High point
Chapter 55
When Huo Siwei looked at her with almost indulgent eyes, Su Ling felt a kind of...unspeakable happiness.
This feeling has not been experienced for many years.
The last time I felt this way was probably the time when I went out to play with my elder brother every day and studied painting together.
At that time, he felt that there were no worries in life, and everything was beautiful.
It's a pity that happiness is always so short-lived, but holding Huo Siwei's hand at this moment, Su Ling felt in a trance, he was not sure, wondering if he could grasp such happiness this time.
He told himself that Horsway was different from his elder brother Su Hang.
It's very different on the inside.
Someone once said that you can always play many roles in front of the person who loves you. In his opinion, this is your excellence and the way he loves you.
Indeed, in front of Huo Siwei, Su Ling sometimes feels like a junior, accepting his guidance and help; sometimes like his relatives, so a little bit of selfishness and greed are tolerated; sometimes... such as now Su Ling felt that he was loved. When his finger touched Huo Siwei, he felt a kind of satisfaction; when Huo Siwei held his finger and put it on his lips, Su Ling It was even less uncomfortable than before, as if this was Tian Cheng.
Perhaps, this is called tacit understanding, which only exists in the momentary heartbeat between lovers.
With Huo Siwei's attitude, from the beginning to the end, he was the more generous person.
This made Su Ling feel ashamed, but more of an indescribable relief.
Yes, Su Ling's goal in the past was to be an open-minded person, and he really shouldn't be entangled in such things anymore.
Now that he has made a decision, he must try his best to do it. This has always been Su Ling's style.
Although there are too many favors due to Wu Hang this time, if Su Ling sees his future ruined, Su Ling can't do it, not only because of the similar facial features of Wu Hang and Su Hang, but also because of Su Ling. When I was young, I was so stupid. After thinking about it, I said that this time I decided to agree to Gao Yihan, and my sympathy for Wu Hang still accounted for a large part.
Although Gao Yihan is not worthy of sympathy, Wu Hang is innocent after all.
After all, he is still young, and he will understand in the future that some feelings are not paid so much. Su Ling went through the same detour when he was young, maybe because of the morality of an elder, he felt unbearable.
And Gao Yihan can sacrifice the last line of relationship between them in exchange for Wu Hang's future, at least it shows that she still has a little conscience.
At the moment Su Ling hesitated, he also compared his heart to heart. When he was young, he received help from many people, some of which were not entirely out of profit, and Su Ling was also grateful.
So he finally decided to help Wu Hang.
My father also told Su Ling before that when you are in society, don't always think about how much help others will give you. Help others as much as you can. Some things cannot be calculated by benefits or gains and losses.
If a person lives too narrowly, he will be the one who is tired after all, Su Ling also wants to understand.
Su Ling put his other hand across his eyes, and said softly, "Hosway, am I stupid?"
"Don't think about it." Huo Siwei said lightly, bowed his head and kissed the tip of Su Ling's nose.
Su Ling put down his hands, turned his head to look at him, and suddenly smiled.
Hosway looked at him with raised eyebrows.
Su Ling hooked his neck, pulled him closer, and kissed his lips.
Huo Siwei moved his hand to the back of his head, half-supported it, and deepened the kiss in a posture that did not make Su Ling strenuous.
The rubbing of lips and the dancing of the tip of the tongue, there is an incomparable intimacy that spreads without words.
After a while, many emotions settled down, and Su Ling slowly said to Huo Siwei: "Huo Siwei, I have agreed with the doctor, and I will be transferred to the hospital in Beijing tomorrow. There is a doctor I used to know there. I wanted a change, it always made me feel depressed; the doctor said I was recovering well, basically fine."
Huo Siwei looked at Su Ling for a while, and then said: "Okay, if the doctor thinks there is no problem. The key is that you should be happy, there is nothing wrong with it."
Su Ling thought for a while, Huo Siwei probably didn't know, and he always respected his own ideas, and would not do that kind of forced thing, he said: "Thank you, Huo Siwei."
Huswei smiled and said, "I will arrange it. You should have a good rest and don't think too much."
Su Ling said: "No, Huo Siwei, I can handle this by myself. When you arrive in Beijing, you can do your own work. Believe me, I can really take care of myself." Su Ling thought for a while, and then Said: "If you are free, just come to the hospital to see me. In fact, I can't stay in the hospital for a long time. There are really many things in the company. This is the truth."
Horsway said: "I'm not worried about you, but your body is more important than anything else, you have to understand this. As for the rest, it's up to you, but if you let me know that you don't cherish your body, then you don't want to worry about it." off to work."
Hearing the rare sternness in Huo Siwei's words, Su Ling knew that this was not Huo Siwei's threat, he was a man who kept his word.Su Ling nodded: "——Well, don't worry, I will remember what you said." Huo Siwei is not unqualified to say such a thing, this illness operation has troubled him so much, if there is any problem, Su Ling will not be able to explain it himself.
Horsway said, "Then go back on the plane tomorrow morning."
Huo Siwei had dinner with Su Ling in the ward at night. The dishes these days were made relatively light because of taking care of Su Ling's body after surgery, and the oil was not too much. Su Ling's taste was originally bland, but There is nothing particularly uncomfortable, but it is a bit unbearable to think that a northerner in Hosway is eating these with him.
Su Ling said apologetically, "Hosway, these...wouldn't it be to your liking?" Originally, the two of them were people who practiced eating without talking, so they just sat upright in the restaurant outside and didn't talk much. But on the contrary, on such an occasion, he became casual and relaxed, and talked a lot, and Su Ling also obviously felt that his appetite had improved a lot.
Horsway has the ability to make people feel comfortable and at ease with him.
Huo Siwei took a piece of pigeon meat for him, and said: "I'm tired of always socializing outside, big fish and big meat, but I like it very much. The feeling of simple food and light food is back to basics."
Su Ling thought for a while: "Last time I went to a village in the suburbs with my friends. The food there was pretty good. They said they used vegetables grown by themselves. Let's go together next time?"
Horsway said, "Of course. After you are discharged from the hospital, I will accompany you wherever you want to eat."
Su Ling nodded, and said, "But you must be free." Back to Beijing, Huo Siwei will probably be very busy, no, in fact, he will always be very busy, such a big group, even if there is a professional manager , making major decisions is definitely indispensable for Horsway.
Huswei said: "No matter how busy you are, there is always time for you, and there will be no less. But sometimes it feels like you are busier than me?" He teased Su Ling.
Su Ling was a little embarrassed: "No, I am a workaholic, but I will definitely change in the future. I didn't realize these problems before, thanks to you for pointing it out."
Horsway said: "I'm not laughing at you. Your spirit is very good. I was too busy when I was in my 20s, but looking back now, it seems that I have lost a lot. It's just a little bit of personal experience. And , What I want is to have a good time with you and do something that both of us like." Having said that, Huo Siweiding fixedly looked at Su Ling.
Su Ling's heart skipped a beat, but his face was quite calm. After a while, he looked back into Huo Siwei's eyes, smiled softly, and said slowly, "Me too."
For some reason, the words just slipped out of my mouth.
But Su Ling understood that this was not impulsiveness.
After saying this, it seemed as if a lot of things had been put down in my heart, and something was rekindled.
During this period of hospitalization, Su Ling has been thinking about it, especially the matter of Gao Yihan and Wu Hang, which also made Su Ling understand that in many cases, the plan cannot keep up with the changes, and no matter how many things are considered, it is still in vain.
In fact, there are some truths that Su Ling has long understood, but for some reason, it is difficult to make up his mind. When it comes to emotional matters, Su Ling admits that sometimes he is still a little indecisive, and in the end, it will be a kind of torture for both parties.The first couple of relationships are good examples.
What's more, there is no longer an excuse to escape, it is better to obey your own will.
There are not many opportunities like this in life.
When Huo Siwei heard Su Ling's answer, the expression on his face was still faint, but his eyes were already filled with smiles and joy: "Very good, I'm looking forward to it, Xiao Ling."
It was also the first time that Su Ling saw his emotions so exposed. Normally, Huo Siwei rarely showed himself, and always gave people a calm feeling of watching from the other side. Unexpectedly... When this moment really came, the relationship between the two The reaction is still the same as usual, which is really worth pondering.Su Ling settled down and asked him, "Horthway, I'm ashamed to say it, but I don't really know what you like to do."
For a long time, although Su Ling didn't intend to get along with each other, the fact is that Huo Siwei followed Su Ling more and basically took care of Su Ling's hobbies, so his own hobbies were almost invisible.
Horsway said with a smile, "Let's eat first, and I'll talk to you later."
After eating, Huo Siwei and Su Ling went out for a walk.
Horsway said: "Actually, like you, I have seen too many lively scenes, and I am relatively quiet. As I told you last time, outside of work, I have always yearned for a simple and plain family life."
Su Ling said, "Horthway, I always thought that you would want to live a wonderful life." Family life?This word seemed a little distant to Su Ling.But Huo Siwei said so, it seems that it is not so unreachable.
How plain can Huo Siwei's so-called plainness be?
It is destined that he is not that kind of person, even if he is plain, it is relative.
But Su Ling knew that he would be willing to try this.
Horsway said: "The stage of big ups and downs has passed for me. Who hasn't had that experience? But after going through it, I know it's not suitable for me. Xiao Ling, I think, you and I are the same in this regard. of."
Su Ling said without hesitation: "Yes, Huswei, sometimes I really feel that you know me better than I do."
Horsway said, "Xiao Ling, you have to know that I will never feel enough for you."
Su Ling was shocked by his blunt and straightforward words. After a while, Su Ling said: "Actually... Huo Siwei, I said before that I am very monotonous and boring. This is not self-effacing." I'm afraid it will disappoint him.
Huswei looked at him tenderly: "I don't think so. Moreover, in the future, I will have more time to prove my own judgment."
This feeling has not been experienced for many years.
The last time I felt this way was probably the time when I went out to play with my elder brother every day and studied painting together.
At that time, he felt that there were no worries in life, and everything was beautiful.
It's a pity that happiness is always so short-lived, but holding Huo Siwei's hand at this moment, Su Ling felt in a trance, he was not sure, wondering if he could grasp such happiness this time.
He told himself that Horsway was different from his elder brother Su Hang.
It's very different on the inside.
Someone once said that you can always play many roles in front of the person who loves you. In his opinion, this is your excellence and the way he loves you.
Indeed, in front of Huo Siwei, Su Ling sometimes feels like a junior, accepting his guidance and help; sometimes like his relatives, so a little bit of selfishness and greed are tolerated; sometimes... such as now Su Ling felt that he was loved. When his finger touched Huo Siwei, he felt a kind of satisfaction; when Huo Siwei held his finger and put it on his lips, Su Ling It was even less uncomfortable than before, as if this was Tian Cheng.
Perhaps, this is called tacit understanding, which only exists in the momentary heartbeat between lovers.
With Huo Siwei's attitude, from the beginning to the end, he was the more generous person.
This made Su Ling feel ashamed, but more of an indescribable relief.
Yes, Su Ling's goal in the past was to be an open-minded person, and he really shouldn't be entangled in such things anymore.
Now that he has made a decision, he must try his best to do it. This has always been Su Ling's style.
Although there are too many favors due to Wu Hang this time, if Su Ling sees his future ruined, Su Ling can't do it, not only because of the similar facial features of Wu Hang and Su Hang, but also because of Su Ling. When I was young, I was so stupid. After thinking about it, I said that this time I decided to agree to Gao Yihan, and my sympathy for Wu Hang still accounted for a large part.
Although Gao Yihan is not worthy of sympathy, Wu Hang is innocent after all.
After all, he is still young, and he will understand in the future that some feelings are not paid so much. Su Ling went through the same detour when he was young, maybe because of the morality of an elder, he felt unbearable.
And Gao Yihan can sacrifice the last line of relationship between them in exchange for Wu Hang's future, at least it shows that she still has a little conscience.
At the moment Su Ling hesitated, he also compared his heart to heart. When he was young, he received help from many people, some of which were not entirely out of profit, and Su Ling was also grateful.
So he finally decided to help Wu Hang.
My father also told Su Ling before that when you are in society, don't always think about how much help others will give you. Help others as much as you can. Some things cannot be calculated by benefits or gains and losses.
If a person lives too narrowly, he will be the one who is tired after all, Su Ling also wants to understand.
Su Ling put his other hand across his eyes, and said softly, "Hosway, am I stupid?"
"Don't think about it." Huo Siwei said lightly, bowed his head and kissed the tip of Su Ling's nose.
Su Ling put down his hands, turned his head to look at him, and suddenly smiled.
Hosway looked at him with raised eyebrows.
Su Ling hooked his neck, pulled him closer, and kissed his lips.
Huo Siwei moved his hand to the back of his head, half-supported it, and deepened the kiss in a posture that did not make Su Ling strenuous.
The rubbing of lips and the dancing of the tip of the tongue, there is an incomparable intimacy that spreads without words.
After a while, many emotions settled down, and Su Ling slowly said to Huo Siwei: "Huo Siwei, I have agreed with the doctor, and I will be transferred to the hospital in Beijing tomorrow. There is a doctor I used to know there. I wanted a change, it always made me feel depressed; the doctor said I was recovering well, basically fine."
Huo Siwei looked at Su Ling for a while, and then said: "Okay, if the doctor thinks there is no problem. The key is that you should be happy, there is nothing wrong with it."
Su Ling thought for a while, Huo Siwei probably didn't know, and he always respected his own ideas, and would not do that kind of forced thing, he said: "Thank you, Huo Siwei."
Huswei smiled and said, "I will arrange it. You should have a good rest and don't think too much."
Su Ling said: "No, Huo Siwei, I can handle this by myself. When you arrive in Beijing, you can do your own work. Believe me, I can really take care of myself." Su Ling thought for a while, and then Said: "If you are free, just come to the hospital to see me. In fact, I can't stay in the hospital for a long time. There are really many things in the company. This is the truth."
Horsway said: "I'm not worried about you, but your body is more important than anything else, you have to understand this. As for the rest, it's up to you, but if you let me know that you don't cherish your body, then you don't want to worry about it." off to work."
Hearing the rare sternness in Huo Siwei's words, Su Ling knew that this was not Huo Siwei's threat, he was a man who kept his word.Su Ling nodded: "——Well, don't worry, I will remember what you said." Huo Siwei is not unqualified to say such a thing, this illness operation has troubled him so much, if there is any problem, Su Ling will not be able to explain it himself.
Horsway said, "Then go back on the plane tomorrow morning."
Huo Siwei had dinner with Su Ling in the ward at night. The dishes these days were made relatively light because of taking care of Su Ling's body after surgery, and the oil was not too much. Su Ling's taste was originally bland, but There is nothing particularly uncomfortable, but it is a bit unbearable to think that a northerner in Hosway is eating these with him.
Su Ling said apologetically, "Hosway, these...wouldn't it be to your liking?" Originally, the two of them were people who practiced eating without talking, so they just sat upright in the restaurant outside and didn't talk much. But on the contrary, on such an occasion, he became casual and relaxed, and talked a lot, and Su Ling also obviously felt that his appetite had improved a lot.
Horsway has the ability to make people feel comfortable and at ease with him.
Huo Siwei took a piece of pigeon meat for him, and said: "I'm tired of always socializing outside, big fish and big meat, but I like it very much. The feeling of simple food and light food is back to basics."
Su Ling thought for a while: "Last time I went to a village in the suburbs with my friends. The food there was pretty good. They said they used vegetables grown by themselves. Let's go together next time?"
Horsway said, "Of course. After you are discharged from the hospital, I will accompany you wherever you want to eat."
Su Ling nodded, and said, "But you must be free." Back to Beijing, Huo Siwei will probably be very busy, no, in fact, he will always be very busy, such a big group, even if there is a professional manager , making major decisions is definitely indispensable for Horsway.
Huswei said: "No matter how busy you are, there is always time for you, and there will be no less. But sometimes it feels like you are busier than me?" He teased Su Ling.
Su Ling was a little embarrassed: "No, I am a workaholic, but I will definitely change in the future. I didn't realize these problems before, thanks to you for pointing it out."
Horsway said: "I'm not laughing at you. Your spirit is very good. I was too busy when I was in my 20s, but looking back now, it seems that I have lost a lot. It's just a little bit of personal experience. And , What I want is to have a good time with you and do something that both of us like." Having said that, Huo Siweiding fixedly looked at Su Ling.
Su Ling's heart skipped a beat, but his face was quite calm. After a while, he looked back into Huo Siwei's eyes, smiled softly, and said slowly, "Me too."
For some reason, the words just slipped out of my mouth.
But Su Ling understood that this was not impulsiveness.
After saying this, it seemed as if a lot of things had been put down in my heart, and something was rekindled.
During this period of hospitalization, Su Ling has been thinking about it, especially the matter of Gao Yihan and Wu Hang, which also made Su Ling understand that in many cases, the plan cannot keep up with the changes, and no matter how many things are considered, it is still in vain.
In fact, there are some truths that Su Ling has long understood, but for some reason, it is difficult to make up his mind. When it comes to emotional matters, Su Ling admits that sometimes he is still a little indecisive, and in the end, it will be a kind of torture for both parties.The first couple of relationships are good examples.
What's more, there is no longer an excuse to escape, it is better to obey your own will.
There are not many opportunities like this in life.
When Huo Siwei heard Su Ling's answer, the expression on his face was still faint, but his eyes were already filled with smiles and joy: "Very good, I'm looking forward to it, Xiao Ling."
It was also the first time that Su Ling saw his emotions so exposed. Normally, Huo Siwei rarely showed himself, and always gave people a calm feeling of watching from the other side. Unexpectedly... When this moment really came, the relationship between the two The reaction is still the same as usual, which is really worth pondering.Su Ling settled down and asked him, "Horthway, I'm ashamed to say it, but I don't really know what you like to do."
For a long time, although Su Ling didn't intend to get along with each other, the fact is that Huo Siwei followed Su Ling more and basically took care of Su Ling's hobbies, so his own hobbies were almost invisible.
Horsway said with a smile, "Let's eat first, and I'll talk to you later."
After eating, Huo Siwei and Su Ling went out for a walk.
Horsway said: "Actually, like you, I have seen too many lively scenes, and I am relatively quiet. As I told you last time, outside of work, I have always yearned for a simple and plain family life."
Su Ling said, "Horthway, I always thought that you would want to live a wonderful life." Family life?This word seemed a little distant to Su Ling.But Huo Siwei said so, it seems that it is not so unreachable.
How plain can Huo Siwei's so-called plainness be?
It is destined that he is not that kind of person, even if he is plain, it is relative.
But Su Ling knew that he would be willing to try this.
Horsway said: "The stage of big ups and downs has passed for me. Who hasn't had that experience? But after going through it, I know it's not suitable for me. Xiao Ling, I think, you and I are the same in this regard. of."
Su Ling said without hesitation: "Yes, Huswei, sometimes I really feel that you know me better than I do."
Horsway said, "Xiao Ling, you have to know that I will never feel enough for you."
Su Ling was shocked by his blunt and straightforward words. After a while, Su Ling said: "Actually... Huo Siwei, I said before that I am very monotonous and boring. This is not self-effacing." I'm afraid it will disappoint him.
Huswei looked at him tenderly: "I don't think so. Moreover, in the future, I will have more time to prove my own judgment."
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