phantom hand

Want to know what it's like to want to bite your tongue off?

"Slow, slow down..."

"Be patient."

"Give me a fucking try!"

"Well... don't hold it so tight..."

"Nonsense, I hurt!"

"You have no experience?"

"..."

"Hey, hey, I know I was wrong, Mom, I'm going to break—"

The words used during passionate moments are always exaggerated, and Dong Dongdong's baby never stops.Not only did it not break, but it also gave full play to its value on children.At the end, Sha Le bared his teeth, as if he had just finished a torture.

"Is it that uncomfortable?" Dong Dongdong couldn't see it, and lay on the bed for a while, gently rubbing the child's buttocks.Of course, he also knew that this was an internal injury, so this move could only be regarded as a symbolic one.

But Sha Le was very useful. He didn't mean to answer, but instead smiled at Dong Dongdong on his stomach: "Brother, are you comfortable?"

If the truth is to be told, Dong Dongdong has never been so comfortable.It's not appropriate to say that it's comfortable. He has never experienced the kind of inexplicable excitement that seems to be able to annihilate all pleasure.It was so tight and hot in Sara that it almost melted him.For a moment, he seemed to be able to forget that there was a man underneath him.

Really done.

Dong Dongdong didn't know what he was fascinated by. He was really instigated by the children "try it" again and again, and even stepped into the most despised "small hotel around the campus". Young women can see a hole in them.But at that time, he didn't care about it at all, his head was full of children's white bodies, and he had nowhere to think.

"Brother?" Sha Le was confused by Dong Dongdong's unpredictable expression, and his voice became timid unconsciously.

The child's expression was as if he would be kicked out of bed in the next moment. Dong Dongdong felt uncomfortable seeing it. He wanted to hug the child, but quickly dismissed the idea.

——Whether he admits it or not, he is already a pervert now.Then the only thing he can do is try to control the degree of perversion.He can do it with Sha Le, anyway, that's the way it is, it's just a moment of physical pleasure.But mentally, he couldn't accept that he was in love with Sha Le, or to be precise, with a man. Just thinking about it made him feel uncomfortable.

The child seemed to see that he was in a bad mood, so he lowered his eyes and lay there quietly without speaking.

A faint musty smell emanates from the mottled walls and floats with the air, making people sick to the stomach.

But what Dong Dongdong didn't expect was that he would gradually get used to the smell, as if he was getting used to the feeling in the boy's body.This process is like taking drugs. You know that if you continue, you will never recover, but you can't control it.Dong Dongdong was afraid that he would not be able to do it with his daughter in the future, because no one else had done it before Sha Le, and every time he finished with Sha Le, he regretted it to death. He hated Sha Le and himself, but he still couldn't help it next time. Temptation, hugging each other and rolling into a ball on the dilapidated hotel bed.

"Do you like me?" Sha Le always likes to ask in the aftertaste, "Why do you not like me?"

Children can ask the same question again and again, and every time they look forward to it as if they were asking it for the first time. Dong Dongdong doesn't know where this perseverance and resilience come from, but his answer never wavers: "I like you to stay away from me." .”

At this time, the beautiful light in the child's eyes would be extinguished with a snap, as if he really gave up and gave up, but the next day, he would be resurrected in full condition.So the more times, Dong Dongdong didn't take it seriously.He didn't look for more vicious words, because he knew that a child is an iron cloth shirt covered with gold bells.

Anxiety comes from the contradiction between self-cognition and self-action, and the expression of anxiety is moodiness.I don't know if it's because of the familiarity, but now Sha Le actually dares to quarrel with him. Before he was scolded and disgusted by him, the child just flattened his mouth and looked pitiful, but now he frowned. , Then come back with sharp teeth.

"Who the hell are you looking for is not good, you have to hook me!"

"Then you have the ability not to be hooked."

……

"Do you see where you still look like a man?"

"Don't you always say you want me to be a woman?"

……

"Relax, I can't get in."

"What about the suit?"

"Run out."

"Brother ~ good night."

"Mom, let's go shopping now!"

……

The two were not much different in age, so they could quarrel over anything. Of course, Dong Dongdong still won more than he lost, because he could say some cruel words, but Sha Le couldn't say it no matter how angry he was.

I was completely destroyed.

But how the hell it became like this, Dong Dongdong couldn't tell.

It seems that he stepped into the pool of quicksand from the bottom of the Shale station, and then watched the fine sand gradually spread over his feet, calves, thighs, waist, chest, neck, and even his eyes, ears, mouth and nose. .