disappearing light years

When Chi Mu received the call and rushed to Xiang Lang's residence, he was actually very nervous.When such a thing happened, if he was asked to comfort He Xiaoli, he didn't know what to say, especially when he thought that his friend for so many years might have contracted a terminal illness, his heart twitched, and he followed uncomfortable.

Seeing Xiang Lang, the big boy obviously hadn't slept all night, and his expression was very bad. Chi Mu stood at the door and smelled a strong smell of alcohol in the room. He asked, "Where is He Xiaoli?"

Xiang Lang motioned towards the living room, and Chi Mu turned his head to look. He Xiaoli was sitting on the sofa watching TV with a glass of wine, and several empty wine bottles were poured on the coffee table in front of him.

"He drank all night. I tried to persuade him, but he didn't listen." Xiang Lang said hoarsely.

Chi Mu asked: "He refuses to go to the hospital for examination?"

Xiang Lang shook his head, "No, he doesn't even want to move."

Chi Mu walked into the room and gently sat down beside He Xiaoli.He Xiaoli turned his head to look at him lazily, and said, "You're here." Then he turned his gaze back to the TV screen, with a quite calm expression.

Chi Mu wanted to tentatively ask "Are you okay", but He Xiaoli's appearance at this time made him unable to ask.If his expression was a little more sad and angry, a little more desperate, and even crying and screaming like crazy, Chi Mu's heart would not be as blocked as it is now.

When people face huge psychological pressure, they always use external appearances to reduce pressure, such as screaming, such as beating things, after effective means of venting, the pressure will be reduced a lot, both physically and mentally. benefit.What I am most afraid of is like He Xiaoli, who has no appearance, doesn't say anything, and his expression is as calm as a dead fish. There are only two possibilities for this situation. One is that this matter is nothing to him. The big deal is not worth worrying about.One is that the stimulation is too great, so great that the spirit has collapsed, and there is no way to vent.

Chi Mu absolutely does not believe that He Xiaoli's current situation will be the first one.

After a moment of silence, He Xiaoli spoke first.

He picked up the remote control to turn off the TV, and said, "Do you want to ask why I didn't go to the hospital?"

Seeing that Chi Mu didn't answer for a while, he said again: "Anyway, it doesn't matter whether it is investigated or not. Whether it is a blessing or a disaster, I can't avoid it. This is life. Before I go to a damn place like the hospital and wait for the sentence to be pronounced, I want to live it first." A period of easy days."

"It's okay, you haven't always paid attention to safety measures." Chi Mu came back to his senses, and gently put his arms around He Xiaoli's shoulders, "Besides, Zhou Yanyu's inspection results haven't come out yet, so you might not..."

"Does Yan Shuo know about this?" He Xiaoli suddenly interrupted him.

Chi Mu hesitated for a moment, then said, "I probably don't know, I didn't tell him."

"Then don't tell him. It won't help me to save him from worrying abroad." He Xiaoli sighed, and waved to Xiang Lang who was standing not far away. A check was drawn from his pocket.

He Xiaoli looked into Xiang Lang's surprised eyes, and said: "I thought about it all night yesterday, you should not stay here anymore, I might have contracted that disease, and you will always be at risk if you continue to stay here. The money is enough for your mother to treat her illness, it is a gift from me, after you leave here, you will definitely be able to find a better job."

Xiang Lang was stunned for a while before he said in disbelief, "You want to drive me away?"

"It's not driving you away, it's dismissing you as a boss." He Xiaoli continued in a businesslike tone: "Because of the unilateral termination of the labor contract, the money can also be regarded as the liquidated damages and subsidies I paid you. You are still young and have a bright future, so there is no need to waste time around a scumbag like me."

"I won't go." Xiang Lang refused without thinking, "You can't be left alone to take care of you now."

"Am I a disabled person?" He Xiaoli said with a smile: "I still need someone to take care of you. What can you take care of? Just don't let me take care of you in turn. In the past so many years, which time have I not come here alone? , having one more of you in this room would be a burden, if you think the money is too little, it doesn't matter, just ask for as much as you want."

Seeing that He Xiaoli's words were gradually developing into a bad place, Chi Mu wanted to interrupt, but Xiang Lang actually said in harsher terms, "I'm not going, I'm not going anywhere, and I don't want any of your money. , I must stay here and take care of you!"

"You..." He Xiaoli opened his eyes wide, "Aren't you afraid of death! Once infected with AIDS, there is no cure, do you know that!?"

"First, you can't tell for sure whether you have AIDS or not. The hospital will check it out. Second, I know the transmission route of AIDS. As long as I pay attention to some aspects, living with AIDS patients will not be a problem at all. There is a risk of infection. Third, of course I am afraid of death, but I can't just watch you die." Xiang Lang's hand hanging by his side was clenched into a fist, and his knuckles cracked faintly, "You don't accept my feelings That's all, but if you want to push me away at this time, I can't do it, and I won't leave."

With persistence written all over Xiang Lang's face, he turned around abruptly, slammed the door and left.

He Xiaoli was stunned on the spot.

Chi Mu glanced at the door that was still trembling, and tactfully avoided the topic, and only asked, "What are you going to do now, just stay in the room like this, and not go to the doctor?"

"I'm not mentally prepared yet." He Xiaoli silently put the check back into his pocket, bent his legs on the sofa, and hugged his knees, "Maybe when I figure it out and accept my fate, it's better to go to the hospital to get the verdict." , so that you don’t see the result when you are not prepared for a while, you don’t die from AIDS, you die from heart disease, and you don’t get laughed out of your teeth by others.”

For this sake, he was still in the mood to joke, and the heart that was hanging before Chi Mu also faintly let go.

It seems that He Xiaoli's situation is not as bad as he imagined.

"Chi Mu, you don't come here anymore." Before Chi Mu left, He Xiaoli sent him to the door and told him, "If you need anything, just call me. I don't think I will go out again. This is a risk of contagion after all." It's a serious illness, and I don't want to affect you."

Chi Mu said calmly: "Xiang Lang is not afraid, I have nothing to be afraid of, I will come to see you sometime, you have to be stronger."

He Xiaoli smiled, "You have been friends for so many years, don't you know me?"

Friends for so many years, don't you know me?

Chi Mu wants to say that it is because I know you too well that I know that the person who pretends to be strong on the surface is actually the weakest in his heart, but everyone is afraid that He Xiaoli's weakness will be exposed, so he can only keep silent.

Back at the residence, Chen Yufeng heard about this, and stayed with Chi Mu for a long time without talking. That night, when they had sex, they were unexpectedly crazy. Chen Yufeng hugged Chi Mu tightly, as if afraid that she would suddenly disappear, and kept saying "I love you" over and over again. You", it's rare that Chi Mu can still maintain a semblance of clarity in those turbulent movements. After the passion, he suddenly asked: "If your father doesn't agree with us being together, what are you going to do?"

"I've thought about this question, but I don't have an answer." Chen Yufeng answered honestly, holding Chi Mu's hand, "At that time, I thought, as long as I have you by my side, no matter what I encounter, I will have the courage to face it. "

Chi Mu fell silent.

Chen Yufeng hugged the person in his arms tightly, "Go to sleep."

After that day, Chi Mu kept thinking about finding a time to visit He Xiaoli again, because he heard that there was an earthquake in the senior management of Yunhua Real Estate. His brother, Zhou Yanbai, the youngest of the Zhou family, was on top.To outsiders, it seems that Zhou Yanyu lost power in the family struggle and lost to his brother.Chi Mu asked Mo Lian for many inquiries, and only then did he find out the internal news. In fact, Zhou Yanyu's test report had been released. The positive result greatly stimulated Zhou Tai, the old man of the Zhou family, and sent him abroad to recuperate without saying a word.

It is said to be recovering from illness, but in fact it is no different from waiting for death. Chi Mu immediately began to worry about He Xiaoli's condition, and made several phone calls. Chi Mu knew very well that He Xiaoli was simply pretending to be dead.

Just when he was about to come to the door in person to comfort and comfort the other party, soon, a trouble that he had been worrying about for a long time came to the door, which made him unable to leave.

Two weeks later, one morning, Chi Mu and Chen Yufeng were still asleep, when the sound of the door opening suddenly came from outside. Chi Mu had always been a light sleeper, so he was awakened immediately. When he sat up, Chen's father and Chen's mother were already in a pair Surrounded by the guards, he swaggered into the bedroom.

Seeing these two old people, Chi Mu was surprised at first, then his mind went blank, and under the panic, he still had the illusion of being caught in bed.Fortunately, the two of them were very well-behaved last night, and now their pajamas are neat, so they are not too embarrassed. He got out of bed and wanted to go up to say hello to Father Chen, but was stopped by the other's sharp eyes.

Chen's mother stood beside Chen's father, with trembling hands, seeing the situation on the bed, she said straightly: "Doing evil... Doing evil..."

After such a commotion, Chen Yufeng also woke up. The scene in front of him obviously stimulated him more than Chi Mu's. He jumped out of bed almost immediately, held Chi Mu's hand, and said anxiously: "Dad, Mom, you Why are you here!"

"Shut up!" Father Chen cut off, the volume was so loud that Chi Mu's ears were buzzing.

Father Chen looked at Chi Mu coldly, and said, "Before I hit someone, you'd better get out of here immediately, I don't care who you seduced first, I want to have a good talk with this unfilial son!"

Chi Mu didn't argue, patted Chen Yufeng holding his hand, and began to put on his clothes. Chen Yufeng still wanted to talk, but was swept away by Chen's father's imposing eyes, his face flushed for a while, and he could only turn his head to one side with shortness of breath.

Chen's father kept a straight face and said nothing, but Chen's mother couldn't help but opened her mouth and said in a trembling voice: "You silly boy, what do you think you can hide from us? Since you just met this gay man named Chi Mu We knew it when we got involved. Your father and I have been holding back because of your face. That time when you brought someone back for dinner, we slapped you around for so long just to make you rein in the precipice. Don't let the family make the relationship too stiff, can't you hear it? It turns out that you haven't changed at all, and it's nothing more than getting involved with this man, and now you are still living together? Do you really want to guard this man? Live a lifetime? Since you were young, you have been stubborn with us for so many things, and in the end we all obeyed you. At any rate, although you are stubborn, you will not go astray, but this time is different. Getting deeper and deeper!"