Fall in Love with the Queen Series: Addicted

At dawn the next day, Gu Ruowei was woken up by the sound of boats and people coming and going on the canal outside. After washing up, he went downstairs. The guests chatted with low smiles.

Gu Ruowei pulled open the stool and sat down, Shen Nian immediately put away his smiling face, "Didn't I tell you to get up early today? You still slept like a dead pig."

Gu Ruowei yawned, "Then why didn't you wake me up?"

Shen Nian "cut" and picked up the glass to drink orange juice, so that he wouldn't be hugged by the perverted bear again. Besides, Gu Ruowei slept so well, Shen Nian couldn't help but drag him out of bed.

"What was it so fun to chat with those foreigners just now?"

"You just take care of everything," Shen Nian sighed, "If you're free, please hurry up and eat, we still have to catch the train."

"what?"

The railway system in the Netherlands is quite developed, almost all over the country, and has a complete system and high-quality services.The destination of the two of them today is the Windmill Village near Amsterdam. It is really a beautiful thing to take the morning bus from the Central Railway Station and enjoy the idyllic scenery at dawn in the car.

The morning light shrouded the lush green grass, and there were colorful flowers everywhere, dotted with large sparkling lakes, and there were even a few swans playing in the water leisurely.

Getting off at an unremarkable train station, when Gu Ruowei glanced across the lake, he had only one thought—this is the kingdom of fairy tales.

On the large pastures, beside the flowing stream, countless windmills of different shapes are spinning leisurely under the blue sky, and birds fly across the sky from time to time.

"It's really... so exaggeratedly beautiful." Gu Ruowei admired.

If there is really a paradise in this world, then maybe it is like this, so peaceful that it is not contaminated with any secular disturbance.All kinds of ancient medieval buildings stand by the river, each of which seems to contain an ancient and long story.

Today's protagonists are those windmills with different shapes and functions. Some windmills are still open to the public, and some staff demonstrate their operating principles and working process.

Shen Nian listened very carefully, and Gu Ruowei took pictures of him wrinkling his eyebrows. After a few shots, Shen Nian discovered him, and he couldn't avoid being caught by his ears for a long time.

The cabins by the river are all kinds of handicraft workshops that you can visit and buy souvenirs.The traditional cheese is very big, Gu Ruowei held up a piece of cheese that was bigger than Shen Nian's face and bargained with the shopkeeper for a long time, and in the end he bought it foolishly with his arms in his arms, as if he had picked up some great bargain.Shen Nian didn't bother to walk side by side with this man who had the heart of Obasan, and walked far ahead and didn't bother to look back.

When it came to the wooden shoe workshop, Shen Nian stared at these works of art that were so practical that they could no longer be practical. In addition to the traditional cow tulip windmill, there were also traditional Chinese blue and white porcelain patterns. It was really surprising. Eye-opening.

Seeing that Shen Nian was interested, Gu Ruowei started to work hard again, and packed fifteen or six pairs of shoes for them to send back to China, completely ignoring the crazy eyes of the tourists around him.

After leaving the door of the workshop, a large field of colorful tulips greeted the eyes, which looked even more colorful and gorgeous against the blue sky and white clouds.

It's as beautiful as a fairy tale.

Shen Nian felt that he was far away from the turbulent city life, and his pace and mentality suddenly slowed down.He and Gu Ruowei sat back to back on the grass by the river bank, just like when he was in college, closed his eyes and faced the sun, the eyes were still warm and bright.

"...Shen Nian?"

"Um?"

"It always feels like this, it seems very familiar."

A man's voice came from behind Shen Nian, low and gentle.

"En." Shen Nian responded in a low voice.

"It would be nice if it was like this all the time. In a place like this, we can bask in the sun and smell the fragrance of flowers together."

Shen Nian felt the heart in his chest beating heavily twice, but he just opened his mouth and didn't say anything.

The silence speaks.

Suddenly the bell rang in the small church not far away, Gu Ruowei stood up and looked over, "It seems to be a wedding, do you want to go over and have a look?" As he spoke, he stretched out his hand to Shen Nian who was still sitting cross-legged on the ground.

Shen Nian was startled, but he didn't hold it, but stood up by himself, and gave a faint "hmm".

Gu Ruowei stretched out his hand in mid-air in embarrassment, but in the end he just smiled self-deprecatingly, then put his hand in his trouser pocket, and followed behind Shen Nian.

There are not many guests in the church where the wedding is being held.Gu Ruowei and Shen Nian sneaked in and sat in the last row. It was only when the bride and groom finished their vows and exchanged rings that Gu Ruowei discovered that it was a lesbian couple.

Although the "groom" is a woman, he looks quite handsome in a suit, probably on the side of the so-called male character.Although they are same-sex couples, the love and happiness of the two are equally overflowing with sweet feelings. When they hold hands and look at each other, the love that shines from the bottom of their eyes is also sincere.

Shen Nian pursed her lips, "They are all women."

"En." Gu Ruowei nodded.

"What do you think about this...?" Shen Nian asked indifferently.

"Huh? I think it's very good," Gu Ruowei propped his chin on one hand, "It looks like a good match, one is handsome and the other is pretty, a natural match."

"I mean... what do you think about gay...?"

Gu Ruowei turned his head to look at Shen Nian, but he looked straight ahead as if nothing happened, as if he was asking "Do you like chocolate?" as naturally as possible.

"Ah... I don't think it's bad. I see you right. We'll live together for a lifetime. It doesn't matter if it's a man or a woman." Gu Ruowei laughed, "But I don't remember if I've ever tried a man. , it’s not bad to have a chance to try.”

Shen Nian made a "cut", stood up and was about to go outside.

"Hey, what's the matter? Don't be angry, I was joking."

Gu Ruowei followed, but unexpectedly, Shen Nian's face became even more stinky, and he just cursed "Bastard" and stopped talking to him, no matter how hard he coaxed him, it was useless.

When Shen Nian was sitting at the station sulking, Gu Ruowei walked over holding two super-sized ice creams, squatting in front of Shen Nian while licking the ice creams, "Guess, the ancient mythical beast Qilin ran to the North Pole go, what is it?"

"……Fool."

"No, the answer is Bing Qilin." Gu Ruowei laughed, "Although the answer is wrong, but because I bought too much, I should give you a reward."

"……childish."

Shen Nian turned his head away and ignored him, Gu Ruowei was not angry, and just smiled and brought the ice cream in front of him, "Do yourself a favor, everyone is looking at me."

When Shen Nian raised his head, he realized that the pedestrians around him were pointing at them. Then he looked at Gu Ruowei and saw that he was half-kneeling in front of him. If he was holding a ring instead of ice cream, It became a standard marriage proposal pose.

Shen Nian blushed, and immediately lowered her voice angrily, "What are you doing?! You idiot!"

"My dear princess, please forgive me."

Fortunately, this guy put on a penitent look, as if he was really admitting his mistakes to his lover who lost his temper.Shen Nian was so angry that he had no choice but to stand up angrily. "Let's go."

"If you don't forgive me, I will definitely not get up."

So why not make movies if you love to act? !Shen Nian snatched the ice cream from Gu Ruowei's hand, and said in a low voice, "Go away, idiot!"

Gu Ruowei stood up happily. "Yes Your Highness!"

Even if he was following behind Shen Nian, he could still see Shen Nian's almost red ears, and the hand holding the ice cream trembled a little.Really amazing, lovely guy.Thinking of this, Gu Ruowei couldn't help laughing.

In the next few days, the two of them visited the exquisite small fishing village in the north, the small country and the beach in The Hague, and the tulip park in Lisse... By the end of the last day's trip, the two of them had traveled almost half of the Netherlands. Gu If he was already exhausted by the time he boarded the plane, he would almost pass out from sleep while hugging the blanket.Shen Nian was in good spirits, ordered the plane meal, and actually finished it quite happily.

He usually fills his stomach with the speed of wind and clouds, and when he is rushing to the market, he will eat three meals at a time.In addition, he was suffering from serious and minor illnesses such as mental weakness, gastric ulcer enteritis, etc., so there were not many opportunities for him to have a good meal.

With Gu Ruowei these few days, every meal is delicate and elegant.Gu Ruowei would even pick out the fish bones for him, and he was fed countless snacks like donuts and ice cream, and he was almost taken care of as a pet taken out.

And this last leisurely meal, he really had no reason not to enjoy it.

As soon as she got off the plane and turned on her phone, Shen Nian's phone kept ringing, Gu Ruowei looked over Shen Nian's shoulder curiously, and asked, "Wow, you reported to them so accurately in advance? Is it even time to get off the plane?"

Shen Nian didn't shake him off, just silently turned off the phone, closed it, and then replied in a very calm voice: "Because I didn't report it."

"……ha?!"

According to Shen Nian's itinerary, it is almost impossible to arrange these few days of vacation from the schedule.The only way to do it is to sneak away.

But with Gu Ruowei's words, it seems more or less like... eloping?

Shen Nian smiled to herself from the bottom of her heart, just as she met Gu Ruowei's gaze, she saw paparazzi taking pictures of them, but they were probably not squatting at them, but just waiting for other artists to come out. Windfall.

Even so, Shen Nian immediately moved away from Gu Ruowei.

Gu Ruowei was taken aback, and then saw the paparazzi approaching and Shen Nian who quickly turned indifferent, wearing sunglasses.And that lively Shen Nian, who can smile, blush and get angry, seems to belong only to Holland, only to the past few days.Once life returns to the right track, Shen Nian will still be calm and indifferent with a detached appearance.

Gu Ruowei seemed to feel a little lost in his heart.

When the two of them returned to the company, they were inevitably scolded by the manager again.

"Just ran away like this, when you evaporated from the world! Almost went to the police, do you know?!"

"How old are you, and you still run out to play?! Is it fun? Do you know how much work is gone?!"

Gu Ruowei kept apologizing while being scolded, Shen Nian just sat there without saying a word.

The manager didn't dare to provoke this active volcano, so he had to turn his head to take Gu Ruowei's knife, "You too, you are usually the most prudent, is this time bloody or divine oil?!"

"It's none of his business." Shen Nian raised his head, "I was too stressed and wanted to go out to relax, please ask him to go with me."

Gu Ruowei was taken aback, "That's not it, actually I always stay at home..."

"Shut up! You don't have a place to talk!" Shen Nian rolled his eyes, and then slapped the table at the manager, "Is it because the earth is gone and we won't turn around? Didn't you see the company closed down and the TV station stopped broadcasting? "

The manager was so annoyed by him that he just slapped everything on the table, "Okay, then you will pay for all the losses of these contracts yourself!"

Gu Ruowei saw that the two of them were blushing from the quarrel, so he had no choice but to jump out and act as a peacemaker: "Hey, we are all on our own, why did you make it like this..."

Shen Nian grabbed his arm and dragged him out, not forgetting to shout: "If you pay, you will pay!"

Gu Ruowei was abruptly dragged out by him, so he only had time to smile wryly at the stunned manager, and nodded embarrassedly.

The sunlight in the corridor is very good, and it is warm and warm on the body. In this late autumn season, it makes people want to doze off.Gu Ruowei yawned, looked at Shen Nian who was lying on the railing beside him, smiled and turned around and leaned against the railing, spreading his hands to support the railing, "Why do you help me up? You obviously just accompany me Is it just skipping work?"

"I didn't." Shen Nian said sullenly, "I just..." He bit his lip as if thinking of something, "It's nothing."

Gu Ruowei looked at him, then raised his head and raised the corners of his lips, "Hey, thank you."

"... Huh?" Shen Nian was a little wooden, "Thank you for something... what?"

"Go out with me, help me take the blame, and...all these things for me...something." Gu Ruowei shrugged, "There are too many, I can't remember."

"I never did anything for an idiot like you." Shen Nian frowned fiercely, "You'd better figure this out."

"Yes," Gu Ruowei nodded, "It's all my own delusion, my brain is broken."

Shen Nian sighed, and shook his head, "How can you tell so many cold jokes...? Really."

"Because the uncle is willing to spend time with the girl to go out to play, the girl is very grateful."

Shen Nian finally couldn't help laughing "ha ha", a refreshing and clean smile without the slightest bit of affectation under the bright sunshine.Gu Ruowei turned her head to look at him, and lowered her head with a smile.

The sunlight stretched the figures of the two very long, and on the opposite wall, they turned into two black shadows cuddling together.Even if he didn't open his mouth to speak, he still felt that he understood everything.

Sometimes, warmth and happiness are probably like this, 1 minute, silent romance.

Even if the manager was furious, he still managed to make connections, finally Shen Nian didn't have to bear the loss.However, none of the work that should be done could be escaped, and the work accumulated for many days had to be put together to do, Shen Nian lost all the flesh that had gained so much during the trip all at once.

Gu Ruowei poked his head out while cooking instant noodles in the kitchen, "Do you want to add an egg?"

Shen Nian sat in front of the dining table and ate sausages while watching the storyboard of the advertisement that was going to be filmed tomorrow. He said "um", and after a long time, he said again: "I want two."

"The reflex arc is so long..." Gu Ruowei came out carrying the noodles, "I only ordered one, you eat it first, and I'll cook it later."

Shen Nian nodded, then hesitated for a moment, "Forget it, forget it." Then he took the bowl at hand and divided half of it out, "Eat some too."

Gu Ruowei looked at him with some surprise, "Huh? A ghost is on his body?!"

Shen Nian's face darkened, and he poured the noodles back with a "smack", "Don't forget it."

Gu Ruowei rushed forward with some distress, and muttered in a low voice: "I didn't say I don't want to..."

Shen Nian let out a "cough", put his glasses aside, just as he was about to eat noodles, all the heat was sprayed on the glass of the frame glasses, he was a little at a loss and tilted his head back, that innocent look made Gu Ruowei couldn't help but laughed.

Shen Nian frowned and took off his glasses, then lowered his head to eat noodles, and said vaguely: "Tomorrow I'm going to the TV station to play music, are you in good shape?"

Gu Ruowei propped his chin to see how his eyes were squinting, and said with a smile: "Ah, yes, I don't know how strong and alert it is."

Shen Nian showed a faint smile, and seemed to hesitate to speak, just nodded, "That's good."

He knows Gu Ruowei too well, and the answer he gets from him is always "I can", no matter how difficult the situation is, he will stand up alone.

It's not that Shen Nian doesn't want to share the burden for him, it's just that she really can't say anything to this man who looks casual but is actually stubborn in his heart.It would be nice to be stronger, and I want to tell him "Leave it to me", "Don't worry if I'm here", but I can't say it anyway.

"The backup dancer over there hurry up, and the other exit hurry up!"

"The makeup artist is here to touch up the makeup, dress, Fiona's clothes are ready!"

It was the first time for Gu Ruowei to see the backstage of a singing show. There was no difference between big and small artists. For makeup, I have to squat in the corner and pat some powder casually.

Fortunately, they are Lost.

Not to mention their own independent dressing room, even the microphones are provided by themselves, and the exclusive makeup, costume and props personnel keep walking around them to ensure that every detail is perfect.

Just because they are Lost, the only Lost.

Or, because Lost has Shen Nian - the most perfect voice, the most perfect face, the most perfect lead singer in the entertainment industry of this era.Standing on the stage, Shen Nian seemed as if the whole world was his audience, a singer who devoted himself to every note and sang with all his soul.

Gu Ruowei was behind him, but he already felt that enough was enough.In fact, if there is only Shen Nian in Lost, it is enough.And this superfluous sense of powerlessness is probably the shadow cast by Shen Nian's light on his body.

Could it be that he committed suicide for such a dark reason?

Startled by his own nonsensical thoughts, Gu Ruowei lowered his head and pretended to hold the guitar in his arms carelessly.

He didn't even have the only shining point on this stage.

After Shen Nian's song ended, the audience burst into thunderous applause. Gu Ruowei also laughed as he looked at the fans in the audience who were almost in a frenzy.In any case, this is Shen Nian, his awkward and lovely Princess Highness, jealousy, unwillingness, etc., really can't be darkened.

When they got off the stage, the staff and the media all came over and surrounded them. Most of them congratulated the success of the release of the new song. Shen Nian received soft hands when receiving flowers, so he had to nod perfunctorily while handing them over to the manager on the other side.Then, taking advantage of the congestion, he glanced at Gu Ruowei behind him.

His new song is called Reborn, can this person understand it?

A song written for this person, I want him to start over, I want to start over with him.

As if it was the first time for a small fan to show an article to a popular author whom he had admired for a long time, Shen Nian was full of anxiety.

Shen Nian secretly looked back at Gu Ruowei, but Gu Ruowei just lowered his head, unable to see the expression on his face in the crowd.After a while, he and Gu Ruowei were dispersed, and there were still crowds around him, but Gu Ruowei just followed behind with his head bowed.

Shen Nian stopped, and nodded to the manager with a serious face. The manager immediately came up to say hello: "Come on, please let them rest first." In this way, they were safely escorted to the dressing room.

After entering the dressing room, Shen Nian sat in front of the mirror, looked at Gu Ruowei who was sitting behind him on the sofa with his head bowed from the mirror, "...how is it? Just now."

Gu Ruowei raised his head and smiled wearily, "Ah, it's pretty good."

It feels like being perfunctory.Shen Nian bit her lips, did not speak, but threw the necklace around her neck heavily on the mirror, and said in a low voice, "Don't force it."

Gu Ruowei didn't expect Shen Nian to get angry, so he had to cheer up again, and said with a smile, "You also know that I'm not a professional now, so I can't give you any professional advice, but I think listening to you sing is a very enjoyable thing. "

Shen Nian still kept her head buried, and it took a while before she answered: "Really?"

Gu Ruowei laughed again at his shy ostrich-like cuteness, "Ah, really."

Before he could finish his sentence, his agent came, "Shen Nian, prepare yourself, there is a magazine that will do an exclusive interview with you."

Shen Nian nodded, "Okay."

Gu Ruowei stood up, "Well, then I'll go back first."

"If so, do you want an assistant to take you back?" The agent raised his head and asked while freeing things from the sofa.

Gu Ruowei turned his back to Shen Nian, didn't turn his head, just raised his arm and waved it, then pushed the door and walked out.

Shen Nian wanted to call him to stop, but in the end he only uttered a single syllable that he swallowed halfway through, and in the end he just lowered his gaze, looking at his fingertips, which turned pale gray when he clenched them tightly. Let go, and then returned to ruddy.

All he wanted was a compliment from this person, no matter where or when, his desire to be affirmed by this person never changed.

Since childhood, Shen Nian always thought that one day it would be nice to be taller than this person, or that it would be nice if he could play the guitar better than this person, or write songs that were more beautiful than this person, so that he would be able to get him. Praise or others, more and more.

I want to be an adult in front of him, I want him to be proud of myself, I want him to smile at myself.

"I miss your new album, can you talk about your inspiration?"

The boring interview was still going on, but Shen Nian was constantly distracted.

When he stood on the stage for the first time, Gu Ruowei was only standing in the shadow behind him, and when all the flowers and applause were only directed at him, he secretly felt complacent.

I always think that I have grown up, and then in the evil results of such complacency, I brutally usher in real growth.And sometimes growing up is just a momentary thing, only in the midst of the dilemma, it has already come helplessly with labor pain.

For Shen Nian, real growth started from the moment Gu Ruowei left.

As for Shen Nian, she didn't want to lose it again.

Gu Ruowei got out of the TV station and took a car to leave. Some sharp-eyed fans saw him patting the glass for an autograph, but he just lowered his hat and leaned on the back seat.

He's just a little tired and a little deflated.

The current him is almost just a burden to Shen Nian, and almost everyone thinks that Shen Nian should develop solo early, and staying with him is just a waste of a bright future.

Gu Ruowei sighed, and the taxi driver in front turned around and asked, "Where are you going?"

"Huh?" Gu Ruowei was taken aback, "Well, go to the nearby PUB."

The city is full of neon lights, and the nightlife has just begun. The frenzied party in the PUB has just started to warm up. Gu Ruowei chose an inconspicuous seat in front of the bar to sit down, and the bartender in a white shirt and black vest came up to him, "What do you need, sir?"

Gu Ruowei reached out and stroked his slightly cracked lips, "Have a glass of cold beer."

The beer was served quickly, Gu Ruowei half turned around and looked at the center of the party, only seeing the lively scene.He leaned on the bar with one elbow, turned around halfway with a smile, and the girl with bunny ears came up to him, holding a box in her hand, "Sir, come and get a number, there will be a game later."

Gu Ruowei waved his hand to show that he was not interested, the girl just smiled and took out a ball and put it in front of Gu Ruowei.

Not long after, a host on the DJ stage over there said, "Please get the friends on the 6th and 20th to come on stage."

Gu Ruowei looked down and saw that his number was exactly 6. He just threw the ball into the glass, picked up his coat and planned to go out, but unexpectedly bumped into a girl who was also in a hurry at the door.

The girl made a "6" sign to him, Gu Ruowei nodded with a smile, and the girl also smiled and walked out with him.

After going out, Gu Ruowei opened the door of the taxi for her in a gentlemanly way, and then called the taxi to leave by herself.

Right now, he just wants to go home and sleep well.