happy looking back

When I got up, I was ashamed to realize that the bladder had stored too much water and wanted to drain it.

"What's wrong, uncomfortable?" Li Xiqing hurriedly leaned over from the nurse's chair beside her, and looked at my stiff and straight arms hidden under the quilt, and my flushed face in an instant.

Mother Li, who was arranging the children's clothes she had just bought, walked to the bed nervously.After Li's father studied the night sky, Li's mother has been forcing him to give positive opinions on every strange and weird children's clothing.After finally turning her attention to me, Mama Li breathed a sigh of relief and followed me to my side.

"No—it's not uncomfortable!" Looking at Li Xiqing's narrow, sharp but concerned eyes, I felt my skin start to heat up, and the faint smell began to linger around me.

The skin all over the body was tense, and the burning sensation in the lower abdomen became more and more obvious.Trembling, he stretched out his hand to touch his lower abdomen. He always only knew the sleeping bean sprouts, but now he looked like a swollen pencil shaft.It's over, I want to go to the bathroom!I barely lifted my injured left leg, and the sutures of the wound suddenly tightened so that I didn't dare to make any more movements.

"Uh!" I gasped, looking at my big watery eyes in horror, leaning over in front of me, close at hand on this sharp-edged face, those dark doubtful eyes slowly stained with a smile that reached the bottom of my eyes.At this moment, my mind was blank, and all my attention was focused on my lower abdomen, where I was pressing a big hand with a thin callus.

"Woo!" I felt like my big hands were playing recklessly in the restricted area below my stomach. I almost couldn't hold back the anger and shame of being teased, and I wet the bed.So I became annoyed and grabbed the salty pig's hand on my stomach, and threw the quilt violently.Wronged, hugging the "frivolous" body, he glanced at Li's mother and Li's father sadly.

"It's okay!" Facing the accusation in Li's mother's eyes, Li Xiqing looked at me curled up in a ball under the quilt, and smiled maliciously, "It's the baby who wants to relieve me~~~" The deep magnetic voice is like spring water stroking a bluestone slab, soft and delicate, But it also seemed to be scratching the tip of my heart with a feather, and I was so shocked and itchy that my whole body was so sensitive and trembling.

"What's so embarrassing, Mama Li carried the baby to the bathroom." The kind smile on Mama Li's face made my heart, liver, spleen, kidney and lungs all wither in the autumn wind.Recalling day and night five years ago, Ge Heping’s father hugged me and squatted on the corner of the wall, pulling my two tender legs like snow-white lotus roots, shaking my thighs, and making a "shhhhh" sound .Although that kind of life can't take care of myself, and the days of incontinence have passed for many years, but every time I think about it, it still makes me angry and crazy.

"No—no need! It's not in a hurry—" He moved and moved, and the cat slipped into the quilt with a "chuck".The hot flashes on the face were severe, and the lower abdomen was getting more and more swollen.No wonder the ancients said that people have three kinds of urgency: inner urgency, impatience and impatience. This kind of physiological need that is completely uncontrollable is really a pillar of our future flowers, facing the rising sun and thriving.

The sweltering heat and humidity in the quilt made cold sweat faintly break out on my forehead, and I listened to the silence outside with my ears pricked up.I secretly prayed in my heart that Li Xiqing would know his feelings and choose to avoid it temporarily, so even if I crawled, I would crawl to the bathroom to solve the urgency.But after waiting for a long time, there was no movement at all, the urge to urinate became more and more obvious below the abdomen, and my whole body was trembling with tension, I couldn't hold it anymore!

"Baby, use this." A deep voice suddenly whispered in my ear with a strong "Buluoren".Then a gust of cool wind blew into the quilt in front of me, and through the faint light, I grabbed Li Xiqing and stuffed it into the quilt.As soon as I got the cold and hard porcelain flat object, a row of jet-black threads hung on my forehead.Having been hospitalized, no one knows that there is something called a potty, which is really a shame to throw it at grandma's house.

"Wow, wow, wow~~~" I wish there was a pit on the ground, and I immediately buried myself.Lying on your side to relieve your hand is a difficult technical task, but my ears are too concerned about the movement outside the quilt.Ever since, my incessant urge to urinate is like a man. The most common symptoms at the age of 50 are frequent urination, urgency, incessant urination, waiting for urination, typical prostatitis, and people may misunderstand me as "a widow" Illness!"

The moment Li Xiqing reached into the quilt to take the potty away, I was already more cautious than the eye of a needle, and my self-esteem was higher than the sky, which made me feel embarrassed and wanted to kill myself from the people.When I relaxed, my body was sweating and uncomfortable, and my lower abdomen made my tense nerves finally relieved.Two eyes rolled in the darkness, and ears were erected like a big wolf dog to watch every move outside.

Time passed by every minute and every second, and the little awkwardness in my heart gradually healed.Looking back at the time when I was faced with a dozen pretty nurses interns, the doctor used me as a prop in public and taught clinical catheterization by hand.I didn't blink my eyes once, and my face didn't turn red once. Of course, I was a little more sad than dead at that time.

The thieves popped out of the bed and looked around: Li Xiqing was concentrating on swinging the fruit knife quickly in his hand, and Li's father was quietly watching Li's mother stacking the newly bought children's clothes.The white-haired old man beside him fell into sleep peacefully, and the warmth and tranquility settled down in the ward, making the air he breathed bring peace and warmth.

"Bang!" After a muffled sound came from the next room, a series of "crackling" heavy objects hit the ground and made a sound, followed by "Help--" The miserable howling shook the empty room for a while.Li Xiqing leaned leisurely on the chair without any movement in his body, but the fruit knife flew between his slender fingers and disappeared, leaving a faint silver light and shadow when it turned rapidly.

"Help——, murder!"

"Bang! Shut up!" The icy voice was like metal passing through a concrete brick slab, cold and cold, murderous and wanton, it sounds like a super evil is raping/robbing, murdering and robbing.But I seem to be familiar with this sinister and deep voice. I searched all the familiar faces in my mind, and none of them fit the face of a vicious "bad guy". what kind.

Suddenly a pair of eyes appeared in my mind, a pair of violent dark animal pupils, but seemed to be full of confusing licking feelings.Although we only met once, the kind of parent-child bond that is always revealed in the young father made me worry for a while whether this ruthless man would get into trouble, but now it seems that I was too worried.

After a quick glance at the expressions of everyone in the ward, a huge wave of shock was set off in my heart.The room next door is screaming and killing, and our place is eerily quiet.Maybe it's because it's not easy to wake up when you're getting older, so thunderclaps for help and loud noises from smashing things didn't affect such an old man's spring and autumn dreams.

But the dignified and virtuous mother Li should have heard it, but things backfired, she was still rubbing her hands in the cute children's clothes, smiling happily.The wise and refined father Li was in such a good mood that he closed his eyes and rested his mind. Li Xiqing was playing with an apple-peeling fruit knife as a murderous weapon "Ruthless Flying Knife", and he played it in a variety of ways, with a radiant glow.

"That—I know that neighbor who is yelling, beating, killing, and murdering~~~" Pointing to the wall behind him timidly, his cowardly eyes glanced at the side with "all ears" focused on Li Xiqing.

Mama Li let go of her crumpled clothes, and Papa Li looked at me with curiosity and concern.Feeling betting on myself with three pairs of encouraging eyes, at this moment, my heart is sweet and happy, but also somewhat helpless.Because I found that the Li family is not interested in the unlucky guy next door calling for help and the cold "murderer", they just want me, a depressed "child", to get rid of awkwardness and embarrassment as soon as possible.

"Baby knows who he is?" Li Xiqing sat next to me with great interest, and naturally embraced my pea-like body, her cool arms were pulled out of the carapace like a snail from the back through the armpit.As soon as the wet clothes and sweaty body came into contact with the air after the rain in late spring in the ward, I shivered unconsciously, and my hairs stood on end.

"He's the reporter who interviewed me at the airport—" The man's vicious eyes like guarding wolf cubs once again appeared in his mind, as well as the innocent smiling boy on the medical record card of Lu Binghua Children's Hospital.Are they father and son?Thinking quickly in my heart.It felt like a warm towel was swimming on the sticky skin, and it was as comfortable as a satisfied cat squinting its eyes and whimpering.

"Baby has a good impression of him?" Li Xiqing took the towel from Mama Li's hand and wrung it dry, and played with my boneless lazy cat up and down. The capillaries all over my body were screaming, and even the nerve endings on my toes were stretched freely. up.In fact, as long as I don't touch my face, face, and food, I am really easy-going, thinking about nothing in my heart.

"En~~~, his eyes always remind me of my father." Obviously the temperament is completely different, but they have the same feeling.

I used to not understand what it was like to be cared for by "mother's love" and "father's love", so I read the books praising my father and mother, and felt that she was as beautiful as the clouds in the sky: beautiful but so far away from me.It was only after I experienced it that I realized that his beauty is actually very simple and simple, and that he really exists beside him and is within easy reach.If it is said that without love, a person can still live alone, then without family affection, he will be like a beast.

"Save him!" The wounded beast roared from the ward next door, reminding me of the fierce and anxious moment when Li Xiqing kicked open the door of the emergency room not long ago.save who? !Save that skinny kid in a hospital gown with an innocent smile?Thinking of this, my heart was suddenly pulled up, and I felt sorry for Li Xiqing who left his back to Heidongdong's gunpoint. I thank you for being so hot at the moment when you kicked the emergency room, and I was moved at this moment.

"It's useless for you to kill me, it's not that I don't