disappearing light years

"Why me?" Chi Mu stared at Jiang Yuchen's eyes, trying to find a hint of a joke in them, but failed, in his eyes, those dark pupils were serious.

"Aren't you..." he said, "Didn't you say that you don't want to have a deeper relationship with your work partner?"

"I've changed my mind." Jiang Yuchen said without changing his expression, enough to make Chi Mu vomit blood.

"You like me?" Chi Mu asked again.

"When I was standing on the edge of the broken bridge and heard you talk so much, I was thinking in my mind, maybe it would be nice to stay with a serious and pragmatic person like you." Jiang Yuchen moved his face closer again, "But at that time, it was just an idea that popped up occasionally, and I didn't expect that I would have the urge to turn it into reality."

Chi Mu stared blankly at Jiang Yuchen approaching him, his warm cheek was pressed against his hot face, and his shoulders were also embraced by him, Jiang Yuchen's arms gradually tightened, wrapping him in his arms.

"Holding you like this will make me feel very comfortable in my heart. It's enough to have this feeling." Jiang Yuchen put his lips against Chi Mu's ear and said in a low voice: "Perhaps you think my ridiculous view of love makes you unacceptable." , but since both of us want to get out of the shadow of the past, let's just try to see how we can be together, anyway, it's not bad for everyone."

"Just try it out." Chi Mu tried hard to control her voice to be steady, "Then if it doesn't feel right, let's break up?"

"Don't get me wrong, I don't have any intention of playing with my feelings." Jiang Yuchen paused, "I really want to try to be with someone. As for why I found you, it's because we all have similar experiences. , and the personality and occupation are more compatible." After finishing speaking, Jiang Yuchen let go of him and got out of bed, "Of course you can refuse, although I don't deny that my personality may have left you with the past period of time. Some bad impressions, but... I still want to say that I do like you a little bit."

He walked slowly to the door, "Think about it carefully, I'm waiting for your answer." After saying this, Jiang Yuchen closed the door and went downstairs.

Chi Mu sat on the bed with a dull expression.

It should be a warm and romantic courtship scene, why put it in Jiang Yuchen's mouth as if he was discussing business and signing a contract, and said "Think about it carefully, waiting for your answer"?

Then if Chi Mu agrees, does he have to sign and draw a pledge?

But the point is still the last sentence Jiang Yuchen left, like a huge wave crashing over, it really shook Chi Mu's heart.

"I do like you a little bit."

Chi Mu frowned and then loosened, no matter how much he liked this, he could hear Jiang Yuchen's sincerity from what he said just now, he wanted to accept it, but the phrase "try to be together" made him flinch again.

It's not cowardice, it's just that I'm a little scared. At this age, people can squander anything, but the only thing they can't afford to squander is youth.

Chi Mu sat on the bed all night, and when the morning light gradually brightened the room through the window, he regained his senses in a daze.After getting dressed and walking downstairs, Jiang Yuchen was still sitting on the sofa, the magazine in his hand hadn't changed at all, he raised his head and met Chi Mu's eyes, Chi Mu saw the blue color in his eyes that couldn't be concealed.

It seemed he hadn't slept all night either.

"Are the two of them up yet?" Chi Mu avoided Jiang Yuchen's eyes.

"Both went back, one woke up in the middle of the night and left by himself, and the other was picked up by an assistant just now." Jiang Yuchen put down the magazine in his hand, "Shall we have breakfast together?"

"No, there's still a meeting in the morning." Chi Mu panicked, not daring to stay on Jiang Yuchen anymore, and ran out of the room as if fleeing.

Jiang Yuchen did not follow.

Chi Mu got in the car, took out the key and was about to start the car, but his eyes froze on the silver keychain. He suddenly realized that Jiang Yuchen had planned this before giving him this keychain. At least he saw it now. Charlie on the keychain?When Brown smiles, he will unconsciously think of the face with the corners of the eyes of that person.

That day, he didn’t return to the editorial department all day late. He stayed at home and cleaned up all the places that could be cleaned. Being busy can make people forget their troubles. In the evening, he sorted out the accumulated clothes and prepared to send them to the dry cleaners. At that time, I accidentally found a photo wrapped in paper.

It was a group photo of him and Jiang Yuchen by the West Lake. In the square photo, Chi Mu looked a bit stiff with his hands folded in front of his chest, while Jiang Yuchen held his shoulders in a relaxed manner, with a smile on his face like a spring breeze.Chi Mu suddenly seemed to be stunned by electricity, and couldn't help but put the photo under the light to look at it carefully.

Sure enough, the more I looked at it, the more I felt the disparity between the two. Jiang Yuchen was excellent in all aspects, and standing beside him was purely setting a green example, bringing out the tallness and elegance of that person.

"Besides this, I also walked two red carpet shows with him. I don't know if it's a professional green leaf." Chi Mu shook his head and threw away the photo. After thinking about it, he picked it up again, framed it in a photo frame, and put it on the bedside table .

After finishing this, the phone rang.

Chi Mu hesitated for a while, then pressed the answer button.

"Are you home?" Jiang Yuchen's warm tone seemed to be talking to an old friend on the phone.

"Yes." Chi Mu simply said, "You want to ask me out for dinner?"

"I'm at your door."

Chi Mu was speechless for a while.

"Hey?"

"I'll open the door for you."

After hanging up the phone, Chi Mu walked to the door with a tangled face, and saw through the peephole that Jiang Yuchen was standing outside the door dressed neatly.He opened the door, Jiang Yuchen waved the shopping bag in his hand to him, and said, "I brought food."

Chi Mu silently let him in, Jiang Yuchen sat down on the sofa familiarly, and put the things in the bag on the coffee table one by one, most of them were packed meat slices, and some vegetables in lunch boxes.

"Bring out the pot, I even brought the bottom ingredients." Jiang Yuchen raised the small package that he took out last.

"You are..." Chi Mu paused, "You want to eat hot pot here?"

"I came here to accompany you to eat hot pot. I'm afraid you will have trouble preparing it, so I'll prepare the ingredients first." Jiang Yuchen got up and pushed Yan Mu, "Go, go, I haven't eaten for a day, and I'm going to be hungry."

Chi Mu set up the pot and used a small bowl to adjust the dipping water. Jiang Yuchen had already put the first piece of blanched meat into his bowl.

Chi Mu was stunned.

"Since I'm going to chase you, of course I'll give you the first piece." Seeing that Chi Mu didn't move, Jiang Yuchen simply picked up the steaming piece of meat again, handed it to Chi Mu's mouth, and made an ah gesture.

Chi Mu's mouth slowly opened a slit, took the piece of meat, and chewed it slowly, but his eyes were very complicated.

Jiang Yuchen seemed to be addicted, and he had a good time, and passed the familiar way to Chi Mu's mouth, and compared it again.

Chi Mu quickly picked up the chopsticks, grabbed the meat piece and stuffed it into his mouth, while chewing, he said, "How old are you, is it fun to play like this?"

Jiang Yuchen shrugged, "Lovers don't have to be like this to be romantic."

"We don't seem to be lovers yet."

"Then I just have to work hard to make you my lover."

"Just rely on this?" Chi Mu tapped the hot pot with chopsticks, half-jokingly said: "So you want to buy me off?"

"That's not enough..." Jiang Yuchen put down his chopsticks, made a thoughtful expression, and suddenly leaned over quickly. Chi Mu only saw his face suddenly enlarged, and then he was kissed.

It was a very short kiss, so short that when Chi Mu realized it, Jiang Yuchen sat upright again, as if nothing had happened.

"You can't rely on that, you can rely on this head office."

"Are you kidding me again?" Chi Mu wiped his mouth and stared at him angrily.

"Everything is not a joke since last night. Since I plan to chase you, I have to take the initiative. Sorry, I am not as reserved as a purebred Chinese in my bones. I always express what should be expressed." After finishing speaking, Jiang Yuchen's expression returned to calm , quietly put vegetables into the pot, and no longer make any extravagant actions.

On the contrary, after he was quiet, Chi Mu felt uncomfortable. Although he pretended to concentrate on eating, his eyes still kept glancing at Jiang Yuchen.

"If I'm really handsome enough to affect your eating, I don't mind covering my face from now on." Jiang Yuchen said suddenly.

Chi Mu silently turned her head away.

At the end of the meal, the atmosphere turned negative. After the meal, Jiang Yuchen didn't leave immediately, but sat side by side with Chi Mu on the sofa and watched several movies, from comedies to sci-fi movies to horror movies to comedies, in the living room. The lights in the room were turned off, and the screen was fluorescently flickering. Jiang Yuchen seemed to be watching it seriously, but Chi Mu was absent-minded.He has been struggling to think about whether he should take this step with the people around him.

If the same problem was changed ten years ago, Chi Mu would have accepted Jiang Yuchen without hesitation, but today is different. As an older youth who is nearly [-] years old, what Chi Mu needs to do is to think about the possibilities of the future in a more comprehensive way.

How long can we last together?Will there be any contradictions?Will they tolerate each other?Will there be deception?

Do we really understand each other?

In today's society, love alone is not enough, not to mention that there is very little love between them. Jiang Yuchen has already explained that he has "a little liking" for Chi Mu, and Chi Mu understands that he also has a "little liking" for Jiang Yuchen. Just relying on these pitiful "two likes", how can we resist the tempering of the two big killers of time and the world?

What's more, the work of both of them immersed in the glitzy world will come into contact with many glamorous people every day, and the relationship crisis will be even worse.

Even Yan Shuo and Gu Ming'an's once seemingly solid eternity can be easily broken, and Chi Mu has to think even more about whether he will still be disappointed if he takes this step and what awaits him in the future.

The night was getting darker, and the lights of thousands of houses outside the window also dispersed one after another, and only the yellow and orange lights of the street lamps filled the night sky.

Jiang Yuchen got up and was about to leave, Chi Mu sent him all the way downstairs, two people, one car, looked a bit bleak in the dead of night in the neighborhood.

"There are still 10 minutes, and 24 hours have passed since I confessed my love." Jiang Yuchen turned to face Chi Mu, "What are you thinking?"

Chi Mu didn't expect him to suddenly ask such a direct question, and stuttered for a while: "I..."

Jiang Yuchen smiled lightly and said: "Actually, if you follow the most true feeling deep in your heart, you can almost give me an answer without thinking about it at all, just like you rejected that Chen Yufeng so simply."

Chi Mu's eyes widened in surprise: "You know about me and Yu Feng?"

"Now that I know that someone is chasing you, I naturally want to know about the situation of the rival in love. The Chinese art of war requires knowing oneself and the enemy. This principle is the same in love."

I was ashamed for a while.

Jiang Yuchen said again: "You didn't reject me immediately, it means you have feelings for me, and you didn't agree immediately, it means you have some concerns, or you are afraid of something. Of course the decision is yours, I can't force you, And now I can't make any promises, what is forever, what is consistent, no matter how much I say, it is empty talk if I can't do it. The only thing I can do is to start a relationship and work hard to maintain it. As for the result, Let nature take its course."

Jiang Yuchen's plain words hit Chi Mu's heart like Hong Zhong, "Don't think too much about what will happen in the future, the key is now, do you have the courage to take this step, whether you have the courage to move forward in the multiple choice questions in the past and outside."

Like a ray of hot light, Chi Mu suddenly felt that all the pent-up thoughts in his head melted and collapsed under its light, and his heart suddenly became much brighter.

"You make a lot of sense." Chi Mu looked straight into Jiang Yuchen's eyes, those long and narrow eyes were shining with a dazzling look at the moment, "I have no reason to be cowardly, I really think a little too much, I'm not afraid Getting smaller, these are not what I want, Jiang Yuchen, I will tell you officially now."

He took a deep breath, "If I had to choose between the past and the future, I would definitely choose to move forward."

The corners of Jiang Yuchen's eyes slightly curved.

Finally, when the last 24 hours of Jiang Yuchen's confession arrived, Chi Mu took a step forward and put his arms around Jiang Yuchen's waist. Jiang Yuchen also hugged him tenderly. They didn't kiss, they just hugged quietly like this, Jiang Yuchen's chin rested on Chi Mu's soft hair, and Chi Mu's cheek was pressed against Jiang Yuchen's warm neck.

Everything under the street lights is a bit dreamy, like a frozen scene in a movie.