Tibetan thoughts

The carriage stopped at the gate of Wanyue Mountain Villa, the four-horned camel bell trembled slightly in the spring breeze from the south of the Yangtze River, and the sound of "Dangling, Dangling" was clear and distant.

The butler opened the door, and what came into view was the winding corridors and the lotus shadow painting screen. The warm breeze rumpled a pool of spring water, causing circles of ripples, and the catkins were flying like a picture.

The sound of the wave drum accompanied the voice along the corridor.

"Siqin, remember to come and play often!"

Siqin was wearing a jacket with red and gold silk embroidered blessing patterns, a tiger-head hat on his head, and two tiger-head shoes on his feet. His small body was chubby and unspeakably cute. He was holding Ling Qing Play with the wave drum I bought before going to Yongzhou.Madam Ling hugged him with a look of doting.

"Mother, I will go out this time, and I will not come back in about half a year. You and Dad should pay attention to your health."

"I know." Mrs. Ling replied with a smile, but she only cared about teasing Siqin, "Will Siqin miss grandma when he returns home?"

Siqin is still young and can't speak a few words. Naturally, he doesn't understand Mrs. Ling's words. He just has a smiling face, shakes the wave drum, and yells in a soft voice, "Grandma... Grandma... there are cakes... cakes..."

Ling Qing couldn't help laughing, "Mother, you have spoiled him all these days."

Mrs. Ling turned her head and glared at Ling Qing, "Of course children should be spoiled, besides, Siqin is so cute." Then she said to Siqin, "Don't you think, little Siqin, you want to come here often Look at grandma." She looked like she liked it to the bottom of her heart.

Siqin didn't know if he understood, so he nodded vigorously, but the tiger hat on his head was tilted to one side.

Standing at the door, Yan Yunlie saw Ling Qing and the others coming out together, so he went up to meet him, and bowed to Mrs. Ling, "I have met Mrs. Ling." Then he stretched out his hand to meet Siqin, "He is very For heavy ones, let the juniors come and hug them."

As soon as Siqin saw Yan Yunlie, he yelled "Dad, Daddy" and threw himself into Yan Yunlie's arms, rubbed against each other, then turned around and looked at Mrs. Ling with some reluctance, and muttered, "Cake ..."

Madam Ling's eyes turned red, and she turned around and shouted, "Tweety, Tweety!"

The servant girl hurried over with a food box, "Madam, here we come."

Mrs. Ling took the food box, and stretched out her hand to hold Siqin's chubby little hand, "These cakes are all made by grandma herself, and I will save them for the road. If you want to eat again in the future, you can come to grandma..." said Looking up, he handed the food box to Yan Yunlie, "Master Yan, your Siqin is so cute, I don't even want him to leave."

Yan Yunlie smiled slightly, "I will often bring Siqin to visit your old man."

"Hey, hey..." Mrs. Ling responded repeatedly. Although she was reluctant to part with it, she looked at Siqin homesickly and urged them, "It's on the wind here, take Siqin into the carriage quickly, and don't worry if you catch the wind and cold." alright."

Yan Yunlie nodded, and after paying another salute to Mrs. Ling, he hugged Siqin in one hand and walked towards the carriage with the food box in the other.

Ling Qing supported Mrs. Ling, with a complaining tone, "Mother, I never saw you love me so much when I was young."

After finishing speaking, Mrs. Ling glared at her again, "You were so naughty when you were young, how could you be as cute as Siqin?" Then she sighed, "Ling Qing, you travel all day long, when will you bring your mother a daughter-in-law? , give birth to such a lovely grandson, it would be nice to let the mother play with the grandson."

"Mother, I..." Ling Qing wanted to say something, but hesitated for a while, then swallowed it back.

Beside the carriage, Yan Yunlie put Siqin and the food box with pastries into the carriage. When he got up, the words of Ling Qing and his mother fell into his ears along the wind.

So he inadvertently remembered what Ruan Suxue and Ling Qing said when they were stationed in Yongzhou.

"Didn't you think about the future? Now that you have Siqin, you're going to have another soon. About the child, your relationship with Yan Yunlie... are you going to keep it a secret?"

"Maybe you should think about it, not for yourself, but also for the origin of the children. Not everyone can understand it like me..."

I am used to being casual, and the people of Tianjue Sect never care about the eyes of the world, but they can't ask Ling Qing to be the same as themselves, and it can be seen that Mrs. Ling likes Siqin very much, not only because Siqin is cute, There is indeed a blood connection, a feeling that only close relatives will have.

"What are you thinking?"

Yan Yunlie turned his head and found that Ling Qing had already walked to his side when he was in a daze.

On the way back from Yongzhou, I walked very slowly. When I returned to Jiangnan, the weather had already warmed up. After being raised in Wanyue Villa for a period of time, all the fatigue on Ling Qing's face had faded away, and her cheeks were rounder than when she was in Yongzhou. Some, now changed the bloated fur coat in winter, and wore a dark green arrow sleeve shirt, a pink and white brocade cloak with light skirts, a head of blue hair tied up high behind the head, and a hair band hanging down the cheeks to the shoulders , Qingjun gentle, full restraint.

"No, I'm waiting for you." Yan Yunlie lifted the curtain of the car to let Ling Qing go up.

Just as Ling Qing was about to step up, she frowned, supported the car wall with one hand, and stroked her belly with the other.

"what happened?"

Ling Qing shook her head, then smiled, "There has been some movement recently."

After coming back from Yongzhou, I started to feel the fetal movement of the little life in my stomach occasionally, and the abdomen was obviously protruding. Fortunately, I still wear a lot now that the spring is warm and cold, so it is not obvious.

The door of the house had already been closed, so Yan Yunlie had no scruples, and simply stretched out his hands to pick up Ling Qing and put him into the carriage, "The little guy is starting to be naughty."

"Compared to Siqin at that time, he is already much better. At that time..." The smile on Ling Qing's face suddenly froze, and he didn't say any more, obviously thinking of some bad memories.

Seeing this, Yan Yunlie grabbed his shoulders, kissed him on the forehead, and said softly, "It's my fault... At that time, it seemed that a ghost was obsessed and made you suffer..."

Although those wounds are hard to erase, they also began to learn to face them squarely, no longer covering them with layers of cover, and no longer delusional about forgetting because they can't see them.They now know that it was a complete mistake to do that, and it made the nightmare in each other's hearts even more rampant.

Escaping is not good for each other. The only way is to face it. No matter the scarred past or the regretful mistake, only by facing it can you have a chance to overcome the demons in your heart. The gully between each other is deeper, wider and more difficult to cross.

"Kiss... Daddy... ahh!"

Hearing the sound, the two turned their heads together, and saw Siqin unknowingly opened the food box, grabbing a piece of pastry with one hand, the crystal glutinous rice cake that had just been steamed was extremely soft, Siqin probably thought it was fun, holding the glutinous rice cake Playing, making a mess on the hands, mouth, and jacket, and "giggling" laughter.

Ling Qing sighed helplessly, "Mother spoiled him more and more unruly." But the joy in his words was undisguised.

Ling Qing reached out and grabbed Siqin by the back of the neck, lifted him up and put him on his lap, Siqin grinned, and passed the hand with sticky rice cakes to Ling Qing's mouth, "Daddy... kiss! "

Ling Qing grabbed his little hand and licked the sticky glutinous rice cake, the sweet taste melted in his mouth.Running around all these years, I don't spend many days at home, even my mother's best glutinous rice cake is rarely eaten.

Yan Yunlie couldn't help but leaned over and licked it, and nibbled on Siqin's fleshy fingers. Siqin immediately retracted his hand and hid it. Yan Yunlie pretended to be a tiger to scare him deliberately. It made Siqin push himself into Ling Qing's arms.

Ling Qing had nothing to do with the two children, one big and one small, so he gently pushed Yan Yunlie away, "We can go on the road."

Siqin, who was buried in Ling Qing's chest, showed his face and peeked at him secretly. Yan Yunlie just turned around and then suddenly turned back, hugged Siqin who was roundly dressed, buried his face in his neck and tickled him.

"My good son, let's go back to Tianjue Mountain with my father!" As a result, the glutinous rice cake in Siqin's hand was stuck on the hair of the leader of Yan University.

After making a fuss for a long time before going on the road, Siqin went crazy for a while. As soon as he was on the road, he hugged the cushion and fell asleep, drooling and spitting his mouth from time to time.

Seeing that he was fast asleep, Ling Qing sat in front and leaned his shoulder on Yan Yunlie who was driving.

No one spoke, and drove the carriage silently all the way, listening to the clear and regular sound of the camel bells on the four corners of the carriage.I don't know how long this silence lasted, but Yan Yunlie spoke first.

"Your mother likes Siqin very much..."

"Yes, Siqin is her grandson after all, it's just..."

Mrs. Ling thought it was Yan Yunlie's son, and she was temporarily fostered in Wanyue Mountain Villa. Now Yan Yunlie took him back, but it's only been a few days, and she likes him very much.

Seeing her mother hugging Siqin reluctantly, and telling the child who didn't know anything to visit her often, Ling Qing almost blurted out at that time that Siqin is your grandson , you can see him whenever you want.

But he held back because it was not the time yet.

Seeing Ling Qing's silence, Yan Yunlie knew what he was thinking, "Ling Qing, after you give birth to the baby in your stomach, do you want to take it back to Wanyue Villa to raise it?"

Ling Qing thought for a while before saying, "I don't want the two children to be separated..."

The two looked at each other, but they didn't continue talking. There were many things to consider afterwards, such as the identity of the child, the relationship between the two...

Yan Yunlie freed a hand to hold Ling Qing's, "Ling Qing, no matter what decision you make in the future... I will respect you..."

Ling Qing didn't answer him, but held it silently.

The carriage staggered towards Tianjue Mountain on the official road, no one can tell what will happen in the future.

The days of waiting for the child to be born in Tianjue Mountain are very peaceful, the disputes between the rivers and lakes and the crisis of the court are all left behind, and only two people are left to accompany each other, embracing each other when sleeping, facing each other when waking, and getting closer and closer Being loved, it is so sweet that people are intoxicated, like drinking too much mellow and aged wine, melting into an intoxicating fragrance.

Watching the lonely clouds come out of Xiufei, and the long night is lingering with the moonlight.

The days passed quickly, and there were occasional noisy moments, probably because Yan Yunlie and Ling Jun were arguing with each other, seeing that Yan Yunlie was at a disadvantage every time and shouted: "Okay, you're ruthless, I'm going to kill you tomorrow!" The position of leader is given to you!You can do whatever you like!

Then Ling Jun would naturally not shut up obediently, and would always add another sentence: You want to throw this mess to me, and go with Ling Qing by yourself?Don't play too well, I won't be fooled by you!

So the leader of Yan University had nothing to say.

During the period, Xue Jifeng had the cheek to visit once. It was a coincidence that Yan Yunlie happened to be wrapped around Ling Qing undressing and taking off his belt. When the two were having sex together, the uninvited visitor was kicked out by the enraged leader of Yan University, but he was still taken by Shun. After walking away with a jar of good wine, Yan Yunlie prepared it early to celebrate the birth of the child. For this reason, the leader of Yan University declared that sooner or later he would go to the Western Regions to flatten his lair.

Ling Qing saw it in his eyes, didn't say anything, but sneered in his heart, wasn't it because of that bun back then?

However, there are many embarrassing things for the leader of Yan University, and this one is not bad.

Although the Tianzheng Sacred Church spent a lot of effort to find the whole soul-suppressing bell this time, the people of Liao suffered a lot by accident. He ran to the south of the Yangtze River with the money of the Liao people.

The Liao people survived for another month, but they had no choice but to retreat due to lack of food and grass. At this time, Master Xue, whom they put all their hopes on, had already played in the south of the Yangtze River where the spring breeze was like a spring and the willows were like greenery.

Ruan Suxue said that the Liao people took the risk to send troops this time, but they didn’t get any benefits, and even lost a general. It may take a long time to recharge their batteries after returning. Zhao Yuan.

Ling Qing can't tell, Xue Jifeng is both good and evil, but at the last moment, he saved himself, Yan Yunlie, Dongli Muyun and King Anyang... Let's just pretend that he didn't read the almanac when he went out. Taking advantage of the Liao people, it ended up helping Da Zhao by mistake.

As the weather got warmer and warmer, her stomach became more noticeable day by day, but this child was very good, whether it was the initial reaction or the later fetal movements, they were all small, which saved Ling Qing a lot of worry.

But for such a quiet child, he was worried that he might be poisoned like the first one, Yan Yunlie almost jumped up when he said this.All the Gu masters from Yuan Gegui and Tianjue Sect were gathered in Wuyou Tingxue Pavilion, and they almost went to the capital to invite Ruan Suxue.

After a lot of tossing and fighting, Ling Qing didn't have any Gu on her body, and the child in her stomach was fine. The Gu masters didn't dare to have an opinion on their leader, Yuan Bugui ignored it, and clamored to go down the mountain to find him. I went to stay in a quiet place, but Yan Yunlie stayed there anyway.

This day Ling Qing was lying on the couch thinking about Qin.

Siqin couldn't leave yet, sitting on the couch, stretching out his hand to grab the wave drum in Ling Qing's hand, Ling Qing was lying on his side, with one hand under his head, shaking the gadget in his hand, and said " Boom, boom" sound, when Siqin was about to catch the wave drum, he raised his hand again, but he didn't give it to him.

Siqin "ah, ah" stretched out his arms, the weather was hot and he wore less clothes, and the little arms exposed outside the gown were white and tender, like a section of lotus root.Siqin wanted the wave drum wholeheartedly, so he tried his best to lift up his body when he couldn't reach it with his hands, and when he lifted it, he fell backwards when he was unsteady.

Siqin lay there rolling from side to side, unable to turn over and get up again, just picked up his upper body and wanted to sit up again, twisted left and right with great difficulty, his little face was flushed and finally got up a little bit, Ling Qing held the wave The drum hit a little on his forehead, and he "gurgled" and fell down again.

Ling Qing secretly smiled inwardly, and waited until Siqin finally sat up again, and then did the same thing, seeing the little thing pouted, with teary eyes, and unwilling to give up, it was so cute that one couldn't help but think of him Tun took a bite on his small face.

Siqin couldn't sit up no matter what, the tears in his eyes began to fall, and finally cried out with a "wow", "Dad is bad...Dad is bad..."

"what happened?"

Yan Yunlie just came in at this time, Siqin saw that there were rescuers, and quickly turned the steering wheel when the wind came, stretching out his little hand to hug Yan Yunlie.Yan Yunlie picked him up, patted him on the back to coax him not to cry, the little guy choked twice, the water rolled in his eye sockets, and he looked at Ling Qing pitifully with his mouth puckered. The wave drum in his hand.

Yan Yunlie lowered his waist to help Siqin get it, but Ling Qing took his hand away and refused to give it to him, raised his eyebrows, "Want?"

Yan Yunlie stretched out his hand to caress Siqin's head and let him lean on his shoulder. His own people leaned over, opened his mouth to enclose Ling Qing's lips and kissed him lightly, then let go and whispered softly in his ear, "Of course I will." Want... but not this..."

The smile on Ling Qing's face froze, and then Hongxia climbed from her neck to her face.Seeing this, Yan Yunlie stretched out his hand and took the wave drum in his hand, Siqin couldn't help but just turned around, seeing the things in Yan Yunlie's hand, the corners of his eyes rolled into smiles.

Yan Yunlie hugged Siqin to coax him to play, and when he looked up, he saw Ling Qing was fanning him lightly with his hand, a drop of crystal clear water slipped down from his cheek, and rolled along the neckline into the slightly open neckline...

The summer on Tianjue Mountain is not too hot, but these few days have been a bit stuffy, and I don't know if it's because of a little fat, Ling Qing suddenly became very afraid of heat.

Yan Yunlie licked his dry lips, "Ling Qing, why don't you go take a shower, and I'll take Siqin to the nanny."

"Okay..." Ling Qing nodded, got up with his big belly and walked behind the screen.

Originally, the two had been living in Jingfengxiyu Building, but after Ling Qing's belly grew so big that it could be seen at a glance, he asked them to live separately, and he slept until Wuyou Tingxue Pavilion, and that Afterwards, he was not very willing to let Yan Yunlie touch him, which really made Yan Yunlie furious.

Yan Yunlie sent Siqin to the nanny, and teased him for a while, and when he was taking a nap, Siqin yawned several times in a row, so Yan Yunlie put him down to sleep peacefully, and went back to Wuyou Tingxue Pavilion.

There was no one in the room, and there was no sound of water coming from behind the screen. Zheng Yunlie couldn't help feeling a little worried, and went straight to the back of the screen.

"Ling Qing? Ling..." The footsteps and voice stopped in surprise.

Behind the screen, Ling Qing was drying herself with a cloth towel. The tip of her hair was soaked with water, dripping down. The belly of the month is high and protruding.

This was the first time Yan Yunlie saw Ling Qing with a big belly and no clothes, and he was a little inexplicably shocked.

Ling Qing turned around when she heard the sound, and saw Yan Yunlie standing there with an expression of not only shock, but also embarrassment and embarrassment. The foot slipped and the whole person fell backwards.

"Be careful!" Yan Yunlie stepped up quickly and hugged him with sharp eyes, and hugged him directly in his arms, with a reprimanding tone, "Why are you in such a hurry?"

Ling Qing didn't make a sound, she lowered her head and was hugged by Yan Yunlie, holding the hem of her coat tightly with both hands.

Yan Yunlie carried Ling Qing to the couch and put him down, but he didn't leave. Instead, he sat down next to the edge of the couch, bent down, and put one hand on Ling Qing's face, "Ling Qing, you have been ignoring me for a long time... ..." The tone sounded resentful, "What did I do wrong?"

Ling Qing looked at Yan Yunlie, blinked his eyes, and then looked away a little distractedly.

Seeing his reaction, Yan Yunlie's face darkened. It was obvious that Ling Qing had something on his mind, but he refused to let himself know.

I promised him not to force him to confide in my heart, but I don't want to see him like this, I always feel like I have wronged him somewhere, but his resistance to him in the past few months is obvious .

"Ling Qing...won't you tell me why?"

"I..." Ling Qing raised her head slightly and was about to speak, but a shadow covered her lips, and her lips were tightly blocked.

Lips and tongues pressed together, satisfying the needs and dissatisfaction of the past few months to their heart's content, and made a "smack" kiss sound, until Ling Qing's thin lips were bitten red and swollen before pulling away.

Yan Yunlie let go of his lips and turned to other places.Just after taking a bath, Ling Qing has a refreshing fragrance that seems to be everywhere, and she can't smell it when she is far away, and she has to get closer to catch her heart.Yan Yunlie stuck out his tongue and licked along Ling Qing's neckline, while his hand wanted to lift up the hem of his jacket and poke it in.

"Don't..." Ling Qing frowned and pushed him away, his eyes full of rejection that was too late to hide.

Yan Yunlie couldn't help showing a somewhat hurt expression, and pulled Ling Qing's hand over the hot and swollen meat stick in his crotch, complaining in a muffled voice, "You don't want me to touch you anymore because you want to Suffocate me?"

In fact, it was not so serious, but Yan Yunlie caught the trace of guilt that flashed across Ling Qing's face to pretend to be so pitiful.

Ling Qing shrunk her fingers, but did not move away. The scalding heat and sudden pulse came from the hard object under her hand. Looking at Yan Yunlie again, it was obvious that she was suppressing her desire, and she felt even more regretful.

"I'll get it out for you..." Ling Qing sounded like a gnat, and was about to sit up and untie Yan Yunlie's trousers, but was pushed back onto the couch by Yan Yunlie's hand.

Yan Yunlie clung to his ear and exhaled hot air, "Don't touch me... I just want to get inside you..." As he spoke, he put his hand into Ling Qing's lapel, pinched his nipple with his fingers, and tried various methods of torture Tease that little meatball.

Ling Qing was not as soft as before and let him get whatever he wanted, but kept struggling like a frightened rabbit. Yan Yunlie was afraid that he would hurt her, so he could only let go, so Ling Qing shrank into the bed, Hands tugged at the hem of the jacket in an attempt to cover up something.

Ling Qing didn't dare to look at Yan Yunlie, but he could clearly feel Yan Yunlie's displeasure. He didn't intend to reject him on purpose, but... he couldn't help but pull the middle ash down even more, even though the close-fitting clothes could cover him up. Holding the stomach can't hide its bulge, but it's better than being seen.

Even if he had two children, it was always a hurdle for a man to have a child. After coming to Tianjue Mountain, he saw his stomach protruding day by day and his figure getting out of shape day by day. Having this child should be attributed to Yan Yunlie's insistence on going his own way, but even so, Ling Qing still didn't dare to let Yan Yunlie see his somewhat weird body.

Yan Yunlie looked at Ling Qing and frowned. Even though Ling Qing was usually a little awkward, he didn't refuse so thoroughly as now, as if he hated his touch very much, but he refused to say what happened.

I begged for sex like this, but was rewarded with such an attitude, and the fire of desire aroused in my crotch could not be suppressed. When I thought of finding a place where no one was around later, I would do it myself, and Yan Yunlie felt very sad. Eleven hundred depressed, "I'm going back to Jingfengxiyulou..."

Just about to get up, he saw Ling Qing glanced at him, his eyes were full of water, and his hands were still tugging at the jacket...

Underwear?

Thinking of what happened behind the screen just now, Yan Yunlie suddenly realized something... Ling Qing didn't want to let herself touch him, but just didn't want to let herself see his belly.

Is it because he is afraid that he will think he is strange now?

Thinking of this, the sullen anger in Yan Yunlie's heart was replaced by guilt, Ling Qing would have such a reaction... Isn't it because of himself?

Yan Yunlie took off his boots, undid his belt, took off his outer gown, and climbed onto the bed, Ling Qing didn't seem to understand his actions.Seeing Ling Qing looking at him suspiciously and warily, Yan Yunlie leaned over, reached out to cover the hand that was holding his jacket, and felt that he was trembling slightly, the guilt in his heart became more intense.

"Ling Qing, I want to hear the child's voice...isn't that okay too?"

Ling Qing hesitated, but seemed not to want to refuse him anymore, so he nodded, let go of his hands, and Zheng Yunlie approached with a smile, hugged Ling Qing's waist, and put his ears on his stomach.

There is a warm and soft touch on the place where the cheek is close, and there is another pulsation from below, weak, but you can't ignore his existence. When you think of your own flesh and blood being bred here, there is a place in your heart that can be infinitely softer, I want to contain the person in front of me and the child in his stomach together in that place.

In the past, he was romantic and affectionate, loved one and hurt the other. When he was in love, he always thought that what he gave was sincere. However, it was not until he met this person and experienced the hurt of love and hate that he realized that true love is engraved in his bones and integrated into himself. In the blood, even if you look back, you will not be confused by the dazzling flowers in front of you, and the place where you can see is where that person is...