disappearing light years

There is no word "polite" in He Xiaoli's dictionary, especially when facing old acquaintances, taking a bath, sleeping, he is as chic as his own at Chi Mu's house, and he has a little conscience when he simply sleeps. Half of the bed.

Chi Mu didn't feel sleepy, he walked up to the balcony, his mobile phone twirling in circles nimbly.He was wondering whether he should call Jiang Yuchen, but before he could figure out why, Jiang Yuchen's call had already arrived.

"Go home."

Hearing this sentence, Chi Mu couldn't help laughing. It's only been two or three hours since he got off the plane, and Jiang Yuchen is really stuck in time.

"I just packed my luggage, and the jet lag is not reversed. I'm waiting for dawn outside." Chi Mu leaned on the balcony, and the autumn night breeze brought a dry and cool feeling.

"How about you, I guess it's hard enough to deal with investors."

"It's okay." Jiang Yuchen's tone was relaxed, "Olivia is helping, he is very experienced in this area."

It's Olivia again, this person is really haunted.

Even knowing that as an old friend and ex-lover, it is understandable for Jiang Yuchen to accept Olivia's help, but Chi Mu doesn't like Jiang Yuchen's behavior of always talking about another person, especially when that person shamelessly treats Chi Mu The so-called gauntlet for the emotional battle.

Chi Mu doesn't say anything on the surface, but in his heart he has been comparing the survival of the fittest between himself and Olivia. However, the facts are too obvious. Except for a very dishonorable betrayal, Olivia is better than herself in every way.

"What are you thinking about?" Jiang Yuchen asked suddenly, perhaps because Chi Mu had been silent for too long.

"I was wondering why you fell in love with me in the first place." Chi Mu said realistically, "Actually, with your conditions, you can find a better partner. I don't quite understand why you fell in love with me."

"You've been a little strange these two days." Jiang Yuchen was silent for a while, then suddenly said: "I felt it at the airport yesterday."

"It's nothing, I'm just more concerned about gains and losses." Chi Mu laughed dryly.

"If I asked you why you agreed to me, what would you say." Jiang Yuchen asked back.

"Because you're handsome." Chi Mu's blurted answer made herself feel very shameless, "It's like, when I tripped over a piece of gold while walking on the road, I have no reason not to pick it up, don't you think?"

Jiang Yuchen's voice came faintly from the other side of the ocean, "Then I can also use this reason on you, because you give me a different feeling from others. If you really want to ask me a reason, this is the reason."

Saying it is tantamount to talking for nothing, Chi Mu rolled his eyes for a while.

"What time is it over there? It's late." Jiang Yuchen changed the subject very naturally.

Chi Mu glanced at the wall clock, "Three o'clock sharp, early morning."

"Don't bother you anymore, go to sleep." After leaving a last sentence, Jiang Yuchen quickly took up the line, as if he was going to do something in a hurry.Chi Mu listened to the beeping sound for a while, then threw away the phone, the moon was dark and the wind was low, he turned his head, and was surprised to see He Xiaoli, who had been sleeping soundly on his bed, sat up at some point, squinting his eyes meaning Looking at him deeply.

"Why did you wake up?" Chi Mu blushed inexplicably when he saw him.

"I was arguing with you." He Xiaoli scratched his hair, "Is there something wrong with you and your family, why do you feel like you are talking on the phone?"

"It's nothing, you can continue to sleep, I'll go surf the Internet." Chi Mu closed the glass door of the balcony and walked into the house.

He Xiaoli suddenly said out of nowhere, "If you feel that you can't get along, it's better to break up."

Chi Mu paused and said softly, "I have my own measure."

He Xiaoli yawned for a long time, and said solemnly: "Let me tell you the truth, don't blame me. In fact, from the very beginning, I think you two are not suitable for each other. Once the freshness wears off, we will break up sooner or later."

Chi Mu turned around with a funny expression on his face, "Where did you see that?"

"Rely on talent and intuition." He Xiaoli's expression seemed to be smiling in the dark, "Chi Mu, I don't know you yet, you are too easy-going, it would be better if the other party was a rigid man like Cheng Hao You can't handle Jiang Yuchen's fashionable handsome guy who is always on the cusp of the storm. You can go to bed, but you can avoid it in your life. Being led by the nose by him will only make you suffer, unless..."

Chi Mu narrowed his eyes, "Unless what?"

"Unless you love him, you can't do without him. No other man can compare to a hair of his, so there's nothing wrong with it."

"He and I haven't reached that level yet." Chi Mu felt that He Xiaoli's description was exaggerated. What does it mean to say "I can't do without him". The world is so big and there is no one who can live a life. It's just that the two are together. Why? To separate casually.

"If you don't love him, and the two of you are only together for some spiritual and physical comfort, then you won't bother with some trivial things at all, such as 'why you fell in love with me' and the like, I pack it Tickets, this kind of words can only be said by young girls who are in love, because they have no confidence in themselves, they are obviously infatuated with each other and afraid that the other party will suddenly turn around and leave one day, so they have all kinds of beliefs to break the casserole and ask the end. "

He Xiaoli's eavesdropping on this phone call was really thorough, and Chi Mu didn't recover from it for a long time.

love?Or the so-called infatuation?

He loves Jiang Yuchen, this is unquestionable, but he always thinks that this should be a kind of tacit understanding between lovers, when they are together, they have to give their love, otherwise it is better to separate.It's just that he has never put this kind of love on the level of "I must love" before, thinking that it should be taken for granted, but he has ignored the fact that he accepts this emotion so easily.

Or Chi Mu has been trying to escape this fact.

He looked at He Xiaoli and sighed, this man was really a mirror that he couldn't escape.

He had no choice but to be honest: "Well, I love him, I love him very much, but I don't think he loves me enough."

"So, this is the most painful part of bullshit love." He Xiaoli stretched his waist, "Unfortunately, I can't help you with this, since you chose him and this path, and you don't want to go back, I can only move forward based on feeling, anyway, I don’t believe in love very much, you should be careful, the deeper you go now, the worse you may fall in the future, just like I did back then, bang.” He Xiaoli was very He punched his chest figuratively in a circle, showing a painful expression, "That's called heart-piercing!"

The originally dull atmosphere just made him dumbfounded with this punch.

Before dawn, Chi Mu turned on the computer, browsed the web aimlessly for a while, and suddenly typed Claude into Google by mistake?A few words of Crotia, as expected, an overwhelming number of search items popped up.

Like every celebrity who has become famous, Jiang Yuchen's fans really have forums for him on the Internet.Chi Mu casually clicked on a video post posted by a netizen. It was a collection of most of Jiang Yuchen's catwalks in the past ten years since his debut. It was several hours long. The person who made this video put a lot of effort into marking each show Knowing Jiang Yuchen's specific age, from the age of 28 to the age of [-], Chi Mu has been looking at the tall man on the runway in front of him, from the initial immature and young to the chic and mature all the way, as if the runway is a magical time tunnel. At the other end, the light and shadow have changed for ten years.

Such a person may become the focus no matter where he is placed. It is no wonder that Olivia has always attached her heart to him, and even made such a high-profile challenge to herself.

It's not that Chi Mu never thought about it, the best is not necessarily the most suitable for him, only the most suitable for him is the best, but love has his selfishness after all, it doesn't matter whether Jiang Yuchen is suitable for him or not, but Since it is what I have, why should I give it up to others, not to mention that I also love him, this kind of love is definitely more than Olivia.

He just couldn't pinpoint the truest thoughts in Jiang Yuchen's heart. Between the past and the present, which one did he focus on?Chi Mu is not a roundworm in his stomach, so he can only guess, and the more he guesses, the more annoyed and aggrieved he feels.

Perhaps what Xiaoli said is true, this is the most painful part of love, not that he doesn't love you, but that he loves you clearly, but unfortunately it is not as much as you expected.

The mailbox suddenly prompts that there is a new email, from Jiang Yuchen, Chi Mu clicks on it, and there is only one line in it, "I sent you a small gift, remember to check it."

The battle between heaven and man finally had a short-lived result, ending with an email.

Chi Mu thinks, no matter whether he and Jiang Yuchen's road is good or not, he just needs to grasp it with his heart. There is no good or bad road in the world. The key is to see if you have the heart to overcome it. Because of Jincheng, no matter how rough it is It can make the road smoother, reveal the holy light, and illuminate the world, is this Martin?Luther?King's wise words.

A week later, an international air express was delivered to the editorial department. Under the puzzled eyes of everyone, Chi Mu took a lot of effort to carry the huge package into the office, unwrapped the thick packaging, and what appeared in front of him was a The brown leather suitcase is exquisitely crafted. It does not look like ordinary goods at first glance. There is also a card in the suitcase, which says: I promise to buy you a new suitcase. This brand is of the best quality and cost-effective. High, and more durable than many flashy luxury brands.

Chi Mu smiled helplessly, clicked on the e-mail, brought up Jiang Yuchen's address, and typed in a line "The box has been received". Before clicking send, his movements suddenly stopped, and after a while, he wrote the lines one by one. Delete it and replace it with "Thanks, I like it very much".

Exchanging gifts between lovers is the most basic sentiment. This is almost the second gift Jiang Yuchen gave him. Chi Mu took out the key ring from his pocket, took off the silver Charlie Brown, and pinned it to the zipper of the suitcase .

Two gifts turned into one, which gave Chi Mu a strange sense of satisfaction, and the confidence that came with it also made him feel that maybe the unwarranted difficulties between him and Jiang Yuchen were not enough to be called difficulties, as long as there is confidence , what wind and rain can break through.

It may be that his idea was accidentally noticed by God, or it may be that every happy relationship is destined to experience some turmoil. When Twilight was in a good mood, God moved his sleeves and fanned a little breeze, like a butterfly flapping its wings Like, inject a violent storm into the calm life.

And it was a storm beyond the capacity of ordinary people. !