She's jealous again

At the end of August, the school's monthly exam came and lasted for two days.

On September 13st, when the monthly examination results came out, Shen Qingwei ranked No. [-] in the grade, and there were two eleventh, four points more than her, so there was no twelve.

Before Shen Qing got the full-year report card, she looked at the scores of the students ahead of her, and found that starting from No.5, the gap between them and her was not too big.

At that moment, great ambition burst out in her heart.

People are like this, more and more dissatisfied, just like No.13 now, she didn't dare to think about it before, but she got it now.

She thought, why can't she be the top five in Xiao Xiang's grade.

Shen Qingwei took a photo of the report card with her mobile phone, and sent the photo to Ji Wan on WeChat.

She said, "Wanwan, I'm so happy."

She has a lot of things to say to Ji Wan, but she doesn't know where to start. She used to envy her classmates with good grades, but now she has finally become a student that her classmates also envy.

Just like when she first entered high school, she talked with a group of classmates about the difference between a master and a god.

Those with good grades are called academic masters.

But what about God?Not every top student can be called a god of learning. Only good grades, good looks, and good character can be called gods of learning.

Now faintly some classmates call her like this, young and bright age, beautiful and bright appearance, excellent grades, gentle and polite to people.

Shen Qingwei felt that her personality had become much more cheerful and lively. In the past, she was very pessimistic and mournful. She always doubted herself and felt that she was worthless. She lived in this world just to make up the numbers. But now, she will never be like this again thought about it.

The school gave bonuses to the top [-] students in liberal arts. There are far more people studying science than liberal arts, and the top [-] students have bonuses.

Shen Qingwei received a scholarship for the first time, 1000 yuan.

Five minutes after that message was sent to Ji Wan, Xiang Siyu sent a message to Shen Qingwei: "Congratulations to our classmate Shen Qingwei for getting the scholarship, treat us tonight."

Shen Qing didn't reply well.

Ji Wan hasn't replied yet, Shen Qingwei is already able to achieve peace of mind.

She put the phone off, took out the books and test papers, and waited for the class bell to ring.

At ten o'clock in the evening, the evening self-study is over.

Before Shen Qing packed her schoolbag, Xiang Siyu and several classmates had already come over, plus Shen Qingwei was six people, four girls and two boys.

Xiang Siyu smiled: "I'm thinking about what to eat."

Others suggested going for skewers.

Shen Qingwei said: "Then go eat skewers."

In the end, the six of them went to a shop not far from the school. They ordered a lot of skewers. Shen Qingwei didn't like food very much. She watched them eat and listened to their bragging. She occasionally had a sip of Coke.

It lasted until 11:30, when a group of people went to the store and started calling family members.

Xiang Siyu was also on the phone with her mobile phone, and Shen Qingwei left after her driver came over.

It was past twelve o'clock when I got home and took a shower and hair.

Ji Wan's message came.

"Qingwei, congratulations." Behind it is an emoji that loves you.

Ji Wan talked a lot.

"Qingwei, I'm not as good as you think. I have many dark sides, but the person I don't want to hurt is you."

"So, I hope you will become better and better."

"No matter what you face in the future, you have the right and capital to choose."

Shen Qing didn't read these messages silently, and finally just sent a good night.

In the past six months, Ji Wan gave her several gifts, all of which were various test papers.

Shen Qing didn't know that Ji Wan wanted her to study hard, man, that's it, no matter how much others say, it's useless, Ji Wan once said the same, but she didn't want to change, didn't want to work hard.

Later, she wanted to change, worked hard, and her grades improved.

Shen Qing didn't understand why Ji Wan said these words, Wanwan hoped that she would become a better person.

Shen Qingwei suddenly wanted to post on Moments, but she was afraid of being seen by adults. At her age, classmates in the class still used buttons more, so Shen Qingwei posted a post to talk about it.

"The best way to love someone is to stand on an equal footing with her."

After sending it out, she saw the word her, silently deleted it, typed it again, and changed her to him.

This night, Shen Qing did not sleep very soundly.

In October, the Mid-Autumn Festival comes.

The pair of twin sons Zhang Wenjing gave birth to are now half a year old. Xu Shi saw that she had given birth to a second child, and her aunt and sister-in-law also wanted to have one. They have been going to the hospital for check-ups for the past six months.

Shen Qingwei went to the hospital twice with Zhang Ru, and found that the people who gave birth to the second child were almost the same as those who had the first child, and most of them were people of Zhang Ru's age.

Shen Qingwei has no opinion on having children, it is a human choice, but she does not want to have children.

However, Zhang Ru finally became pregnant in August.

Shen Qing didn't find out that Zhang Ru was pregnant, and the happiest person was actually Ji Wan.

This is something Shen Qingwei can't understand, she only thinks that Ji Wan really wants a younger brother or younger sister.

The aunt asked her to have dinner on the Mid-Autumn Festival.

Shen Qing didn't agree.

On the day of the Mid-Autumn Festival, she got up early, took a shower and hair, specially chose a long red dress to wear, tied her hair in two braids, and put on lipstick.

Shen Qing didn't go out with her mobile phone. She went to the supermarket to buy three boxes of beautifully packaged mooncakes and some fruits, and then took a taxi to her aunt's house.

When we got there, everyone was there.

Zhang Wenjing brought her two young sons and four nannies.

A group of people were very surprised when they saw what Shen Qingwei was carrying, and the aunt scolded: "You are a child, why do you still buy things?"

Shen Qingwei smiled: "I think I'm not young anymore."

After she called someone, she also called Aunt Zhang Wenjing, and when facing Shen Zhengrong, she even calmly called Dad.

Shen Zhengrong's expression softened a lot.

Everyone sat and ate and chatted together. The adults had a lot to talk about, but with Shen Qingwei, as long as they were studying, they could chat.

The little uncle was very happy and said: "Qingwei is doing well now, uncle rewards you with a big red envelope."

Others asked: "How nice?"

Uncle: "I'm already in the top fifteen of my grade, if I work hard for a few more months, I might be able to get into the top three."

For the first time, Shen Qingwei saw a gratified expression on Shen Zhengrong's face.

Zhang Wenjing said: "My Junjun is seventh in science, and I will definitely be able to go to Tsinghua University in the future." She asked again: "Qingwei, which university do you plan to take?"

Shen Qingwei said indifferently: "Peking University."

Zhang Wenjing was taken aback, and her tone was a bit sour: "Why are girls reading so many books? In the future, they will marry and have sons. I read the news, and those female doctors will not be able to marry."

Shen Qing didn't glance at her, and said with a half-smile, "Auntie, you haven't read too much, so that's all you know."

The sister-in-law hurriedly said: "Zhang Wenjing, you just don't listen to asking you to read more, and you are still fussing with the child now." She turned to Shen Qingwei, with a smile on her face: "Qingwei, come, eat strawberries, it's too sweet, don't talk to you Auntie knows a lot.”

Shen Qingwei took the strawberry handed over by her sister-in-law and took a bite, she bowed her head.

After that, Zhang Wenjing didn't say anything.

After eating the fruit, Shen Qingwei went upstairs to play, and saw Shen Qingyun sitting on a chair by the easternmost window on the second floor playing games, and Zhang Wenjing standing behind him talking to him.

"Junjun, you have to work hard, and you must not regress in your academic performance."

Shen Qingyun nodded: "Mom, I know, I will have a holiday and play."

"The relatives from your mother's natal family, the children of your uncle and aunt, don't bother, you know?"

"They're all a bunch of vampires. I've given them so much money over the years, and I'm still not satisfied."

Shen Qingyun finally raised his head: "Are they asking you for money again?"

Zhang Wenjing said: "Well, let me give them 100 million a year."

She has so much money, but she is not willing to give it. Shen Zhengrong bought the younger brother's house and car.

So Zhang Wenjing wanted to sever ties with her natal family, but her son seemed to have a good relationship with those cousins.

"I thought about it just now. If Shen Qingwei can really be admitted to Peking University, you have to get along with her in the future. She will definitely not be bad in the future. Can the man introduced by your two aunts be bad? It will only be good for you. harm."

Shen Qingyun said helplessly: "Mom, don't be so powerful."

Zhang Wenjing raised her hand and knocked on his head: "I'm shrewd. If I were stupid, just like your four aunts, your grandparents would have sold you thousands of dollars."

Zhang Wenjing continued: "It's better to marry your father than those men in the village. Women are miserable. I have already given birth to three sons for your father. Look at the quarrel between Shen Qingwei and me. Both of your aunts are facing each other. Shen Qingwei, because they don't treat me as a family, they only treat Shen Qingwei as a family."

Zhang Wenjing also said that seeing that her son was not interested in listening at all, she sighed, she turned her head to see Shen Qingwei, her eyes did not change, and she greeted with a smile.

Shen Qingwei also smiled.

After eating, Shen Qingwei left.

When she got home, she saw money transfers on WeChat and Alipay. Zhang Wenjing even asked her two aunts to transfer a sum of money to Shen Qingwei.

Shen Qing didn't think of what Zhang Wenjing and Shen Qingyun said, so she thought that she might be promising in the future, did she plan to make friends with her?

Shen Qingwei took the money, and told the two aunts that it was my father's money, and I was not yet young, so it was only natural to spend his money.

The family relationship has long been broken, and Shen Qing never thought about repairing it, but just felt that she had a bright future and should not be influenced by other people.

The holidays are over soon, and the second TV series directed by Ji Wan is broadcast on a certain TV station, and the ratings are not bad, but when watching TV series, everyone pays more attention to the actors, and seldom pays attention to the director.

In the last New Year of high school, there were only seven days off in school.

Ji Wan didn't go back to Xiacheng, she planned to go back, but the crew had some problems, so Ji Ming and Zhang Ru went to Beijing to celebrate the new year.

Shen Qingwei originally wanted to go, but when she learned that Ji Wan's family was celebrating the New Year with her grandma's family, she felt embarrassed to go there.

She didn't go to her two aunts to celebrate the New Year, but spent the New Year alone, bought a lot of vegetables and stuffed them in the refrigerator, and cooked a large table of vegetables on New Year's Eve by herself.

After Ji Wan had the New Year's Eve dinner there, she went back to her room to video chat with Shen Qingwei, who was watching a movie at the time.

After the two chattered a lot, Ji Wan suddenly said: "Qingwei, I'm sorry, I won't let you celebrate the New Year alone again."

Shen Qingwei smiled: "Actually, I don't care, but I will be very happy to spend every new year with you in the future."

Ji Wan also smiled, her smile was bright, her eyes were so bright that Shen Qingwei blushed.

The video call lasted for several hours, until the new year passed, and it was the first day of junior high school. Shen Qing didn't expect that last year's first day of junior high school was Valentine's Day, but this year's fourth day of junior high school seemed to be Valentine's Day.

However, the fifth day of the school was about to start, and there was only more than three months of study time, so she couldn't allow her to think about anything else.

At one o'clock in the morning, Shen Qingwei hung up the video call.

Unable to fall asleep, she lay by the floor-to-ceiling window by herself until the phone rang, and the call was from Si Yu.

Shen Qingwei felt strange and hurriedly answered.

Xiang Siyu cried over there: "I'm outside your community, and the security guards won't let me in."

Shen Qingwei walked out and asked, "What's wrong?"

Xiang Siyu just cried.

Shen Qing was not afraid that something would happen to her, so she left the building, ran to the gate of the community, and led Xiang Siyu in.

Xiang Siyu was still twitching.

Shen Qingwei gave her a pack of tissues: "It's Chinese New Year, what's wrong?"

"My family asked me to study abroad with Yu Feiyang." Xiang Siyu sniffed: "But I found that I don't want to go abroad anymore."

In the past, Xiang Siyu often said that there is no need to study hard, and it is enough to go abroad to get a diploma and come back to inherit the family business.She said this sentence from the first year of high school to the third year of high school.

But when the family had a New Year's Eve dinner tonight, they talked about it again, and she found that she was very resistant and didn't want to go abroad at all.

"Then don't go abroad, if you can't get into a good university this year, you can repeat it for another year." Shen Qingwei sat down next to Xiang Siyu: "Siyu, life is yours, isn't it good to do things that make you happy? "

Xiang Siyu looked directly at her: "Are you happy now?"

Shen Qing nodded without hesitation: "Happy." Because Ji Wan was always there.

Xiang Siyu smiled, his smile was a bit cold: "Qingwei, I had a quarrel with everyone in my family tonight, and I didn't know what growing up is, compromise, endless compromise, compromise with the society, compromise with the people around you. Compromise between people and things, compromise with family members, I am also very afraid of the pressure of public opinion, afraid of others pointing fingers at me."

Shen Qing didn't know why she said that, and was thinking about how to comfort her?Xiang Siyu suddenly held her hand with a stubborn expression and wet eyes.

"Qingwei, I like you. I have liked you since the first year of high school. Would you like to go abroad with me?"

"It's not that I don't want to go abroad, but I want you to go abroad with me." Her voice was almost begging.

Shen Qingwei looked at her blankly, she opened her mouth, and said after a long time: "Siyu, I like you too, between friends, that's all, the person I care about most is Ji Wan, and I only care about you." She's alone."

She withdrew her hand and rested both fists on her thighs.Shen Qingwei bowed her head: "Si Yu, I hope you can be happy."

Xiang Siyu's eyes were slightly cold, and the guesses in her heart had been confirmed. She guessed more than once that Shen Qing didn't like Ji Wan, and tried many times, but Shen Qing was no better at pretending than she was.

The coldness in Xiang Siyu's eyes soon became dim, as if some kind of creature suddenly lost its vitality, so powerless and desperate.

She whispered: "Qingwei, I understand, but you and Ji Wan are together, how long can you resist the social pressure? Five years? Ten years? Twenty years?"

Shen Qingwei said seriously: "I don't know what Wanwan thinks, if her feelings for me are the same as my feelings for her, as long as she can persevere, so can I, Si Yu, in fact, I don't care about others at all. How to say me."

Xiang Siyu chuckled, this sentence seemed to be for himself, his voice was stuck in his throat: "Ji Wan is more selfish than you."

After she finished speaking, she lay down on the sofa: "I'll stay with you and sleep for one night. I'm going to go abroad to play in a few days. I heard that foreign countries are very tolerant of this matter. I will forget you sooner or later, Qing Wei .”

Shen Qingwei said softly: "It's better to forget me, I hope you will always be happy, don't care about other people's eyes, I have another bedroom in my house, don't you go to sleep on the bed?"

Xiang Siyu closed his eyes: "I'm going to sleep on the sofa."

Shen Qingwei smiled lightly: "I'll get you a quilt."

At night, Shen Qingwei and Xiang Siyu didn't sleep, but sat on the bed in the bedroom and played games all night on the sofa in the living room. .

Xiang Siyu became angry about playing games, but it dilutes the sadness tonight, thinking that rather than being tricked by someone he doesn't know, it's better to find acquaintances and pull a few classmates in.

At seven o'clock in the morning, Xiang Siyu called her family and asked them to pick her up.

While waiting for her family to come over, she and Shen Qingwei sat at the dining table to eat hot pot, and put a lot of meatballs and vegetables on it.

No one mentioned what happened last night, as before, they were just good friends.

"Qingwei, I regret that I didn't study hard in the past two and a half years. You persuaded me hundreds of times, but I always refused to learn." After eating a piece of fish tofu, Xiang Siyu said, "You study hard, yes Is it because of Ji Wan?"

Shen Qing didn't nod, her voice was gentle but firm: "Yes."

Xiang Siyu laughed at himself: "I'm still too selfish. The only person I cherish the most is myself. Even if I like you, I don't want to change myself for you. I can't even study hard. I don't think I like you very much." .”

Xiang Siyu thought of Ji Wan, Ji Wan's academic performance is good, even though she hasn't come to school for so long, and occasionally comes to take the exam, she is still the first in the grade, leaving behind No.2 by a large margin.

Ji Wan has been staying in Beijing to work and earn money, she is just a girl who is not yet full.

Is Ji Wan's family short of money?Does she need to work so hard to make money?The answer is not at all.

Xiang Siyu lowered her eyes, her eyes were deep, she seemed to have guessed the reason why Ji Wan worked so hard to make money so early.

Because of Shen Qingwei!

Like Shen Qingwei, Ji Wan wanted to give a perfect answer to this relationship that would be opposed by her family.

Xiang Siyu looked at her slender and tender fingers, and tapped her legs a few times with her fingertips. Then, she took out her mobile phone from her coat pocket to check the time.

"Qingwei, I'll leave first, you and Ji Wan will be happy in the future." She said: "I will be happy too."

She got up, and Shen Qingwei also got up.

Xiang Siyu was free and easy, she waved: "Don't send me off, I'm such an old man, I know the way."

She turned around and left, went outside, closed the door, raised her hand to Siyu to wipe the tears on her cheeks, she was not very sad, as time passed, she would always forget Shen Qingwei.