four seasons flowers

On October [-], the sun was shining brightly.

Also today, Zhang Zhehan's first concert was officially held in Beijing.Make-up, rehearsal, going through the process, one after another, made him feel a little overwhelmed.

At five o'clock in the afternoon, half an hour before the start, the outside of the arena was already filled with all kinds of support signs, as well as fans queuing up to enter the arena.

Of course, the most eye-catching thing is the Porsche luxury cars at the door, which are covered with all kinds of flowers, which should be sent by the protagonist's friends today.

Beside such a cheerful and gentle person, there is never a shortage of friends who treat each other sincerely!

this day.

Flowers bloom thousands of miles, waiting for your return.

The person on the stage had long hair and was wearing a stage outfit that he seldom wore at ordinary times. The dazzling bright red exuded a charming charm on him.

Whether it is fans for many years or friends around Zhang Zhehan, it is rare to see him wearing such a ostentatious color.

In an instant, the audience was silent.

Go out in slippers, have the health habits that only the elderly will have, and love golf that only the elderly will like.This kind of him makes people outside gradually forget:

The person on the stage was also a willful young man who "is proud of the spring breeze and suffers from horseshoe disease, and can see all the flowers in Chang'an in one day."

The extreme wantonness is extremely enviable.

And when he was approaching his thirties, he began to slowly let go of the unscrupulousness he once had.The title of "Madman" is left behind, recording the youthful impulsiveness of the past.

With a signal from the people on the stage, the music started to play.Looking at the audience in the audience, Zhang Zhehan slowly opened his mouth.

One song after another, either by himself or not by himself, through this man's unique voice, all of them have a taste that belongs to him.

In fact, this first concert, one is to thank those fans who accompanied him all the way, and the other is to fulfill his years of concert dreams.

It is also for this reason that there are not too many programs prepared for this concert, and the time for interacting with fans in the midfield and some other items is about two hours.

Happy time always passes very fast, fleeting.

With the end of the last interactive session with fans, the time for the last song finally came, and the concert officially entered the end stage.

"This song "Don't Say" is something I wrote when I was filming "The End of the World". After the filming, I sorted it out and wrote it into lyrics. I asked the teacher to compose music for it. What about today? , is the first time I have sung this song in public, I hope everyone will like it. It can also be regarded as me and Zhou Zishu." He paused, "Let's say goodbye."

The music started, the light hit Zhang Zhehan's body, and a gentle male voice slowly flowed out from the speaker:

"The adult world tries not to say

Don't judge and let yourself live freely

Cozy Dinner Gorgeous Evening Dress Decoration Living

Elaborately designed ceremonial dining table candles in a trance

Hang up your headphones and make a deal with the world

Welcome to this wonderful space and meet me”

A line of lyrics, as if with unspeakable feelings, expresses the love and nostalgia of adults to the extreme.

The smirk that the man showed when he was teasing him, the unspeakable seriousness when he was cooking for him, the anxiety that was visible to the naked eye when he was sick, and his gentle embrace and clear eyes under the clear moonlight that night.These pictures are like movies, played frame by frame in Zhang Zhehan's mind.

That person still didn't come. Just two hours ago, when Zhang Zhehan was about to play, he suddenly sent a WeChat message, saying: I'm so sorry today, because I have other schedules, so I might not be able to come.There are also two pictures of the flowers he sent at the back. There are two bunches, but he didn't open them.

After watching it, he didn't say anything, just handed the mobile phone to the staff on the side, got ready and went on stage.

"Those imperfect details are precious experiences."

As the last lyric fell, the lights gradually dimmed.

Looking in the direction of the empty seat, he suddenly lost his mind.

The end of the song and the separation of people, how appropriate the scene.

He bowed his head and smiled bitterly, and picked up the microphone.

"Thank you all my fans, family and friends who have supported me all the time. This is the end of today's concert. I hope you all stay safe on the way back. Thank you everyone."

After speaking, there was thunderous applause.

I watched you on the stage from the audience, feeling uncontrollable, but that's all.

We all have our own lives, leaving the stage and not disturbing each other is the best distance between idols and fans.

Zhang Zhehan bowed to the fans in the audience, said "thank you" again, and then slowly left the stage.

It's just that he didn't notice at this time that in a corner farthest from the stage, there was a pair of slightly red eyes staring at the figure on the stage until it disappeared into the darkness and could no longer be seen.

Qin Yuan looked at the man next to him, looking out of the car window, who had been silent all the way, and finally couldn't help it.

"I said you've become a good boy, and you called me all the way from Shanghai. I thought you really missed me as a buddy, but who knew that I was actually a cover."

While talking, he turned his head and looked at the man, only to see that he was still looking out of the window with all his heart, and had no intention of paying attention to himself at all.Most people would choose to keep their mouths shut at this time.But who is Qin Yuan? He is not an ordinary person, but he wants to be different from others.

I saw him cast a disgusted glance at the person next to him again: "Since when did you become such a coward? You don't dare to watch other people's concerts in an open manner, and you even secretly buy the most remote seats. That's fine." Now, the key is that you are dressed like a thief, and you still want to drag me, which really ruined my reputation for the rest of my life!"

Seeing that the man still ignored him, Qin Yuan finally decided to give up, turned his head away, and continued to drive his car seriously.

"It's not that I don't dare, I'm just afraid." The sudden voice startled Qin Yuan.

"It's not that I said you squeaked before you opened your mouth. What should I do if I'm scared and hit a tree?" After finishing speaking, he patted his chest in shock, and asked routinely as if he remembered:

"Then you dare, what are you afraid of?"

"I dare to risk everything, but this will kill him." After Gong Jun finished speaking, he slowly closed his eyes and leaned back on the seat.

In fact, even if he didn't say it, Qin Yuan would understand.Although the times have developed to such an inclusive situation today, homosexuality is not a rare stubble.But this is in the entertainment industry. They are entertainers and public figures. Once the relationship is exposed, everyone can imagine what the ending will be.

Even if Zhang Zhehan is willing to give up his career and be with Gong Jun.In Gong Jun's mind, how would he blame himself, what would happen if a man lost his career, he was afraid to see such a thing happen.

Love is not the whole of a person's life. You still have family, friends, and many emotions and bonds that cannot be parted.

One should not be alone in one's life.

because

There is nothing wrong with love, selfishness is the original sin.

The concert is a very tiring job, so when Zhang Zhehan got home, he was already exhausted. He forced himself to wash up, and then lay down on the bed.Picking up his phone habitually, the concert was over, and he asked his assistant to keep all the flowers sent today and put them in the studio, including the two bouquets of Gong Jun.

So this is the first time he has a mobile phone in his hand since the beginning of the concert.

As soon as he turned on the screen, a series of WeChat messages popped up, all from friends and partners around him, most of them were blessings for the successful completion of his concert, and he replied thank you one by one.

When he finished replying on the last day, he found that there was still an unread one, and he kept scrolling down, and it was actually sent by Gong Jun, which said: It's a pity this time, but I will definitely come when you next time.There is also a cheering expression pack attached at the back, just like his style all the time.

next time?Unfortunately, there will be no next time.Zhang Zhehan thought bitterly.

This is the so-called fate. Sometimes one miss is a lifetime miss. Even if you want to make up for it later, you have no chance.

He didn't believe in these "fate or death" before, but this time he believed it, not only believed it, but also believed it thoroughly.

Put down the phone and turn on the music, he likes to listen to songs to fall asleep.

This night, Zhang Zhehan had a long, long dream about the past, some when he was in school, some when he just entered the entertainment circle, and some about filming "The End of the World".In the dream, there are his parents, grandparents, Zhang Su and Xiao Yu, his college classmates, and his first girlfriend. In short, there are many, many people.Of course, there is also Gong Jun.

The next day, Gong Jun drove Qin Yuan to the airport. Qin Yuan was going to the United States on a business trip for a while, and it would take several months before he came back.

The two hugged each other as a commemorative ceremony for this meeting.Since they graduated from university, Gong Jun came to Beijing, while Qin Yuan stayed in Shanghai. They are usually busy with work, and the chances for the two to meet are also very few. This time, they finally met, but they will part again soon.

Gong Jun has many friends, but Qin Yuan is his best one. The two talked about everything since they were in college.

We all know that the friends we made when we were students are always far away and sincere, and later we get to know each other in the workplace.

Before leaving, Qin Yuan patted Gong Jun on the shoulder and said, "Since you have made a decision, be brave. If the sky falls, there will be a brother to help you. What are you afraid of?"

Without waiting for Gong Jun to reply, he pulled the suitcase and strode towards the security check. When he entered, he waved his hand to the back.

Next time we meet, brother, I hope you can still say to me with a smirk, "Brother Yuan, long time no see!"

Real friends don't need to see each other often.But if you don't say it, he will know what you mean,

If you are in trouble, he is willing to give you a hand.

But no matter what happens, he wants you to be happy!

The author has something to say: Because there are too many classes today, the post is late, please forgive me