marrying a bride is old

When the old imperial doctor rushed over, Yun Shang was feeling dizzy one after another, thinking about what he wanted to say, closing his eyes and adjusting his breath.To be honest, his mother's Nangong Hong is so unique, several times, he thought he was going to die.

However, although he felt that he should not die now, the starting point was that people of his level would treat him. If the group of quack doctors in front of him treated him, he would most likely die.

After a while, feeling a warm hand resting on his pulse, Yun Shang was a little touched, but because he was too tired, he still kept his eyes closed.However, even so tired, he still forced himself not to fall asleep.

One of his doctors really understood that in this situation, if he fell asleep, it was very likely that he would never wake up again.

In fact, death was a kind of relief for him.

If the time had moved forward, when he encountered this situation, he might not have the consciousness to hold on.Because in his life, he has done almost everything he wanted to do. The only thing he regrets is Nangong Qingya, but Nangong Qingya will not give herself a chance to make up for that regret.

Moreover, in fact, he understands very well that Nangong Tiankuo is very good to Nangong Qingya, he will not lose to him at all, and he is still in such a situation, trying to snatch Nangong Qingya, it is really...

In a haze, Yun Shang couldn't remember the reason why he was so persistent?It seems that there is no reason, it is because of self-willedness and selfishness.Mingming Nangong Qingya was very happy by Nangong Tiankuo's side, and that person was so kind to him almost out of his heart, what else is he dissatisfied with?

Why, why do you want to snatch Nangong Qingya over?Doesn't liking someone mean wanting that person to be happy?The first time he saw him since he was a child, he hoped that the deep sadness of the smile on his lips could be erased and replaced by a real smile.No matter who is who, is it okay?

But after time passed, as he grew up, he hoped more and more strongly that the person who brought him a real smile would be himself.

However, he could see, he could see Nangong Tiankuo's kindness to him, he could see that he gradually had a warm smile, and he could see his always happy face...

Isn't my greatest hope just to wish him happiness?Why did she want to snatch him back when he really got happiness?Is it selfish, or is it too possessive?

The pain of the body is just something that can be ignored externally, but the sorrow in the heart is an irresistible torment.

Thinking of his own selfishness, thinking of the smile on Nangong Qingya's face, Yunshang's heart felt like being stabbed by a needle, and the fatigue on his body felt particularly heavy at this time, and his firm consciousness turned into negative sinking;

Yes, he is too selfish, every time he says it is for Nangong Qingya, but he only wants to satisfy his own selfish desires, what is he doing like this?He should give up Nangong Qingya, let him go, wave his hands gracefully, and bless him where he can't see, this is the behavior of a gentleman, this is the expression of true love for someone.

At that time, Nangong Qingya, let go of him, truly let go, and the two of them will never have the slightest relationship...

So what's the point of his life?

When he was young, he was always naughty, and he was always unwilling to learn the so-called medical skills of his grandfather, because he had no interest at all.However, after meeting Nangong Qingya for the first time, seeing that although there was a smile on his lips, but there was no trace of a warm smile on his lips, he became a little curious about this man; then he knew that he was a patient of his grandfather.

At that time, he stayed in Hongde Villa for three months.During the first three months, the prince who brought him here had something to do and couldn't leave, so he left the guards around him to take care of him, but he flatly refused.

And he was also assigned by his grandfather to be responsible for delivering meals to him, and by accident, he agreed.

Then he watched him living alone in the hut on the back mountain, except when his grandfather went to see a doctor and delivered meals to him, he stayed alone at other times.

At the beginning, he even had difficulty getting up, so he often stayed in the small room, and it was rare to see him come out all day.Later, his body gradually recovered, and he often saw him, sitting at the door of the small house, looking at the sky for a long time.The things in those eyes were so complicated that he wanted to help him erase them and restore the simplicity that those clear eyes should have.

Slowly, he noticed, every time.When grandpa came, there would always be some emotions in his eyes that ordinary people have, that is - unwillingness.

He seemed unwilling to see Grandpa.But grandpa clearly came to rescue him, to help him see a doctor.

Puzzled, under his careful observation, he finally got an explanation.

That time, he hid outside the door to watch his grandfather administer the needle, and it was the first time he saw the deeply frowning brows on that man's face.

In normal times, even though his eyes are full of sorrow and pain, he rarely frowns, and the expression on his face is always indifferent, as if nothing in the world can arouse his emotions, including himself.

But at that time, his brows were tightly frowned, and his eyes were tightly closed, only the eyelashes fluttered up and down.

After grandpa left, he appeared openly with the food in hand.

Seeing the abnormal paleness on his face and the beads of sweat on his forehead, he finally understood why sometimes he delivered the food by himself, but he always looked lazy and let himself put the food on the table, while he himself But there was no intention of getting up and eating.

And the next time grandpa came to see him, he just stood aside, with no intention of leaving.

And he just glanced at him silently without saying anything, but grandpa was quite happy, thinking that his bastard grandson finally figured it out and was going to study medicine.

However, the facts are indeed like that, and his medical career began at that time.

Time passed, and not only when, he replaced Grandpa's position and became his doctor.And the disease, in his hands, can always be cured easily.

The prince later said to his grandfather in amazement—the blue is better than the blue.

And grandpa just shaves the beard and smiles with an inscrutable expression on his face.

At that time, I only wanted to make him healthy, so that he would no longer frown because of the pain, and occasionally helped others see a doctor to improve my medical skills, but unknowingly, I established a "ghost doctor" name.

Speaking of which, Nangong Qingya is the biggest contributor to her current status and fame.

But what did I do to him, to make him angry, to embarrass him, to make him...

Negative thoughts made Yun Shang's consciousness more and more drowsy.

He only felt that he was sorry for Nangong Qingya and Nangong Tiankuo, that he should give up Nangong Qingya and make them both right.However, whenever he thinks of giving up Nangong Qingya, his whole body will feel pain.

In his life, he actually did most of what he wanted to do, only Nangong Qingya was left to worry about.If his current life is meaningful, it is in the hope of meeting Nangong Qingya for a lifetime.

At this moment, hope has to be broken by oneself.

So what is left in his life, what else is left?

He once thought that being able to live in this world with Nangong Qing was already a very happy thing.But now, after he chose to give up, he just felt miserable.

A life without hope, a life that can't even have a lover, what's the point for him to continue?

Qingya, I let you be happy, but I can't say that, I am ashamed to the prince.If I die at this time, is it a good choice for everyone?Will you also remember me a little bit because of this?

Yun Shang really wanted to smile and say "I wish you happiness" to Nangong Qingya and Nangong Tiankuo, but he couldn't say it. He saw Nangong Qingya standing beside Nangong Tiankuo, so he wanted to pull him over and hug him tightly. in my arms.

So, forget it, he can't do such a great thing, he is just a small person, let him leave this sad world in such an obscurity.

The old imperial doctor who took Yunshang's pulse suddenly changed his face. He knew that Qushang's body was seriously damaged, and now his life was hanging by a thread. Whether he could survive depended on his will.But now, his heartbeat and pulse are gradually slowing down, the sound of breathing is prolonged, and his stubborn lips were tightly pressed just now, but at this moment, it has turned into a thread of relief...

At this time, he actually chose to give up!

The old imperial doctor was so angry that if he didn't know that the person in front of him was seriously injured and couldn't stand the slightest torment, he would really have the urge to beat him up: the old owner looked for him everywhere and couldn't find anyone, but he went to Here comes death.If you want to die, you can die, but now you don't have the ambition to seek death, it's simply seeking death, oh, no, it's looking for beating.

The old imperial doctor decided that when this boy came back to life, he must beat him severely.Well, of course it has to be tied up beforehand.This kid's martial arts are good, so I have to guard against it!

However, to beat him, the premise is that he must be alive!What's the interest in whipping corpses?

"Yun Shang~~"

Faint voices lingered in the cell, the old imperial doctor's ears were still good, and when he turned his head, he saw Nangong Qingya who seemed to be rushing over just now.

When the imperial doctor was at a loss for what to do about Yun Shang's condition, when he sent someone to notify him to come over, the old imperial doctor remembered that the emperor seemed to take Nangong Qingya away while everyone was not paying attention.

At this moment, he appeared here again, could it be that the emperor is connected?

Nangong Qingya seemed to be in a hurry to run, panting for breath all the time, but his eyes were fixed on the unconscious Yun Shang.