happy looking back

Paying respects to the empty seats and downing them.It seemed that there was a handsome and talented man sitting there.

"At that time, I was very envious of those soldiers in military uniforms. I dreamed of wearing military green uniforms and carrying guns to the battlefield." Uncle You Jianjun took a sip of his wine and grinned silly, "That night I made a wish to be able to fight in the future." It is a pity that the number of places is limited to become a soldier who went to battle to kill the enemy. My parents died early, so I am not eligible to sign up." Only children, those with two parents supporting them; orphans, and those with both parents deceased; At that time, the unspoken rules set by grandpa under great pressure.

"So I can't forgive her for her betrayal!" You Jianjun drank the soju again, and with a muffled "pop", he put the wine glass heavily on the stone table.The smell of alcohol rose up, his face flushed red, and his eyes were spitting fire. You can imagine how much he hated the woman who betrayed him and his son.He didn't want You Dan to step into his old path again: living a mediocre life without fulfilling his ambitions.

"Zhu Zhu is a good woman, you should cherish it." With tears in his eyes, the young father turned away and patted You Jianjun on the shoulder vigorously.The comfort between men has never been expressed in words. Only responsibilities and obligations can make a man regain his strength.You Jianjun understood, and a firm expression gradually appeared on his bitter face, "I will! You Dan became a special soldier last year, and my lifelong wish has been fulfilled."

"Among the four of us, I'm probably the most unpromising~~~~~~" Although the young father was mocking himself, the pride and satisfaction on his drunken face made people sitting on both sides You Jianjun and Kimurano rolled their eyes at the same time.The young father who Quan Dang didn't see was shaking the wine in the glass, his eyes wandering, as if returning to the sweetness and youthfulness of the tryst under the moon a long time ago.

"I hope to be a person like my father. I don't need to do much. As long as I can benefit one party and let my wife and children have something to rely on, this life is enough." The simple and simple wishes of the young father made my eyes water, my grandfather said That's right, the young father can't be a hero and martyr like Ge Tenglong.But what grandpa didn't know was that the young father had inherited too much of his old man's tenacity and kindness.

"The wish for peace is really fulfilled, just for the earth-shattering new atmosphere of Xiaohe Village, we did it!" You Jianjun raised the white porcelain cup in his hand high, and the three of them clinked glasses and drank them all in one gulp.That kind of boldness, that kind of demeanor, that kind of chic, is the unique charm of a man who is immersed in the hardships of life.

There are no dishes on the stone table, only a handful of shelled peanuts.The three men sitting in a group can't drink lightly, and the people who come and go with each other are all a bit smart.As the saying goes: If wine does not get drunk, everyone gets drunk.Now that the three men with their own circumstances are together, those words are endless.

"Kimura, tell me about you." After waiting for a long time, the young father asked curiously when Kimura didn't talk about his wish back then.You Jianjun, who was [-]% drunk beside him, also asked curiously, "How have you been over there these years?" Seeing Kimura Ye who was sitting quietly opposite, he just shook his head lightly, the young father was worried, Then he asked, "Are they treating you well?"

"How can I answer you like this?" Kimuraye pretended to be leisurely and took a sip of his wine, with a slight smile on his drunken face.It's just that the smile is a little bitter, but also a little warm.Life is alive, there are friends like this, what a pity in this life!

"I'm different from you—" Before Kimura finished speaking, the young father raised his shoulders and wanted to refute, but Kimura pushed him back on the chair.Kimura shook his head reassuringly, and continued, "Your wishes can be expressed, but mine can't be expressed." No one understood what kind of mood Kimura was feeling under the calm but pale face at this moment. You Jianjun and the young man Dad chose to drink with his head up in silence.Although it is said that wine is more worrying and worrying, but sometimes: how to relieve worries, only Du Kang!

"I want to let those who have abandoned me experience the fear and loneliness of being abandoned, isolated, and allowed to perish on their own." Kimurano said slowly, word by word, with a hoarse and deep voice like a ghost. It was cold to the bone.

No one can understand the sadness of a newborn baby being abandoned by his loved ones in the rocky hills, leaving it to perish on its own; no one can understand the hardships of struggling in a dark cage at the age of 17; no one can Understand the helplessness of the relatives who watched the nurturing grace commit suicide because they both took poison.That kind of hatred, that kind of resentment, probably has invaded his bone marrow.Revenge became his sole purpose of living.

"Perhaps I have stayed with you for too long. When I really faced them, I actually softened~~~" Kimurano grabbed the wine bottle on the table and poured it down.The spirits flowed along his pale chin, soaked the lapel of his chest, and flowed into his panting chest.Revenge and mercy are always incompatible propositions. Putting aside the resentment in his heart, how will Kimura face the biggest issue in life, "alive".

The scene from a long time ago appeared in front of my eyes: the twilight was falling, the pines and cypresses were vigorous, the jackdaws were crying, and there was a person standing in front of the two new graves for a long time, thinking about it.It's not that he wants to raise a child but doesn't want to be loved, or that he wants to have fun with his family, he just thinks about how to live.Although in the end, fate still played a small joke with him.

"Don't drink, you'll get drunk!" The young father stepped forward and snatched the wine bottle from Kimura's hand, and threw it heavily on the ground.The wine bottles that could not withstand the impact of gravity shattered into pieces of glass and scattered all over the ground. The wine flowed quickly along the low-lying concrete road, and the air was filled with the mellow smell of wine.Looking at the ruined good wine, Kimurano sighed regretfully, "It's a pity that there is a good bottle of wine."

"You—" the young father blushed with anger, pointed at Kimurano's nose with trembling fingers and wanted to curse, moved his mouth a few times, "Hey!" At last he sighed long and slumped down on the chair.He twisted his head awkwardly, intending to ignore Kimurano.

"I know what you mean, are you worried that I will follow Li Gui's old path?" Kimura took his father's wine glass and took a sip, his pale face flushed with alcohol.A deep sense of relief flashed through the slightly squinted eyes, "No! I still have unfulfilled promises." Kimura's nagging words stunned the sulking young father and You Jianjun at the side. , said in unison, "What promise?!"

"It depends on what the baby needs?" Kimura half-closed his drunken eyes, and glanced behind the courtyard door meaningfully.The flash of "maliciousness" in Ziye Hanxing's eyes made me shrink back instinctively.If it wasn't for Li Xiqing standing upright behind me, I would almost have sat down on the ground.

"How long are you going to lie there and shame yourself?!" The young father once again used his lion's roar, the way he blows his beard and stares like my domineering and violent old man.Who will say that Ge Heping is honest and honest next time, I will be anxious to him!

Keep promise

"Dad, it's so late, you haven't slept yet~~~" With a silly face, he ran over enthusiastically, pouring wine and asking for warmth.After giving the young father enough face and face, the livid face softened a little.Spotting Li Xiqing behind me, my father nodded politely.During this time, my eyes were wide open, wanting to see how his attitude towards Li Xiqing was different from before.It's a pity that if the honest and honest people tell lies, I'm afraid the old man Zhang Fenggang who can pinch and count will come, and he will be fine.

"Are you dumb? You are spoiled by your grandpa. You are not old or young all day long!" The young father put on a strict father's face, and his eyes told me: Be smart, I didn't see that my father's brothers are all there!I understood it, and gave the young father an OK gesture with the hand covered in the cuff.

"Hello, Uncle You! Hello, Uncle Kimura!" I smiled like a flower, and bowed.Put your hands together in the shape of a good fortune boy, "I wish Uncle You and Uncle Kimura a happy New Year, everything goes well, wealth is abundant, longevity is long, and everything goes like-"

"Okay! Alright! The more you talk, the more you will lose your bounds." The young father sullenly wanted to be a strict father, but the unsightly arc of his mouth always vented his old feelings.I was scornful in my heart, I am afraid that everyone in the village knows the old background of the young father: fear of his father, doting on his wife, and doting on his son.Even so, he pretended to be enjoying himself.

"I was still breastfeeding back then, but in the blink of an eye, I'm already as tall as me!" Kimurano stood up staggeringly with a bit of drunkenness, came to me, and gestured with his hands that we were about the same height.Looking closely at this Kimurano who has never had the chance to see his true face, his skin is almost strangely pale, and he can even clearly distinguish the blue and red blood vessels under the skin.There is a softness in those cold eyes that I am all too familiar with. I have seen such love and joy from the young father's eyes more than once.

"I didn't expect Uncle Kimura to be more temperamental than I imagined~~~~~~" Looking at his father's eyes, he joked with him.Maybe few people commented on him like that, after a moment of stupefaction, Kimura burst into thunderous laughter, which startled the birds that lived in the bamboo forest in front of the courtyard to fly up into the air.

"Temperament?! When did this thing have a relationship with our brothers? I don't know who stabbed a hornet's nest and threw it in the yard of Qian Liangming's house, and I don't know who went to Changzheng Village to dig sweet potatoes. I don’t know how much I have been harmed——, woo~~~~~” Seeing that You Jianjun, who was quite drunk, exposed his old background in front of the “children”, the young father hurried forward and covered You Jianjun’s mouth