happy looking back

The little boy is entitled to be sad and hurt the autumn, I take back the slander against him last night.

"Keep him first, and make a decision after consulting the eldest lady!" Brother Qiang made a final decision, and my tense nerves relaxed, and suddenly I felt a raging surge of ice and fire attacking my whole body again.The soul is stripped from the body, such a real but terrifying feeling makes me tremble uncontrollably.

"Won't this brat pee his pants in fright? Look at this little body shaking like sifting beans." I couldn't distract myself from the lame chicken's teasing.He tightly covered himself with both hands, almost burning through his chest, and the "buzzing" sound in his head was like thousands of flies trying to break out of their shells.The infinite expansion was broken and panicked, as if in the next second, he might turn into a monster like the "Hulk".

I just felt a chill on my body, and the sudden light hurt my eyes, and the woven bag covering most of my body was pulled off by a lame chicken.Rude and violently tore me down on the bamboo couch.He had no time to take care of his embarrassment at this moment, but instinctively curled up his body, clinging to the cold mat to resist the impact of a flood like a beast in his body.

Sweat drenched the bangs on my forehead, covering most of my cheeks.The corners of his eyes were soaked in salty sweat, which was a little stinging.He hastily glanced at the sharp-billed monkey, the lame chicken, and the gloomy "Brother Qiang".Finally, I cast a comforting glance at Cheng Yu under my feet, but I saw Cheng Yu's beautiful eyes looking at me worriedly.

"Brother Qiang, this brat won't be scared to death, right? His face is so pale and bloodless, his whole body is wet like he just got out of the water." Caught off guard, he was kicked by the lame chicken, Kick me to the inside of the bamboo couch.Seeing this, Cheng Yu whimpered and looked at the lame chicken with a fierce look in his eyes.Seeing that I had no resistance, the lame chicken rolled and crawled into the corner "shivering", and couldn't help laughing more and more proudly.

I have used my body to control this for six years, but suddenly I feel more and more powerless.I don't believe in ghosts, ghosts, gods and Buddhas, but at this time it seems that part of Chen Guan's adult consciousness is gradually waking up from Ge Dayong's six-year-old immature body.It feels weird, but I can clearly feel that the once depressed, timid, but more indifferent self is being revived.

Will we go back to the 21st century, continue to rely on drugs and chemotherapy to maintain a weak life, continue to live a life without friends and relatives, and continue to humble ourselves to hide our inability to face the sexual orientation?So what is Ge Dayong, an absurd dream? !How could I be willing to hand over all this warmth to the illusion!Pulling my hair tightly, I hit the ground with my head, the muffled sound and pain of "dongdong" reminded me: Chen Guan is false, Ge Dayong is real!

"It can't be really scary!" The lame chicken Xinqi exclaimed, as if seeing the funniest scene of this century, pointing at me "crazy" curled up in the corner.Cheng Yu stubbornly lay down on the bamboo mat, crawled towards me on his shoulders and elbows, and let out a mournful cry from his throat, which gradually faded away from my ears.

"Is this gentleman coming here for the first time? My name is Cui Yingying, just call him Yingying." The woman's whimpering voice came from behind the wall like a ghost.Deep in the vortex of ice and fire, the body seems to feel the "rope" falling from the sky, and the trembling of the legs cannot be restrained, and the mottled and damp wall behind him is supported, and the fingernails are inserted/into the wall powder without noticing it.

"Where did this come from?!" The man's icy voice was like a stream of clear water, splitting the chaotic mist and giving me a moment of peace in my dull thinking. Is it Li Xiqing?His forehead was steaming with sweat and pressed against the cool wall behind him, his legs were trembling and fluttering, and he had nowhere to focus.

"Cough—cough cough~~~, let go—" The woman's throat was tightly stuck, and the tip of her high-heeled shoes thumped against the floor tiles, making a dull sound.

The hoarse dry cough and shortness of breath made me start to jump up in a daze, it must be him!saved? !But the turbulent glacier water around me, and the flying fire snakes have dragged me into the abyss little by little, "I'm so hungry~~~", I wanted to call for help to Li Xiqing, who was only separated by a wall, but I blurted out a childlike grievance and coquettishness.

"Woooo~~~" Cheng Yu kicked his legs, raised his head until his face flushed, and his throat screamed like a small animal.

There was a "plop" sound from behind the wall, and the woman fell heavily to the ground.The lame chicken's complexion changed suddenly, and he rushed forward to slam the knife with his hand.Cheng Yu suffered from pain and collapsed on the bamboo couch.

"Brother Qiang!" The lame chicken looked at the same gloomy "Brother Qiang" with a hideous face.

"Calm down! It's just a client, crushing him to death is as easy as crushing an ant!" "Brother Qiang" calmly rolled his eyes at the guards behind the door, and shouted, "Go to the other side to see what's going on, if you eat Don't settle the bill for dry mop, deal with him according to the rules of the gang!" His mouth was utterly ruthless, but his eyes were staring straight at me like a poisonous snake.

"This kid looks familiar, maybe it's really a ticking time bomb. What do you think? Cute "angel baby", what should I do with you little thing~~~" "Brother Qiang" swayed in front of me playfully , grabbed my hair and lifted me up like a dead cat.The scalp was tearing and throbbing, which brought tears to my eyes.

"I'm so hungry~~~" I slowly raised my head, the moment the man wrapped his slender neck with iron bones like eagle claws, the switchblade hidden inside the arm suddenly stopped trembling.The wanton fire snake in my chest and the icy cold around me dragged my whole body into a huge vortex, after which my world became silent.

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I don't know how long I slept in a daze, and I always feel that there are countless black images popping out of my mind, messy and irregular.It made me dizzy and my brain didn't know what day and night it was. When my consciousness gradually came back, I realized later that my whole body was so sore as if my bones were falling apart.In particular, the churning stomach acid in the deflated stomach sac made me frightened, and the pain of gastric perforation was killed after trying it once, and I didn't want to experience it again.

"Are you hungry?" The familiar voice of nature sounded in my ears, waking me up from my anxiety.Looking up, I was so shocked that my eyeballs almost popped out of my sockets. Is the man sitting on the edge of the bed with an unshaven beard, haggard look and messy hair the man who always pays attention to appearance and looks more indifferent than gentle Li Xiqing? !

From his gloomy pupils with dots of cold stars, I saw a trace of tenderness floating in his eyes, which was indeed Li Xiqing's eyes looking at me.As I moved my gaze, I saw that Li Xiqing was holding a bowl of steaming porridge in his hand, and the fluid under his tongue "gudong" reflected his body's thirst. After swallowing a mouthful of saliva, his eyes could not move away from the food.

"Xiqing, did you sleep well last night? The dark circles under your eyes have come out, this—is this for me to eat?" Going straight to the point and wanting to eat seems too unfeeling, so I will care about Li Xiqing first.Li Xiqing held a small bowl in his hand, the bowl was very beautiful, compared to the ceramic sea bowl at home, this one is simply a handicraft.But I don't like this kind of bowl, like a cat's food dish, it takes several bowls to fill my hungry stomach.When you invite people to dinner in Xiaohe Village, you have to fill the rice bowl with white shells, even if the bottom is full of wild vegetables. This is the traditional way of hospitality in China.

"Be careful not to knock it over, let me do it." Jiji Houhou stretched out his hand to reach the bowl, but Li Xiqing blocked it back.Carefully lifted me up and raised the soft pillow behind me before Li Xiqing picked up the spoon and tested the temperature with her upper lip.In normal times, I might be a little shy, but now I'm holding it and growling, I feel like I can swallow the beautiful white porcelain bowl in Li Xiqing's hand whole.

"Woo~~~, jujube porridge tastes like my father!" I couldn't wait to open my mouth wide to hold the spoon, the sweet and sticky taste instantly awakened my yearning for the young father's pair of dexterous hands.Every winter morning, I can drink a bowl of warm winter jujube porridge, and I feel that I can't finish my work that day.

"Baby's dad cooks jujube porridge, which tastes like home." Li Xiqing saw that I ate it sweetly, and he enjoyed it more than he ate it himself.Swallowing the warm porridge in his mouth, he was proud of his young father's good craftsmanship, but also a little surprised by Li Xiqing's rare "sensibility".

Facing my big wet eyes, Li Xiqing smiled lightly and gently wiped the rice juice from the corner of my mouth.The expression was far away, as if caught in a good memory, "It was my first time at Baobao's house, and I was lucky enough to taste it once. I realized that the food is the most delicious when cooked with heart." I opened my mouth stupidly, looking at the elegant and intellectual Li Xiqing in front of me, thinking Shocked: The lone wolf in the prairie is going to transform into a big domestic wolf dog? !

"Li Xiqing, have you not shaved for a few days?" Li Xiqing looked more and more like Father Li with a calm and elegant demeanor, but this slovenly appearance ruined the tranquility and beauty.I stretched out my palm to touch Li Xiqing's unshaven chin, only to realize that both of my palms were covered with white gauze.The scene before fainting from hunger gradually came to mind, and he grabbed Li Xiqing's hand nervously, almost knocking over the gruel in his hand, "How is Cheng Yu, and that—the kidnapper Brother Qiang and the lame chicken—"

"The little ghost is safe and sound, doesn't the baby remember?" Seeing Li Xiqing's tangled brows a little loose, it made me feel strange, what do I mean I don't remember!This terrible experience is estimated to be unforgettable for a lifetime.Fortunately, in the end, Li Xiqing succeeded in attracting Li Xiqing and saved a little bit of face. Otherwise, he would be picked up like a dead cat, and in the end he would lose his position and faint from hunger. Thinking about it, I feel ashamed and flustered.

"Those people are so inhumane, they starved me—— Cheng Yu and I didn't give us a bite of food for a whole day and night. Even if the death row criminals are executed after autumn, there will be a last farewell meal! Palapapapapala~~~" Heinous