Rebirth Miyin

Many times, a person's character still needs to be polished. Going through some things and making some independent decisions can make a person regardless of success or failure.Of course, the premise is that you must have a good attitude.

Ling Chen's sending abroad was a temporary decision, a little earlier than the original schedule, but considering his current mental state, Chen Yun sent him out ahead of time, and she also put Xiao Shengyang aside for the time being, and went to accompany him.

Regarding the previous incident, Ling Chen was reluctant to think about it, but he couldn't think about it.The reason was not the two main messengers, but Song Yan afterwards.He couldn't understand many things, like Song Yan's attitude towards him later, and... that shallow kiss.In fact, when he was kissed, he was also very confused. He originally thought it was a dream.But the clearer memory after waking up made him a little bit at a loss.

Because of being abandoned by his mother, he felt that women were dangerous in the shadow of his childhood, and later became unable to like women.As for whether he likes men, he is not sure.When he was almost raped by those two people, his only feeling was nausea, and he seemed unable to accept the same sex.But Song Yan's kiss made him feel very warm again, without any sense of rejection.All these made him feel very at a loss. At his age, he had never experienced so-called love, and he didn't dare to think about many things.

After coming to the UK, the fresh air and quiet environment in the suburbs relieved his depression a lot.It's just that the question that has been kept in the bottom of my heart is still a question, just like he still can't fully understand why the Xiao family took him in, even if Chen Yun attributed it to fate.He didn't say "Mom and Dad" either, and seemed to feel a little uneasy, but he couldn't explain clearly.But it cannot be denied that he likes the life he is living now, has no worries about food and clothing, and has people who care about him.

Chen Yun will still arrange a small number of courses for him every day, and let him study at home temporarily, so as to adapt to the study life here.

Except for the English class that must be taken every day, Ling Chen would sit by the window in a daze most of the time, not knowing what he was thinking, and sitting like this would last an entire afternoon.The neighborhood is full of rich people's villas, usually no one walks around, Ling Chen has no friends here, life is a bit monotonous, but he doesn't think it has anything to do with it.

Whenever Chen Yun saw Ling Chen sitting by the window with a melancholy expression, she would sigh slowly.She knew that some things were difficult for a child from an orphanage to accept and could not understand, but she still tried her best to make Ling Chen's life easier.

"Xiaochen, try the apple pie just made in the kitchen." Holding a small plate, Chen Yun walked to the window and sat on the sofa.

"Yeah." Ling Chen took the plate, he didn't really want to eat it, but he took a bite anyway.

Chen Yun didn't force herself, took the teapot on the table and poured herself a cup of black tea, "If you get bored here, go out for a walk, there are many interesting places in the city center where you can visit."

"It's okay." Ling Chen shook his head slightly, "It's very good here."

Chen Yun was quite helpless.In fact, as a mother, she didn't worry about Xiao Shengyang.But for the godson in front of her, she wanted to give more care but was powerless, "Xiaochen, I don't know what you are thinking most of the time."

"It's nothing..." Ling Chen looked at Chen Yun's staring eyes at him. He also knew that he was not in a good state, and knew that he needed to communicate at this time, but he always felt unable to speak.

Chen Yun gently ran down Ling Chen's hair. Since the child didn't say anything, she had to say, "Xiao Chen, let's not talk about Song Yan for the previous incident. Sheng Yang also needs to apologize to you. It was because of him, and as an elder brother, he didn't protect you well. As for the people of those two families, your father will deal with it, so you don't have to think too much. Bringing you into the Xiao family made you go through unacceptable It is our negligence. Maybe these are different from your previous life, but we all know that you are not a child who can't afford it. "

Ling Chen pursed his lips and did not speak.

Chen Yun hugged him, let Ling Chen lie on her lap, and continued with the gentleness that a mother should have: "Your household registration has been transferred to the Xiao family, and you are a member of the Xiao family. Now you can't call We, but these don’t matter, you can take your time. I can imagine your uneasiness when faced with those behaviors. After all, Shengyang was late, but Mom hopes you can believe that since we let you into Xiao’s house, Take you as your own child, those benefits are nothing compared to you. That incident was just an accident, let's forget him. "

"Your father agreed to let you come here early. On the one hand, he hopes that you can adjust your mentality. Anyway, at your age, your mentality is prone to ups and downs and changes, but we hope that these changes can be in a good direction. On the other hand, he and Sheng Yang have to deal with the problems of those two families, so they don't really want you to know about them." As a woman, Chen Yun has the sensitivity she should have, so she can understand Ling Chen's uneasiness, and also It seems to be a woman's instinct, a beautiful instinct, to be willing to resolve this anxiety for him.

Ling Chen closed his eyes.The sense of despair at that time really made him a little scared, after all, he had never been exposed to such an unbearable thing in the environment he had lived in for 19 years.I was also afraid that Xiao Baicheng would give up on him, but fortunately Xiao Shengyang arrived in time.And Chen Yun's concern these days and Xiao Baicheng's phone calls every two days made him start to recover the heart that was broken when he was in despair.But it may be that orphans are naturally sensitive, and the recovery time is always slower.

"You said that it was fate that brought me to the Xiao family..." After a long time, Ling Chen opened his mouth, "But I always feel that this kind of 'fate' is unreal. The Xiao family may be too big for me ..." If the Xiao family was just an ordinary family, maybe it would be easier for him to accept it.

Chen Yun smiled lightly, thinking that it would be a good start for Ling Chen to speak up by himself, "Well. In fact, you should know something about the situation of the Xiao family after such a long time. Sheng Yang will definitely take over in the future, me and you Dad hopes to have a trustworthy person to help him. Rather than choosing a capable one from among our subordinates, we hope to raise a trustworthy child by ourselves. This generation of Xiao family only has one child, and your father has always hoped to have a A kid with a clean background and a lot of hard work helped Shengyang. I have been looking for it for the past few years, but none of them are particularly suitable. Until Shengyang brought you back, he immediately thought you were suitable."

"Of course, it doesn't matter if you don't want to. You have to do all these things voluntarily, and we won't force you. Again, it's fate that you helped Shengyang. In the eyes of your father and me, you are our child first, and we won't force you. He is Sheng Yang's helper." Chen Yun put her arms around Ling Chen with one arm, "The Xiao family has been able to stand on the road for so many years, so it is natural that they pay attention to friendship. Your love for helping Sheng Yang is greater than anything else. I hope you can Slowly let go of those anxieties and really walk into our home."

No matter what position she stands on, she will never make things difficult for Ling Chen, and she also likes Ling Chen from the bottom of her heart.Even other things can all be put in the back row.

Ling Chen rested on Chen Yun's lap, absorbing the warmth from his mother. At this moment, he suddenly felt that perhaps he should really let go of these things and enjoy the present life.Only then can I be worthy of myself and the Xiao family's parents.

"Call Shengyang when you have time. Although he won't say it directly, he is still very worried about you."

"Hmm..." Ling Chen responded.After getting along with him this year, Xiao Shengyang treated him so well that he had nothing to say, he left without saying a word, he should have called and said something.

The next afternoon, Ling Chen made an overseas call to Xiao Shengyang, telling him that he was fine now, and told him not to worry.Xiao Shengyang asked Ling Chen to pay attention to his body, and it would be the same if he transferred back to another school if he was too tired from studying.The two chatted like this for more than three hours, but no one mentioned Song Yan.Xiao Shengyang did it unintentionally, but Ling Chen did it on purpose.

A month later, Xiao Baicheng came to England to visit Ling Chen, and by the way, he planned to help him complete the admission procedures and bring his wife back to China.

In the study room, Xiao Baicheng was sitting on a chair, pointing to the two-meter-high bookcase by the wall, "I have read these books, if you are interested, you can read them slowly."

"Hmm." Ling Chen looked at the bookcase where he had to step on a ladder to get to the books on the upper level. Even if he didn't look at the specific contents of the books, it was enough to arouse his interest.

"Ling Chen, I need to talk to you about something. Of course, the choice is up to you." Xiao Baicheng still had a serious face, but seeing this child who was much more energetic than when he was in China, he felt relieved.

"Tell me." Ling Chen sat seriously and waited for him to continue.

"As my son, I have the same requirements and expectations for you and Sheng Yang. I hope you can both be successful. Be independent and have your own opinions." Xiao Baicheng looked at Ling Chen, paying attention to his expression, "About your The incident that happened in China, as the Xiao family, danger is unavoidable. The choice you have to make now is-whether you want to be bullied as passively as before. "

Ling Chen was stunned for a moment, he knew in his heart that Xiao Baicheng had hit the point.

"They dare not provoke Shengyang because Shengyang has always been a proactive person. No matter how embarrassed he is, he will not be bullied." Xiao Baicheng leaned back slightly, "You are also a child who can afford it. It can be seen that people are very serious and cautious in doing things, and know how to measure. This is the basic principle that the Xiao family should have, and I am very happy to see it in you. "

"As for how you want to go in the future, I will not put pressure on you, nor will I give you a direction. You choose by yourself. But you have to be clear that a boy should achieve his own identity and status, and know how to get you What you want. You can think about these things slowly, but don't hesitate for too long."

Unlike talking with a woman, there is no such gentle hug and delicate psychological penetration.Conversations between men always have a hard and cold metallic nature, directly focusing on the key points of the problem, using a kind of collision force to crash into each other's thinking, so as to reach a psychological consensus.

"Do you want to answer me now?" Seeing his thoughtful expression, Xiao Baicheng asked.

Ling Chen paused for a moment, and said solemnly: "I still can't fully figure out the path I want to take, but I want to work hard to become a master." Indeed, he has already lived enough days of being bullied. He can fight back, but in the big dye vat of reality, if there is a big difference, he doesn't even have room to struggle.

As a boy, he has the kind of fighting spirit that a man should have, and he is willing to fight for himself.

"Very good." Xiao Baicheng nodded in satisfaction, "I hope you will be able to call me 'Daddy' soon."

Ling Chen slightly raised the corner of his mouth, "Okay, Dad."

Hearing him calling for someone, Xiao Shengyang showed a rare smile, and patted him on the shoulder, "Go down and have some snacks, your mother should be waiting."

"Well, won't you come down?" Ling Chen stood up, turned around and asked.

"Wait a while, you go first."

"it is good."

In the small living room, the butler put the afternoon tea snacks on the small table, saw him coming down, smiled and asked him to eat quickly.Ling Chen nodded, seeing Chen Yun who was discussing plant pruning with the gardener outside, walked to the door and shouted, "Mom, afternoon tea is ready."

Chen Yun was taken aback for a moment, then turned around to see Ling Chen standing by the door with a deep smile, and responded with a gentle smile: "Okay, son." After finishing speaking, regardless of whether the confession was over, she turned around and entered the room with Ling Chen, Enjoy the afternoon tea that belongs to the mother and son.

This time "Mom and Dad" Ling Chen called very willingly.He once heard people say that a mother can give a child a soft side, while a father can make a child confident.Now that he has parents, he should have a brand new attitude towards life.

Two months later, Xiao Baicheng handed over the information of Yu and Jiang's family to Ling Chen, and asked him to personally participate in the elimination plan of the two families.No professional advice is needed, just let Ling Chen know that he can do it.

After that, Xiao Baicheng helped him buy a coffee shop, let him learn to operate independently, and lent his assistant to Ling Chen as a helper.Ling Chen's life suddenly became busy, going to school five days a week, doing homework assigned by the teacher with classmates on Saturday, and going to the cafe to read accounts on Sunday.

And part of the money earned by the cafe was sent to Xiao Shengyang for living expenses. He knew that in order for Xiao Shengyang to be self-reliant, Xiao Baicheng had already cut off his pocket money, and Xiao Shengyang could only earn by himself.So as long as the cafe is profitable, Ling Chen will give [-]% of the money to Xiao Shengyang, and keep [-]% for himself as capital turnover.As for this cafe, Xiao Shengyang was not clear about it, and it later became Ling Chen's first personal property in England.

This kind of life is four years.In the past four years, the cafe has successfully doubled in size, and Ling Chen has also learned a lot from it. The self-confidence and demeanor on his body have become more and more attractive, and the mature and more beautiful appearance makes people unable to take their eyes off it.

After preparing his graduation thesis for the university, he was called back to China by Xiao Shengyang, and he personally established the later Jiuyue Senior Club, and began to gradually take over the Xiao family's gangster business.

When seeing Song Yan again, Ling Chen didn't know what to say for a while, so he could only respond to Song Yan's smile with a smile.Four years have also made both of them mature a lot. The previous sense of distance has disappeared, replaced by a hidden silence.

For the past four years, Ling Chen has been living a simple life alone, without having any boyfriend or girlfriend.Song Yan was just the opposite, the frequency with which he changed lovers even Xiao Shengyang didn't bother to ask...

The ambiguity that had sprouted in my heart was silently put aside, those ignorant feelings seemed to have been abandoned long ago, and it was like a new beginning...