happy looking back

Ran as shy as a boiled shrimp.Shi Lei playfully grabbed Wang Xiong's shoulder, and waved goodbye to his father.

"We are ** successors,

We are ** successors,

Inherit the glorious tradition of revolutionary martyrs.

Love the motherland, love the people,

A bright red scarf flutters across his chest.

Not afraid of difficulties, not afraid of enemies,

Tenacious study, resolute struggle,

To march bravely toward victory,

Go forward bravely toward victory, go ahead!

To march bravely toward victory,

We are the successors of socialism.

. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . "

Xiongjiujiu's high-spirited song "Successors" is full of passion and blood, and they will be the fire for China's proud rise!There is a scorching frenzy in my chest, I want to fly, fly higher, go to the sky to fight against the wind and clouds; fly farther, go to the deep sea to turn the tide!Hold the hot beating heart in your chest tightly and burn it!

"Let's go! Help Dad clean Grandpa Jane's apartment!" Dad held down my head with high spirits and walked into the city gate.

"Grandpa Jane's apartment?!" Is Grandpa Jane going home? !I hugged Dad's thigh excitedly and didn't let go.

"Verified by the District Revolutionary Committee, the medical accident in Tangshan was just a misunderstanding. Grandpa Jian was released without charge and returned to his original job the next day!" Dad clasped his hands behind his back and solemnly announced.

"Wow! That's great, let's go home now!" I took my father's hand, wishing I could fly to Grandpa Jane with my wings and tell him the great news.

"What's the hurry?! Go to the supply and marketing cooperative first, and then go to the vegetable market!" Dad clamped my small body that was jumping forward under the armpit, and led Li Xiqing to run to the supply and marketing cooperative.

Grandma Huang went to the prison to pick up Grandpa Jian. Originally, my father planned to go with him. However, he was the head chef and the on-site dispatcher, so he could only stay in the apartment and direct me and Li Xiqing to sweep the floor and move. A toss of the sofa.The neighbor next door "Aunt Zhou" decorated the bonsai flowers and plants in the yard, and even Mr. Fan and Sun Jihai successively brought some seasonal fruits and vegetables to the door to congratulate.

It was almost noon, and my father prepared a table of good wine and dishes, especially a large pot of braised pork facing south, which was steaming hot with a rich aroma, and Xiaojian, who was watching it, swallowed hard.

"Peace! Should the brazier be placed at the entrance of the courtyard?" Grandma Zhou placed a pot of black-bottomed pot that was burning with charcoal at the entrance of the courtyard.

"Peace! The wild peach branch is ready." Mr. Fan dipped a fresh wild peach branch in water and put it in a brand new porcelain basin.

"Almost there! We've turned the corner and we're coming this way." Sun Jihai ran over from the pastoral path in front of him sweating profusely, and shouted happily all the way before he could catch his breath.

From a distance, I saw the thin Grandpa Jian walking calmly and calmly holding Grandma Huang's arm. There is no tenderness of you and me under the oil-paper umbrella, only the long beans and melons on the surrounding vines, there is no romance at all But it is full of the simplest satisfaction of "fruitful".

"Uncle Jian!" Dad rushed forward to meet him.

"Grandpa Jane!" No matter how flattering, Dad can't win the championship, so I roared and ran towards Grandpa Jane.The father who was left far behind shook his head dumbfounded.

"Dean Jian, congratulations! Congratulations!" Grandma Zhou and Mr. Fan cupped their hands in congratulations.

"Baby!" Grandpa Jian hugged me in his arms, looking at the sincere faces around him.Grandpa Jian's eyes were slightly red, he quickly turned his face away and took a deep breath, and firmly walked forward to shake hands one by one.

"Li Xiqing!" Li Xiqing offered to shake hands with Grandpa Jian, which surprised and delighted me.

"Jian Yixuan!" Grandpa Jian didn't think he was disobedient, but smiled very happily.

"The genius doctor who hangs the pot to help the world has noble medical ethics!" Li Xiqing spoke slowly, as if examining.

"The unpredictable and profound educated youth of Xiaohe Village, he has great skills and insight into subtleties!" The smile on Grandpa Jian's face is exactly the same as that of a calm gentleman.I looked at this and then at that, and looked up to the sky and rolled my eyes helplessly: How dare I meet a great man today.

"Yixuan! Let's save it for another time if we want to analyze it in depth. I didn't see that the guests were left outside!" Grandma Huang pushed Grandpa Jian who was looking at each other with a headache.

"Okay! Let's go home for dinner!" Grandpa Jian yelled indulgently, and walked towards the courtyard first.There are no unnecessary polite words, and all verbal gratitude seems vulgar here.

"Dean Jian stepped over the brazier, misfortunes come and good fortunes come, I wish Dean Jian a good man and good fortune!" Grandma Zhou couldn't wait to pull Grandpa Jian across the brazier.This is a traditional Chinese folk custom. The ancients believed that people who have been sent to prisons are contaminated with bad luck, and burning charcoal on fire can drive away evil spirits and avoid evil. This is an auspicious ceremony.Grandpa Jane was a firm materialist, but he readily accepted this arrangement and raised his legs to step over the charcoal basin.

Grandpa Fan picked up the prepared wild peach branch, dipped it in water, and gently patted on Grandpa Jian's body.The ancients said that peach trees ward off evil spirits, and the whipping of wild peach branches can expel the possessed ghosts. This is also an ancient tradition of seeking good luck and avoiding evil.As for me in Grandpa Jian's arms, I was inevitably covered in water beads.

During the banquet, glasses of wine were staggered, and each other talked about parting and love.In the evening, Grandpa Jian, who was obviously drinking too much, and Grandma Huang, who was blushing.Dad cleaned up the dishes and asked Li Xiqing and me to send the drunk old Mr. Fan's family back.

"My father hasn't touched alcohol for many years, and he downed it after drinking a glass today." Sun Jihai walked in front with Mr. Fan on his back, behind me was holding Fan Xiaojian, and Li Xiqing was following me step by step.The drunk Mr. Fan tasted very badly, he was crying, making noise and singing. If he was not 80 or [-] years old, I really thought he was doing our eardrums on purpose.

"Peach blossoms (that ones) haven't bloomed yet, apricot blossoms (that ones) are blooming,

Standing on the cow (ah) to watch you come up,

It’s the first time I see my sister (ah) you’re not (then) there,

You put my brother and me in a half-field (dear dear)—”

"My mother, here we go again!" I helplessly looked up to the sky and sighed.Unexpectedly, Mr. Fan looked like a private school teacher when he was not drinking, but after drinking, he was like a lonely old wolf on the Loess Plateau in northern Shaanxi.The unique desolate and high-pitched folk songs in northern Shaanxi made this old man sing like a wolf howling. Unfortunately, my ears were devastated along the way.Even Li Xiqing, who did not change his face when Taishan collapsed, looked disheveled at this time.

"Father! Stop singing, if you sing again, you will attract wolves!" Sun Jihai blushed and shook Mr. Fan who was howling on his back.

"Is there a wolf?" Old Man Fan raised his head and looked around drunkenly, the surroundings were pitch black, and the croaking of frogs and insects in the canals in the field made this twilight night even more serene.

"It's gone, it's gone, it's gone!" Mr. Fan murmured over and over again as he leaned on Sun Jihai's back, "It's gone, it's gone."A man doesn't flick his tears lightly, but he doesn't reach the sad point.Watching old man Fan's muddy and out-of-focus eyes, the tears quietly slipped down, leaving trails of hard tears on his dry skin.

"Father! You still have me, and Xiaojian! We are a family—" Sun Jihai coaxed the sad old man on his back like a child.

"Xiaohai, my son, Xiaojian, my grandson, we are a family—" Mr. Fan gradually fell asleep with a satisfied smile like a child.I've always been a curious person, but I'm incredibly sensible.From the very beginning, I felt that the grandparents and grandsons got along very well, but they were very different in appearance.

"You must be very surprised that my name is Sun Jihai but I have a different surname from my father, and my son Xiaojian doesn't look like me either." Sun Jihai, who was leading the way, suddenly spoke. I couldn't see his expression, but his deep voice revealed A sense of discord between misfortune and luck.I looked suspiciously at Xiaojian, who was one year older than me but half a head shorter than me. This baby seemed to be a different person from the time Mr. Fan yelled, and became even more dull.

"If you feel sad, don't say it!" Li Xiqing gently rubbed my palm, and I was surprised that cold sweat broke out in my palm.He looked up gratefully, just in time to meet Li Xiqing's concerned eyes.He curled his cold little hands into balls and stuffed them into Li Xiqing's warm palms. If Chen Guan could meet someone who would warm him up, wouldn't the ending be different?

"I used to feel very sad, but now I feel that all the disasters are for the achievement of today's happiness, and it's worth it!" Sun Jihai's simple words contain the true meaning of life.If Chen Guan found such a person, there would be no Ge Dayong today.I have nothing to complain about, this life is enough.

"Then can I ask why you have a different surname from Grandpa Fan?" A person who keeps an unhappy secret and wants to tell him out, if he keeps it in his heart for a long time, it will rot, together with his heart, unless he Find his own sunshine.I believe that I have found it, and Sun Jihai has also found it.

"Because the three of us are all homeless. When we saw other people with a family and a business, we summed up the three ones and drew a pair." Sun Jihai said it very childishly, but smiled relievedly, and his footsteps under heavy weight appeared more vigorous smooth.

"If you are destined to meet thousands of miles away, if you don't have the destiny, you will not know each other face to face." The fate between people is really a mysterious thing.Like Grandpa Jane, Grandpa Zhang, and Grandpa Li who just met, it seems that there is a predestined fate in the dark, let us know, understand, and love from the bottom of our hearts.It turns out that blood relationship is not the only link that binds feelings. Chen Guan didn't understand, so his family relationship was buried in the grave along with the blood flowing on his body.

"It's destined to meet thousands of miles away, but it's not destined to--, baby is not destined to meet