disappearing light years

"Your question is too broad." Chi Mu asked him back: "Which aspect do you mean by good? If it refers to work, his current salary is three times that of his original salary. If it refers to life, he has also found it." New boyfriend."

Gu Mingan swallowed a mouthful of saliva, "It seems that he is doing well."

"What if I say that he's actually not feeling well?" Chi Mu suddenly asked again.

Gu Mingan was stunned, "Did that Nuo Dan treat him badly?"

"Haha." Chi Mu laughed twice, "Gu Ming'an, Gu Ming'an, what do you want me to say about you? You already know Nuo Dan, so if you have anything else to ask me, I probably don't know more than you. "

"I... I just..." Gu Mingan didn't expect Chi Mu to expose his details, his face gradually turned red, and his fists on his knees became tighter and tighter. He hesitated for a while, but he didn't say a complete sentence.

"Actually, you've been quietly paying attention to Yan Shuo, haven't you?" Chi Mu had guessed Gu Ming'an's thoughts eight or nine points, and couldn't help but sigh secretly, Yan Shuo was really lucky to have cultivated eight lifetimes to meet such a person who was so determined to treat him well. Man, it's a pity that God is short-sighted, but this best in the world accidentally did something that couldn't end at all. No wonder Yan Shuo would jump up in anger and break up without hesitation.

He looked at Gu Xiyan, who was quietly on the side all the time, and the boy's big and bright eyes happened to be looking at him too, that kind of innocent eyes made Chi Mu even more unbearable.

The most fearful thing about the entanglement between adults is that it will spread to children. Gu Xiyan is also pitiful. She has no mother since she was a child, and has lived alone with her grandmother for four years. Now she finally returned to her father, and her father is in a dilemma .

"Yan Shuo needs time." Rubbing Gu Xiyan's soft hair again, Chi Mu suddenly said this.

There was a bright color in Gu Mingan's eyes, "What do you mean?"

Chi Mu said: "As an old Chinese saying goes, the authorities are obsessed, but the bystanders are clear. After being his friend for so many years, I understand his temperament. Yan Shuo can only wait for him to untie the knot in his heart. It is useless for outsiders to say anything." , and I also know what you mean, it's not that I don't want to help you, but that I have no position to interfere with Yan Shuo's private life."

"I know." Gu Mingan's eyes gradually dimmed again, "It's okay, I can wait."

"You really love him."

"I can't express my feelings for him just by words."

Gu Mingan pursed his lips tightly, his dark eyes flickering, "I am a child from a poor family. I was relatively dull and rarely communicated with others when I was a student. When I went to a foreign country alone, Yan Shuo was the first one who was willing to smile at me. The one who extended a helping hand to me." He put his hand on Gu Xiyan's head lovingly, "I love him, it doesn't matter even if he never forgives me, as long as he lives happily."

Gu Mingan's tone was deep, and melancholy gradually formed between his brows.

Chi Mu was stunned for a while, then said: "Are you really planning to wait like this forever?"

Gu Ming'an sighed again, "I'll just say that the company plans to set up a branch in Australia at the end of the year, and the board of directors already has the idea of ​​sending me there as a supervisor. After careful calculation, I only have about half a year left in China. It is enough to use these six months to determine whether Yan Shuo is doing well or not."

Half a year later, Chi Mu thought, if Yan Shuo knew the news, he didn't know what he would think.

In fact, Chi Mu has never said that Yan Shuo has tabooed the three words "Gu Ming'an" until now. On the surface, he seems to avoid them, but anyone with a discerning eye can discover the obvious lingering affection.

In terms of whether they can face their own hearts calmly, everyone will inevitably be a turtle for a while.

Half an hour later, Gu Mingan hugged Gu Xiyan, who was already asleep, and left first. Before leaving, he left Chi Mu with a business card with his current address on it. I don't know whether it was intentional or unintentional. The place where I live is separated by hundreds of thousands of miles, almost on two diagonal lines of the city, Chi Mu sighs, Yan Shuo's sentence "Never let me see you" really hurts people very much.

After drinking two more cups of strong coffee, Chi Mu realized that he seemed to have delayed a lot of time. Jiang Yuchen was afraid that he was waiting at home, so he hurriedly got up and left, but just as he turned around, he saw Jiang Yuchen sitting next to him. Not far away, he was looking at him with a smile that was not a smile.

"You..." Chi Mu quickly walked over, with a look of surprise on his face, "Why did you come here, you've been sitting here?"

"It's been an hour." Jiang Yuchen looked at his watch, "I came here to take a look because I was worried that you might get drunk by the new editor-in-chief, but I happened to bump into you on a date, so I don't want to disturb you, so I can only wait here."

"Gu Ming'an and I just met by chance, so don't think too much about it." Chi Mu's face flushed slightly, "Have you eaten yet?" After finishing speaking, he saw the half-eaten steak in front of Jiang Yuchen, and shut his mouth again.

Jiang Yuchen seemed to see his thoughts, and the corner of his mouth twitched, "The steak here is not delicious at all, it is not as good as your cooked noodles."

"Then I'll cook it for you when I go back." Chi Mu said silently, but he didn't dare to look Jiang Yuchen in the eyes. He was clearly chatting with Gu Ming'an aboveboard, but when Jiang Yuchen saw the whole scene, he was a little bit confused. The illusion of shame of catching rape, although he didn't know where this inexplicable shame came from, but he unconsciously became shorter in front of Jiang Yuchen.

On the way back, Jiang Yuchen didn't speak while driving, but Chi Mu kept thinking, whether there is perfect love in the world, whether people should be too demanding on flaws when dealing with relationships, or whether people are so demanding that they are almost abnormally perfect. Doctrine will only be used on the person they care about the most, but it will often force him to leave their side, so they retreat, let go of a person who loves them deeply and they love deeply, and choose a person who is not so good. Beloved person?

Yan Shuo is a good example. Perhaps because of deep love, he resolutely broke up after discovering Gu Xiyan's existence; and because he didn't love, he could still endure after discovering Nuo Dan's flaws, while thinking about his good things , while making do with the day.

Is it because of this reason that true love is hard to find?

Thinking of the end, Chi Mu wondered if he really drank too much, and actually concluded this inexplicable logic. Cheating has always been the natural enemy of love, and it cannot be compared with ordinary shortcomings. If Jiang Yuchen cheated, his own reaction would be: Maybe even better than Yan Shuo...

His expression froze, would Jiang Yuchen cheat?What would happen to him if he cheated?

There was a sudden dull pain in his chest.

Jiang Yuchen, who was driving the car, seemed to sense Chi Mu's erratic gaze, turned his head and said, "What are you thinking about?"

"I'm thinking, if one day we break up, it will be very peaceful." Chi Mu straightened her mind and said in a relaxed tone.

Jiang Yuchen slammed on the brakes, "It's only been a few days, and you want to break up?"

Seeing Jiang Yuchen's frown suddenly frowned, Chi Mu smiled and held his hand, "No, I'm drunk, can't I just make a joke? But if you really have an affair, you'd better tell me right away. I'd better be prepared."

"Chi Mu, I guess you're really drunk. Maybe I'm more qualified than you to consider having an affair. Don't forget that I bumped into you just now and you were dating another man without telling me." Jiang Yuchen stretched out his hand Come over and unbuckle Chi Mu's seat belt, and let out a low voice: "Get out of the car!"

Chi Mu looked out the window, it turned out that he had already arrived home.

Seeing that Chi Mu was still sitting still, Jiang Yuchen became more and more impatient, and under Chi Mu's surprised eyes, he simply carried him out of the car, strode into the house, walked into the room, filled the bathtub with water, and slammed it a few times. He stripped off his clothes and threw him into hot water with a splash.

The dense water vapor steamed Chi Mu's somewhat pale skin into light pink, and his cheeks on both sides became even more flushed due to drinking alcohol. Jiang Yuchen looked down at Chi Mu for a while, then turned around and was about to go out.

"Jiang Yuchen." Chi Mu said suddenly, "I'm sorry."

Jiang Yuchen paused, then turned around, "Why do you apologize?"

"There are many reasons for apologizing." Chi Mu smiled at him through the mist, "For example, I let you wait at home alone for so long, for example, I was dating someone but kept it from you, for example, I doubted your thoughts for no reason just now. No matter what Whether you care about these things, I have to say sorry."

Chi Mu lowered her body, buried half of her face in the water, narrowed her eyes, as if she was about to fall asleep in the next moment, and said to herself, "Thinking about it now, I realize that I also have a lot of problems, and I'm not very understanding Others are not very good at expressing their thoughts. When I was with Cheng Hao before, I never explained anything to him. Maybe what he said was right. Half of the reasons for our breakup were indeed on me. If I had known how to be more considerate to him, and made some things clear earlier, he might not have dumped me so resolutely."

After saying a word, his whole body was covered by a shadow. Jiang Yuchen turned back to the bathtub, squatted down suddenly, turned his hands over Chi Mu's face, and kissed it with a passionate breath, and took a long time to let go.

Chi Mu panted heavily, staring at him blankly.

"You want to apologize, but you also think about others?" Jiang Yuchen clasped his hands on Chi Mu's shoulders, exerting a little force.

"Jiang Yuchen." Chi Mu was unaware of his sharp eyes, and said to himself: "He Xiaoli said more than once that I am just a stunned person, devoted to everyone, and rarely think about myself, but I just feel that selfishness is a If you don't know how to give, then you will never get what others give you in return." He paused, and then said very seriously: "You once said that you can't make any promises, but I can , until you let go of my hand, I will hold your hand tightly."

He took Jiang Yuchen's hand off his shoulder, interlocked his fingers, looked at Jiang Yuchen's dazed expression, and suddenly said three words very reverently: "I love you."

There was no obstacle, let alone any hesitation, Chi Mu himself was very curious to say these three words so easily.He looked into his heart, only to realize that the beginning of some feelings were really imperceptible. Unknowingly, his little liking for Jiang Yuchen had crossed a huge gap in such a short period of time and was upgraded to "love". that level.

Should it be said that he, Jiang Yuchen, is too charming, or that he is too unstable when he is late?

He stared at Jiang Yuchen for a long while, and saw that his expression was constantly changing, and a ray of flush also appeared on his wheat-colored neck.Chi Mu saw his Adam's apple move slightly, but didn't say anything, stood up quickly, and left a sentence: "Come out to cook noodles after taking a shower, I'm hungry." Then he ran out of the bathroom like a gust of wind and disappeared shadow.

Chi Mu shook her head and sighed softly.

It seems that he miscalculated, and Jiang Yuchen didn't reward him with a peach, but he can still let go. With Jiang Yuchen's face, the words "I love you" have been said by thousands of people. Over and over again, even if it pops out of his Chi Mu mouth, it can no longer blow up any storms. The expectations are too high, which is rare for him.

Hypocrisy is really a tormenting thing.