[Net King] Xi see

He said, give me a chance.

He said, I didn't think love was a prerequisite for marriage before, but if this is the problem between us, I am willing to follow your steps.

He spoke a long sentence, in front of many people in the cafeteria, with a serious and serious expression.

Xi Jian suddenly felt dizzy, that feeling that he could no longer distinguish dream from reality, and just sat there stupidly, looking at him, unable to say a word for a long time.

There was an eerie silence in the entire cafeteria, everyone stopped whispering and paid attention to the follow-up of Xi Jian and their table.

This scene is very similar to the usual plots in idol dramas, the only difference is that the male protagonist who confesses has no so-called romantic cells, and the female protagonist who is confessed does not cry with joy as he should.

So, after a brief silence, the atmosphere began to become awkward. In order not to let this embarrassment continue to spread, Yasuda who was sitting opposite Xijian could only bite the bullet and speak out to break the silence.

"Cough, Tezuka-kun, have you and Shiomi... had a relationship?" No wonder Yasuda would have this question. It is really that what Tezuka just said is very ambiguous. What is "give me a chance"?What do you mean by "If this is the problem between us, I am willing to follow your steps?" This sounds like two young couples who have been in love are having conflicts!Moreover, the most important thing is that these two people did not see the slightest intersection before, and there was not even a little gossip that could be spread. No matter how imaginative Yasuda is, it is really impossible to make these two people a pair.

If Tezuka and Shiomi really had a relationship, then the two of them have done a good job of keeping it secret!

Hearing Yasuda's question, Xi Jian, who had been in shock before, finally came back to his senses, and instinctively waved his hand to deny it. Who would have thought, the person on the other side intervened lightly:

"It's not counted as dating, I just want to learn to chase."

In a word, the audience was silent, and then, many people gasped and discussed in whispers, in disbelief.

The successive bombs made Xijian's head buzzing, if she could, she would like to pass out directly.

"But, isn't Tezuka-kun going to Germany next week? You're like this..." Yasuda, who seemed to understand the impact on Xijian, quickly recovered from his shock, looked at Xijian with some interest, and replaced her The question I wanted to ask was out of my mouth.

Hearing this, Tezuka lowered his eyes slightly, and said lightly: "This will not be a problem between us." He went to Germany, she is in Japan, the difference is only the region, and the difference is only the environment. With a heart, exotic love will not become too much trouble between them.

Yasuda is not an idiot, of course he understands what Tezuka means, of course, if it is someone else now, Yasuda might be able to question it, but Tezuka's character is over there, he admits that if he likes it, he really likes it, no matter where he is, No matter what kind of people surround him, once he has made a decision, he will not be easily shaken. Behind his back, many girls voted Tezuka as the most reliable and least changeable boyfriend.

After Yasuda finished asking, he sat on the back of the chair with a smile on his face, spread his hands, and returned the dominance to Shiomi.

After Yasuda and Tezuka's question and answer, Shiomi, who calmed down a little, finally found her voice.

"Didn't you just say that before the age of 25, you have no plans to get married?" With a dry voice, accompanied by rapid heartbeats in her chest, she looked at him, wanting to find him in the depths of his eyes. something.

"On the night of October [-]th, I have thought about what you said to me, and now, I have the answer." He raised his eyes, the gaze behind the lens was still cold, but after careful digging, he could still feel A little tumbling temperature is not considered gentle, but it is no longer an indifference that is difficult to approach. A very small bit of warmth is enough for Xijian to touch clearly.

"I want to understand you, and I will do my best to meet your requirements. In the future, I will ask for your advice." His tone is quite serious, and it is not difficult for people to hear his determination.

He was no longer obsessed with Xi Jiantong's disapproval, but was declaring to her very seriously.

Clean and tidy, simple and domineering, the people around couldn't help booing, and jokingly asked Minister Tezuka not to be careless.

Hearing the booing around, Xi Jian's face burned with a bang, and he couldn't stay here any longer, so he got up and fled in a hurry.

Therefore, since that day, the relationship between Shiomi and Tezuka has become the focus of a new wave of discussions in Qing Xue.

……

Seeing that he was ill, Xi hid at home and pretended to be ill again, very hopelessly.

Uncle Atobe has long been accustomed to her being unpromising. Although Shiomi didn't say anything after returning to Atobe's house that day, Uncle Atobe naturally had his channels to learn about the news that happened in Qingxue cafeteria.

At night, Xi Jian sat in front of the desk with his hands on his chin, looking at a group photo on the table, dazed.

This group photo is a group photo taken when she and Yuan Xiang participated in the tennis club together. In the photo, Yuan Xiang is standing next to Tezuka and smiling brightly. Sweet dimples.

In the photo, Tezuka was still as serious as ever, with his expressionless face and arms crossed, in sharp contrast to the smiling Fuji.

It's very strange, that's obviously a man who doesn't have much emotion and doesn't understand romance, so why is it him that she can't let go of?

Is it paranoid?Because what you can't get is always the best?

Xi Jian's eyes gradually became dazed, and suddenly he couldn't figure out what he wanted.

Suddenly, there was a knock on the door.

She regained her senses and turned her head to look. The uncle was wearing a silk bathrobe, leaning lazily on the door panel.

The tips of the purple-gray hair were slightly wet, under the slightly open bathrobe, the skin was fair, and the collarbone was exquisite and beautiful. He tapped the tear mole under the corner of his eyes, looked in the direction of Xi Jian, with a half-smile on his face.

……

In many cases, love is a game for the brave. If you want to find the ending you want, you have to move forward all the way.

She thought that maybe she was really not very brave, that's why she cowardly chose to escape after encountering a little setback.

Xiaojing said, since you can't let it go, don't let it go. Since you have never been gorgeous before, why should you care about not being gorgeous again?

It was a shocking statement, but it finally gave her a little courage.

Many things, if you don't try, you will never know whether it is right or wrong. Besides, on the road of love, there is no right or wrong at all. There is only continuation and death.

Her heart is not dead yet, her feeling for that person still exists, even though that feeling has become thinner, but it has never reached the point of disappearing without a trace.

Since you can't let it go, then don't let it go. Since you can't really don't care, then let yourself be brave again.

So, the next day, when Tezuka was invited by Atobe's phone call to the Buckingham Palace of Atobe's family, in front of the fountain in the rose garden, and bumped into her who was painting by accident, the two of them started again.

She paints, he is with her, the flower bed behind her, the bright red roses are blooming just right, they sit side by side, they don't communicate much, but they are surprisingly harmonious, occasionally, she feels that the light is too glaring, and his figure will appear Moving to cover her in a timely manner does not require words, it is just a tacit understanding for many years.

Looking at that scene, on the open-air balcony on the far floor, the dark blue-haired boy pushed the frame on the bridge of his nose, smiled and looked at the proud emperor beside him, and sighed helplessly: "You really spared no effort to her... !"

Hearing this, a certain uncle just snorted softly, looked up at the sky, and said indifferently: "My uncle's aesthetics are not something people like you can understand..."

Like, a lot of times it doesn’t mean love, and the feeling that really goes deep into the bone marrow doesn’t mean possession. Even if two people are together, sometimes there will be throbbing, but after a long time together, the throbbing will begin to transform into family affection I hope that she will be truly happy, and that the dimple on her face will no longer be gloomy. After all, even if the uncle's little tail is not gorgeous, it is still qualified for happiness!

And that qualification, he will fight for her, his feelings for her are not comparable to those less gorgeous love.

……

Tezuka's school leaving procedures have already been completed, but because of Shiomi, he postponed his plan to go to Germany for more than a month, intending to officially leave after this semester is over.

And since Tezuka made a high-profile statement of his determination to be with Shiomi in the cafeteria that day, Yuan Xiang, who wanted to save face, never appeared in front of them again, and occasionally met them in school. Yuan Xiang snorted arrogantly and turned around. Leave, and as for going to Munich with Tezuka, no one heard her mention it again.

At this time, Yamato Haraxiang was just a spoiled little girl, this little girl was vain and wanted face, but after being ruthlessly rejected, she would not be able to stalk her with good face anymore, but would resolutely fight again. Find a better boyfriend than Tezuka as revenge.

Of course, even if she also intends to unite with many girls to isolate Shiomi, and spread rumors and slander Ximi on the grounds that Ximi is Atobe's fiancee, but with the support of the tennis club's main election and a few good friends around Ximi, this This naive act of retaliation did not make any substantial progress. After a long time, she had to give up resentfully, and simply put a distance from Tezuka and the others, and kept each other's waters.

Without Yamato Haraka's hindrance, Shiomi and Tezuka lived peacefully in the next month, and started going to and from school together and dating on weekends like normal couples.

He is not a romantic person, but, for her sake, he would learn to use a racket to piece tennis balls together on the green grass to form a heart for her at the sea garden festival in Lihai University. She dances; on weekend dates, he will take her fishing, accompany her to the playground, and ride the Ferris wheel with her. Like ordinary couples, they will watch movies and eat popcorn together, although many times, his face The expression on her face was still calm, too serious to smile too much, but if she looked carefully, she could feel the warmth behind his glasses.

I don't remember who took the initiative. At a crossroads, they interlocked their fingers and didn't communicate much, but they felt at ease and happy with each other.

The day he set off for Munich happened to be the day after Christmas, and she was the only one to see him off.

At the airport, she personally put on the scarf for him, smiled softly, and wished him a smooth journey.

He looked at her smile, stretched out his hand, and for the first time, took the initiative to hug her into his arms.

"Wait for me." He said in her ear, the imperative sentence, so rigid that there was no warmth, but she still smiled, nodded in his arms, and said hello.

Then, he let go of her and told her to turn around and leave before boarding the plane.

She once wrote in her diary that she had been chasing his back, so this time, it was her turn to watch her turn around.

She understood what he meant, without much hesitation, smiled and waved at him, and turned around freely.

He watched her back, until she gradually disappeared into the sea of ​​people, the hands beside him clenched into fists, slowly turned around, and took firm steps towards the future that he had always been obsessed with.

Two people, facing opposite directions, separated by the flow of people, drifted away.

……

The sky was blue, and the plane flew across the sky, leaving a faint trace.

The wind was so strong that it messed up Xi Jian's hair. She raised her hand to block the glare of the sun. She watched the shadow of the machine receding in the sky, and took out an envelope from her pocket.

Leaning her back against the iron fence outside the tarmac, she opened the envelope, pulled out a piece of paper, and looked at the "Munich Academy of Fine Arts" printed on it in several familiar German words. The smile on her face grew stronger, and the dimples on her cheeks looked like more active.

……

"So, was Mom chasing Dad to Germany?" In a different time and space at the same time, the four-year-old Antai Tezuka was lying in Ximi's arms with a childlike voice, pestering her, asking her to say that she and Tezuka previous story.

In four years, Shiomi and Tezuka, who had lost their memory for 10 years, gradually began to have memories of the past ten years after the birth of their son Tezuka Antai.

It was a memory of a fresh start. In that memory, there was no Yamato Haruka who followed Tezuka to Germany, but Shiomi who followed Tezuka to Munich for further studies.

"Correct me, I didn't chase your father to Germany, I just received the admission notice of the 'Munich Academy of Fine Arts', in order to realize my dream, so I went to study in Germany." In order to restore a little bit of mother's image, Xi Jian He blushed and defended himself.

"Really? But that's not what Uncle Xiaojing and Uncle Ninzu said!" Although Antai Tezuka was small, he was not easy to deceive.After all, since Antai learned to walk, he has been taken out by Atobe to gain knowledge. Regarding this, Uncle Atobe said that in order not to let the unglamorous Xijian affect Antai's growth, he must personally train Antai, develop a Gorgeous aesthetics.

That little scene!

Xijian was angry and funny, at this time, Tezuka just pushed the door open and came in, Xijian seemed to have found a savior, his eyes lit up, and he said to his son: "If you don't believe my mother, you can ask your father directly! You can ask your father , your father must know that mother went to Germany to learn painting!" Then, he turned his head to look at Tezuka, and hurriedly said like a child: "Guoguang, tell your son yourself, did you first go to Germany? I'm chasing you!"

Hearing this, Tezuka was silent at first, and then gave a soft "ah" to express his acquiescence.

Seeing this, Xi Jian nodded in satisfaction, and turned to his son with a look of "you see".

"Not gorgeous mother!" Xiao Antai murmured silently. This kind of thing had happened not once or twice. Since he could remember, his father, who was a little talker, never refuted what his mother said. Xiaojing Uncle told him before that even if his mother said that the earth revolves around Mars, his father would probably reply with a flat expression: "Ah!" Will answer solemnly: "Mars and the sun are the same."

Of course, the above is purely Uncle Xiaojing's guess, and Antai has not verified the authenticity.

……

After growing up a bit, An Tai felt that although his parents were not as affectionate as the parents of other classmates in the class, nor were they as tender as those in TV idol dramas, his home was the happiest home. , after all, he has a super responsible father who will silently take on everything and prevent the wind and rain outside from affecting his family. He also lives younger and younger, smiles every day, and can become famous and realize his dreams by painting a few paintings in his spare time. dream mom.

The male host is outside, and the female host is inside. Antai's family is one of many ordinary families in Japan.

……

On Saturday, the weather was fine. In the Tokyo Metropolitan Art Museum, Japan, there was an art exhibition funded by the Atobe Group.

The works mainly displayed in this art exhibition are not masterpieces of famous artists, but a solo exhibition of a painter who can only be regarded as an amateur.

The art exhibition invited many famous Japanese painters to come to comment—of course, the name is called Comments, but it actually means to use the mouths of those famous painters to make a name for themselves.

In this world, there is no absolute fairness in many things. You have strength and talent. If you don't have luck and background, maybe you can only continue to remain anonymous.

fair?Ah!Life is unfair!

Yamato Haraka was sitting in the black RV, looking at the art museum not far away, with a mocking smile on his lips.

"Miss Yamato, can we go? If it's any later, the plane will be delayed." The black-clothed bodyguard sitting next to the driver in the front car turned around, his tone was calm, even though he was asking, his attitude was very tough.

This man is the bodyguard sent by Atobe to send Yamato Haraka abroad. It is a bodyguard in name, but in fact it is just a humanoid monitor placed by her side to prevent her from doing crazy things!

Five years ago, after Tezuka had a car accident and lost his memory, Yamato Haraka's divorce case was secretly taken over by Atobe. Unfortunately, this lawsuit has been going on for five years, and there is still no progress. Even her life is at risk. Facing a crisis, she couldn't refuse the bodyguard sent by Atobe on his own initiative, and she didn't have any confidence to refuse Atobe's proposal to send her away from here forever.

She thought about making a deal with Atobe, but, like 15 years ago, that man still never looked her in the eye.

……

"Is Kumori Shiomi your fiancée, right? She is with Tezuka now, which made you feel so shameless, didn't you think about getting revenge on her?" When Tezuka confessed to Kumori Shiomi at the cafeteria, he completely ignored her After she gained self-esteem, out of resignation, the girl with good face ran to the student council room of Hyotei under the pretext of being the manager of the tennis department of Qinggaku High School, and impulsively said this to the boy sitting at the table.

Her words made the young man laugh mockingly, and he sat lazily on the back of the chair. The young man's thin lips uttered a cold sentence: "Ah, who do you think you are?"

……

That man who was as arrogant as a king never looked at her directly. Even ten years later, when she came back, she tricked Ji into Tezuka and Shiomi's marriage and wanted to use it as a bargaining chip for a deal with that man, but she didn't want to, that man , still didn't take her seriously, asked her to make a price like a cheap girl, and when she refused decisively, thinking that her threat was useful, cut off all her retreats forcefully, and forced her to nowhere step by step, Until now, like a bereaved dog, stay away...

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"You like her, why don't you go after her? With your ability, is it interesting to be this kind of male second who has been giving silently for thousands of years?" At the moment when he was going to deport her, she couldn't bear to ask, he Destroyed all her plans, stifled all her scheming, she was not reconciled, her efforts were in vain, she didn't understand why he could do this for that woman who didn't care about him at all!

She is not reconciled, really not reconciled.

As for her unwillingness, he didn't give any explanation, and directly called the bodyguards to force her out of his world.

"When is it your turn to comment on my uncle's affairs?" The moment she was pushed out by the bodyguards, she heard his mocking voice.

Disdain, resolute, just like back then.

……

After regaining her senses, she looked at the frowning bodyguard in front of her, sighed slightly, raised the car window, and said lightly: "Let's go!"

If everything can be repeated, she hopes that she will never meet that proud person again. If fate must allow her to meet, she hopes that at that time, there will be no girl named Jiu Sen Xijian by his side.

Unfortunately, if, after all, only if.

……

Many, many years later, when Yuan Xiang was lingering on a sick bed in a foreign country, she recalled the young man named Keigo Atobe, and remembered what he had done to the girl named Shiomi. Suddenly, she thought, she should be able to Got something.

Love is not equal to marriage, life does not need possession, some people have known each other for a lifetime, and they have been together for too long, so habits become natural, feelings sink into the bone marrow, and it is no longer a simple love that can be described and is enough to transcend gender , beyond possessiveness, what was left behind was pure hope that she would live a good life, he could afford her world, but he also knew that she could not afford his love, so the gorgeous he used the smartest way to stay with her Being around is like a solo waltz without any helpers.

Kumori Xijian, you are really lucky!

If possible, in the next life, I will be your real friend, guard you with him, and then... snatch him to my side...

The author has something to say: This article is now completely over. I am a little disappointed and a little relieved. When I first conceived this story, I was facing graduation, writing a thesis and getting a job. Because of various problems in my life, this article has been intermittent , The closer to the ending, the less I want to code words. It may be because of this mentality that I have been procrastinating this article. Here, I would like to say sorry to all those who have followed this article.

Knowing how to write the story of Xijian is also a kind of confusion about life, marriage, reality, and love. What I want to express is that simple love is not equal to responsibility, and as time goes by, responsibility will also grow love. It may be a bit boring to turn these things into love, but I still hope that someone will like this story. This article has been dragged on until now. I understand that there are still a few people looking forward to this story, which gave me the courage to continue. Fortunately, I persisted in the end. Even though I know that this article has many imperfections and deficiencies, at least I can Draw an imperfect full stop, I am very grateful to my dear who has been with me before, really thank you!Bow, exit...