disappearing light years

The two stopped talking, and the Ferris wheel soon reached the commanding heights.The lights of the city crawled on both sides of the river like scattered stars, Chi Mu heard a girl sitting next to her whisper to the boy beside her: "Every Ferris wheel is a box full of happiness, as long as you make a wish on the top with your loved one , you can grow old forever."

Chi Mu kept cursing inwardly, thinking about some inexplicable book talking such nonsense, it was harming children at all, he turned his head to look, the young couple had already kissed each other with selflessness.

Not only them, but all the couples in the entire cockpit kissed together.

Chi Mu turned her head back resentfully, and found that Chen Yufeng was looking at him with a half-smile.

"What are you looking at?" He whispered.

Chen Yufeng asked: "You seem to have a problem with that sentence just now?"

Chi Mu said: "You don't seem to be very clear about the words 'grow old until you grow old'. It's not as simple as just talking about it. Too young love can't be counted at all. Look at these couples. , Tomorrow, a trivial matter can be separated."

"That's just a kind of sustenance in your heart, why are you so serious." Chen Yufeng suddenly reached out to support the back of Chi Mu's head, and leaned over to kiss him, Chi Mu avoided it, not daring to move too much, so he didn't dodge.The warm breath came towards him, Chen Yufeng kissed very thinly, and then wrapped his left hand around Chi Mu's waist, and held him in his arms.

"Don't rush to reject me." Sliding his lips all the way to Chi Mu's ear, Chen Yufeng said in a low voice, "At least let me hug you before going down."

Chi Mu showed an imperceptible wry smile, and she really didn't move, leaning quietly on Chen Yufeng's body.

Ten minutes was not a long time, the moment the cockpit touched the bottom, Chen Yufeng let go of his hand, his smile remained the same, as if the hug just now didn't exist.

The two returned to the river, the snow had stopped, Chi Mu stood on the bridge, not intending to return to the car, a few vendors were pushing the cart and selling cooked food, Chen Yufeng bought some takoyaki, and handed it to Chi Mu.

Chi Mu looked at the condensed river water under the bridge and said softly, "I'm not hungry."

"Eat even if you're not hungry, I know you didn't have dinner when you came out with me." Chen Yufeng forked a steaming meatball to Chi Mu's lips, making an "ah" gesture.

Chi Mu took a bite dumbly, not sure if it was the meatballs that were too hot or the air was too cold, he didn't taste anything, but the mustard tingle made the tip of his tongue numb.

"No matter what you do, you have to eat and drink, otherwise you will hurt your own body, and it will hurt other people's hearts." Chen Yufeng forked another ball over, Chi Mu glanced at him, snatched the box, and took a big bite. Swallowing big mouthfuls, she didn't wipe her mouth until she finished eating a box of takoyaki, and looked at him calmly, "Is this all right?"

Chen Yufeng shrugged, took the empty box and threw it into the trash can beside him, and suddenly asked, "Are you unhappy? Is it because of me?"

"How can you tell that I'm unhappy." Chi Mu shook his head, "It's just that the weather is cold, and my expression is a little stiff."

"I don't know you yet, you have been unhappy for a long time." Chen Yufeng leaned against the guardrail beside the bridge and said calmly: "Once you are unhappy, you won't show it on your face at all, you will only hold it in your heart. He is indifferent to others, and even if he wants to laugh, it is only a superficial smile."

Chen Yufeng spoke the truth, Chi Mu seemed to have been poked into a weak spot, he wanted to refute, but for a moment he didn't know what to say to Chen Yufeng's face.

"Don't try to deny it. I admit that I like you, so I will unconsciously pay attention to many things about you. The only thing I can't figure out is, is that Jiang Yuchen really worth it?"

Apart from He Xiaoli and Yan Shuo, this was the first time someone mentioned the word "Jiang Yuchen" in front of Chi Mu.

Chi Mu's heart tightened.

"I won't hide it from you. When I heard you broke up with him, I was excited for a long time, thinking that my chance had come. Unfortunately, when I saw you again, I felt that my chances of winning didn't seem that great. "Chen Yufeng's tone was relaxed, but the content was not brisk at all, "You are sitting in the bookstore, your eyes are terribly gloomy, like an old man in his seventies and eighties. When you were in college, you had quarrels with Cheng Hao, and complained to me. You didn't have such a strong gloom. feel."

Chi Mu tried to justify, "I didn't, it's just your psychology, I'm fine."

"I always thought that comforting you when you were sad about breaking up would make you feel more fond of me, so I have been working so hard these past few months, but I also have a vague feeling that the harder I work, the more you will The farther away you are from me, as it is now, you will only say a few words to me when I pester you facelessly."

Chi Mu didn't expect that Chen Yufeng could use such adjectives as "deliberately shameless" in practice.

"Sometimes I feel sad and frustrated. I think it's better to give up. There are no grasses anywhere in the world, but..." Chen Yufeng touched Chi Mu's forehead with his fingertips, and gently lifted his bangs, "But, better than Make me sad, and I can't see you sad."

Chi Mu's body suddenly trembled.

Chen Yufeng was taken aback, "Are you cold?" Then he realized that Chi Mu was only wearing a sweater under his coat, so he hurriedly took off his windbreaker and put it on him.

Chi Mu silently felt the heat on the windbreaker, wanted to speak, but didn't dare to look Chen Yufeng directly in the eye.

"I brought you here tonight, not only to ride the Ferris wheel, but I also want to take this opportunity to confess my love again, to see if the hard work of the past few months has yielded results, and now I am too embarrassed to ask, so as not to be caught again It's too embarrassing to refuse, it's better not to ask." He rubbed Chi Mu's hair, "You wait here, I'll give you something."

After speaking, he trotted back to the car, took out a wrapped black gift box from the trunk, and returned to Chi Mu, "I bought this a month ago, and it's for you."

Chi Mu looked at his face, then at the things in his hands, took them and put them on the ground, knelt down to unpack them.

A black and white wool scarf lay quietly inside.

Chi Mu was silent for a while, pulled out the label and glanced at it, "Why do you want to give me something, this brand is very expensive."

"I was passing by the store that day, and I happened to see it. I thought, I thought it would look good if you were around." Chen Yufeng's tone suddenly became a little stiff, "Chi Mu, happy birthday."

Chi Mu raised her head suddenly, "Do you remember that today is my birthday?"

"I always remember, but in the past you were always accompanied by someone else, and there was no place for me. Only this year, it is the opportunity God gave me." Chen Yufeng urged, "Try it quickly."

Chi Mu didn't move for a long time, Chen Yufeng simply came by himself, took the scarf and wrapped it around Chi Mu's neck several times, until it covered almost half of his face.

"Whether it's warm or not."

"...It's warm, thank you."

Chi Mu took a deep breath, avoided Chen Yufeng's concerned gaze, and looked in the direction of the car, "It's getting late, let's go back."

It was approaching midnight, and there were no other cars on the highway. Chi Mu kept his eyes closed, as if he was sleeping. Chen Yufeng drove the car downstairs. Seeing that Chi Mu was in a deep sleep, he couldn't bear to wake him up. He hesitated, but Chi Mu opened his eyes. Eye.

"I'm home." Chen Yufeng smiled immediately, "Go back and rest early."

Chi Mu nodded and got out of the car, Chen Yufeng was about to start the car again, but found that Chi Mu had turned back again, he hurriedly lowered the window, and heard Chi Mu say: "Why don't you rest at my place tonight, I made winter melon meatball soup , I can’t drink it all by myself.” At the end, he added, “It doesn’t matter if you don’t want to.”

How could Chen Yufeng be unwilling? Such an invitation seemed like a natural sound to him. After only being stunned for a second, he quickly jumped out of the car, and excitedly picked him up when he was late and turned around, like a big child Seeing Chi Mu's awkward expression, he let him go.

A house as big as Yan Shuo has a fatal flaw. In winter, no matter how well-heated it is, the indoor temperature is still very low. It is precisely this low temperature that makes Chen Yufeng feel that the warm bowl of wax gourd and meatball soup is delicious. Incredible.

Sitting opposite him, Chi Mu saw that Chen Yufeng had finished drinking a bowl and served him another night, and the one in front of him didn't move at all, Chen Yufeng couldn't help being suspicious, "Why don't you drink it yourself?"

"You still have the nerve to ask me, that big box of takoyaki was stuffed down, and I feel uncomfortable when I see the food, otherwise why would I call you up to help me eat." Chi Mu suddenly smiled, and the gloomy look before disappeared, "You If you are full, go to wash and go to bed, and I have prepared new things for you, so you can sleep in the room next to my bedroom."

That night, Chi Mu slept very late, and not long after he lay in bed, he heard someone walk into his room with very light footsteps, stopped in front of the bed, pushed back the quilt, and then the mattress beside him slowly collapsed, a pair of strong His arms hugged him from behind with warmth.

Chi Mu didn't make a sound, pretended to be asleep, but listened carefully, Chen Yufeng asked softly in his ear, "I love you, but why don't you love me."

This is really a very tangled question, and Chi Mu has asked herself many times, but she can't figure out an answer.Chen Yufeng's firm chest was very warm, as if he was afraid that Chi Mu would be cold, he wrapped his whole body into his arms, hugged him tightly, and gently pressed his chin against the other's hair.

Chi Mu has always had a bad habit. When someone hugs him to sleep, the warm feeling makes it easy for him to fall asleep, and even the next morning he will not want to get up because he is greedy for this temperature.When the morning sun rose and the sunlight shone into the room, he even habitually arched into Chen Yufeng's arms.

This arch awakened the people around him.

Chen Yufeng seemed to be taken aback for a moment when he saw the intimate sleeping position of the two of them, but he quickly regained his composure. He let go of Chi Mu, and was about to get off the bed lightly, when he suddenly heard a voice from behind: "Chen Yufeng, you Do you still want to be with me?"

Chen Yufeng wondered for a moment whether he was hallucinating, and turned around hastily.

Chi Mu half propped herself up on the head of the bed, her expression was lazy but full of peace, two buttons on the collar of her pajamas were undone, revealing her slender collarbones.

"I've been thinking about it since last night, what exactly is my persistence all this time." Chi Mu said with a smile: "After thinking about it, I really feel that there is no need for some bullshit persistence, people always have to look forward , I really don't want to continue to be so self-pitying and looking for abuse."

"You...you mean." Chen Yufeng was agitated for a moment, and stuttered, "Would you like to be with me..."

"I was still awake when you crept into my bed in the middle of the night last night. I heard everything you said."

Chi Mu's words made Chen Yufeng feel hot from his neck all the way up to his forehead, he stammered, "That... that is..."

"At that time, I suddenly made a decision, if all this is not a dream, if you wake up this morning and the first person you see when you open your eyes, I think, I can take this step with you. Chi Mu looked at Chen Yufeng's face full of surprises, then turned his head slightly and said, "It's just that I'm not sure about my feelings yet, but if you want, I will try my best to make myself like you."

This confession was really embarrassing for a man of Chi Mu's age. In fact, after saying this, Chi Mu himself felt that this old face was scalding scary, but Chen Yufeng seemed to be very useful. Pounced like a cheetah, hugged Chi Mu tightly, rolled around on the bed, a deep kiss almost made him breathless.

In the early morning of Christmas, after Chen Yufeng's stalking for an unknown amount of time, and after paying the price of a box of takoyaki and a woolen scarf, Chi Mu finally opened up and began to fall in love with him.