happy looking back

He selflessly pursued his poor management of the rations for educated youths, so he dared not show up at Lao Ge's house.

Dad laughed and scolded Shi Lei for making a fuss out of a molehill, but he admired his straightforward personality of knowing his mistakes and admitting his mistakes.This made me, lying on the stove watching my father cook snake soup, feel panicked.I thought in my heart that I had to get some favors from Shi Lei, so that I could speak well for him in front of my father and grandpa.

After dinner, carrying a teacup of snake soup and half a jar of wild herbs, I headed for the educated youth dormitory under the watchful eye of my father.After walking far away, my father stood still at the gate of the yard and looked at me, his heart was bubbling with beauty.Dad didn't want me to go out alone at night, but considering Shi Lei's embarrassing thoughts, dad didn't want to increase the psychological burden of the classmate, so he chose to stay at home.

There is a large bamboo forest in front of the educated youth dormitory, and there is a faint voice of shouting from inside, "Could it be that Shi Lei and the others are hurrying up to rehearse the drama?" I couldn't see what was going on inside, so I decided to go and see first. See if Li Xiqing's cold is better.

As soon as I stepped into the courtyard gate, I saw Li Xiqing looking sideways at the full moon in the sky. The hazy moonlight made me unable to see his eyes clearly, but his tall and tall figure appeared vicissitudes and loneliness bathed in the cold moonlight.Mochizuki homesickness, human nature.Thinking of Li Xiqing's "Dad" full of complex emotions at noon, I think he misses his hometown and his relatives.

The old man who had been ignored by his parents for more than ten years, and raised him up through hard work, died indirectly because of his biological parents. What kind of torture should the resentment and blood entanglement here be.But the death of the old man seems to have other secrets. I don't like to get to the bottom of it, but I think Li Xiqing has more resentment than hatred in her heart.

"What are you doing there?" I didn't know when Li Xiqing's eyes shifted to me, and I quickly shook my head to get the messy thoughts in my head out of the sky.

"Drink this quickly, my father cooked it." I put the medicine jar and teacup in my hand on the stone table in the yard, gently lifted the lid of the medicine jar, and a light and slightly mint scent The fragrance of the medicine rushed towards him.

"Chinese medicine?" Li Xiqing frowned looking at the green soup in the medicine jar.

"This is fresh herbal medicine. Dad even added some rock sugar. It's not bitter." I looked at Li Xiqing enthusiastically and encouraged me. I didn't realize that Li Xiqing, a big man, is afraid of drinking traditional Chinese medicine.

"Did the baby pick the herbs?" Li Xiqing picked up the medicine jar and took a tentative sip. The fresh and slightly sweet taste made Li Xiqing's frowning gradually relaxed.A pair of sharp eyes looked straight at me, and for a moment on the other side I felt as if someone had stripped me naked, and my whole body felt chilly.

"Yes——, no!" My father didn't even realize that this guy must be trying to cheat me!

"Baby, you roll your eyes when you tell a lie." Li Xiqing picked up the medicine jar and "gudong, gudong" poured down the thick juice in the medicine jar, then stood up slowly and approached me step by step.Gradually, my back leaned against the wall behind me, and it was already impossible to retreat.This posture makes me feel like a girl who has been molested, with a burning shame on my face.

"What do you want to do?" He folded his fists across his chest, his eyes were viciously guarded.

"What do you think I want to do, baby?" Li Xiqing stood in front of me, looked down at Douding, and smiled wretchedly.

"You—don't mess around!"

"What's the matter, I just want to—" Li Xiqing's hoarse voice whispered softly, with a strange sensation, which made me blush.The violent acceleration of the "thumping" of the heart, I don't know if it's because I feel inferior to my immature body, or I'm being tempted to move by the male/erotic/seduced/bewitched, in short, it's complicated and hard to describe.

"What do you want to do—ah!" A cry of surprise fell into Li Xiqing's broad chest.

"Baby is good or bad~~~" Li Xiqing buried her head in my neck and sniffed the smell of my body carefully, whispering a little "coquettishly", which made me shiver unconsciously from the cold.Dad often said this to me, and I naturally understood it as a way of expressing doting.But when Li Xiqing said this, I felt that I was the one being molested.

"Drink the soup while it's hot, or it will be very fishy when it's cold." I pushed Li Xiqing's body, struggling to get off the ground, but I have experienced the strength of Li Xiqing's arms more than once, seeing him stubbornly refusing to let go , I can only divert my more and more blurred and dizzy attention.

"What is it?" Li Xiqing picked me up and sat on the stone table beside me.Lifting the porcelain lid of the teacup, the curling hot air with a fresh fragrance whets the appetite.

"Snake Soup!" I was very proud of today's harvest, and I didn't feel like I was puffing up my chest.

"Baby caught it!" Li Xiqing savored the rare wild game carefully, squinting her eyes to feel every capillary of the taste buds clamoring and groaning.

"How do you know?" I turned my head and looked at Li Xiqing's appearance of enjoying the food in surprise, without any surprise at all.The reason why I kept this from my father and grandpa was not only because I was afraid that they would worry about my safety, but also because I was superstitious about the curse of "zhiduo is close to a demon".

No one wants the people closest to them to be aliens. I firmly believe that my father and grandpa will never do anything to hurt me. I just simply don't want them to worry about some unimportant things.Nothing can change that I am the blood of Lao Ge's family, this is a fact, and it is also my wish.

"Look at your hands." Li Xiqing seemed to glance at my fingers unintentionally, and I hurriedly lowered my head to check, only to find that the index finger and thumb on my pair of white and tender paws were dark green.This was left when I was picking wild herbs. When I was at home, due to the dim light, my grandfather and father were worried about the rations for the educated youth, and my mother and grandmother were busy washing and brushing, but no one saw my pair of blackened fingers. But Li Xiqing not only saw it, but also guessed that the person who picked the medicine was me.

"Look at your shoes again." As soon as Li Xiqing finished speaking, I quickly raised the soles of my feet to check. There were no clues on the small black-brown cloth shoes, but there were some red blood splashes on the white cloth socks.

"You can go to be Sherlock Holmes' assistant." I sighed sincerely: I can see the meticulous thinking and keen insight of this person through his observation and insight.

"Sherlock Holmes?!" Li Xiqing looked at me dumbfounded with a half-smile, and said to himself, "I must have seen it on the TV in the office of the high secretary of Changzheng Village again." After speaking, he squeezed me happily Plump cheeks.

Unreservedly choose to trust my perfunctory sentence. With Li Xiqing's IQ, he must be full of doubts: how does a five-year-old baby, in this age when spiritual food is extremely scarce, know what is in the detective novel that was popular in Britain at the end of the last century? Talented fictional character.

But he chose to trust unconditionally and not to do any research.Such a considerate and gentle Li Xiqing will bring me into a deeper bond sooner or later.I look forward to being touched like this, so let myself open my heart and slowly experience the sweetest but also most difficult emotion in this world.

"Brother Li, what role are you playing in the play?" I relaxed my body and docilely curled up in Li Xiqing's arms, swinging my legs leisurely.Looking at the beautiful sky, sporadic shining, the moonlight is like practice.

"I don't know." Li Xiqing answered honestly.Listening to the faint singing in the bamboo grove, she knew that with Li Xiqing's illness, the character who could get Soldier B would probably be ruined.I don't know what kind of talent Director Shi Lei will have to force Li Xiqing, a tall and shining golden man, into it. Thinking of their ugly appearance on stage, I shook my head happily.

"The comedy that my baby wants to see will probably fail, and the general plot of Shi Lei's script is quite interesting." Li Xiqing said while stroking my soft, lanugo-like hair.

Listening to Li Xiqing's tone of admiration when he mentioned Shi Lei, I was gratified by such a breakthrough.No matter how strong a person is, he needs the support and affirmation of his friends.People who are isolated are painful and unhealthy, at least mentally they suffer from "loneliness".

But no matter how good a friend is, after all, it cannot make up for the regret caused by the lack of family affection.I used to travel all over half of China in order to find my roots, giving hope again and again but ruthlessly stripping it away again and again.But when I found it, apart from the two cold stone tablets, there was only fatigue and melancholy all over my body. I wanted to cry but couldn't shed tears anymore.

Dayong's deceitful scheming

"Brother Li misses home?" Looking up at the full moon in the sky, "A full moon brings together people", which carries the homesickness of countless wanderers throughout the ages.Asked aimlessly, but felt the chest behind him suddenly suffocated, and it took a long time to slowly relieve.

"Home?" Li Xiqing sighed quietly.

"Yes, there are fathers, mothers, and relatives. I like everyone to sit and make steamed buns to celebrate the new year. Grandpa writes Spring Festival couplets, dad kneads dough, mother and grandma make buns and serve them in a steamer." The face is happy Fingers crossed, the wet eyes must be shining like two stars.

"Then what is the baby doing?" Li Xiqing asked curiously. .

"Give bonuses to steamed buns, and help grandpa put up Spring Festival couplets." He raised his head proudly, as if he had done such a great event.

"So it's all logistics~~~" Li Xiqing sighed suddenly, with contempt in her tone.It hurts a proud person's self-esteem very much.

"Soldiers and horses go first before using food and grass, and logistics is the guarantee to ensure the final victory of the battle!" Clenching his fists, he argued hard.

"Baby's face is as red as a small tomato." Li Xiqing rubbed her chin, carefully identified whether the two "tomatoes" were ripe, and then