Bamboo Horse Notepad

"No, I'm going!" Luo Xiaoxi shook her head, eating hamburgers no matter what time it is!

Gong Lin had no choice but to take him back to the roast duck restaurant.

"How have you been all these years?"

In the box, it was Luo Wei who broke the silence first.

"En." Mu Qing's hands trembled slightly, "Okay."

"That's good." Luo Wei smiled awkwardly.

Mu Qing turned his head to the window, his vision was hazy.

For a long time, I felt that someone was caressing my face, slowly wiping my tears away.

"Stupid." Luo Wei's voice was hoarse.

"Stupid, why do you always fail in sports?"

"Stupid, eat! Don't pour it out secretly!"

"Stupid, don't you know how to wear gloves in such a cold day? Here."

"Little glasses, you are so stupid, what would you do in the future without me?"

Without you, without you, I haven't lived more than ten years as before.

Memories were overwhelming, making Mu Qing's heart ache.

He stumbled and wanted to run outside, but tripped over a chair, and in the next second, Luo Wei hugged him in his arms.

Mu Qing fought back and slapped Luo Wei hard.

Amid the crisp applause, Luo Wei smiled wryly: "You really hate me that much?"

"Or what do you think?" Mu Qing smiled sadly.

I don't hate you, should I still thank you?Thank you for leaving without saying goodbye, or thank you for marrying someone else?

A week before the college entrance examination, I was still naked with him, but after the college entrance examination, I never saw him again.

The results of the college entrance examination came out, and he was admitted to the university, but he failed in his name, and all his grades were zero.

I asked the school, and the teacher said he didn't know.

Ask the classmates, no one knows where he went.

When I asked his family members, they only said that he went to work with relatives in other places.

My stomach is full of questions, but no one can give me an answer.

During those days, I almost never got a full night's sleep, and would be awakened when I closed my eyes, always feeling that something happened to him.

When he was about to collapse, he finally heard the news.

He found news of a good father-in-law.

"Qingqing, before going to college, let's get you a wife too." Mu Qing's mother chattered while cooking, "Look at that son of the Luo family, he didn't even take the college entrance examination, but he found a good wife , the mother’s family is powerful and powerful, isn’t that better than going to college?”

Mu Qing didn't speak, put down the book and went back to the room.

Looking at Mu Qing's thin back, Mu's mother sighed deeply.

After returning to the room, Mu Qing realized that blood had already been pinched from the palm of his hand.

The voices of the aunts in the neighborhood are still ringing in my ears.

The rumors continued intermittently, and he finally let himself figure out the whole thing.

During the college entrance examination, Luo Wei hadn't entered the examination room yet. When he passed by the alley, he saw a group of hooligans bullying a girl, so he rushed over to help her drive away the gangsters. Seeing that the girl was injured, Luo Wei didn't even take the exam. , took her to the hospital.

After the girl's family arrived, they were very grateful and found out that the girl was the daughter of a high-ranking official in a neighboring city.

Really powerful and powerful, especially that girl is born beautiful.

The hero saves the beauty, this is something that can only be seen in dramas, and now it is happening around me, who would not be tempted?

So Luo Wei didn't take the exam in the next few days, but went to the south with the girl's uncle, saying that he became a big boss right away.

I don't even want to believe it even if I die, I made a promise to myself so tenderly, how could it not count in one day?

Maybe it's a rumor or a misunderstanding.

Day by day, one month, two months, half a year, one year, two years.

Rumors about Luo Wei have never stopped.

Married, made a fortune, young and proud, in high spirits.

"I'm really envious of dead people." The man next door said, spitting stars splashed.

Mu Qing smiled, turned around and entered the room.

"Qing'er, your Aunt Li called me to have dinner tonight, and her niece..."

"I'll go." Mu Qing interrupted his mother.

Two years, not even a single letter, why should I wait any longer.

Forget it, forget it.

The ridiculous thing is that he came at his wedding, but what if he came?

I hated it at the beginning, hated it to the bone.

Seeing you now, after giving him a slap in the face, he didn't have the strength to do anything else.

Mu Qing stood where he was, tears streaming down his face.

Luo Wei stretched out her hand, took him into her arms, and patted his back lightly, as if returning to her childhood.

At that time, when Little Glasses failed in sports and shed tears, I comforted him in the same way.

20 years later, seeing him cry again, why does it still hurt.

It was obvious that he didn't keep his promise at the beginning.

Outside the box, Luo Xiaoxi stood at the door, blankly.

Just now, I secretly opened a small slit to peek, but I saw my father and uncle hugging each other.

Hugging so tightly, a fool can see what kind of relationship they had before.

"Good boy." Gong Lin grabbed his shoulders, "It's fine."

"I'm going to find my mother." Luo Xiaoxi muttered to herself, pushed Gong Lin away and ran outside.

"Xiao Xi!" Gong Lin cried out in a hurry, startling the two people in the room.

Luo Wei rushed out of the box, only in time to see Luo Xiaoxi's back disappearing around the corner, so she hurriedly chased after her.

In the box, Mu Qing took off his glasses and sat on the chair blankly.

Gong Lin sighed, and silently stood aside to accompany him.

In any case, things have to be asked clearly.

Otherwise, how would I comfort that little idiot.

At home, Luo Wei and Luo Xiaoxi were sitting face to face.

"Xiao Xi." Luo Wei handed him a bottle of water.

Luo Xiaoxi's eyes were red, she raised her head and gave Luo Wei a hard look.

"You've grown up, and I should tell you something." Luo Wei sighed, and sat down to hold Luo Xiaoxi in her arms, "Baby, listen to what Dad has to say, okay?"

Luo Xiaoxi didn't speak, nor did she struggle.

On the day of the college entrance examination, as soon as Luo Wei walked to the school gate, he saw Little Glasses running around anxiously.

"What's wrong?" Luo Wei hurried up to ask.

"The pen is lost." Mu Qing almost cried anxiously. Pens are still a rarity these days, and he didn't prepare a second pen at all.

"Stupid, I'll give you mine." Luo Wei took out a pen from his pocket and gave it to him.

"No, no, what do you do?" Mu Qing shook his head.

"You're so stupid, my uncle's unit is in front, I'll go to him to get a pen, let's go to the examination room." Luo Wei patted the little glasses on the head, and ran away.

Mu Qing had no choice but to enter the examination room first.

Luo Wei ran all the way into the alley, and saw two gangsters bullying a girl, so he rushed over to help, but accidentally missed one of them and knocked one of them unconscious with a brick.

The other gangster turned his head and ran away in fright. Luo Wei was also frightened when he saw the man on the ground bleeding from his head. Fortunately, the girl reminded him and sent him to the hospital.

At that time, it was a mess, and secondly, I was afraid that the little glasses would worry, so I never told him.

Later, the people in Luo's family heard the news that the gangster had a background in his family, and he was afraid that Luo Wei would face a lawsuit, so Luo's father bought a train ticket and sent him to his uncle's house in the south overnight.

At that time, communication was not convenient, and Luo Wei couldn't greet Mu Qing, thinking that it would be the same to write letters after going to the south, but who knows that he wrote hundreds of letters, but all of them fell into nothing.

Two years later, she felt that the matter was probably over, so Luo Wei went back home, only to see him getting married.

I returned home devastated, and within two days of staying there, my mother nagged me to go back to the south.

He met a girl there, got married in a daze, gave birth to a son, and did not return to his hometown until Luo Xiaoxi was three years old.

The Mu family's house has been demolished, and there are not many friends left from the past, so he completely cut off contact with Mu Qing.

I thought I would just forget it like that, but why did I let myself meet him again after more than ten years?

Luo Xiaoxi was a little dazed after hearing Luo Wei's words.

I no longer want to think about who is right and who is wrong, I have a mother, what should my mother do?

"One more thing." Luo Wei hugged Luo Xiaoxi tightly, "Mom and I divorced three years ago. Dad came back this time just to take you to the United States. Mom is getting married next month."

Luo Xiaoxi closed her eyes, tears streaming down her face.

It's not that I don't feel it. In these years, my parents have never called me together. Occasionally they come back together, and they are superficially intimate. When they turn around, they look like passers-by, politely saying thank you and sorry.

Listening to my father say it now, the last bit of luck in my heart finally disappeared.

Luo Xiaoxi bit her lip, and cried softly at first, then cried louder as she got to the back.

Luo Wei patted his back lightly, and wiped his nose with a tissue.

Tired of crying, Luo Xiaoxi curled up in Luo Wei's arms and fell asleep.

Luo Wei looked at his son's red nose, feeling pain and guilt in his heart.

After all, I still didn't protect him well.

The marriage was too hasty, and it was only after marriage that I realized that I and my wife were not the same people at all.

Personality, hobbies, habits, all are too different.

Especially in the first few years when I went abroad, when there were too many things, people became more annoying.

A little bit of small friction gathered together, and finally broke out.

This is a matter between myself and my wife, but my precious son has to bear it together.

Luo Wei sighed, carried the little guy into the bedroom.

At midnight, Gong Lin came home, and when he entered the door, he saw Luo Wei sitting on the sofa smoking a cigarette.

"I sent President Mu home." Gong Lin spoke while standing in the darkness.

"Well, thank you." Luo Wei put out the cigarette butt.

"Uncle, let's go to bed earlier." After speaking, Gong Lin went upstairs.

After hearing what Mu Qing had said before, he would inevitably feel a little dissatisfied with Luo Wei.

The little idiot is so innocent and well-behaved, how could his father be so utilitarian?

After going upstairs, Gong Lin hastily took a shower, and gently opened the door of Luo Xiaoxi's room.

Inside the soft and big quilt, a small bag bulged.

After opening it, the little fat man was sleeping soundly with tears all over his face.

After Gong Lin bowed his head and kissed him, he carefully hugged him into his arms.

The next morning, Luo Xiaoxi's eyes were swollen and a little itchy.

"Don't rub it!" Gong Lin grasped his hand quickly, "I'll get you an ice pack."

"En." Luo Xiaoxi nodded, and waited for Gong Lin to bring ice packs and put them on her eyes.

"Linlin, my parents are divorced." Luo Xiaoxi said while covering her eyes.

Still, still, still want to cry.

"Good boy, it's okay." Gong Lin held him in his arms, "I'll be with you, Mom and Dad also have their own difficulties, let them live the life they want, okay?"

"Yeah." Luo Xiaoxi nodded while twitching, "Actually, father is also very pitiful, woo woo woo, mother is also very pitiful, me, I am also pitiful."

"Boss Mu is pitiful too." Gong Lin pinched his nose, "Don't hate him, okay?"

"Uncle Mu is not pitiful, he is the one who doesn't want Dad!" Luo Xiaoxi took out a tissue, "I don't want him to be an uncle anymore!"

"Huh?" Gong Lin frowned, "But it was my uncle who got married first."

"No way." Luo Xiaoxi blew her nose crazily, "Father is the most pitiful, because of Uncle Mu... that whoever, didn't even take the college entrance examination, and was almost sent to jail in the end, but when he came back, he was married to someone else!"

Gong Lin was a little confused, so she frowned and looked at Luo Xiaoxi, "Be good, don't cry, tell me everything uncle told you."

Luo Xiaoxi rubbed her nose, and told Gong Lin exactly what her father said to her last night.

After listening, Gong Lin frowned, it was clearly the same thing, why did the two of them say something completely different?

"Linlin." Luo Xiaoxi tugged at his sleeve, "What's wrong with you?"

"It's okay, you go wash your face, I'll buy breakfast." Gong Lin smiled at him, turned around and went downstairs.

In the living room, I saw Luo Wei frying eggs in the kitchen.

"Uncle." Gong Lin stood beside him.

"Are you awake?" Luo Wei's smile was a little tired, "I made you laugh yesterday."

"Uncle, I have something to ask you." Gong Lin tentatively said, "Is what you told Xiao Xi last night true?"

"Xiao Xi? You mean my past with Mu Qing?" Luo Wei put the fried eggs on a plate, "Of course it's true."

Really, but when Mu Qing told himself last night, it definitely didn't look like he was lying.

and so……

Gong Lin was vague, as if she understood the whole thing.

"Uncle." Gong Lin took the plate from Luo Wei's hand, hesitated for a moment, and then said, "I think it's possible that I misunderstood what happened back then."

"Huh?" Luo Wei was surprised, "What do you mean?"

"Boss Mu and your elders should know about it." Gong Lin whispered.

Luo Wei was stunned for three seconds, then turned around and rushed out of the room.

"Father, where are you going?!" After washing her face, Luo Xiaoxi walked to the door of the restaurant, just in time to hear Gong Lin's last words.

Gong Lin hugged him and sat at the dining table, and told Luo Xiaoxi what Mu Qing said to him last night and his guess.

"You mean, grandpa and grandma lied to Uncle Mu that Dad was married?" Luo Xiaoxi opened her eyes wide.

"I guess." Gong Lin rubbed his mouth, "After breakfast, let's go find President Mu."

"But, but I have a mother." Luo Xiaoxi wanted to cry again.

Even if Uncle Mu is right, I still don't want him to be my mother.

"Since they have lost their feelings, what's the point of forcibly tying them together?" Gong Lin patted him on the back, "Even without Mr. Mu, uncles and aunts have already separated, and now they love you very much. Is it not good for my new family to live happily?"

"I don't know." Luo Xiaoxi pursed her mouth.

"Hey, you still have me. When you graduate from college, we will get married, huh?" Gong Lin pinched his nose, "Then we will go to the United States to visit mom first, then come back to accompany dad, and then I will take you there Back home, my parents will also like you very much."

"Really?" Luo Xiaoxi rubbed her nose, "But I'm a man, so I can't give you a son. Will your parents like me?"

"Ahem." Dr. Gong choked on his own saliva, "Hurry up and eat, and then we'll go find President Mu."

It wasn't until after eight o'clock in the night that Luo Wei entered the door in a daze.

There are too many emotions in my heart, and it becomes numb instead.

Do you want to cry or laugh at yourself?

At the same time, Mu Qing was in his old house, opening the slightly yellowed letters one by one.

"Little idiot, I got into such a big disaster, I can't go to college with you anymore, but it's okay, I'll come back to you when I'm successful in the future!"

"Stupid, I'm in Guangdong now, I'll speak Cantonese to you when I go back."

"Little glasses, today is my birthday, why don't you write to me, I'm alone in the dormitory, I'm so bored."

"Little idiot, I ate a delicious cake today, and I will buy it for you when I come back."

"Stupid, why didn't you reply to my letter?

"Little idiot, I miss you so much, can you write me a letter? I have sent you the envelope and paper, just write two words and throw it in the mailbox."

"Little Glasses, your father wrote to me saying that you were going to get married. You scared me, didn't you? You are so dumb, how can there be a girl like you, stupid, don't get married first, I will go home right away , you have to wait for me!"

……

Tears fell drop by drop on the letter paper, blurring the black handwriting into an ink circle.

"Qingqing." The white-haired mother beside her said distressedly, "Back then, your father and I were also doing it for your own good. When people from the Luo family came to tell us, your father and I were fooled. Both of you Men, you can't let your temper fool you."

At that time, the two teenagers were only interested in being intimate with each other, but they didn't notice that Luo Wei's father was walking towards him in the distance.

In those days, when such things got out, the whole family would lose all face.

Shocked, the four parents got together to discuss countermeasures, and the college entrance examination was about to happen, so they thought, at least pass the college entrance examination first, and then figure out a solution later.

Unexpectedly, on the day of the college entrance examination, Luo Wei would get into trouble.

That brick was a bit heavy, and the university was completely useless. Afraid that Luo Wei would get into a lawsuit because of this, Luo's father had to send him to the south.

Taking advantage of this opportunity, the relationship between the two boys was severed.

As a result, under the arrangement of thoughtful people and the dissemination of people with good intentions, rumors spread everywhere.

Both of them think that the other side has failed themselves first.

"It's okay, Mom." Mu Qing wiped away tears and stood up, pretending to hold the letters in his hands, "Thank you for being willing to tell me what happened back then, go to rest now."

"Qingqing, don't blame mom." The white-haired old man raised his head and wiped his tears.

"No, it's okay, mom, it's really okay, I'm sorry, I made you and dad worry about it." Mu Qing helped his mother to bed, covered him with the quilt, and went out.

Walking on the cold street, being blown by the night wind, Mu Qing realized that at some point, there were tears on his face again.

Not wanting to leave, he simply sat under the street lamp.

With the letter in his hand, he no longer dared to take a second look.

It hurts so much that it becomes numb instead.

Luo Wei, I want to see you.