disappearing light years

Late at night that night, Chi Mu went home alone, lay on the bed tossing and turning, unable to fall asleep, took out his phone again, pulled out the photo, and looked at it quietly.

He was surprised why he didn't delete this kind of thing immediately.He should believe in Jiang Yuchen, there is no other reason, but subconsciously, but he also has to admire Olivia's means, he does so much, no wonder he just wants to make himself uncomfortable, of course he did it, at least successfully Let yourself lose sleep.

In the photo, Jiang Yuchen seemed to be haggard again, and the contours of his face became more obvious because of his thinness.

He wanted to touch Jiang Yuchen's face with his fingers through the screen, but the cold touch quickly brought him back to reality. Chi Mu smiled, pulled the quilt over his head, and turned over.

A few days of unemployed life can completely wear away the hard work that a person has cultivated over the years. Chi Mu finally understands why those nerds on the Internet are lazy and slovenly all day long. For the first time in so many years, he tried Sleeping until midnight every day before getting up. For the first time, I tried to live on instant noodles. For the first time, I tried to sleep barefoot on the sofa with a big T-shirt hanging on the sofa while listening to a symphony. I strolled around the vegetable market in the nearby neighborhood with my slippers on, and bought instant noodles for the next day by the way.

Later, even He Xiaoli joined this rotten life, but He Xiaoli did not call this decadent life "rotten", but replaced it with "cultivating sentiment" or "rest". They spent three days in the In the not-so-spacious living room, I watched the sensational American drama "Sex and the City" ten years ago from beginning to end. While marveling at the fact that Americans were so open as early as the last century, I criticized the heroine Kelly It's so unkind to meet people.

At the end of the story, Kelly gave up the city she lived in in pursuit of the so-called love, gave up all the friends around her, and resolutely went to Paris alone for a man, but found that everything was different from what she imagined.He Xiaoli suddenly pressed the pause button, turned his head and said to Chi Mu: "Chi Mu, if this happens to you, Jiang Yuchen wants you to leave everything here and follow him to settle abroad, what will you do?"

Chi Mu thought about it, shook her head and said, "I don't know."

"This has always been a difficult topic. It seems that everyone who is in a relationship finds it difficult to find a balance between love and life, but ah." He Xiaoli sighed softly, with a rather earnest tone, "I am I really think such people are fools, they may not understand what love is at all."

Chi Mu joked, "From your tone, it seems like you understand it well?"

"You have to believe that I have seen a lot more things than you on this road. I have never believed in love, and I don't believe in love because I don't think I have the ability to control it. I used to be so Years of experience and lessons have only made me understand one truth, good love is when you see the whole world through one person, and bad love is when you abandon the whole world for one person.” He Xiaoli’s eyes sparkled, “You and Jiang Yuchen are together Finally, what you gain and what you lose, you can measure it yourself.”

Afterwards, he added, "First of all, I'm definitely not trying to provoke your relationship, I just want you to figure out whether it's worth it or not. After all, falling in love is a matter of two people living trivially together in the end. Just being handsome is not enough, as the old saying goes, being handsome is not enough for you.”

Is it worth it?He Xiaoli's words were so sharp that he couldn't even think about facing them.

But this is more than a problem that bothers him alone.

Before Chi Mu could figure out why, Jiang Yuchen came back suddenly.

I didn't hear any news before, when Chi Mu opened the door and saw the tall man covered in dust, he was completely surprised for a long time.

"Surprise?" Jiang Yuchen said with a smile, "Don't let me go in first?"

Chi Mu was stunned for a while, then hurriedly stepped aside, watching the man walk and take off all the way comfortably, and then there was the sound of splashing water from the bathroom.Chi Mu carried Jiang Yuchen's suitcase by the door into the house, and went to pick up his scattered clothes on the ground. By the way, he also marveled at the layer of dust that had accumulated on those high-end clothes, almost like rolling in the sand. Circle the same.

After he tidied up all his clothes and sent them to the laundry, Jiang Yuchen also finished his shower, and stood in front of the mirror with a towel around to wipe his hair. His hair grew a lot, and it seemed that it hadn't been cut for a while. Chi Mu brought out the cut apples, After looking at his profile for a while, he suddenly said: "It's rare to see you being so sloppy, and your beard is not clean."

Jiang Yuchen's movements froze, and he put his face closer to the mirror in a serious manner, touched his chin, then turned his head and smiled at Chi Mu: "Your eyes are really sharp, I have been in the desert for a month, and I don't even know what shaving is. "

"Desert, where is the desert?"

"Middle East." Jiang Yuchen strode up to Chi Mu and sat down next to Chi Mu, hugged his shoulders, and let out a long breath of relaxation: "I didn't think about it when I was a model when I was shooting a print advertisement for a new brand, but now I'm a tailor. Only then did I realize that a designer has too many things to manage.”

"Since you're very busy, why did you come here suddenly?" Chi Mu hesitated for a while before asking, "At least you should notify me first, so that I can go to the airport to pick you up."

"That wouldn't be a surprise." Jiang Yuchen hooked Chi Mu's neck, put the tip of his nose against his hair, and smelled the faint fragrance in the hair, "I only have a week's vacation, you have to stay with me all the time for these seven days .”

Chi Mu's cheeks turned red when he heard these words, and his lower abdomen suddenly felt itchy. Jiang Yuchen's hand had already stretched in, and slowly moved over his skin.

"You just got off the plane." Faced with his lover's request, Chi Mu couldn't refuse. To be honest, he leaned against Jiang Yuchen's body and felt the temperature of his skin. It was also very good for him, but the other party had two thick dark circles under his eyes. Another fact that cannot be ignored.

Jiang Yuchen directly used actions instead of words, took advantage of the situation and pushed Chi Mu down on the sofa, his fiery kiss blocked all Chi Mu's words, Chi Mu's back felt cold, and the single pants on his legs disappeared.

For lovers who haven't seen each other for a long time, making love is nothing more than a normal thing. Even after flying for more than ten hours, Jiang Yuchen used his persistent physical strength to let Chi Mu understand what is called the peak, the hotness behind the waist The feeling of touch has completely deprived Chi Mu of all his senses, and every time his lover penetrated, he couldn't help moaning, and his slender fingers grabbed the fabric sofa into rough wrinkles.

After the joy, Chi Mu leaned against Jiang Yuchen's arms, almost exhausted.

"I have to go get some food." Chi Mu looked helplessly at the iron band-like arm around his waist, but couldn't move it away.

"Are you still able to walk?" Jiang Yuchen teasingly bit his earlobe, Chi Mu took a deep breath, and all the strength he had accumulated with great difficulty disappeared immediately.

"Go to sleep, we'll go out to eat later." Jiang Yuchen touched Chi Mu's forehead and heart for a while, "I'm really tired."

Chi Mu laughed in his heart, lack of sleep, lack of physical strength, never rest and drag him to do this kind of strenuous exercise, if he is not tired, there will be ghosts.Leaning his head on Jiang Yuchen's chest, listening to the other person's breathing and heartbeat gradually becoming calmer, Chi Mu also gradually gave up the intention of leaving his embrace, after all, the two of them haven't embraced and fell asleep like this for a long time.

Reaching out to wrap his arms around Jiang Yuchen's waist, Chi Mu's eyes fell on the overlapping legs of the two.

Then, he noticed a long scar on Jiang Yuchen's leg.

The scar is very large and long, and the wound is still light red. It seems that it has just healed, and it looks quite abrupt across Jiang Yuchen's slender calf. Because of the internal testing of the wound, Chi Mu didn't find it until now.

"What's going on? Are you hurt?"

Hearing the sound, Jiang Yuchen opened his closed eyes a little, looked at it and said: "It's okay, just a little skin trauma."

"How did you get hurt?" Chi Mu didn't mean to let Jiang Yuchen put it off, he half propped himself up, his eyes were very serious.

Jiang Yuchen looked at him for a while, and said with a smile, "I said it was a minor injury, but it's really fine, but I didn't pay much attention when driving in the desert..."

"You were in a car accident!?" Realizing what happened, Chi Mu didn't know where the strength came from. He sat up from the sofa almost instantly and stood in front of Jiang Yuchen, "When did this happen? Why didn't I Know?"

Jiang Yuchen was taken aback by Chi Mu's big reaction, "I didn't tell you because I didn't want you to worry, look, but there is only a scar left, and no arms or legs are missing."

"But I'm your lover. I worry about you all the time, wondering how you are doing, whether you have eaten and rested on time, and want to make a phone call but are afraid of disturbing your work. What you mean is that I deserve it all. Self-indulgent? You were injured in a car accident, such a big thing, because you don't want me to worry about you, so you keep it from me, then what kind of person can keep you from it." Chi Mu suddenly thought A ridiculous thought came up, "You don't want me to know, you only tell the people you want them to worry about you, right, like... Olivia?"

"Chi Mu, you really think too much." Jiang Yuchen rubbed the space between his brows wearily, "Let's rest, we have to go out to eat later."

Chi Mu suddenly turned around and walked into the room. After a while, he came out again with his mobile phone, quickly called up a photo, and placed it in front of Jiang Yuchen.

He suddenly realized how wise he hadn't deleted this thing.

"Now, I finally understand what kind of situation this photo was taken in. You were injured and kept it from me, but told Olivia to let him take care of you." Chi Mu sneered: " Jiang Yuchen, you are really considerate."

Jiang Yuchen's expression seemed to be frozen in an instant, and he couldn't help but sit up, took the phone, and stared at the content on the screen.Chi Mu watched him for a while, then walked silently to the bathroom, closed the door, and let the hot water rush down his forehead and heart.After a while, the glass door was pulled open from the outside, and Chi Mu felt a pair of warm arms embrace him from behind.

A shallow kiss fell on the back of the neck, and Chi Mu heard Jiang Yuchen's hoarse voice whispering in his ear, "I'm sorry."

Twilight doesn't speak.

"He... I didn't know Olivia would be like that..."

"I don't know, it's true that I can prevaricate many things, if possible, I don't want to know." Chi Mu's voice was exhausted, "Sometimes I can't figure it out myself, Jiang Yuchen, do you really regard me as your lover. "

"You are." The other party's answer was firm.

"But it's really hard for me to think that way, just like the first person you think of when you get hurt is not me."

"It's not like that." Jiang Yuchen continued to defend, and his arms around Chi Mu were getting stronger and stronger.

"I'm sorry." He said again.

In the bathroom, there was only the sound of water droplets hitting the ground. Chi Mu suddenly felt that his eye sockets were swollen amidst the water vapor.