She's jealous again

In the dark, Shen Qingwei coughed violently, her throat was sore, dry and itchy, she was very thirsty and wanted to drink water.

She lifted off the thin quilt covering her body, struggled to sit up on the bed, raised her hand, and pressed the switch on the bed.

The bedroom brightened up, Shen Qingwei coughed lowly, a trace of confusion flashed in Xingxing's eyes, looking at the warm and bright decoration style in the room, Shen Qingwei finally recovered after a while.

She stared blankly at her white and delicate hands, got off the bed, walked to the full-length mirror, and looked at the strange but familiar self inside.

She was reborn, reborn to when she was 16 years old.

Shen Qingwei only finished the first year of high school in her previous life, that is, two months later, her parents divorced when she was six years old.

Dad married Xiaosan, and that woman gave birth to a son for him long ago. That boy was only one year younger than Shen Qingwei. The three of them lived together happily.

Her mother also had a lover before the divorce, even though she was awarded to her mother, but after the divorce, her mother and lover went abroad.

For so many years, her mother has never come back, but will give her money.

No one wanted her, so they gave her the house. Shen Qingwei still remembered that the night they divorced, she walked up and down in the cold and spacious room by herself, crying as she walked, until she was tired from crying and lay on the bed. Fell asleep on the floor.

The next day, her aunt came to pick her up. She had lived in her aunt's house for many years, and their family treated her very well, but Shen Qingwei always felt that she was depending on others.

She has a good friend named Ji Wan, and Shen Qingwei has unspeakable feelings for Ji Wan in her heart, beyond the friendship between girls, she finds that Ji Wan seems to be in love.

Shen Qing didn't feel that she was abandoned by everyone in the world, just in time, a boy in class confessed to her, Shen Qing agreed and asked the boy to take her out of Xiacheng.

When they arrived in a strange city, Shen Qing broke up with the boy and left alone.

Later, she went to several cities, and finally rented a house in a small county and found a job.

She didn't finish high school, so she couldn't find a good job. Shen Qingwei worked as a waiter in a hotel, and she worked like this for many years until she was 23 years old.

One night when she got off work at twelve o'clock, she was hit and killed by a drunk driver while walking on the sidewalk.

Shen Qingwei looked at the calendar on the desk, and remembered that at this time in her previous life, she was sick yesterday, with a runny nose and tears. She took three cold medicines and two antipyretics today. The fever subsided, but she started coughing.

Shen Qingwei coughed a few more times. She went to the kitchen and found a bottle of Coke from the refrigerator. She unscrewed the lid and drank a few swigs. In a blink of an eye, there was only a small half of the Coke left.

Shen Qing didn't smile, tears came out as she smiled.

She didn't want to be born again, she didn't want to see her parents again, she hated them until she died, and she hated them too.

However, she wanted to see Ji Wan again, she didn't know what happened to Ji Wan after she left Xia City in her previous life?

Will you think of her occasionally?Or she has a boyfriend, fell into a sweet relationship, and has long forgotten who she is.

After finishing the bottle of Coke, Shen Qingwei threw the bottle into the trash can next to it.

She turned off the light in the kitchen and went back to the bedroom with a blank expression.

After locking the door, Shen Qingwei went to bed, she was very sleepy, she fell asleep without even turning off the light.

In the morning, Shen Qingwei was awakened by the ringtone of the mobile phone.

She opened her eyes in a daze, and saw that the light was still on, Shen Qingwei quickly reached out to turn off the light, through the elegant light brown curtains, Shen Qingwei saw the faint light outside.

She is in a trance, she is 16 years old now, she is in the first year of high school, she will go to school later.

The bell stopped, and soon it rang again.

Before Shen Qing got out of bed, she took a look at the mobile phone placed on the desk, and it showed Wanwan.

Her eyes were suddenly wet, and she felt uncomfortable everywhere.

Wanwan, the Ji Wan she cares most about.

Both her hands were trembling, fear, nervousness, anxiety, joy, all kinds of emotions.

She pressed the answer button and put the phone to her ear. She wanted to say something, but she moved her lips several times, but no sound came out.

"Qingqing, is your cold better? What would you like to eat in the morning? I'll bring it over later."

Ji Wan's voice was clean and ethereal. When she said this, Shen Qing could not imagine her expression. Even though her face was cold, her eyes must be gentle.

"I don't want to eat anything." As soon as Shen Qingwei opened his mouth, he realized that his voice was hoarse.

"Can milk and rice rolls be okay? I'll add some meat and ham sausage for you." Ji Wan said softly over there: "If you agree, then I'll hang up."

Shen Qingwei licked his lips: "Okay."

She hung up the phone and walked to the bed with her mobile phone. She sat down, her head was dizzy, and she coughed again because of the discomfort. She didn't want to go to school, she just wanted to sleep.

Shen Qing didn't go to bed, she quickly fell asleep.

When she woke up again, she saw Ji Wan, she was wearing the school uniform of Xiacheng No. [-] Middle School, a white dress and a blue skirt, her black hair was smooth and shiny, tied with a black rubber band, hanging lazily around her waist.

Ji Wan is not very tall, about 1.6 meters five, but she is very thin, with fair skin, a delicate face, and a pair of bright and clear cat eyes.

Ji Wan is a good student in the eyes of the teacher, and a child of other people's family in the eyes of the parents.

Shen Qingwei has known her since childhood, from the second grade of elementary school to the first year of high school.

Even Shen Qingwei had already thought about it. When she was divided into arts and sciences, she had to study science, even if she didn't like it, but in order to continue to be in the same class as Ji Wan.

Shen Qingwei doesn't like Ji Wan, not the kind of liking between friends, so every time she sees Ji Wan, Shen Qingwei feels dirty, Ji Wan regards her as a good friend, but she has other thoughts about her.

"Get up, brush your teeth and wash your face, eat breakfast before going to bed, and I will ask the class teacher to ask for leave for you when I arrive at school." Ji Wanrou smiled softly, and said softly: "Is it better? How about I take you to the hospital?"

Shen Qingwei shook his head, stared at Ji Wan, thinking about the things in his previous life, his almond eyes were dim.

Ji Wan will have a boyfriend soon, what about her?What should she do?Watching Ji Wan fall in love, will she get married and have children in the future?

Just thinking about it, Shen Qingwei felt so stuffy in his heart that he couldn't breathe.

She got out of bed and came out of the bedroom. Shen Qing didn't turn her head to look at Ji Wan. Ji Wan was playing with her mobile phone with her head lowered. Her profile was fair and soft, looking warm and peaceful.

Shen Qingwei quickly looked back, she went to the bathroom to wash up, when she looked in the mirror, Shen Qingwei saw her cheeks were as pale as a ghost, even her normally rosy lips were pale, her complexion was ugly .

Shen Qingwei silently brushed her teeth, washed her face, and started combing her hair again. After that, she went to the restaurant.

Ji Wan bought her milk and rice rolls, which were still warm.

Shen Qing didn't open the bag, but opened the disposable lunch box, picked up the disposable chopsticks and ate rice rolls, and took a sip of milk after a few mouthfuls.

After finishing her breakfast, Shen Qing didn't put the trash in the trash can. She walked to the door of the bedroom and saw that Ji Wan was still playing with her phone with her head down.

Shen Qingwei was so sad that she wanted to cry at that moment, she knew what Ji Wan was doing?She is chatting with that boy.

"Wanwan, aren't you going to school? It's getting late." Shen Qingwei said softly, "Remember to ask for leave for me."

Hearing Shen Qingwei's voice, Ji Wanbai's slender fingers moved quickly, typed a line and sent it, she stood up holding her mobile phone, and smiled faintly at Shen Qingwei: "Take a good rest, I'll take care of you after school." I just came to see you, I told my mother, she will bring you food at noon."

Shen Qing didn't smile: "Well, thank you."

Ji Wan also smiled softly, she walked gracefully, when she walked to the living room outside, Ji Wan picked up her schoolbag, carried it in one hand, and walked towards the door, where she changed her school shoes Finally, she opened the door and walked outside, then closed the door softly.

The moment the door was closed, the smile on Ji Wan's face disappeared. She looked down at the lit phone screen, and the boy sent her back messages. There were many messages, all about how much he liked her.

Ji Wan laughed at herself, if Qingqing didn't like him, how could she approach this boy?

Her Qingqing can only like her, how can she like others?

Ji Wan thought, if Qingqing knew that her liking for her was not the liking of friends, Qingqing would ignore her, and definitely would not continue to be friends with her.

It is more likely to look down on her and think she is a pervert.

All morning, Shen Qing was half asleep and half awake.

She dreamed that Ji Wan got married, she was her bridesmaid, Ji Wan was wearing a beautiful white wedding dress, and she smiled at the man opposite.

And what about her?She was wearing a bridesmaid dress and she was crying all the time.

Shen Qing didn't wake up.

She quickly lifted the quilt, sat down on the bed, panted for a while, her throat was dry.

She went to the kitchen, found a bottle of mineral water in the refrigerator, wrung out the lid, and took a big gulp.

Before she could swallow the saliva, she coughed.

That's when the doorbell rang.

Shen Qingwei took the bottle of water and went to the back of the door. She looked through the peephole and saw Ji Wan's mother Zhang Ru standing there.

Shen Qing didn't reach out to open the door: "Aunt Ru is here."

Zhang Ru smiled and entered the room: "Are you feeling better? I just made some food, you can eat some first, and I will take you to the hospital later."

A trace of warmth flowed through Shen Qingwei's heart: "I'm already cured, thank you Aunt Ru."

"Why are you being polite, you are Wanwan's good friend, and I grew up watching you, kid, let's eat quickly."

Zhang Ru put the lunch box on the dining table, and urged Shen Qingwei to eat quickly.

Shen Qingwei went to the kitchen to get a pair of clean chopsticks, she sat on the chair by the dining table, opened the lid of the box, Shen Qingwei looked at the hot food, her nose was sore.

Aunt Ru treats her well because in Aunt Ru's eyes, she is Wanwan's good friend.

If Aunt Ru knew her feelings for Ji Wan, would she still like her?

The answer is no.

Shen Qingwei is very clear that everyone of the opposite sex can accept it, but what if it is the same sex?I'm afraid Ji Wan won't talk to her anymore.

She lived very pessimistically in her previous life, and in her new life, Shen Qing didn't realize that she was still like this, still pessimistic.

She doesn't want to love Ji Wan anymore, otherwise she will lose her, and the two of them can't even be friends.