden shock, he rushed out the door, was about to run downstairs, but stopped.

"Wang Wang - Wang Wang -"

That voice seemed to come from the door of my own house...

Li Chuang gently closed the anti-theft door of Han Mukun's house, and walked towards his own door wonderingly. The closer he got, the clearer the voice became. Finally, he took out the key and opened the door. fall.

Ms. Zhao was tossing into the dog food bowl and didn't know what delicious food. She was startled when she heard the door open, and she was afraid that the dog would just run away. When she looked up and saw Li Chuang, she was even more strange: "Why are you back? Not going to work?"

After Han Niuniu made out, she couldn't resist the temptation of delicious food, so she turned her head and rushed to Ms. Zhao.Li Chuang closed the door in a daze, and unconsciously lied: "Oh, there is no class in school, let me have a day off."

"That's it." Ms. Zhao didn't doubt that he was there, and continued to serve Han Niuniu with all her heart and soul. Finally, she stood up and let out a long sigh of relief after finishing the delicious meal.

Li Chuang was a little confused about the situation, and asked, "Why did you keep this dog?"

"The opposite door is going back to Shenzhen, it's inconvenient to take it with you, so I'll entrust it to me," Ms. Zhao replied naturally, and at the same time looked at Li Chuang with a smile, "You child, what are you doing standing at the door, come in."

Li Chuang felt that his mind was a little dull, and he went back without thinking that Han Mukun said to go back.

My heart felt like it had been gouged out, empty.

He walked into his room as if wandering, closed the door, and then slid along the door and sat on the ground.

This idiot, since he knew the result long ago, why did he chase him from Shenzhen to Shenyang? What was he planning?Knowing that he can't get used to it, knowing that there is no room for redemption, he still has to fight against himself!Forty is a fart?Forty is amazing!Even if he lives 80 years, he should still be an idiot!

... You, did you really love me?

This was the last sentence he could hear Han Mukun say last night.

what is love?Li Chuang didn't understand now.He only knew that he liked that man, and from the beginning to now, he has always liked him very much.But what did he like about him? In fact, Li Chuang didn't know either.He didn't like that person's age, his bad temper, his style, or even his appearance and figure.But he just likes such a person, he is down-to-earth when he is with this person, as if someone else will support him if the sky falls, as if he will not be crushed by Wuzhishan even if he becomes a grandson.

"If you're fucking uncomfortable, you can go." Li Chuang raised his head and breathed heavily, as if Han Mukun was in the corner of the ceiling, accepting his questioning, "Why do you have to drag me into the water..."

Ms. Zhao was engrossed in learning how to make Sichuan chicken with small glasses on TV. When she was about to cut the chicken pieces, she saw her stepson rushing out of the bedroom like a whirlwind. Ms. Zhao was so startled that she almost cut off her fingers.

"Mom, I'm going out to have a meal with my classmates." This was the announcement from the stepson.

Normally, Ms. Zhao can only nod: "Oh, well, be careful."

I thought it was over, but I didn't want my stepson to put on his shoes and push open the door, so he suddenly turned around and asked casually, "You must fly back to the door."

Ms. Zhao didn't understand why, she said in a daze, "I seem to have heard him mention that the flight is at ten o'clock this morning..."

"mom."

"Ok?"

"I love you."

Ms. Zhao still smiled silly at the half-cut chicken legs until all the small glasses dishes were put on the TV.

There was only one road to the airport. Li Chuang didn't know if he could stop that man, but he had to try anyway.Otherwise, Han Mukun might die with Shenzhen when he returns this time. Li Chuang felt that he couldn't do such an inhumane thing.

After stopping a taxi, Li Chuang quickly and neatly told the driver to go to the airport. The driver kicked the accelerator and started to gallop without saying a word.

The scenery outside the window was like a fast-moving movie, frame by frame flashed, leaving only afterimages on the retina, but Li Chuang was anxious, so he kept saying to the master: "Hurry up, master, please hurry up."

The driver had a good temper, so he turned around at the red light and asked, "What time is the flight?"

Li Chuang replied subconsciously: "Ten o'clock."

The driver smiled at him: "That's too late, we'll be there at nine o'clock even if we're fully loaded."

"No," Li Chuang got angry when he saw that calm smile, "I have to hurry before the security check, this is... I'm giving this to a friend!" Li Chuang didn't have the nerve to talk about chasing her husband.

The driver understood as soon as he heard it, and nodded: "Yes, you sit down." Then the next second, the car turned along the small road and took a short cut to the airport expressway.

Li Chuang stared at the watch almost intently, eight o'clock, eight ten, eight fifteen, eight twenty... the second hand moved tirelessly, making his mouth dry, wishing for some kind of thunder to stop the time live.

As a result, the time did not stop and the car stopped.

Eight forty-six.

The car was parked on the viaduct, and the airport was not far away after getting off the bridge. If the car drove, it would only take six to seven minutes, but if it was on two legs, it would be uncertain how long it would take.

"Master, what's the matter?" Li Chuang opened the window, poked his head to see the long iron and steel queues in front of him, and his heart was full.

"I don't know," the driver said helplessly, "The pipes are being laid these days, the ground has been completely dug up, four rows of lanes have been replaced by two rows, and there are always scratches and scratches. Just wait for the traffic police, or wait for the insurance company."

"Fuck." Li Chuang couldn't help cursing, feeling that he had declined to a certain point, and he was incomparable.God must be jealous of him being young, handsome and good-natured, otherwise he can be punished over and over again?

The driver was also worried for him, thought for a while, and said: "I guess I won't be able to move for a while, you see, if you think you can make it in time, you can run over there, if it doesn't work, just call and tell me, maybe your friend will too." understand."

Li Chuang blinked, his chaotic head seemed to be awakened by a voice from outside.

Mom, why did he forget to call this time!Still chasing a hair!With his three-inch tongue, he can pull the old bastard back by remote control!

Just like that, Li Chuang called Han Mukun while scolding himself for being infected by an idiot.

The phone rang twice, and the other side picked it up, weakly as if just finished the operation: "Hello, Li Chuang?"

"What the hell is going on if you want to leave clean and leave a dog behind! Huh? You want me to see things and think about others? You also know that you are procrastinating, so you can't just go back!" Li Chuangyue The more I talked, the more I felt that I was justified, "You can either leave or stay. Do you believe it or not? If you fly on the front foot, I can steam Han Niuniu in braised sauce and boil it in cold sauce!"

"I……"

"My hair!"

"you……"

"You bastard!"

"..."

"It's okay, I'm wrong." Li Chuang took a deep breath, and after a long while, he said word by word, "Just pretend that you don't know me, and I don't know you, and we start from the beginning."

Han Mukun still didn't speak.

Li Chuang became angry: "Fucking surname is Han, what else do you want!"

"Dear little bastard, I'm just going back to deal with some urgent matters," Han Mukun couldn't hide a smile in his voice, yes, he was tired and a little disheartened, but he was still far away from giving up. He originally planned to finish the matter over there and come back armed, "So-and-so's parents even invited me to the New Year's Eve dinner."

Li Chuang opened his mouth wide, and maintained the posture of half his head sticking out of the car window, looking gorgeous and petrified.

Han Mukun can completely predict the expression of the little bastard at this moment—he is so cute, so painful, and his heart is too soft, the little bastard must be so depressed that he is about to vomit blood now.So he kindly continued to talk to keep the situation from being too awkward: "But it seems that God doesn't want me to go, the car is stuck under the bridge for almost half an hour."

Li Chuang was whipping himself with a whip dipped in cold water in his heart, and when he heard this, he came back to his senses, frowned and muttered: "Are you blocked too?"

Han Mukun keenly caught the key words and asked directly: "Where are you with?"

"On the bridge." Li Chuang answered honestly.

Han Mukun was speechless: "Come down quickly, I'm just under the bridge, and I plan to walk over."

"Oh." Li Chuang quickly rummaged through his pockets and stuffed all the loose change he could find to the master. The meter jumped to 29, and Brother Chuang was just enough for eighteen.But Brother Ren Chuang didn't realize it yet, so he opened the door and got out of the car after paying the money.

The driver was an uncle in his 40s or [-]s. He smiled kindly and didn't say much. He just looked at Li Chuang's back and sighed in his heart. He thought that he seemed to be so aggressive when he was chasing his wife, so it's good to be young.

Li Chuang walked all the way down the bridge, bypassing all kinds of cars, and finally saw a man dragging a suitcase guarding the lion head railing at the bottom of the bridge when there were still ten meters left.

The man was hanging out with a cigarette in his mouth, and opened his arms towards him.

Li Chuang walked over quickly, grabbed the cigarette, raised his leg and gave him a kick: "Quit smoking in the future."

Han Mukun withdrew his strong arms angrily, and nodded obediently: "OK."

Li Chuang narrowed his eyes in satisfaction.

Han Mukun added: "Don't pretend I don't know, you have to quit with me."

Li Chuang pulled the suitcase and opened the way first: "Catch the plane."

Han Mukun hurriedly followed: "I'll take the luggage."

Li Chuang glanced at him: "Pull it down, old arms and old legs."

Han Mukun raised his eyebrows: "I shouted last night..." The pain was not because I was strangled under the iron hoof by brother Chuang before I got the chance to see the light of day.

The old bastard and the little bastard are arguing in this room.

The strangers in that room were also making noise.

Not long after walking under the bridge, Han Mukun and Li Chuang saw the source of the traffic jam.I saw a Buick and a logo pinned together. From the scene alone, it is impossible to tell who is right and who is wrong. Although it was a rear-end collision, the direction of the two cars is very strange, and the kissing place also has dents and scratches.

"Hurry up, rush to reincarnate, you!"

"The road is not driven by your house, so I can't honk anymore?"

The traffic police had arrived, but they looked helpless and had a headache.So he ignored the quarreling between the two car owners, and only tried his best to investigate the scene, and recorded clues in the small book that could identify the responsibility for the accident.

"Horn the horn? Press your hair? Don't you know that everyone is anxious?"

"Fuck, I didn't see that, I'm quite comfortable watching you swaying from side to side."

"I said, it turns out that he is blind, no wonder you can't see such big characters!"

"Fuck off, who are you talking about? If I didn't want to see clearly, I would fucking chase after him!"

……

Han Mukun went out for several steps, only to realize that the little bastard was gone, and when he turned around, he was still there as a crowd of onlookers.Sighing helplessly, Han Mukun greeted with a smile: "Hurry up, what's going on, the plane will run away in a while."

Li Chuang was unmoved, and called him instead: "Old bastard, come quickly!"

Han Mukun was puzzled, but still walked over.Then he followed Li Chuang's direction, and saw the man who was being rear-ended aggressively, and his pitiful rear-end car——

Guangdong B784XX

Don't be dripping, fly over if you have the guts!

Han Mukun stared at Li Chuang with wide eyes, and the latter also looked at him like this, looking at each other in disbelief.

In the end, Li Chuang was the first to react: "I'll go, turn back time!"

"You have to ask Civil Aviation if they recognize it." Han Mukun angrily took the paw of the little bastard and dragged him and his luggage towards the airport.After walking a few steps, he secretly smiled.

Overhead, the sun was just right.

Just like the first time I saw you.

Finish

The author has something to say: this is the end of the main text ~ huh.Thanks to my friends for their company along the way. To be honest, in the current environment where piracy is so rampant, there are still so many friends who will never leave Liangliang, which is very warm. The JJ column is like my home and you are all my family.

There must be some people who say that the abuse of the old Han is not enough, hehe, but Su, why am I swollen? It’s just a cute scum attacking back... Well, Xiaoshou is not the Holy Mother, because their mother is Marysu, hehe~~ Next time There are some small episodes of Sha Le and Dong Dongdong, and the custom printed cover of Huansheng's Hand is being produced with the efforts of Xiao K (he strongly requires that there be only the name of the artist on the cover and not the name of the writer, I am very entangled in TAT), I guess In a few days, you can initiate customization. Friends who like physical books can pay attention to it~~ Finally, I will return to this article. I tried two lines for the first time. It was quite difficult to write but also very happy~ I asked in the copywriting, we The only thing that can be guaranteed to remain the same, now that I think about it, it may be the truest heart, which yearns for warmth, hope, and all good things.