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The arms retreated again and again.I screamed in my heart: what are you afraid of!You are a big man of 1.7 meters and [-] meters, and you are afraid that I, a douding less than one meter in size, can do anything to you. Even if I have any bad ideas, I must have that ability!Wait~~~, who is sick?Ya

"Who is sick?" Is Li Xiqing sick? !Could it be that my ears are ringing from hunger, such a strong man can't freeze him to death in winter swimming, and he will get sick after being drenched in the summer rain yesterday? !

"Li Xiqing!" Shi Lei nodded affirmatively, as if seeing my doubts, he added, "Yesterday when Li Xiqing came back, his clothes were all soaked, and he refused to take a bath. The firewood in the house was soaked by the heavy rain Li Xiqing used well water to take a bath. The bedding in the room can squeeze out water, so even a strong body can't stand it after being frozen all night." Shi Lei shook his head helplessly.

"Bring my quilt!" After the heavy rain last night, the temperature plummeted to around [-] degrees, hot and cold for a while, and the iron body couldn't bear it.If it wasn't for me yesterday, he probably wouldn't have fallen ill either.Suppressing the heartache and guilt in my heart, I quickly pulled up the quilt on the bed and asked Shi Lei to roll it up and take it away with me.

I hurried to the kitchen to pick up the hot red date porridge in the steamer and a small bowl of boiled edamame. This is the "afternoon tea" that my father specially reserved for me to satisfy my hunger because he was afraid that I would play too crazy.After preparing the thermos, I went to the grass shed to carry my special bamboo basket and small shovel, and hurriedly followed Shi Lei to the educated youth dormitory.

"Student Li Xiqing, this is the porridge I just cooked. You can drink it while it's hot." As soon as I walked into the courtyard of the educated youth dormitory, I heard Li Xiqing's gentle female voice coming from the room, which made my worried mood suddenly 180 degrees. Turning: I feel so guilty for you that I even contributed "afternoon tea", but you actually crawled in the pink skeleton tent and couldn't think of leaving!Holding the thermos cup, he turned his head angrily and walked out of the courtyard. Shi Lei, who was holding the quilt behind him, looked at the angry me in confusion for a moment.

"Take it out! I have no appetite!" Li Xiqing snarled mercilessly from the room.Hearing the sound, I hastily stopped my feet as I stepped out of the courtyard door.The originally angry mood took another 180-degree turn: You have a conscience, boy!Shi Lei looked at me foolishly and happily turned around and walked towards Li Xiqing's room.

"Then you have a good rest, I'm going to work at the radio station." The female voice in the room, who was stunned for a long time, sounded again, whispering full of grievances, making people feel that talking loudly to such a gentle and virtuous woman is the same. kind of sin. "Squeak—" The door was gently opened, and Kong Xiayan who came out was beautiful and enchanting, coupled with her aggrieved expression at this time, it made people's hard-hearted heart turn into tenderness.

Kong Xiayan didn't expect that there were people in the yard, the moment she saw Shi Lei, her pretty face froze.After that, she nodded gracefully without losing her upbringing, and walked out of the courtyard door swaying like a weak willow in the wind.After Shi Lei nodded politely in response, he directly stepped into Li Xiqing's room door, and Kong Xiayan completely ignored me, a little bean.

"Xiqing! Are you feeling better?" Shi Lei walked to Li Xiqing's bedside and asked concerned.

"Baby came to see me, and I feel much better." Li Xiqing's sharp and narrow eyes were glued to my stiff body from the moment I stepped through the door.Originally, I had ulterior motives towards others, but it was a great pleasure to be looked at by him like this, my face was "brushed" to the bottom of my ears, and my heart also "thumped, thumped" to my throat.

"Huh! Such a weak body, it's a disgrace to us men." The dead duck's stubborn mouth is talking about people like me, who are obviously very happy in their hearts, but when they come to their mouths, they make people feel angry.However, the two in front of me don't seem to be in this category, because they are smiling and staring at me with hurt faces.

"The five-year-old milk baby said that he is a man, and you are the first baby. Haha~~~" Shi Lei laughed so hard that he couldn't straighten his waist, he held the bed with one hand, and beat his feet and chest with the other. Blow off the roof.I bared my sharp "fangs" out of embarrassment, and Shi Lei, who smiled unscrupulously, was able to hold back the maniacal laughter.

brother li is sick

Playing the role of a brat for five years, it's easy to play tricks on me.However, I have the thinking of an adult after all, so I often show signs of premature love.This kind of miraculous phenomenon is regarded as a joke and after-dinner talk by the people around, and it is passed on from ear to ear without any scruples. I don't know whether it is luck or misfortune.

"It smells so good!" As soon as I unscrewed the lid of the vacuum flask, the sweetness of the red dates and the lightness of the gruel whetted the appetite no matter from the appearance or the taste.Shi Lei at the side stretched his neck and swallowed fiercely, watching with greedy eyes as I handed the jujube porridge and edamame to Li Xiqing.

"Brother Li, eat quickly." I stuffed a pair of bamboo chopsticks into Li Xiqing's slightly stiff palm.The high temperature in his body added a bit of softness and tenderness to his slightly stern face.I don't know whether it's because of the internal heat, or because of the revival of some long-forgotten emotions, the dark eyes are gradually stained with a little bit of bright red and water vapor.

"Hurry up and eat while it's hot, my father's craftsmanship is absolutely the same." Is it touching?I have no way of knowing.When he wanted to look for those eyes again, he had already returned to his usual calmness and self-control.

"Have you eaten? Cough cough~~~" Li Xiqing pinched my cheek with a smile, her hoarse voice had a scorching "wheeze".Severe respiratory infection makes the vocal cords vibrate, and at the same time, a large amount of sticky phlegm is blocked in the throat.Seeing that Li Xiqing's neck became thick and red from coughing, I quickly climbed into bed to look like my father, and patted his back to help him breathe.

"Kids stay away from me, it will be contagious." Li Xiqing, who was finally relieved, motioned to Shi Lei next to me to carry me to the chair on the upper edge of the wind, making sure that the saliva she coughed up would not spray on me before picking it up with confidence. Eat slowly with chopsticks.

"The taste is really extraordinary!" People with a cold have bitter taste in their mouths, white coating on their tongues, and they feel tasteless when they eat anything. In addition, their bodies are heavy and uncomfortable, and they have no appetite even more.Seeing Li Xiqing nodding in satisfaction, my hanging heart finally fell to the ground.

"Brother Shitou, go and boil some water." I turned my head and said to Shi Lei who was swallowing his saliva beside me.

"Oh!" Shi Lei raised his legs and walked out the door, but stopped suddenly at the door, and looked back at me in a daze, "Baby, why do I feel that there is no obstacle in communicating with you?" Shi Lei's doubts made him I instantly turned black.This kid can't speak, what communication is barrier-free, am I a child with cerebral palsy!

"Brother Little Stone~~~, your hands don't hurt anymore?" Stretching out the tip of his pink tongue, licking two sharp little canine teeth sinisterly, Shi Lei hid his arms behind his back with lingering fear, and quickly disappeared at the door of the room.

"Don't bite him next time! Don't tell me he didn't wash his hands when he went to the bathroom, and he didn't take a shower yesterday." Li Xiqing enjoyed tasting her father's love edamame.From time to time, I never forget to look at me with some sympathy in his disgusted eyes, completely ignoring my pale face.

"Brother Li, you eat first, I'll go out for a while." He ran to the kitchen without seeing Li Xiqing behind him and narrowed his eyes in satisfaction.He kicked open the door of the kitchen, picked up the ladle next to the water tank, and kept pouring water to rinse his mouth.It's not that I'm obsessed with cleanliness, it's that Shi Lei doesn't pay attention to personal hygiene!When you go back, you must make a small report to your grandfather, and you must take good care of the hygiene discipline in the educated youth dormitory.Going online is directly linked to work points and tasks, and see if he dares to go to the toilet without washing his hands!

Three ladles of well water were poured down, and the "salty fishy smell" in the mouth finally eased a lot.Just as he was about to go out to the kitchen, he saw Wang Xiong sitting alone in the stove lighting a fire.My mind was all focused on my mouth just now, and I didn't realize that there was steam curling up from the stove until now.

"Brother Wang, what are you cooking?" I ran over erratically, and Wang Xiong moved into the stove unnaturally.

"Cook—boil some boiling water." Wang Xiong mechanically put some damp firewood in his hand into the stove, with a pair of timid eyes drooping slightly on his blushing face.The curled figure made him look even more emaciated, as if feeling my probing sight, Wang Xiong cringed and leaned against the dark corner of the stove.

"Brother Wang, you are so kind." I looked at Wang Xiong pretending to be innocent and admiring. The severe autism and low self-esteem made this young man in his twenties shy away.I don't know what kind of past he can't bear to look back on, but I know that the next 30 years will be full of opportunities and challenges for China.If such a good time is not properly grasped, he will cowardly suffocate in a dark corner all his life, and spend the rest of his life in obscurity.

"No—it's not." Wang Xiong waved his hands again and again in amazement, faint sweat stains appeared on his blushing forehead, and his head was so low that he buried his head directly into his thin chest.Seeing Wang Xiong like this made me feel helpless and distressed. I often encountered children with low self-esteem in my three years of teaching career in my previous life.

Shyness, low self-esteem, unsociability, and dullness are just appearances. In fact, there is a beautiful crystal tower in their inner world that no one has set foot on.A more sentimental thinking mode than ordinary people, but fragile and vulnerable.An inadvertent action or word of others may drop a nuclear bomb capable of destroying themselves in their fragile world.For Wang Xiong, I hope he can stand up.Just like being forced to drop out of school back then, it strengthened my determination to become a great people's teacher.

"Brother Wang is not a good person?!" I covered my mouth, and stared at Wang Xiong with "warning" eyes wide and wet.

"No - no