Tibetan thoughts

Siqin hiccupped and refused to eat any more, Yan Yunlie reached out and carried him away so that Ling Qing could eat by himself.

"Ling Qing, are you really going to Yongzhou?" Yan Yunlie patted Siqin on the back and asked him.

Ling Qing's chopsticks stopped, "My sister is a weak woman, and Zhao'er is still in her infancy. How do you ask them to lead the Qi Family Army to meet the enemy?"

"But it's not like Ruan Suxue doesn't know that you have a child in your belly."

Mentioning this Yan Yunlie got angry, did he and Ling Qing owe the Qi family in their previous lives?Before, Ruan Suxue blamed herself for disregarding Ling Qing's wishes for making him pregnant again, but when she turned around, she asked Ling Qing to go to such a dangerous place.

The two of them, no matter who they are, can't bear the heart-wrenching pain of losing a child again, as if the world is annihilated. Ling Qing has never completely walked out of the shadow of losing a child, and he himself... forgive yourself.

"Of course my sister won't let me go, but how can I rest assured? Besides, Brother Dongli is very well-behaved. He went out suddenly for some reason, and lost track of him in Jizhou. I'm worried that something might happen to him...Don't worry, sister Her medical skills are not inferior to Yuan Bugui's, she will take good care of her children."

Yan Yunlie had something in his heart but didn't dare to say it. He believed that Ruan Suxue would take good care of the child in his womb, because Ruan Suxue was by his side when Ling Qing was pregnant with that child, and she also taught Ling Qing many things.But what Yan Yunlie was afraid of was... Ling Qing completely disregarded himself when he fought hard.

"I'll go with you." Yan Yunlie said to him, and after receiving Ling Qing's unbelievable gaze, he said again in a firm tone, "You let me go, or I won't worry about what you say .”

He didn't want to care about Dongli Muyun's life or death. He had bewitched Ling Qing back then, which led to a series of accidents, and he hadn't settled the debt with him.After hearing the news of Dongli Muyun's disappearance, he still wished that he had died, but how could he allow Ling Qing to take risks in such a place alone?

Seeing that Ling Qing was silent, with hesitation on his face, Yan Yunlie stretched out his hand to hold Ling Qing's hand in his palm, and said in a calm voice, "Ling Qing... I want you to know how Yongzhou is, how Zhao is, and even how the world belongs to you." Whoever has the future... I don't care, I only care about whether my Ling Qing is safe at the moment, and there is no one else..."

Ling Qing felt a surge of excitement in his heart, he knew that Yan Yunlie's most indispensable thing was sweet words full of love.

He can tell himself at the foot of Shijun Mountain that even if he is broken to pieces, he will pick him up bone by bone and hair by hair; he will take Guimeng around his neck and sacrifice his life for Qin Lin's whereabouts ;will tell myself that if he hates him to the bone, he can die...

Back then, for the sake of the one I loved, I could disregard the world and treachery. Now, it seems that this is still the case, selfish and willful, but it is precisely this that makes people addicted the most.

Ling Qing stretched out his hand, stroked his temple hair with his fingers, and warned earnestly, "Don't do stupid things again..."

In fact, if you want to say stupid things, you have done a lot.

Yan Yunlie grabbed Ling Qing's hand and put it to his lips for a kiss, "I have a sense of proportion, do you agree to let me go together?"

Ling Qing chuckled, "Then let me see how the 'Mian Yi' looks like when it's on?"

Speaking of this, Yan Yunlie immediately lost face.

Ling Qing knew that he planted Gu on himself to make himself feel at ease, but because of a series of irreparable things caused by "Ji Di" in his body, he had an inexplicable resistance to Gu, even so, he couldn't help but Curious about the reaction of this Gu that would go into effect as long as it is someone other than himself, if he is emotionally moved.

But Yan Yunlie refused to tell himself, at Ruan Suxue's place he asked if he wanted to know, but he turned back when he turned around.

After using various methods of "torture and interrogation", Yan Yunlie told him falteringly that the Gu master discovered that "Mian Yi" had undergone a change, and as for the reaction to the attack, it's better for him not to know.

Ling Qing was not reconciled, so she went to ask Ling Jun, but he also replied that even the same Gu can have different effects according to the different wishes of the users.As long as the Gu master is willing, "Jidi" can become a life-preserving Gu, so he doesn't know what will happen to the mutated "Mianyi" on Yan Yunlie.

But this also aroused Ling Jun's interest. The two were discussing how to make the Gu on Yan Yunlie's body explode, and they were accidentally heard by Yan Yunlie. For this reason, Yan Yunlie and Ling Qing made several bets God's anger, now that this is mentioned, Yan Yunlie's face stinks again.

"You want to see me fall in love with others so much?" Yan Yunlie asked him with an ugly face.

Ling Qing was speechless for a moment.

Thinking about Yan Yunlie being teased by others, his breathing was not smooth as if something was blocked in his chest. Before that, he had been imagining how this voodoo would react, why did Yan Yunlie refuse to tell himself even if he died?But completely forgot what made this Gu work...

Ling Qing felt that he had gone too far this time, and wanted to apologize to Yan Yunlie, but when he looked up, he saw Yan Yunlie with a gloomy face, carrying Siqin and walking outside.Siqin stared at himself while clutching Yan Yunlie's clothes with his mouth shrunken, probably he also felt the sudden oppressive atmosphere between the two of them.

The next day, Ling Qing went on the road alone, he didn't go directly to Yongzhou, but went to Dongli Muyun first.

According to the news that came, Dongli Muyun only brought a few cronies with him, and they left in a hurry.

Ling Qing feels that this is not like Dongli Muyun's style at all, and the place where he lost his voice is the border between Jizhou and Yongzhou, and this time coincides with the invasion of Liao soldiers, there seems to be a faint connection between the two.

Considering the child in his belly, Ling Qing didn't dare to move too fast, so it took a few days to arrive at the Eastern Zhou Palace in Jingzhou. The boss seemed to have been waiting for a long time, and when he saw him, he came forward to meet him.

"Master Ling, you are here."

Ling Qing got off the horse and handed the reins to the servants, and followed the boss in regardless of the dust and dust, "Why did you think of looking for me?"

The boss followed him with a very respectful attitude. He lowered his head and replied, "When Lord Hou left, he told you that if he had anything to do, he would immediately notify you, Mr. Ling."

Ling Qing paused when he walked into the gate, turned his head and glanced behind him, then straightened up his clothes and raised his feet to cross the threshold.

The heavy lacquered red door closed slowly behind them, making a hoarse creaking sound.

The boss made a gesture of invitation, Ling Qing nodded, holding Guimeng and Taishang Wangqing in his hands and followed him through corridor after corridor, looking in the direction of Dongli Muyun's study in Hanyuan.

The boss's steps were quick and small, and while walking, he told Ling Qing what happened before in a hoarse old voice.

"The new emperor ascended the throne, and people from all over the country presented congratulatory gifts. The Marquis has been busy with the tributes for the past few months. That day, as usual, he was checking and counting the tribute list in the study, and suddenly an old man came to visit..."

Ling Qing interrupted him, "What kind of old man?"

"The old man looked much older than me. His eyebrows, hair, and beard were all white, and he was very old. He was leaning on a wooden crutch, and his clothes were ragged. He looked like a beggar, and he couldn't see. With twelve gourds..."

When Ling Qing heard this, his eyes froze, and he murmured, "Twelve gourds... Could it be him?"

The boss continued, "Ask him what he did, and he kept saying that he had something to offer to Lord Hou. When he asked him what it was, he smiled very secretly and said, 'The secret must not be revealed'. I thought he was just a The beggar gave him a few taels of silver and asked him to leave quickly, but he couldn't get rid of him no matter how hard he tried, he had to see Lord Hou.

"I have no choice but to ask Lord Hou for instructions. After listening to my description, Lord Hou also heard that what he is going to offer is "the secret of heaven must not be revealed." Master Hou stood up from his chair a little excitedly, let us hurry up Welcome him in, serve him a seat, and make tea..."

Having said that, they had already walked to Dongli Muyun's study, the boss pushed open the door of the study, the inside was filled with light, and finally brightened.

"The Lord Hou met this man in this study that day. Everyone was driven out of Hanyuan. We didn't even know when the old man left. Early the next morning, Master Hou took him away. Before leaving, he told me , if something happens to him, he will come to you..."

Ling Qing walked into the study, looked around, then turned to face the old butler standing at the door, "What else did he say?"

The boss walked up to him and lowered his voice extremely low, "Master Hou said, the secret is here, don't let it out." He took Ling Qing's hand and wrote a few words on Ling Qing's palm with his fingers.

Ling Qing froze for a moment, then curled up her palms slightly, "I see... I want to see if Big Brother Dongli has left me any clues here."

"Please go ahead, I will prepare a room and hot water for you." After speaking, the old butler withdrew.

Ling Qing stayed alone in Dongli Muyun's study, and when he heard the old butler's footsteps walking away, he spread his curled palms again, there was nothing in his palms, but he was a little distracted.

"Twelve gourds...could it really be him?"

Xie Tianji, no one knows what his real name is. The word Xie has the same pronunciation as Xie, which means that he can reveal the secrets of the sky. Some people say that this is his own name. Thanks to those secrets for giving him this life. misfortune.

It is rumored that when he was ten years old, he was struck by a thunderbolt and lost his eyesight, but his eyes were opened. Since then, he has gained the ability to spy on the unpredictable prophets, and the stories he said have come true.Also because of this ability, many dignitaries came to him, regarded him as a god, built temples for him, and donated rare treasures to him, just to get a secret.

Therefore, he spent the first half of his life in affluence and luxury. Wherever he went, people followed him and worshiped him, and everything was beautiful.But later, I don't know if too many secrets were leaked. All his family members died overnight, and the temples enshrining his god statues were also burned by sky fire.

He knew that he had offended the gods, that he would be lonely in this life, and that he would not escape the punishment of God after death, so he abandoned all his family wealth, stopped revealing the secrets to others, and traveled everywhere so that no one could find them.

It is said that after Xie Tianji decided to leave his family and go wandering, he leaned on a wooden crutch, on which were hung twelve gourds.

Xie Tianji once told people that these twelve gourds are the last twelve secrets that he will reveal in his life. These twelve secrets are only related to Jiangshan Sheji. When all twelve gourds are opened, it will be him. The day when life returned to Huangquan and fell into Avici Hell.

The legend goes back a long time, and Ling Qing had heard of it, but never thought that this person really existed. Based on this calculation, Xie Tianji should be more than 100 years old.

From the second half of his life, the secrets of the heavens cannot be revealed, unless the country changes and the world changes.

Ling Qing thought to himself, if it was really Xie Tianji who came to find Dongli Muyun, then what he was talking about must be something important to this world, so Dongli Muyun's behavior of leaving in a hurry without even taking a few people with him is justified up...

So... what the hell is going on?

Ling Qing's eyes fell on Dongli Muyun's desk, which was a little messy.

Ling Qing went over to look through the things piled up on the desk. At the bottom of the gift booklets, he found a piece of paper with circles and straight lines drawn on it. It looked like a child’s random scribbles, but in the upper left corner there was A Yong character, and circled it.

Ling Qing recognized Dongli Muyun's handwriting, obviously this thing was drawn by him, because the place where Dongli Muyun lost his whereabouts is the border between Yongzhou and Jizhou, so this thing doesn't seem to be as simple as just scribbling...

Ling Qing folded the piece of paper and put it in his sleeve pocket, and glanced at the list of tributes to be sent to the capital that had been counted and noted in detail, but he couldn't see anything unusual.

No other useful clues could be found in the study. Ling Qing was about to leave. When he reached the door, he stopped for a moment and looked back at the roof of the study. His eyes stayed there for a moment before he turned and walked out.

Although the journey was busy and exhausted, Ling Qing did not choose to stay at Dongli Muyun's place. Instead, he led the horse and walked slowly in the city, as if strolling, stopping at the hawker's stall from time to time , Picking things for children to play with great interest, and finally chose a rattle.

When Ling Qing was handing the peddler the copper coins, he glanced at a corner not far behind.

After coming down from Tianjue Mountain, he always felt that someone was following him, keeping a certain distance not far or near.

In fact, you can already guess who this person is without guessing, especially the black corner of the clothes that the other party hurriedly hides in the corner just now has betrayed him.

Ling Qing shook the rattle drum in his hand once and for all, the rattle drum made "boom" and "boom" sounds, and Ling Qing raised his chin slightly.

Do you like to follow?Well, let's see if you have the guts to continue following!

Yan Yunlie thought that he must have been exposed this time. Even if the two of them had an unpleasant fight because of that damn Gu, it didn't mean that he didn't care about Ling Qing's safety because of it. In fact, he was very worried and even followed He followed all the way down the mountain.

He knew that with Ling Qing's kung fu, it would be a matter of time before he was discovered, and he didn't intend to hide his tracks all the way to Yongzhou, but now it's still very close to Tianjue Mountain. If he was discovered, Ling Qing could kill him with one foot Kicking back, it will take some time to wrestle with him like this.

Yan Yunlie poked his head out of the alley to look, and found that Ling Qing was holding the rattle he just bought in his hand, leading the horse and continuing to walk forward, apparently not paying attention to himself.

Ling Qing has a unique and elegant temperament like Jiangnan's beautiful mountains and rivers. Even if he holds a sword in his hand, if he doesn't really offend him, he will seldom feel the hostility and murderous aura that ordinary Jianghu people would have.At this moment, he is still playing with a rattle in his hand, looking around, friendly and cute.

In fact, the two of them have never been able to get along peacefully. They fell in love and killed each other before, and every time they met, someone was always injured. Although they were together later, there was still a bit of estrangement. The relationship between people has improved a little, but the real hand in hand with Ling Qing was only when he was still Qin Lin.

Yan Yunlie misses the unrestrained days with him very much, and can't help but think in his heart...

Ling Qing, when will I have the chance to sing with you again, drunkenly?When will I have the chance to fly with you again and walk side by side?

Naturally, Ling Qing couldn't hear what Yan Yunlie was thinking, so he led the horse to a small building with many red lanterns hanging at the door, looked up at the signboard, smiled, and walked in.

In the distance, Yan Yunlie's eyes widened in disbelief, the red lantern on the front door of the building, the shining golden signboard, those charming women who came up to welcome Ling Qing in They all seemed to be provoking him.

The biting cold wind of winter blew past, and the clear and sweet laughter of the women came faintly, accompanied by Ling Qing's elegant voice: "Those who reward you, pick a few who are good at singing and dancing and send them to my room."

These words fell into the ears of the Hierarch of Yan University, and finally turned into a roar in his heart.

Ling Qing went shopping in a brothel!Don't let yourself follow it, so it's to visit the kiln!There is more than one who is good at singing and dancing!

The most important thing is that before going down the mountain, Ling Qing stuffed a lot of banknotes in his own baggage... So Ling Qing not only went shopping with him behind his back, but also spent Yan Yunlie's money to visit the brothels.

The leader of Yan University has never been like this in his life, as if his heart has been trampled by countless wild beasts.

Passers-by saw this man standing in the middle of the street, with an invisible flame burning on his body, and walked around him one after another.

Ling Qing unbuttoned her belt behind the screen in the wing room of Hualou, and the melodious and moving music of silk and bamboo from next door could be heard endlessly, mixed with Yingying Yanyan's laughter from time to time.

He asked for two wing rooms, and the girls picked by the bustard were all playing around next door, Ling Qing asked them to stay for two hours before leaving, and he had food and hot water delivered to his own room.

Ling Qing took off her robe and went into the tub, soaking her body in warm hot water, relieving her fatigue.

Because it is a flower building, there are still flower petals, essential oils and spices on the shelf next to the tub.

Curiously, Ling Qing picked up those bottles and cans one by one to look at them, and then opened them to smell them. Because she sniffed too hard, the aroma rushed her nose, and she sneezed several times in a row.

Containing my curiosity, I put the bottle in my hand back to its original position, and sat down a little more, keeping the water up to my chin.

The laughter of the girls next door was still coming, Ling Qing stretched out his hand to touch his belly, feeling the pulse of another life connected to his own blood, suddenly a thought came to his mind, if he hadn't met When Yan Yunlie arrived, what kind of life should he be living now?

Maybe still wandering around with swords and swords... Make a few bosom friends, study martial arts in your spare time, strive to break through to a higher level, and then... maybe meet a woman who makes your heart beat, preferably like Ruan Suxue, Chivalrous and responsible, women do not give up to men, and they are well-matched and married together, becoming another enviable perfect match in the world.

Thinking of this, Ling Qing couldn't help laughing, then lowered his head, stroking his slightly swollen abdomen back and forth, "It's a pity... who told me to meet your other father first?"

Perhaps these are all predestined by God, the secret love hidden in my heart that I don’t even know about, the longing that I dare not accept due to the consideration of gains and losses, the entangled and cruel love and hatred, the scarred resentment, as well as those fetters, those bloodlines, let the two of them Come to this relationship today.

Sometimes he still can't believe it. The tenderness and admiration that he never dared to think about before is not only available at his fingertips, but can even be said to be pampered by him in his hands. It's not because of the child that he is forced to be together, it's true. His love, fiery, with that person's unique domineering and possessive desire, branded his mark everywhere on him...

But sometimes, Ling Qing still hates herself. Because of this feeling, they lost a child. Even if they have Siqin now, another little life will be born soon, but no one can replace the lost one. That one...will never come back again...I'm afraid this is the pain and self-blame that will never be erased from his heart...

The water was a bit cold, Ling Qing shook off the random thoughts in his head, got up from the tub, put on his underwear, opened his bag, picked out a small porcelain bottle from inside, pulled out the cork and poured a pill into his palm inside.

This is a special body conditioning medicine that Yuan Bugui prepared for him, but because of the rush of time, there is only one bottle of this kind, which is only about a month's supply.

Ling Qing stuffed the pill into his mouth and swallowed it, thinking in his heart, since even Xie Tianji appeared, this matter is not as simple as he thought, and he only has two months now, beyond that time, Not only is it inconvenient to move when the belly is big, but the internal breath is also unstable, and more importantly, he cannot take the child to risk.

There was also a thumb-length piccolo in the bag, which looked plain and inconspicuous. Ling Qing put down the medicine bottle and picked up the piccolo. It was given to him by Yan Yunlie and taught him how to play it.Yan Yunlie said that as long as he heard the sound of the flute, the nearby Tianjue sect members would rush over and obey his orders, treating him like the leader of the sect.

Ling Qing raised the corners of her mouth and smiled, then put the piccolo to her lips and kissed it, then carefully put it away.

Seeing that it was still early, the voices next door had quieted down. Ling Qing was not in a hurry to rest, but sat cross-legged on the couch, calmly recuperating her inner breath, and opened her eyes after two weeks of exercise. With a flick of the finger, there was a sound of "boo", and the candle went out in response, and then she pulled off the quilt and lay down.

Yan Yunlie stood in the courtyard of the brothel for a long time. He watched Ling Qing being surrounded by those women into the wing room, and then the sound of silk, bamboo, drums and laughter as clear as silver bells came from there without stopping.

At first he had the urge to break in, but when the cold wind blew in the courtyard, he suddenly calmed down a lot.

Listening to the laughter in the room, Yan Yunlie suddenly realized that Ling Qing is also a man...

He was just as young as himself, and Ling Qing didn't seem to have any interest in other men except himself.

I have always been in the lead in matters of love, and I have always been the one above, so I almost ignored Ling Qing's needs...

Thinking about it this way, Yan Yunlie's anger disappeared, and he felt guilty instead.

At about three o'clock, the lights in the room were turned off, Yan Yunlie raised his lightness kung fu and jumped up to the window of the wing room, turned over and got in.

The room was very quiet, and there was a faint smell left behind by the affair, which faintly pricked Yan Yunlie's heart.

With the moonlight coming in through the window, he saw the raised shadow on the bed, which looked like only one person.

Yan Yunlie felt a little comforted, at least Ling Qing didn't leave those women to lie on the same bed, so he walked over thinking this way.

He stared intently at the bulge on the bed, and after a while he said in a hoarse voice, "Ling Qing, I don't blame you...I only blame myself...I'm sorry...I promise you that I will consider your mood in everything I do in the future, But I didn't make it..."

Yan Yunlie paused, as if hesitating, and clenched his fists after a while, as if he had made a great determination.

"If... if you want to be on top, it's okay to do it occasionally..."

Thinking of himself being the one who bears the burden, Yan Yunlie is filled with awkwardness and unwillingness, but if the other party is Ling Qing...he can accommodate, and even feels that the abstinence measures that Ling Qing has to take because Ling Qing is pregnant with a child, if he can It can be solved in this way... It might not be a good thing.

For the person I like, even if it is below, there is nothing.

The people on the couch didn't respond, Yan Yunlie called "Ling Qing" softly again, but still got no response.A person like Ling Qing, who was sleeping on the alert, probably woke up when he came in through the window, and the reason why he didn't respond... Maybe it was because of shyness?

Yan Yunlie couldn't help laughing, thinking about what might happen next, he was a little nervous and excited.

"Ling Qing... I'll take it as your promise if you don't say anything..." Then he took off his boots and touched the couch...

Ling Qing was in a sweet dream when she was awakened by a scream resounding like a pig being slaughtered.

Not knowing what happened, he touched the sword next to his pillow and got up, and went outside without even putting on his robe.

The miserable screams came from another room where he let the girls stay. After Ling Qing walked out, the door of that room suddenly opened, and a man grabbed his clothes and ran away. Come out, stand on the porch and look left and right, and then run away yelling "Ghost, there is a ghost!" all the way.

People poking their heads out of other rooms couldn't understand what was going on. Ling Qing was also puzzled. She walked to the door of the wing room with her sword in hand, and used the sword to push the half-open door open. Then the next moment...