perfect wife

Lin Hao was lying on his back on the carpet, licking his lips unsatisfactorily, with sad eyes.

Qi Zijia stopped talking, wiped his mouth, the blush spread on his cheeks, and then slowly subsided.

Kissing, caressing... Lin Hao is not the only one who is intoxicated by it?However, you can't go on any longer. Now that you have made a choice, don't hesitate anymore.

Even if Lin Hao couldn't be pulled out of the quagmire in a short time, he couldn't be allowed to continue sinking!

"Get out, I'm going to rest!"

Lin Hao rolled his eyes and asked casually, "Here? Isn't the main house emptied? It's big and luxurious there, why don't you move there?"

"I'm used to it."

"Why are you suing William?"

Qi Zijia was stunned for a moment, then turned around, with an expression of "you asked knowingly", "Why else, of course it's for money!"

"Come on, you... who don't even know the cost of opening a small restaurant..."

Lin Hao rolled his eyes, and suddenly remembered what William said before he left, and crawled over like a puppy and said, "I also think it's better to stay here, it's quiet, and Xiaopi is used to it!

"What's more, you used to take good care of the child without a servant. Now that you have a servant, can you find a more sensible one? It's best not to change the family doctor. The previous doctor knew Xiaopi's physical condition, even if Change slowly... Ah, there are also tutors, so don't change for now, the child will not be able to adapt to so many strangers around him at once!"

"You don't need to worry about this!" Qi Zijia stood up and took out a can of beer from the small refrigerator next to the bed.

"Don't always drink cold drinks in winter, don't you have servants? Ask them to warm up your milk!" Lin Hao grabbed the jar and continued to reason: "The power struggle in the adult world should not affect the children's world! "

"Not everyone can be as lucky as you were when you were a child..."

This world is beautiful for some people and cruel for others, and the way of division has never been related to minors.

Xiaopi is a child who was cut out from the belly of a dead mother. He faced the threat of death and a life of homelessness when he was a baby. It can be said that he came to this world with his mother's life on his back. He must learn to face it. Indifference to and against the world.

Even if he can successfully rescue Xiaopi from this cruel world this time, in the years of growing up, he must learn the means of self-protection, always on guard against the coming of this giant black net.

He didn't even want Lin Hao to take Xiaopi in.

One is because the children raised by Lin Hao may be eaten alive by this world because they are too naive; the other is... With witnesses of their past feelings by their side, Lin Hao may really fall into a whirlpool and cannot forget.

Lin Hao frowned: "What do you mean?"

"It means that many things are beyond my control!"

"That was decided by Max? These are all Max's people?" Lin Hao opened the beer can, took a sip, and immediately gritted his teeth from the cold, raised his eyes, and said with a rare seriousness: "Qi Zijia, have you ever thought about it? How dangerous is it to accept Max’s use? If things don’t work out, William won’t let you go, and if things happen, Max won’t keep you… and in the middle, those who want to control you, or even those who kill you, won’t let you go. will be less..."

Qi Zijia rubbed his forehead and laughed loudly: "Hey? When did you stop observing the stars and start observing people's hearts?"

"The human heart is much more complicated than a celestial body... I know the volume, temperature and mass of the planets orbiting and even when they will hit the earth, but I don't know when you will fall in love with me!"

"..."

Putting the beer can on the cabinet, Lin Hao put his hands on Qi Zijia's shoulders, stared into his eyes affectionately, and whispered as he approached, "Qi Zijia, even if you are a glacier on Mars, I am determined to take you Melting, as long as you are willing to accept my warmth..."

"Which book did you copy the confession from?"

"What did you copy?! I made it up for half a night yesterday—" Lin Hao jumped up angrily, and halfway through the roar, he realized that the temperament and image he had worked so hard to create had disappeared, and he simply returned to his rogue nature: " Uh... Anyway, no matter which way you go, there must be me on that way!"

White way, underworld way, dry way, water way, Yangguan way, Huangquan way - wherever Qi Zijia wants to go, he not only has to follow, but also walk side by side - even rushing in front of him to open up territories for him and overcome thorns and thorns!

Max asked him, what is love?

This is his Lin Hao's love!

No one can stop her, not even Qi Zijia!

After clenching his fists and flaunting himself in his heart, Lin Hao was about to express his inner feelings to Qi Zijia again, but he saw him with his head down and his arms folded, looking dispirited and struggling.

Lin Hao was dissatisfied and pushed Qi Zijia when he was full of love and met with cold treatment: "I've said so much, don't you feel moved?"

With just a slight push, Qi Zijia actually swayed and fell down on the bed.

"What’s wrong with you?"

Lin Hao hurried over, Qi Zijia stopped talking, and gave the order to evict the guest: "I'm fine, you can go out now!"

"Let's talk again—"

"go out!"

"Emotions need to be communicated—"

"Get out!" Qi Zijia let out a deep growl, the irritability and disgust in his tone were clearly palpable.

"..." Lin Hao clenched his fists tightly. Although his skin is thick and fleshy, he is not invulnerable, especially the swords and guns shot by Qi Zijia.

Taking a deep breath, Lin Hao tried his best to build up his mind: he was awkward, he was determined, and he took a blind alley. Revenge also waits for him to be raped after he is dealt with SM, he is tied up, whipped and dripped with wax...

"Lin Hao, get out immediately!"

Click!

The thread called "Restraint" broke.Qi Zijia!You are forcing me to do it——

"I'm sorry, I can only get out, not get out!" Lin Hao grabbed Qi Zijia's arm aggressively, and Qi Zijia fell down before his strength broke out.

"You...what's the matter with you?" Lin Hao hurriedly climbed onto the bed, picked up Qi Zijia, held up his face, and was shocked: "Why is your face so pale? Are you still sweating?"

There were servants' footsteps outside the door, Lin Hao shouted loudly: "Go and call the doctor—"

The servant responded and hurried to make a call.

Holding Qi Zijia's cold hand, Lin Hao leaned over to listen to his heartbeat.Qi Zijia spoke in a low voice, "Lin Hao, I beg you, let me be alone for a while!"

Lin Hao raised his head, his eyes intertwined with Qi Zijia's.Qi Zijia's eyes are like looking at a black hole in the universe through the Hubble telescope. They are deep, distant and mysterious, as if they can devour and destroy everything, including himself.

"it is good……"

Lin Hao compromised, nodded, stood up and wanted to leave, but found that his hand was also tightly held by Qi Zijia.

"You don't want to be alone at all!"

Holding Qi Zijia into his arms again, Lin Hao hated Qi Zijia's insincerity at this moment.

Is it that difficult to confess your feelings and say "I need you"?

With clasped fingers and palms pressed together, Lin Hao whispered in Qi Zijia's ear, "Don't be afraid...I'll be with you...the doctor will be here soon!"

"..." Qi Zijia's lips moved slightly, but in the end he said nothing, he closed his eyes slowly, his eyelashes fluttered, the color of his lips became darker, his body trembled slightly, his skin glowed bluish white.A breath of despair enveloped him.

Seeing Qi Zijia like this, Lin Hao became more and more uneasy. He hated that he didn't know anything about doctors and couldn't help him at all.

After a short but extremely difficult wait, the doctor finally rushed over.He seemed to be familiar with Qi Zijia's illness, so he took out the medicine box and syringe from the medicine box, ordered the servant to roll up Qi Zijia's sleeve, and tied his arm with a rubber band.

The blue blood vessels bulged out, and the doctor was about to give an injection, but Lin Hao stopped him again.

"Wait a minute, why do you always like to give people injections? What kind of medicine is this? What happened to him?"

"It's the medicine Mr. Qi needs!" The doctor stopped and asked, "Is that right, Mr. Qi?"

"It's painkillers!" Qi Zijia opened his eyes, not looking at the doctor or Lin Hao, his gaze fell outside the window, in a desolate courtyard.

"Qi Zijia?" Lin Hao shook his hand anxiously.

"Doctor, let's get an injection..."

"Yes!"

The needle pierced into the blood vessel, and the transparent medicinal liquid was pushed into his blood and merged into one.

Qi Zijia kept his eyes open, watching the dead branches vibrate with the wind, and the scenes from the leaves falling flew before his eyes...

Why isn't this winter over yet?

When pulling out the needle, the doctor blocked the needle hole with a sterile cotton ball, but not a single drop of blood flowed out. Obviously, the blood vessels have hardened due to frequent injections here.

Lin Hao frowned and asked, "What disease is it? Is it serious?"

"I'm not sick..." Qi Zijia replied weakly before the doctor could speak.

The doctor got up to leave, Lin Hao wanted to follow, but Qi Zijia grabbed his hand tightly.Obviously, Qi Zijia didn't want to give him the chance to inquire about the situation.

In fact, Lin Hao doesn't really want to ask... If it is said that Lin Hao's most obvious change after losing his memory is this point.

In the past, he was a curious baby, always asking the end of everything, but Qi Zijia is a person who hides his thoughts, whenever he can't make side attacks or stalking is useless, he will shift his target to other people At that time, Qi Zijia's driver and confidant Ji Xiaowu almost became Lin Hao's emotional encyclopedia.

But now, Lin Hao still has curiosity, but he has learned to restrain himself, and he doesn't know how to treat others, even himself.If others don't tell him what he wants to know, he won't ask any more. All the fog should be discovered, experienced and judged by himself.

Sitting on the side of the bed, he touched Qi Zijia's sweat-drenched hair. After some observation, he was temporarily relieved when he saw that his shortness of breath, sweating, and drop in body temperature had all eased.

It seems that it is indeed a useful medicine... However, what kind of disease Qi Zijia is suffering from, it doesn't look like epilepsy or asthma from the appearance of the attack just now, and if it is a disease that can be cured, there is no need for him to hide it!Reminiscent of his abnormal behavior after his disappearance, could it be—a terminal illness? !

Because it is an incurable disease, so you want to break up with him, and face the hail of bullets and the exhaustion of life alone?

Lin Hao's eye circles turned red for a while, and his heart seemed to be thrown into a dryer, rubbed to pieces, and his blood dried up.

Looking carefully at Qi Zijia's arm, there were several needle holes on it, Lin Hao sniffed hard, his voice trembling: "It must be very painful, right?"

"It doesn't hurt at all..." Qi Zijia's gaze finally fell on Lin Hao, his eyelids moved slightly, and suddenly revealed a faint, yet dazzling smile.

It felt like a gust of breeze in the fog, with a faint fragrance of flowers. Although it was not real, one could imagine how romantic and passionate the sea of ​​flowers was.Although his heart was full of sadness, Lin Hao couldn't help but be moved by it, and made a decision immediately.

Even if Qi Zijia only has one more day to live, he still wants to be by his side, possess his smile, and offer his own warmth.When Qi Zijia died, he would bring his ashes back to the country and find a deserted monastery in the deep mountains and old forests to enshrine. The morning bells and evening drums, the bright moon and lonely clouds, the bitter rain and the residual lamp, lived his life.

Just thinking about the desolate life after becoming a monk, he felt a heat in his ears. It turned out that Qi Zijia moved close to him at some point, wrapped his arms around his neck, and blew on him: "I'm very hot..."

Lin Hao was startled: "Fuck, you didn't take an aphrodisiac, did you?!"

"You are my aphrodisiac..."

While Qi Zijia was talking nasty words that Jufeng would never say, he also did nasty things that he would never do normally. He stuck his tongue into Lin Hao's ear and licked it, and put his hands in from the hem of Lin Hao's clothes. Touch all the way down.

"Ah..." Lin Hao shook violently, his waist softened, and it became hard.

Qi Zijia's tongue was soft, hot, and wet. It came out from the pinna, and then sucked his earlobe. After sucking and frolicking for a while, it slid all the way down, from the neck to the Adam's apple, wrapping it like licking candied haws .

At the same time, he pressed down Lin Hao, who was soft into a puddle of mud, and pressed his body up, unbuttoning him one by one, slipped his lips across the collarbone, and came to his chest, and sucked the breasts with the tip of his tongue, into his mouth.

Lin Hao was almost insane. One second he was still immersed in the grief of parting, and the next second he was caressing and kissing, the two feelings mixed together, until he understood what "lingering to death" is!

He hurriedly unbuttoned his and Qi Zijia's trousers, consciously opened his legs and wrapped them around Qi Zijia's waist, Lin Hao dawdled with desire and dissatisfaction, and urged in disorderly breath: "The bottom, the bottom also..."

"What do you want?" Qi Zijia's kiss continued to move down, and it had reached the vicinity of the navel and circled around. The expression on the question was a little confused, but there was no joke at all. It seemed that he was really asking about Lin Hao's needs.

"Hold the bottom... ah..."

One password, one action.

The avatar was wrapped in the moist mouth, the top was licked by the soft tongue, and the bottom was gently caressed by the palm... Lin Hao arched his back, grabbed the bed sheet with both hands, his lower abdomen tightened for a while, and the extreme pleasure made him completely uncontrollable. Leaked thousands of miles early.

The cloudy liquid sprayed Qi Zijia's face, he didn't mind at all, he continued to kiss Lin Hao's lower abdomen, slowly moved down to the inner thigh, and the tip of his tongue licked the tender flesh that had never been seen by the sun.

A wave of climax has not subsided, and another wave is coming impatiently. Lin Hao held his avatar that stood up again, and asked hoarsely: "Ah...and, behind...Qi Zijia...behind..."

"Is it here?"

Fingers touched the entrance lightly, fingertips twirled in little by little, the tip of the tongue licked from the thigh to the bottom of the buttocks, wandering in the thin cracks.

This kind of caress was like a kitten's paws scratching at the tip of his heart. Lin Hao clamped his legs anxiously, rubbing against Qi Zijia's head, and couldn't help but straighten his body up.

"Behind... ah... hurry up, come in..."

"How to get in?"

"Get your dick in!"

As soon as he finished yelling, his legs were erected, his waist was bent like it was about to be broken, and he was pushed against by a hot thing behind him, and the man who was pressing on him had a more crazy and dangerous smile.

Lin Hao swallowed his saliva, grabbed Qi Zijia's arm, and said with anticipation and fear, "Qi Zijia...you, be gentle...ah..."

Before he finished speaking, Qi Zijia's avatar pushed in without mercy, and without giving Lin Hao any time to breathe, he immediately started to move wildly.

"It hurts...it hurts...take it easy...slowly..." Lin Hao couldn't lift it up in one breath, sweat dripped down from the pain, and besides the hot entrance, his ribs began to throb again.

Even so, he didn't push Qi Zijia's arm away, but hugged it tightly, gritted his teeth and endured the pain like a blunt knife cutting flesh.Lin Hao knew that apart from Qi Zijia's roughness, the pain he felt during these two sexual intercourses also had some psychological reasons.

It's not that I resist sexual intercourse, but that while looking forward to it, there is always some fear, and the fear makes the muscles tense, and there is no way to relax there, resisting every insertion.Muscle relaxation is also required during injections, let alone sexual intercourse?After being repeatedly thrust and inserted for so long in this state, it's no wonder it doesn't hurt!

"It turns out... this is a psychological shadow..." Stretching out Qi Zijia's hanging hair that blocked his eyes, Lin Hao stared at his eyes that were as black as night and as bright as stars, and instantly felt the pain relieved a lot.

"Ah... ah... just be gentle... it will be fine..."

Lin Hao was sighing happily in pain, when the penetrating avatar was pulled out suddenly, and before he could react, his body was turned over vigorously, his waist was lifted up, and the posterior acupoint was inserted violently again.

"Ah... don't come from behind..." When he couldn't see Qi Zijia's face, Lin Hao became nervous again, scratching with both hands, trying to turn back, but his back was firmly held down.

However, Qi Zijia seemed to have lost his soul, completely ignoring Lin Hao's feelings, and swayed his waist crazily.

Lin Hao's inside tightened because of tension, and that kind of tightness aroused Qi Zijia's desire to conquer, so he pushed harder and deeper each time.

The sound of physical impact was so clear that Lin Hao couldn't help trembling. He only heard the sound but couldn't see his face, which made his uneasiness gather in his heart. Qi Zijia mistakenly thought that he was going to struggle and held his neck tightly when he turned his head several times. Like playing an SM suffocation game, it made Lin Hao's body tighter and more sensitive at the same time.

The legs were separated to the limit, and the bones were already protesting. When Lin Hao felt that he was going to go into shock in a few seconds, Qi Zijia finally reached an orgasm inside him.

Falling heavily on Lin Hao's back, Qi Zijia gently stroked his hair, kissed his shoulders and cheeks, and froze when he tasted the salty tears.

"Are you crying?"

"Damn, I'll fuck you like this, try crying or not?!" Lin Hao gouged him out sadly, bent his legs, and wanted to throw out what was still stuck in his buttocks, but when he moved, his lower body felt a burning pain .

"Don't cry... I don't want to hurt you... Lin Hao..." Qi Zijia suddenly panicked, his arms tightened, and he tried to hold Lin Hao into his arms, murmuring incessantly: "Don't leave me...don't leave me... "

As a result, the avatar that had just slid out a little bit was inserted again, and there were signs of blood congestion again.

In the past, Lin Hao might twist his waist and swing his hips excitedly, but now he just wants to burst into tears. He can't exert any strength from the waist down as if being run over by a car, and his butt hurts like being stabbed by a fire stick. Being tightly strangled by his arms, he could barely breathe... If this continues, before Qi Zijia dies of illness, he will die tragically on the bed!

It's not wrong for Qi Zijia to be a peony, but he doesn't want to be a romantic, or is this kid just planning to rape him first, then kill him, and then commit suicide? !

Lin Hao blushed and called intermittently: "Qi Zijia... let go..."

"Don't let go...don't let go...don't leave me...don't forget me...don't give up on me..."

"Qi Zijia...I can't breathe..."

"Lin Hao...I'm a useless person...don't hate me...don't hate me...Lin Hao..."

Qi Zijia buried his head behind his back, begging over and over again, this was Lin Hao's dream scene... and the lack of oxygen caused by the unsmooth breathing made Lin Hao enter a semi-comatose and semi-awake state.

Some blurry and familiar images played in my mind like fast-forwarding movies, bars, rainy nights, embankments, hot springs, playgrounds, under cherry blossom trees, playgrounds, and endless wheat fields...

Qi Zijia's expression also keeps changing, cold, painful, helpless, playful, desperate, angry, crazy... Finally, it freezes on a smile that warms people's hearts.

Lin Hao couldn't tell which was reality and which was fantasy, and he just muttered subconsciously: "I...I...how could I hate you? The first time I saw you, I liked you...you and everyone else no the same……"

You are so gentle and strong...you are so quiet and dazzling...

When you smile at me, you take my heart away...

"Qi Zijia...you said you would come to pick me up...you asked me to wait for you...you said you would protect me...you said you loved me..."

But you didn't come to pick me up. I waited for you at home for three months, but you didn't hear from me at all. I had to look for you late at night, but you were almost kicked out of the house!I couldn't wait for you either. I counted the days in Japan, but I got the news that you were killed by mistake. I cried heartbreakingly under the cherry tree, but this is a scam!

However, you protected me very well, you protected me to go to Hokkaido, you bowed your head to others for me, and when I lost news, you even planned to die in love... I know all this!

"You love me...you love me so much, how can you push me away?"

Lin Hao's tears kept streaming down, and there seemed to be a path in front of the foggy eyes, straight and straight, with no end in sight, but he knew that as long as he walked firmly, he would definitely find the person he lost.

"Qi Zijia...I'm sorry...I forgot about you...I'm sorry..."

I'm sorry...for making you sad;

Sorry...for leaving you helpless;

I'm sorry...for making you lonely;

I'm sorry...for making you miss me so much...

The bell rang, and before he regained consciousness, he stretched out his hand and fumbled on the ground to grab the phone.

"Hello... it's me, what... okay, I see."

After hanging up the phone, it took two seconds to adjust, Qi Zijia opened his eyes with clarity.Looking at the time, it was already two o'clock in the afternoon... Since the accident, he had been relying on sleeping pills, and had to gradually increase the dose to fall asleep, but this time, he slept for more than twelve hours.

Slowly closing his eyes, Qi Zijia took a deep breath, and as his chest rose and fell, the flesh that was pressing on him also moved.A pair of legs are wrapped around the waist, the chest is hugged, and a hairy head is pressed on the left shoulder... You can remember what you did yesterday without opening your eyes.

This is the second time he has lost control.

The cycle is getting shorter every time, and the sequelae are getting more serious every time.

In the last attack, Lin Hao was able to wake up after fainting, but this time he was completely out of control, lost the ability to suppress his nature, and truly did whatever he wanted, showing his emotions completely.

It turned out that this was what he thought in his heart... He thought he had made up his mind, but he couldn't let it go at all. He kept saying that he wanted to give Lin Hao freedom and ease, but he dragged him into the mud again and again.

Really...

"coward!"

He raised his right arm to cover his face, and put it down a few seconds later, his expression had returned to its former calm and indifferent expression.

Slowly propped up his body, gently moved Lin Hao's head away, broke off his limbs wrapped around him like an octopus, sat up, and was about to get out of bed, when his waist was hugged again, and his hot body was pressed against him from behind. come up.

"What are you doing?" Lin Hao's voice was hoarse, and he spoke slowly, apparently still awake.

"bath."

"Sleep for a while...we'll wash together later..." His face rubbed against Qi Zijia's back, and it got wet, probably something like saliva.

"I want to go out!"

Hearing this, Lin Hao woke up in an instant, his arms were tense, he hugged Qi Zijia's waist tightly, his legs were also wrapped around him, and he stared sharply: "What? Where are you going? Don't run!"

Qi Zijia was silent for a few seconds, then said softly: "Last night, the police found a body in Brooklyn. It might be William. Please let me go."

"Max did it?"

"Maybe."

"I go with you!"

"You..." Qi Zijia turned around, pressed Lin Hao down on the bed with gentle but firm movements, gently scratched his cheeks with his fingers, and said lightly: "Let's sleep a little longer, I'll be back soon."

He thought he would be pushed away roughly, refused coldly, and ridiculed without mercy, and was ready to face verbal and physical blows, but he was suddenly treated gently, which made Lin Hao feel at a loss.

"Hmm...Qi Zijia..."

"Sleep, I'll be back when I wake up, and cook for you."

Leaning over, she kissed Lin Hao's forehead, and Qi Zijia got off the bed and entered the bathroom.