High point

"Xiao Ling...God...you are really worrying..." Su Ling felt someone touch his forehead while he was burning up, and he spoke in a heavy tone.

"Don't...don't go..." Su Ling grabbed the man's hand, refusing to let go... Subconsciously, he felt a kind of joy that was almost extinct. The moving and ecstasy of the soul must continue forever, and it cannot be allowed to leave——

"Xiaoling...shh, don't be willful, brother will help you find a doctor..."

elder brother!

elder brother! !

Su Ling didn't know where the strength came from. He reached out and grabbed the tall blurry figure in his eyes, struggling to stand up, and murmured: "Brother...Brother, tell me...in the end..." Why... I know I'm wrong...I'm wrong...

His throat is so dry that every word he speaks feels like his vocal cords have been run over by a grinding wheel, intermittently... shattered, and his body's joints are extremely sore, but Su Ling still seems to know the question he has been asking himself in his heart...

The figure sighed, sat down again, and hugged him tightly: "Xiao Ling, shh... Big brother won't go anywhere, and won't leave you... Don't worry, I'm always here, I just went to make a phone call, The ambulance hasn't arrived after calling for so long, I'm worried...what the hell is going on in China...there is no efficiency..."

Su Ling couldn't listen to anything, he was just immersed in this lost and found embrace... the lost and found happiness, he only had one person's name in his head... only this person's embrace... only this person's temperature...

"Brother... don't... go..." Although Su Ling was a little unconscious, his fingers kept clasping the man's sleeve and refused to let go...

Suhang looked at the younger brother in his arms, his mood was extremely complicated.

This kind of complicated emotion contrasted with Su Ling's obvious joy of regaining what was lost just now, which made him feel a very different feeling at the same time.

Su Ling, the younger brother, has been a very special existence to Su Hang since he was a child.

Half-brothers, they are close by blood or not. There may always be that kind of emotional gap, but Su Ling is a very special person, and he finally changed everything.

To be honest, Su Hang is not a very proactive person, in all aspects, he has lived in a good environment since he was a child, and he is used to all kinds of praise. Even Su Ling's birth did not change anything.

It's just that his heart has been completely subverted.

The perfection on the surface cannot conceal the qualitative changes inside.

Since a certain day, Suzhou and Hangzhou have also undergone complete changes.

As Su Ling grows up day by day, Su Hang has always accepted this younger brother with a strange attitude. They seem to be extremely close and respectful, but Su Hang has always carefully handled his relationship with this family. , he seemed to stay out of it for a while.

But soon, Suhang found that he could no longer deal with everything so calmly. Su Ling's existence to him became more and more meaningful. He began to pay attention to everything about Su Ling involuntarily. Feedback and dependence, many times have exceeded the scope of brothers, galloping in a dangerous direction.

This was not Su Hang's original intention, although since Su Ling became more sensible, he understood that Su Ling, the younger brother, was extremely attractive.Yes, he is very special, maybe he will never be particularly good in a certain aspect, but his specialness does not lie in what he shows to the world, but in his personal comprehension, no matter what he does, he can always be very good. Finding the knack quickly may not be a big deal in study or work, but once this kind of skill is applied emotionally, it is very scary.

Su Ling is the kind of person who can quickly hit the weakest part of a person's heart and give full play to that power. This may have something to do with his extreme emotional potential. He is very good at motivating others and can quickly It is already very dangerous to easily bring others into a situation that has not been considered, and then wait for the other party to react.

Not only one person is aware of this. After having an in-depth conversation with Su Ling's biological mother, who is also Su Hang's stepmother, Su Hang finally persuaded Su Ling, who has excellent grades, to choose a university in Beijing instead of staying in a university. Randomly pick a key university locally.

After Su Ling went to college, Su Hang finally had a feeling that he could temporarily break free from Su Ling's dense net and breathe normally, although this breathing was accompanied by a kind of suffocation, and he was not used to it. There are no more days without Su Ling by my side.

At this time, Suhang began to think that he should have a regular partner.

No matter who it is, as long as it can replace a certain part of Su Ling's position to some extent, that's totally fine.

That way at least let Suhang understand that he really needs some kind of illusion.

The illusion that made him feel temporarily far away from Su Ling's influence.

At the beginning, Su Hang only felt that he needed someone, an illusion to convince himself that he would no longer have to deviate from his previous thoughts and plans for his life, but he did not expect this 'safe' move and behavior in his opinion The relationship between him and Su Ling was completely ruined, and there was no way out.

It was only then that Suhang realized that Su Ling was not extreme, he just couldn't tolerate any impurities in certain aspects, and when he understood something, he wouldn't fight for it anymore. This character is completely based on long-term friendship Among them, Suhang got used to him.To a certain extent, the Su Ling created by Suzhou and Hangzhou is also the Su Ling that was destroyed at the same time.

Su Ling's plasticity is so good, but also so bad.

After that incident, Su Hang fully understood that his younger brother, Su Ling, was a person who couldn't fully understand; no, anyone, everything is dialectical, there is no absolute good or absolute bad.

After forcing Su Ling away in that way, Su Hang felt that he was exhausted. Although he lived his so-called normal life, a certain part of his heart was also wiped out.

Suhang, he is regretful, but his regret has no way out.

And now Su Ling, Su Ling in his arms, gave him an illusion, no, Su Hang told himself, this is real.

Su Ling's dependence on him can be clearly reflected from his voice.

And Suhang felt that it had been hundreds of years. Su Ling no longer used that brand-new dependence and affection to call him big brother, which made the part of his heart that had become volcanic ash ready to move.Before that, although Su Ling's tone of speech to him was not lacking in kindness, it was completely different after all, with a little indescribable alienation.

Of course Su Hang is not a fool, he understands that such a situation must be special.

Is it related to this disease?

Maybe... Su Ling, he... maybe...

Suhang's deep eyes fell on Su Ling's slightly haggard but still very beautiful face... His eyes became more and more focused. Su Ling's defenseless appearance reminded him of Su Ling's sketching days before. Lying in his arms, wantonly dreaming of youthful dreams... What kind of life is that...

Su Hang's heart throbbed, violently. FF

Such severe pain, not everyone has the opportunity to try.

Suhang, in fact, he can live a very relaxed life. He doesn't have to choose to be a perfect person in everyone's eyes. Maybe he can try to pursue what he really wants.

Some life-affecting decisions are often completed in an instant, but the reasons and motivations are always accumulated over a long period of time, and cannot be affected overnight.

Suhang understood that since his biological mother passed away, he never had such an opportunity. Because of the birth of Su Ling, his life was changed by such a child that he never expected before.

And now, Su Hang decided to return to China because of Su Ling. He felt that he and Su Ling needed some time to buffer. After all, they were brothers, so he didn't have too much extravagant hope.But the current Su Ling, the Su Ling at this moment, gave him the urge to continue his extravagant hopes.

Author: elsaluo