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After glancing at me, he glanced at Wang Xiong, who was shut up beside him and ignored no one, "Stop spoiling Moon Bay, go back." Stuffy and sullen and gloomy, and the words are ugly.Seeing him today is indeed not as good as being famous. One sentence made Wang Xiong, who was already shrunk into a ball, tend to go underground.

"Wang Xiong! Let's go home~~~" Shi Lei walked to Wang Xiong's side and stretched out his hand several times to pull Wang Xiong up, but he shrank back abruptly.Shi Lei couldn't be calm in the face of Wang Xiong like this, but feelings are not sympathy, not pity, you can't give it just by saying it.

"Have you ever thought about it! If you leave, who else in this world will miss your mother, and who will burn a plant of fragrance in front of her grave on Qingming and death days!" Looking at Wang Xiong indifferently , Shi Lei was furious, he pulled Wang Xiong up from the ground, who had turned into a puddle of mud, and threw him viciously.

Wang Xiong's thrown body was like a kite with a broken string, and hit the tree stump next to him heavily.Painful expressions appeared on the numb and pale face, and the emaciated body curled up into a ball and convulsed on the muddy ground full of dead branches.Wang Xiong, who didn't snort, looked so stubborn, but lying there motionless made people feel as if he was melting into the soil with the rotten rotten leaves.Maybe this is the death of the heart.

"You——" Uncle Ge Yuanchao was very annoyed at Wang Xiong's uncooperative attitude, and wanted to step forward to give him two leather hammers several times.Let his head, which had read too many sour poems, calm down, but was stopped by the calm Li Xiqing at the side.

"You are pitiful! My mother is more pitiful than you bastard! My father is a rich peasant, and he ruined the daughter of the long-time worker's family by drunken sex, so I have me, what am I?! An illegitimate child or a bastard?!" Shi Lei Pointing at Wang Xiong, who was limp on the ground, he shouted at the top of his lungs, "If death could relieve me, I would have died 18 years ago! But why should I die? I have to live! Live to prove to them that I am destined to live In this day and age!"

No one can deny his parentage!That's why Shi Lei always worked so hard and was so optimistic.But the scars on his back may only be when he put down his clothes and licked the old wounds in the middle of the night when no one was around.

"If you're still alive, let me squeak, I'm really anxious!" The uncle's eyes were flushed, and he circled on the spot anxiously.It's not that Wang Xiong didn't respond, he cried, lying on the ground and crying, but stubbornly didn't want to explain more.

"Wang Xiong! Kong Xiayan looked for you?!" Li Xiqing's shocking words made Shi Lei stop crying, and his thin body trembled like a fallen leaf in the wind, helpless and desolate.Shi Lei and Ge Yuanchao looked at Li Xiqing blankly, they didn't understand what this had to do with Kong Xiayan.

"Uncle! Did grandpa say or hint that who will be the only one for the letter of recommendation?" I could vaguely follow Li Xiqing's train of thought to find a clue, but my words made my uncle blank. He lost his face and lost his mind on the spot.

"I—I mentioned it to Kong Xiayan—grandfather admires Wang Xiong~~~" Ge Yuanchao hugged his head as if collapsed, and fell limp on the ground.

"She threatened you with Shi Lei?!" Li Xiqing's icy tone was firm.

"You—" Wang Xiong raised his head fiercely and stared at Li Xiqing's face, showing shock, despair, and even determination to die together on his tear-stained face.Exchange your own life for the safety of Shi Lei's reputation and future, Wang Xiong, your persistence will make the three of you live in hell together!

Shi Lei stood there dumbly like a stiff and cold wooden stake, he knew what Kong Xiayan was threatening Wang Xiong with.He wanted to hate Wang Xiong for almost ruining him, but he was not qualified to hate Wang Xiong who didn't even want his life in front of him and only wanted to protect him.

Looking at the three men in pain and bewilderment, my heart hurts.She snuggled her cold body into Li Xiqing's chest, clasped his arm tightly and refused to let go.Time flies by between the fingers, the wind blowing from Moon Bay is cold and damp, rolling up the dead leaves flying all over the sky and gradually disappearing in the dark forest.

The statue-like Uncle Qin suddenly moved, took out stacks of Huang Ming paper money from the sack behind him, walked with difficulty to the beach of Moon Bay, and squatted down tremblingly.The violently shaking fingers seemed to have no strength to start a fire, but he stubbornly struck the match over and over again, his numb expression turned a dead blue-gray.It seems that the whole person is submerged in the infinite deep vortex, quietly waiting for the engulfment of the ghost.

"Kacha——" Yingying's faint sparks flashed, casting a little bit of popularity in Uncle Qin's dim eyes.The curling white smoke and the flames gradually caused Huang Ming's paper money to peel off, burn, and turn into ashes.

"Ah Qiong, I'm sorry, I owe you, I will pay you back in my next life~~~" Uncle Qin muttered to himself, I couldn't hear how much missing, how much guilt, how much grief was in this tearing but extremely gentle voice.The wind picked up the burning paper money and circled upwards, but when it was about to burn out, it fell to the surface of the lake and melted in this deep water, leaving only a puff of green smoke.

"Let's go back to the dormitory. If it's later, it will alarm other people!" Li Xiqing tightly wrapped the coat around me, rubbed me into her arms again, and said to the three dejected men next to her.

"Let's go!" Shi Lei stretched out his palm to Wang Xiong who was still lying on the ground.

Wang Xiong stared blankly at Shi Lei, and put his slender hand bones into Shi Lei's thick palm as if fascinated.Shi Lei's stiff arms trembled uncontrollably, as if trying to conceal the uncontrollable agitation of some complex emotions in his heart, he pulled Wang Xiong over and threw him onto his back.

"Don't worry, my father is not so easy to be manipulated by others—" Ge Yuanchao's uncle smiled wryly, trying to comfort Wang Xiong but found that his smile was uglier than crying.

"Never give up because of fear, if it is gone, it will be gone forever~~~" Uncle Qin slightly arched the paper money that was about to burn out with a branch, and the flames rushed up again.A seemingly unintentional murmur made Li Xiqing and the others stop in their tracks.Looking back, Uncle Qin was squatting alone by the lake, and the branch lifted in his hand was bearing the confession of a bay of lake water.

"Because I like it—do you like it—" Wang Xiong, who was lying on Shi Lei's back, asked softly, the "like" swallowed in his throat made Wang Xiong's voice hoarse like a mosquito.

"Your 'like' has burdened the other party too much~~~, go back!" Uncle Qin didn't look up, and didn't even move.

"Thank you~~~" Wang Xiong sighed dully.

"Is Ah Qiong the woman who drowned herself in Moon Bay eight years ago?" Lying in Li Xiqing's arms, watching the open fire getting farther and farther away, it seems that Uncle Qin can still vaguely see holding a tree branch Fiddled with paper money that burned to ashes.

"It seems so." Li Xiqing nodded slightly as he looked at the muddy path leading into the darkness ahead.

"Uncle Qin is the man from back then~~~" A single thought turned into a lifelong regret, how can this not make people sigh.

"You can't live without doing your own crime!" Li Xiqing snorted coldly, her tone quite dismissive.I raised my head in a daze, thinking that Li Xiqing should at least have more sympathy than regret when he saw Uncle Qin who was so guilty, but I didn't expect him to be contemptuous.Seeing the sarcasm at the corner of Li Xiqing's mouth and the firmness in his eyes, his heart was as sweet as an overturned honeypot.

"But I still think Uncle Qin is pitiful! Wang Xiong is also very pitiful, and—" Lie on Li Xiqing's chest and turn his head affectionately, letting his cheeks stick tightly to Li Xiqing's hot and firm skin. I like to take it like this Acting coquettishly intimate.

"What else?" Li Xiqing curled her fingers and lightly stroked my forehead, brushing the sticky messy hair into a bun.

"And Uncle Qin's last sentence is worth pondering: Your 'like' has caused the other party to bear too much. I feel that Uncle Qin is talking about himself~~~" I don't know why I have such a feeling, but when I think of Lingering There was not a trace of complaint in the lingering sadness around him.

"Maybe Arjun chose to drown himself in order to protect the man when he was forced to ask who the man was." Li Xiqing's words turned the sourness in my heart into a sting.No wonder Uncle Qin said that her liking caused the other party to bear too much affection and resentment.

"Don't worry about the ancients, it's already late, go to bed first!" Li Xiqing hugged me across her arms, pulled the coat over her body and covered her whole head, blocking the biting autumn wind in the middle of the night.

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I stood by the Moon Bay Lake, watching the calm lake surface suddenly set off tens of feet high water waves.Seeing the overwhelming flood swallowing me up, I was terrified and wanted to run into the woods on the bank.Countless blood-red hands stretched out from the bottom of the river to grab my legs and drag them into the water little by little.I shouted for help, but my throat seemed to be tightly strangled.

The huge waves turned into a beautiful woman in an instant. The white gauze robe could not cover her graceful and exquisite body, and her long black hair coiled behind her.The beautiful woman looked at me with a smile, as holy as a snow lotus blooming proudly on the top of a snow peak.Watching her slowly leaning down, she handed the pink baby wrapped in white gauze in front of me.The moment I reached out to take it, the lovely baby turned into white bones, and those dark and gloomy holes were like Jiuyou devouring the soul. I yelled in horror.

"Huchi! Huchi—" A carp stood up straight from the bed, thinking of the pair of dark holes in his dream, he couldn't help but stand on end.Touching the wet sweat on his forehead, he swore secretly with lingering fear that he would never go to Moon Bay at night again.After I calmed down, I realized that I was sitting naked on Li Xiqing's bed, and I searched left and right but couldn't find my underwear