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Shen Ruo'an's forehead was covered with a warm hand, Cheng Youpeng frowned and looked at him.

The only sound in the quiet room was their breathing.

Shen Ruo'an's abnormal attitude today made Cheng Youpeng suspicious. His younger brother, who was not used to expressing his heart in words, actually said these sour words today that made him hard to say. No matter whether Cheng Youpeng was happy or excited, even if Cheng Youpeng turned around body, Shen Ruoan still hugged him and refused to let go.

If you think of the word "leave", Shen Ruo'an's whole body is in pain like being pierced by sharp ice, and a little bit of painful memory floods into his mind like a flood. It was when his mother left, he ran in front of the bed and held her tightly cold hands, but the person on the bed did not have a trace of life, in fact, she has already gone.

And the image of that irresponsible father also flashed in his mind at this time. When he was six years old, that father left him and his mother with his luggage on his back. He was very young at that time and didn't know much. Holding his hand tightly, he stood at the door and watched the receding figure become a small black spot.

He asked his mother: Mom, where is Dad going?

With tears in his eyes, his mother told him with a smile: Ya Nian, don't blame Dad, from now on, only mother and son will depend on each other.

The father who couldn't be named didn't show up until the mother left.

The family environment determines the character of the child. From that day on, Shen Ruo'an didn't like to communicate with others. His family had flaws, and so did his personality. For the sake of his mother, the only tennis game he liked was cut off, but his flaws shaped him. persistent character.He also made friends because of his persistence, but no matter how many friends he has, no matter how good he is, they can't represent the warmth of the family, they can't give him the warmth of peace of mind, and they can't give him more happiness.

So, with a new life, with his elder brother Cheng Youpeng who rejected him at the beginning and cared for him in every possible way later, he can accept him so quickly not because he really likes the same sex in his heart, but because he really likes the peace of mind and warmth.Cheng Youpeng told him through actions that the family is very warm and comfortable, there is a father who doesn't like to express emotions, and a mother who loves to laugh...

Although the former mother always had a sad face, it was forced by life. She would smile occasionally, but there was always a bit of sourness in the smile.

Tightly grasping the clothes behind Cheng Youpeng, as if wanting to tear the clothes, and also holding Cheng Youpeng tightly, as if wanting to pass on the bitterness, sadness and broken past to the other party .

Feeling that Shen Ruoan's body was trembling more and more, Cheng Youpeng hugged him and patted his back, and asked him in a low voice: "What's wrong? Is there something wrong?"

The low-pitched, gentle voice like pure water made Shen Ruo'an's eyes warm, and he buried his head in Cheng Youpeng's shoulder, just hugging him and not wanting to move, the long-logged bitterness poured out on Cheng Youpeng's shoulder in an instant, with a line of tears fell on his shoulders.

Those painful memories that had been suppressed for a long time poured into his mind like a flood. What Shen Ruo'an endured was not only bitterness, but also helplessness.

Shen Ruo'an said in a low voice: "Cheng Youpeng, stay with me all the time."

When he didn't understand what happened, Cheng Youpeng just nodded silently, patted Shen Ruo'an on the back, rubbed his cool cheek and said: "Of course I will always be with you, I will always be with you, but what are you doing now? What's the matter?"

With such a big emotional change before and after, Cheng Youpeng naturally doesn't know about Shen Ruo'an's past, he doesn't even know the real Shen Ruo'an's past more than ten years, and when he doesn't know, he doesn't know how to comfort others.What Shen Ruo'an wanted was not his comfort, he just needed a safe haven, a harbor where he could dock and rely on.

Shen Ruo'an leaned against Cheng Youpeng for a long time before raising his head, and the latter gently kissed Cheng Yupeng on his smooth forehead.

"Tell me what's wrong with you?" The eyes are not indifferent, but more tender, "Shen Ruo'an, why don't you speak."

Shen Ruo'an sniffed and suddenly the corners of his mouth raised a small arc. He was smiling, a soft smile, a small smile.

He smiled at Cheng Youpeng, and he said to him, "Brother."

Cheng Youpeng stared at him blankly, and suddenly didn't know how to answer. Shen Ruoan's smile was very faint, but in front of Cheng Youpeng, it looked so bright and clear. At this moment, he didn't respond with any other expressions, of course he only responded with a smile. He, Cheng Youpeng also had a slight smile on the corner of his mouth, and said in a low voice, "Shen Ruo'an is an idiot."

The unclosed door is wide open to meet the spring evening breeze, a little cool, a little clear, a little soft, a little affection, a little love...

"Cheng Youpeng, will Dad and Auntie let me leave you?"

All the while, Shen Ruo'an still asked this question, but at this time he was already wearing pajamas and leaning against Cheng Youpeng's chest, poking the pattern on Cheng Youpeng's clothes.He had already told Jiang Han that he wanted to sleep with his brother at night, so he left his room on the grounds of being nervous, and his real name was that he didn't want to leave Cheng Yupeng, but tonight he was so scared.

Before it was time to go to bed, they hugged each other with only a light kiss, without impulsiveness or excessive enthusiasm.

The surroundings of Jingshi are full of warmth.

Cheng Youpeng played with Shen Ruoan's unbraided hair, which had grown a lot, and there was still a smile on the corner of his mouth.

Cheng Youpeng said: "There's nothing to be nervous about. You have to believe that brother can solve the problem. My father has passed the test. Of course, mother doesn't have to be afraid. Uncle Shen's words..." He paused and said: "He hurts a lot. your."

Now Shen Ruo'an is not restless, nervous, depressed, or lost. He is fine, and everything will be fine now, isn't it?

Shen Ruo'an said: "I also feel that my father loves me very much."

Sometimes people's words are really eloquent. Just after he finished speaking, there was a knock on the door of Cheng Youpeng's room.The two of them glanced at each other, and didn't try to guess who it was for the time being. Shen Ruo'an leaned against the other side of the door, sat up from the bed, put on his shoes, and there was no panic in his movements.

After the door opened, he was really surprised. He touched the back of his head to the person outside the door, feeling a little embarrassed, but he said in a slightly grateful tone, "Dad."

Shen Wenquan seemed to have also gone through a struggle. When he saw Shen Ruo'an, his face showed a little unnaturalness. He didn't support or object, but acquiesced that the relationship between Shen Ruo'an and Cheng Youpeng was getting closer and better. He knew how it was. The matter, but he didn't want to expose it, the father and son were already strangers, and it might become even stranger after the conversation spread out.

"Uncle Shen." Cheng Youpeng, who was only wearing a coat, stood behind Shen Ruo'an and called out.

Shen Wenquan knew Cheng Youpeng's sexual orientation, but he didn't know how the two children met each other. At this moment, he smiled at Cheng Youpeng, and handed the bag in his hand to Shen Ruo'an.

"Yu Peng, I didn't go out of the province with the team this time, so you will take good care of Ruo'an. It's also the first time Ruo'an has gone so far away, so you may not be used to it."

Listening to his words, Shen Ruo'an's nose was sore. Indeed, Shen Wenquan loved his son. It would be great if he had such a father before, but now he can also enjoy the feeling of being loved by his father.

Cheng Youpeng nodded: "I will, Uncle Shen."

Shen Ruo'an hung his head while holding the bag with the camera in it. Shen Wenquan just glanced at him and said, "It's so late, I don't feel relieved to leave your mother alone at home. I'll go home first. Your mother said that after the competition, I will give you the Both pots are hot."

Cheng Youpeng said: "Uncle Shen, be careful on the road."

Shen Wenquan smiled and turned to leave.

Shen Ruo'an looked at the tall back, the same man's back, and the father's back, and he suddenly shouted: "Dad, wait a minute."

Many years ago, he wanted to yell at that figure from behind, but he never spoke, because the man never asked him to speak again.

Shen Wenquan stopped and turned around, looked at Shen Ruo'an in confusion and asked, "What's the matter, did Xiao An leave anything behind?"

Shen Ruo'an shook his head, bit his lower lip lightly and said, "Thank you Dad, no matter what I did wrong, I hope Dad can forgive me and don't blame me."

This freshman still has a father, this is a responsible father, he does not want to give up the rare family affection.

His solemn words made Shen Wenquan a little at a loss, but he also realized his son's growth, and they were not like children playing house...

Shen Wenquan waved his hands chicly and said with a smile: "What nonsense, I'm your father, go to bed early, remember to compete well when you get there."

Shen Ruo'an nodded: "Yes."

There was no excitement in his eyes, just a deep sense of gratitude.

After Shen Wenquan left, Cheng Youpeng took Shen Ruoan's hand back to the room, and the fingers touched each other, it was trust, touch, and joy.

Cheng Youpeng pulled him back into the bed, helped Shen Ruo'an cover the quilt, and pressed a superficial kiss on his lips.

"Look, Uncle Shen loves you very much, and he won't stop us from being together at all. You can let go of your worries."

Shen Ruo'an rubbed against him, touched his neck and hummed affectionately, softly like a child's voice, Cheng Youpeng patted his head.

"Go to sleep, I have to get up early to take the car tomorrow morning."

Shen Ruo'an took a comfortable position and raised the corners of his mouth, smelling the familiar masculine breath, closed his eyes and fell asleep peacefully.

With Cheng Youpeng by his side, he will always be inexplicably relieved and comforted. He doesn't need more words, just a soothing gesture and a look that everyone understands.

Cheng Youpeng glanced at Shen Ruo'an thoughtfully, then parted his mouth, his younger brother is always so cute.

……

The next morning, the provincial team led by four coaches and one doctor set off for X province.

They didn't take the extravagant route, they took the sleeper train, Cheng Youpeng and Shen Ruo'an were always close and tired together, everyone was already familiar with it, when they went to a certain city in a certain province, they stayed in a hotel.

Shen Ruo'an is still in the same room as Jiang Han, Cheng Youpeng will not be dissatisfied, but this time the person who is dissatisfied is Shen Ruo'an, because he ate too much at night, and his stomach is a bit full. After the meal, Cheng Youpeng took him to the long room in front of the hotel. Sitting on the stool rubbed his stomach to help him digest.

Shen Ruo'an leaned on his shoulder and muttered, "Why do I feel like I'm pregnant with your child?"

Cheng Youpeng said: "...you have it?"