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Since that night, Xijian felt that something seemed to be different between himself and Tezuka.

Although Tezuka's expression is still not very rich, but from the light in his eyes behind the lens, Shiomi can occasionally clearly feel the temperature inside.

He is a responsible man, even if he is not a perfect lover, he is definitely a good husband who can't find faults. Every day, he will get up before Xijian, prepare breakfast and lunch for her, watch her eat, escort her She walks to school slowly. At noon, he will go to the supermarket near the school to pick fresh ingredients two hours in advance, borrow the school cafeteria, and arrange a nutritious lunch for her. One hour is just to accompany her on the way home, and rush back to the tennis club after preparing dinner for her.

Because he had to arrange for Xi Jian, he rearranged the training of the tennis club. In one day, he was busy between the tennis club and his home, and he often didn't even care about his own three meals. He never said this to Xi Jian, And Xijian was kept in the dark by him at the very beginning. Later, if Buer, who never visited her, knew that he didn't even care about his own three meals for her, maybe she would never know that he did it for her. What has she tried.

In order not to make Tezuka work too hard, when she was four months pregnant, Shiomi decided to take a vacation and came to Tezuka's home to wait for the delivery. With Tezuka Ayana's care, Tezuka could finally take a breather during the day.

Xiomi moved back to the home, so Tezuka naturally wouldn't leave his wife alone. The two are a legal couple. In front of Tezuka Ayana and her elders, it is naturally impossible to sleep in a separate room. The first day after moving back to the home, the night For the two of them in the same room, the atmosphere was a bit awkward.

Tezuka saw Xiomi's unnaturalness, and thoughtfully prepared to make a bed on the floor, intentionally giving up the big bed to Xiomi.

Xi Jian looked at his busy back with his back to her. For some reason, tears just flowed down like this. He seemed to feel something, stopped what he was doing, and turned around hesitantly, just in time to see the smile on Xi Jian's face. Two lines of tears.

He was silent for a moment, but he still walked over quickly, reaching out his hand hesitantly, and wiped away her tears.

He didn't speak, just quietly wiped her tears, his palm pressed against her cheek, she unconsciously raised her hand to cover his, and cried harder.

After getting along these days, they have learned a lot about each other. He actually understood the reason for her crying, but he didn't know how to comfort her. After a long time, her tears stopped, and only her constant sobbing remained. Compromised: "If you don't mind having one more person on the bed, I won't make the floor."

A word made her blush with embarrassment, she raised her eyes that were especially bright washed by tears, she looked at him, and suddenly smiled childishly: "Well, I don't mind."

Her emotions come and go quickly. Pregnant women may be emotional, and he found a reason for her waywardness.

So, she finally got her wish and shared the same bed with him.

At the 38th week of pregnancy, Shiomi's belly was already very big, and her face began to swell. When she slept at night, her calves kept cramping. Since sharing the same bed with Shiomi, Tezuka's sleep became much shallower. He would open his eyes if there was any movement. For a while now, whenever Xi Jian felt her calf cramps, Tezuka would massage her for the first time. Maybe the man Xi Jian loved was still cold in his memory, but when The first time he hesitantly lay on her stomach and heard the fetal sound, a faint smile would appear on his face, making Xijian vaguely recall the moment when Qingxue won the national championship for the first time.

He never said he loves her, and she doesn't know if he loves her, but whether he loves her or not, it doesn't matter anymore. After all, they have common expectations, and their lives are changing The mistakes have been integrated into one, she will not let go, and will not foolishly think about what to accomplish, Yamato Hara Ka, the past of Yamato Hara Kagami and Tezuka Kunimitsu, she has heard it, she will not Great, she only wants to live her own life well, and grasp the happiness that she can grasp with peace of mind.

It was Sunday and the sun was shining brightly. Tezuka’s parents went out early in the morning to attend a relative’s wedding. Tezuka Kunimitsu was worried about Shiomi, so he stayed behind. The housekeeper aunt went out to buy vegetables. In the huge house, only Shiomi and Tezuka were present. There are two people.

Xi Jian was sitting on the sofa in the living room reading a newspaper, and in the open kitchen not far away, Tezuka was warming milk for her.

Suddenly, Xi Jian felt her stomach shrank obviously, and there was a stabbing pain. She unconsciously grabbed the clothes on her abdomen, gritted her teeth, broke out in cold sweat, and tried hard to adjust her breathing.

She had a similar experience before. At the beginning, she thought she was going to give birth, and the family was turned upside down. When she was sent to the hospital, it was only after the examination that she realized that it was just a pseudocontraction. The doctor told her, As long as there are no regular labor pains, the baby will not come out. Originally, Tezuka Ayana suggested that Shiomi be hospitalized to wait for delivery, but Xiomi didn't like hospitals, so Tezuka let her stay at home until the last week before the due date. Then go to the hospital to give birth.

Tezuka loves Xijian very much, maybe he didn't say anything, but as long as he has the heart, he can see it from his every move, such a change is so subtle that even Xijian himself has never noticed it, but Tezuka Ayana has been watching it all the time Here, I am also happy to see it succeed.

"What's the matter?" Although Xi Jian didn't speak, Tezuka, who had been paying attention to her from time to time, found out that something was wrong with her at the first time, quickly turned off the ignition, put down his movements, he came to Xi Jian's side, and asked aloud.

"No, it's okay, it may be another false contraction, it will be fine in a while, don't worry." After the pain eased, Xi Jian smiled weakly at Tezuka.

Tezuka didn't loosen his brows because of her words, but just looked at her, watching her every subtle expression seriously.

Normally, Xi Jian would definitely turn her head away uncomfortably. After all, as she was about to give birth, her face became round several times, and many spots that were not clean began to appear under the corners of her eyes. She was not confident in the first place, but now she dare not When she looked in the mirror again, she naturally didn't want the people she cared about to see such an unbearable side, but at this moment, she didn't care about being shy, because another wave of pain hit her and distorted her face.

The frequency of abdominal pain may not be regular, however, it is actually getting worse.

She felt a vague sense of dampness in her panties.

"Guoguang..." She panted and called his name, grabbed his hand unconsciously, and said with a wry smile, "I, I may be giving birth soon!"

……

On that day, after being in a hurry, Xi Jian successfully gave birth to a son in the early hours of the morning.

It was a little doll whose eyes hadn't been opened yet. It had long eyeliner, a small nose, small lips, and wrinkled skin. It didn't look like anyone.

Tezuka Ayana, who rushed home after hearing the news, immediately burst into laughter when she saw her grandson, carefully took the child from the nurse, and told Tezuka Kuniharu that the child was very similar to Kunimitsu when she was a child.

Tezuka looked at the child in Tezuka Ayana's hand, and unconsciously raised his hand to touch the child's face, but he was afraid that his rough fingers would make the child feel uncomfortable, so his hand stopped in the air, hesitated for a moment, and then put it down, and After Tezuka Ayana and the others gave a few instructions, they went to the door of the delivery room to wait for Shiomi.

……

The night outside the window was very deep, and a weak light was on in the ward.

Xi Jian was lying quietly on the bed, falling asleep, and Tezuka was standing by her side, holding her hand, watching her quietly, the light in his eyes behind the lens was faint, with a trace of restrained warmth.

Just because he is good at controlling his emotions does not mean that he has no emotions. As a father for the first time, he feels no less turbulent than when he won the tennis championship. It's just that he is so used to restraining himself that he doesn't know how to express it. .

He held her hand, interlocking his fingers, silently conveying his warmth, the expression on his face softened a lot, under the faint light, he was not as indifferent as usual, when Xi Jian slowly opened his eyes , What I saw was his face that seemed much softened than usual and the soft voice: "Thank you!"

Thank you for staying with me until now, thank you for not really giving up on this marriage.

Responsibility and love do not conflict in many cases. They are together because of responsibility, and because of being together, they begin to get acquainted with each other, know each other, get acquainted, and accompany each other. Fingers, the temperature conveyed, a bond deeper than liking, intertwined with family affection, no need for words, just a look to tacitly understand that it can last forever, isn't it another kind of happiness?

There is no need for too much love between them. In the future, there will be children and responsibilities. All she needs to know is that he will be a good husband and father, and will work hard to treat her wholeheartedly. What does it matter if he doesn’t say I love you? What is the difference?

Hearing his thank you, she smiled softly, and said word by word, "You're welcome!" After a pause, she jokingly added, "Just remember to pay for it in the future!"

She and the child will spend the rest of their lives slowly teaching him the word love. They have a lot of time, so she knows herself and is not in a hurry.

She can't eat hot tofu in a hurry, she understands this.

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