happy looking back

Ahe!Let me hug you! "Aying looked at Ge Heping, who was sweating profusely and panting like a bull, after walking more than ten kilometers with me in his arms, and said distressedly.

"I'm a man, what's the point of walking this little way! Two years ago, I went to the city to walk more than 40 kilometers in one breath, and I didn't have to breathe." Ge Heping wiped the sweat from his forehead and said in a teasing tone .I lay quietly in the man's hot arms, sweat almost drenched the thin quilt under me, the intense heaving and pulsation of my chest let me know clearly that the man holding me was exhausted and needed to rest.

Ah Ying, who was also pale beside her, gritted her teeth and followed Ge Heping's footsteps. She didn't stop for a sip of water during the half dozen kilometers.

"Wow~~~" I twisted my body and burst into tears, hoping that my crying would make the two young parents stop and have a rest.By the way, I also released the emotions and heartaches I have suppressed along the way. How long ago did someone greet me when I was sick?Even when he knew that his life was not long and endured the strong abnormal reaction of the body brought about by chemotherapy every day, what he was still facing was the empty ward and the boiled water that had already cooled down.

After watching the young couple in front of me stop under the shade of a tree to check my body carefully because of my crying, they immediately accelerated their journey again and rushed to the county seat more than ten kilometers away.Even a heart made of iron and stone melted quietly at the sight of the sweaty and flushed face of the young father above his head.

dad!Mother!You are the greatest parents in this world and the closest people to me.Roared firmly in my heart.Big tears fell from the corners of my eyes, and my awkward and contradictory mood was completely liberated at this moment, "My name is Ge Dayong!" I silently said to myself over and over again, I should integrate into this body, this character, this family.

"Ah Ying, take a break! We're almost at the county seat." The father looked at his mother, who was already unable to support her, and said distressedly.

"Since we're almost here, let's work harder." Said the mother walked forward faster.

There are more and more people rushing ahead, and the sky is gradually getting dark.When I met anyone, I asked how to get to the only hospital in the county. Under the guidance of pedestrians along the way, I came to the most authoritative hospital in the county, and it was also a relatively large-scale hospital at that time. The impressive three-storey building seemed to be the most magnificent landmark building in the county. things.

The most eye-catching thing when entering the hall is a huge portrait of the leader, next to it is the registration office, and through rows of small windows, you can see doctors in white coats inside.

"Comrade! My child is sick and needs to see a doctor." The father was a little nervous when he came to such a place for the first time, and he didn't know how to find a doctor to see a doctor and prescribe medicine in such a high-end hospital.

"I'm sorry! The doctors in the hospital are off work." Through the small window, I saw a young female doctor tidying up a pile of note papers on the table and preparing to leave work.

"Comrade! My child is very ill. If it is delayed, it may endanger his life. Please think of a way." The young father was anxious, blocking the small window that the doctor was about to close.

"I'm really sorry, the doctor is off work, this is the hospital's regulation." The young female doctor was a little angry at her father's unreasonable trouble, and she pulled the latch of the small window and "slammed" it shut.Father snorted and retracted his hand in pain.

"Ahe! Does it hurt?" The mother pulled the palm of the father's hand, and gently rubbed the thumbnail of the father's whitened thumbnail.I was annoyed in my heart: why are there still those ignorant fools who maintain their noble and superior professions here!

"Comrade! When will the doctor come?" His father's disappointed face showed deep helplessness and self-blame. He could only hope for tomorrow, but he didn't dare to think about it before it was too late.

"Nine to five!" The female doctor's haughty voice came from inside the wall.

My father held me with one hand, and took my mother with the other, walked out of the hospital hall, and sat down beside the stone pillar under the eaves of the hospital entrance.I wrapped the thin quilt around me again, and touched my forehead to make sure there was no sign of aggravating the condition, and the frowning brows relaxed a little.

"Eat something, I haven't eaten for a day." The father took out two cakes that were muffled and handed them to the young mother.The mother took it and chewed it in big mouthfuls. With chapped lips, one can imagine how difficult it is to swallow such a cake, but in order not to drag the child and husband down, the young mother forced herself to swallow it.

At this moment, tears rolled in my eyes. Today, all the emotions of my life have been paid in advance. I have nothing to move. I need to live well, for them!

"You can't rest here." A middle-aged man in his 50s wearing black-rimmed glasses and a neat navy blue Chinese tunic looked at us and said, with a calm tone but a warm current that makes it easy to generate a sense of trust. From him, we can see the inherent tenacity and melancholy of intellectuals in this era.

"We came from Dahe Village, thirty miles away. The child is very sick, but the doctor here has already left work, and the doctor can only see the child when the doctor goes to work tomorrow. Maybe we can see the doctor sooner if we wait here." The young father thought that someone was going to drive him away, and his usually gentle temperament also showed a look of determination.

"The child is seriously ill!" The middle-aged man frowned tightly when he heard his father's words.Reaching out and gently pulling away the thin quilt on my body, he gently touched my swollen belly with slightly cool fingers, and said with a dignified expression.

"But—" Father choked his throat and shook his head helplessly.

"Follow me!" The middle-aged man got up and walked towards the hospital hall.The father and mother behind them stared at each other with puzzled eyes in a daze, and finally saw hope in each other's eyes.He quickly got up and followed the middle-aged man into the lobby of the hospital, just in time to see the registered female doctor getting ready to leave work.

"Dean Jian!" The young female doctor greeted the middle-aged man respectfully.Seeing us behind us, panic flashed across our faces for a moment.

"Go back and write a review. If you don't go deep, you won't use it tomorrow." The middle-aged man had a serious face, scaring the parents behind him not knowing what happened.And I knew that I was saved, and I met a noble person.

"Dean Jian, you can't—" The young female doctor obviously didn't expect that Dean Jian would be so stern and decisive.

"What I want is a doctor, and a doctor must first understand what medical ethics is!" Dean Jian interrupted the young female doctor, and his sonorous and forceful words made me feel good about this dean who only met once.No matter what era, China lacks such doctors who can save lives and heal the wounded.

The young female doctor looked at Dean Jian's serious and undeniable determination, and a look of resentment appeared on her face that was ashen with anger. After a "hum", I turned and left the hospital hall. Looking at the back of the young woman leaving angrily, I was a little worried about this Dean Jian whom I admired so much.

"Recently, the ward of the Children's Department is full. Let's stay here first." Dean Jian led us down the long, dark corridor until we stopped in front of a door next to the "Dean's Office".

Opening the office door, a faint smell of disinfectant came to my face, "Yawn!" This familiar smell made me feel uncomfortable.A pair of small hands tightly grasped the white short jacket of the young father behind him, and buried his head in his broad chest. The strong pulse and the smell of thick sweat made me inexplicably at ease.

"Take the baby to the bed." I felt a bunch of sharp eyes focus on me with curiosity and searching. This feeling is very bad, as if I was stripped naked and stood in front of the public to be instructed by thousands of people.

"Ah!" He raised his head from the young father's arms angrily, and what suddenly caught his eyes was Dean Jian's dark eyes.My heart trembled suddenly: such sharp eyes.

"Smart boy!" Dean Jian teased me by opening one eye and closing the other.

"Ah!" Childish!Turn away.In a good mood, Dean Jian picked up the white robe on the hanger, put it on, and hung the stethoscope on his chest.Only then did I realize that the office was very small and crude.

A long desk is neatly piled with stacks of file portfolios.The armchair next to it is old, and the dark red paint has faded to reveal the maroon wood inside.The entire wall cabinet behind it is full of professional books, new or old, all unstained, which shows that the owner often reads them.

The middle of such a small office is separated by a white gauze curtain. When the white gauze curtain is pulled open, there is a simple medical single bed and a simple coffee table, and there is nothing else.

My young father stretched my limbs flat on my back on the white single bed, and I could actually see my bulging belly bulging like a small hill.A pair of slender hands with well-defined bones and joints gently moved over my swollen belly. The cool touch reminded me of a bloody corpse lying on the dissecting table. The sharp scalpel was removing the subcutaneous fat piece by piece. separate.

The horrifying picture lingered in my mind, and I slapped the hand on my stomach in a conditioned reaction.Protecting his stomach with two fleshy arms, he looked warily at Dr. Jian who was a little dazed above his head.

"How old is the child?" Doctor Jian looked at me without blinking, and I could see a wicked smirk flashing in those wise eyes.I wonder if this doctor Jian is also a black doctor, because I praised him a lot just now.

"It's almost ten months." The young father looked at the doctor worriedly.

"Are you sure this child is less than one year old!" Jane