disappearing light years

Everyone in the room held their breath and didn't speak, until Gu Mingan asked again, Yan Shuo responded in a hurry, Chi Mu found that although his voice was steady, his hand holding the phone line was trembling slightly.

Gu Ming'an said: "I'm here to say goodbye to you, and I'm leaving next Monday."

Yan Shuo was stunned for a while, and then said: "So fast? Don't we have to wait until next month to leave?"

"The company has temporarily arranged it, and I have no other choice, and it doesn't make any difference whether you leave earlier or later... I just want to at least tell you before I leave." Gu Mingan's voice was faintly helpless, and Yan Shuo said Their facial expressions complement each other very well.

"I've completed all the formalities here in China, and the company has also booked a flight ticket for me." Amidst the faint noise of the electrical signal, there was a nervous sigh, "I...I'm in your building right now. Next, I wonder if I can... see you again."

Anyone who heard this almost pleading tone would probably be moved.

However, when Chi Mu and He Xiaoli were waiting hopefully for Yan Shuo's answer, Yan Shuo hung up the phone with a snap.

Then he just sat there motionless, his eyes lost and his face pale.

"Next Monday..." Yan Shuo looked blankly at his friends, "How could it be so fast..."

"The phone hangs up so cold-bloodedly, be careful that Gu Ming'an just walks away." He Xiaoli leaned his head on the sofa, making it clear that he had nothing to do with himself.

Yan Shuo stood up and took a few steps back and forth, folded his hands, and bit the knuckles of his index finger lightly, as if he had fallen into complicated thinking and struggle. At this moment, a short prompt sounded from his pocket, and he took out his mobile phone, looked at After that, he took a few short breaths, quickly picked up his coat, opened the door and went downstairs.

Chi Mu curiously picked up the cell phone that Yan Shuo had left on the sofa, and it showed a text message from Gu Ming'an.

He Xiaoli also brought his head closer.

"I know it's my fault, and I don't expect to be forgiven by you, but I love you forever."

The two were silent for a moment before hearing He Xiaoli say: "For Yan Shuo, I really don't know whether to sympathize or be jealous."

"In these days, I am afraid that only Gu Ming'an can say the word 'forever' so frankly."

Yan Shuo ran downstairs, gasped and looked around, and soon saw a man standing not far away. Under the street lamp, Gu Mingan was wearing a black windbreaker as rigorous as before, but his hair was not as clean and neat as usual, and his cheeks were a little bit Thin, Yan Shuo didn't wear glasses, and he could still see the blue stubble on his chin.

Gu Mingan was looking at the phone in his hand in a daze, until he heard some footsteps approaching, he slowly raised his head, the moment he met Yan Shuo's eyes, Gu Mingan's jaw suddenly tightened, and he stuttered: "Yan Shuo Shuo...you...how did you get down?"

"Should I not come? You don't want to see me?" Yan Shuo calmed down for a while, then took two steps closer, staring at Gu Ming'an's nervous eyes, and said, "Tell me, what exactly do you want?"

"I just want to see you." Gu Mingan said in a low voice. "Now you see it, and then." Yan Shuo sneered, "What does that text message mean? You are leaving, and you want to express your greatness in the end?"

"No, I didn't mean that."

"It was you who said that we were going to leave next month, and it was you who said we would leave next week. It was you who lied to me in the first place, and it was you who begged me to forgive you. Gu Mingan, you think the world revolves around you, so what do you say? What, isn't it? Since it's all a matter of your decision, then you don't need to tell me so specifically that you want me to cry and kneel and beg you not to go? "

Yan Shuo seemed very excited, the street lights were dim, and he could see the faint redness of his eyes, "Mr. Gu, you have a successful official career, and you are about to make a fortune. I'm just a poor doctor, so I don't have the right to stand in your way."

Gu Mingan's stretched brows gradually frowned, he stretched out his hand, and grasped Yan Shuo's wrist with his hands like iron hoops, Yan Shuo struggled a few times, but did not break free.

The weather has gradually entered the early winter, the temperature is extremely low, but there is a light circle of temperature in Gu Mingan's palm, Yan Shuo is a little dazed, when there were disputes between them in the past, Gu Mingan always held his wrist tightly like this, the two of them He stared, and waited until his emotions calmed down before sorting out sentence by sentence, so as not to make ordinary things unpleasant under the anger.

"Yan Shuo, listen to me, I can't deny what happened in the past, and I can't avoid it. I came this time just to see you again and say something before I leave, otherwise I will have regrets in my life."

Yan Shuo lowered his head and remained silent.

"I came to you a few days ago and asked if you would like to go to Australia with me... Actually, I didn't expect you to agree, but if I didn't hear you reject it, I would always have some unrealistic expectations." Fantasies, now, it’s okay, it’s also a wish.”

Gu Mingan sighed lowly, with determination and sadness intertwined in his eyes, he leaned forward slightly, and pressed a light kiss on Yan Shuo's forehead.

"I hope you will be happy."

Yan Shuo's body suddenly trembled violently, his Adam's apple moved up and down, he struggled to open Gu Ming'an's shackles, and then, under the surprised eyes of the other party, he punched Gu Ming'an forcefully on the cheek.

Chi Mu and He Xiaoli, who were following downstairs, stopped in surprise when they saw this scene.

Yan Shuo's punch was very hard, even though Gu Mingan was tall, he was beaten to the side, took two steps back, and sat staggeringly on the ground.

With his shoulders rising and falling with rapid breathing, Yan Shuo threw himself on Gu Ming'an like a mad wolf, punching and kicking, and roared in the night sky, "Gu Ming'an, you bastard! Wish me happiness! You wished me happiness!" Happiness! You fucking have the nerve to say it! I have been with you for so many years, and now you leave me here and you want to slap my ass and get out, and you have the cheek to say wish me happiness, I will kill you bastard! "

Seeing this, Chi Mu hurried forward to fight, but was stopped by He Xiaoli.

"Do you know what it means to be beaten, to be kissed, to be loved?" He Xiaoli whistled frivolously, "I dare say that Yan Shuo has been awkward for so long, but he is actually waiting for a beating to vent his anger, do you believe it?"

Gu Ming'an was stunned by Yan Shuo's beating at first, he sat on the ground blankly and didn't know how to fight back, when he came to his senses, even though Yan Shuo's fist waved shadows all over the sky, he still took him into his arms, hugged him tightly, full of The face is sad and happy.Yan Shuo was so hugged by him that he couldn't move, and finally calmed down gradually, and then he buried his face on Gu Ming'an's shoulder, weeping loudly regardless of his image.

Fortunately, the night was getting dark and there were no people around. Otherwise, the melodrama in which the two men were beating, cursing, crying and making a scene would definitely attract a large crowd of onlookers.

He Xiaoli stroked his chin and said, "Have you seen Yan Shuo cry before?"

Chi Mu shook his head.

He Xiaoli laughed and said, "I'm thinking, should I record this scene in front of me, it will be regarded as an extra capital to humiliate Yan Shuo in the future."

Chi Mu turned her head, "When Yan Shuo goes to Australia with Gu Mingan, if you can still humiliate him, I admire you."

"This is really..." He Xiaoli put the mobile phone that he took out with great interest back into his trouser pocket with a face full of helplessness.After a while, he took Chi Mu's shoulders and sighed, "Gu Ming'an's dead face has abducted Yan Shuo to go abroad, and we will probably be lonely in the future."

Chi Mu looked at the two people who were embracing not far away, this question was not on her mind.

Gu Mingan and Yan Shuo finally proved one thing, no matter how tortuous the process is, there are still fairy tales in this world.

He felt a little cold on the tip of his nose, and when he reached out to touch it, it turned out to be a small piece of water stain. When he looked up again, snowflakes were slowly falling from the sky.

I didn't expect the first snow of this year to come so early.

Three days later, on the weekend, He Xiaoli held a small farewell party for Yan Shuo at the bar. He only invited a few friends that everyone knew well, but Gu Mingan did not show up. The jacket and the shirt inside were completely scrapped, and his handsome face was also bruised, so Yan Shuo didn't let him come out to embarrass him.

After drinking for three rounds, Chi Mu said to Yan Shuo: "I didn't expect your visa to be processed so quickly. I thought it would take at least half a month."

"Why don't you thank Gu Ming'an." He Xiaoli interjected with a smile, "This man is really good at planning, and he actually went through the formalities for you in advance, as if he predicted that you would go with him in the end."

"He said he was just giving himself an imaginary hope." Yan Shuo blushed slightly, and did not forget to defend Gu Mingan.

"Look, before he left, his elbows were bent outward." He Xiaoli smacked his lips, "I said Yan Shuo, don't you just plan to leave Chi Mu and me in Beijing, and never come back by yourself?" Alright."

As soon as he spoke, Yan Shuo's expression suddenly became unnatural.

Chi Mu pretended to be relaxed and patted him on the shoulder, "It's okay, as the old saying goes, there is no feast that never ends. When you go there in the future, don't forget our two old friends."

"Look at what you said, it seems like we won't be able to see each other again in this life." Yan Shuo pulled the corners of his mouth and smiled, but his voice was choked with sobs. His eyes slid over the faces of the two people around him one by one, and said: "I and Gu Ming'an had discussed it. He had the idea of ​​emigrating at the beginning because he had nothing to worry about in the country, and he planned to move his family. I have no plans to change my nationality to a foreign country, so I will not emigrate. After I settle down there, I want to come back. It's just a flight."

"One lover, two confidants, I have everything I want most in this life, and I have nothing to regret." Yan Shuo raised his glass and stood up, "I remember watching movies before, there is a line in "When Harry Met Sally" That’s what it says, love is a lamp, friendship is a shadow, even if the lamp goes out, the shadow will always surround you, and a friend will always be someone who can give you strength when you need it most. I am very grateful to God for letting me know One Twilight, one He Xiaoli, this glass of wine, I respect ourselves, I hope that what I once had, will not be forgotten."

Chi Mu and He Xiaoli looked at each other, and both raised their wine glasses.

The three cups clink together crisply.

"Do not forget what you had before."

When the party was about to end, according to the rules, everyone had to give blessings to Yan Shuo one by one. When it was Nuo Dan's turn, the always cheerful American doctor actually cried. A short-lived love affair made her heartbroken, but when everyone asked, the reason turned out to be the absence of Yan Shuo. Nuo Dan worried that his clinic would never find such a dedicated doctor as an employee, which made Yan Shuo look embarrassed. Comforted him for a long time.

Finally, the lights of the bar dimmed, and the spotlight fell on the semi-circular stage. He Xiaoli sat on it with a guitar in his arms, adjusted the tuning, and tapped the microphone.

Looking at the surprised faces of the people below, He Xiaoli said into the microphone: "I know everyone will be surprised to see me sitting here. After all, as a bar owner, I rarely have to perform in person, and I don't sing very well. It was once criticized as a model of tone-deficient."

Yan Shuo was ashamed for a while, because this sentence happened to be criticized by him.

"Originally, I made up my mind not to sing anymore, but after being criticized, I have practiced a few brushes. Now that Yan Shuo is leaving, I'm afraid I won't have the opportunity to listen to him in the future, so I might as well take advantage of it." Have a good time singing tonight."

After a pause, he laughed again: "Okay, I admit it, actually my real purpose is to give this song to my friend, and hope that he won't be so mean in the future. Not everyone can bear it."

After speaking, amidst the laughter around him, he nimbly played a series of notes on the strings with his fingers, and his slightly hoarse singing voice slowly echoed through the microphone throughout the bar.

That laugh reminds me of my flowers

Open quietly for me in every corner of my life

I thought I'd be by his side forever

Today we have left in the vast sea of ​​people

They are all old

where are they

We are like this

Go to the end of the world

La~la~la~la~la~la~la~la~la~la~la~ miss him

La~la~la~la~la~la~la~la~la~la~la~la~la~la~la~la~la~la~la~la~la~la~la~la~la~la~la~go

They have been blown away by the wind and scattered in the sky

During the melodious interlude, Chi Mu also took the microphone and walked onto the stage, sitting next to He Xiaoli, and the second half of the song became two people singing together.

Some stories haven't been told yet.

Those feelings have been difficult to distinguish between true and false in the years

Now the grass is overgrown and there are no flowers here

Fortunately, I used to have your spring and autumn, winter and summer

They are all old

where are they

We are like this

Go to the end of the world

La~la~la~la~la~la~la~la~la~la~la~ miss him

La-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la ah

They have been blown away by the wind and scattered in the sky

Even the other guests in the bar seemed to be infected by the singing, and began to sing along or clap their hands, while Yan Shuo, who was standing under the stage, turned his back quietly and wiped his eyes before he knew it.

They are all old

where are they

We are like this

Each headed to the end of the world...