Dust of hidden love

"Ding ding dong dong" the sound of iron striking did not stop, a kitchen knife was whipped and thrown into the cold water, Wei Yu wiped his sweat with a cloth towel hanging around his neck.At this time, the door was pushed open, and a series of crisp silver bells rang, and a handsome man in white came out with a water bowl in his hand.

"Come on, drink some water." Ling Jun handed him the water bowl, held up his sleeve and wiped the sweat off Wei Yu's forehead.

"It's windy here, you'd better go back inside." Wei Yu put down the bowl, his eyes fell on Ling Jun's slightly protruding abdomen, but the indifferent man's eyes were full of love and affection.

Yuan Bugui walked up to the two of them with a porridge bowl in hand, "You two don't have to be on the doorstep early in the morning, you should restrain yourself in front of me, a loner."

Ling Jun blushed, and was about to open his mouth to satirize his love history with Sister Pingting, when there was a sound of camel bells outside the courtyard, and the three of them turned their heads to look——

A gorgeously decorated carriage stopped in front of their door.

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Spoiler

This was after the turmoil in the dynasty was put down, and before the end of the long journey of chasing the "husband" of the leader of Yan University.

The tenth day of every month is the day when Ling Qing goes up the mountain. Every time he goes up to Tianjue Mountain, he will stay in Wuyou Tingxue Pavilion for about ten days, in order to accompany his son.

During the first days when Ling Qing went up the mountain, the leader of Yan University racked his brains and thought hard for ten days, and the only thing he was doing hard was to climb the bed.This was of course his son's other father's bed, and of course the father kicked him off the bed mercilessly every time.Of course, the leader of Yanda University, who is as cheeky as a wild boar, will not give up so easily, and has fully carried forward the fearless spirit of "being kicked tonight and coming back tomorrow night" after repeated defeats.

Of course, there will always be one or two successful nights when crawling, being kicked and kicked. Of course, there will always be a price to be paid if the climb is successful, such as more bruises on the eyes, and more fingerprints on the face. Like: of course...

Of course, the leader of Yanda was not unhappy, and even had a great time, when his subordinates naturally blinked their eyes as if they didn't see anything, and continued to do what they should do.In fact, the current situation is not good for Yan Yunlie. All Ling Qing's concessions are for the sake of the child. If the child is left in Wanyue Villa, he may not see him for the rest of his life. That's why Yan Yunlie decided Taking the child back to Tianjue Mountain, at least Ling Qing's concession will allow him to do something for about ten days a month.

But most of the time, no matter what he does, Ling Qing still has that rusty and indifferent attitude. Only in the bed, when he occasionally loses his mind, can he vaguely see the affectionate eyes of the past from his eyes, but It disappeared in just a split second.

Yan Yunlie thought, maybe Ling Qing really has no feelings for him, and everything he has done to him is enough for him to hate him for the rest of his life, no matter how deep the feelings are, they will be wiped out, let alone At that time, he was hurt by himself to the point of collapse.

Yan Yunlie really wanted to know what kind of thoughts Ling Qing was holding now, and he seemed to have a little understanding of the torment and torture of the so-called anticipation and waiting with no results in sight.

The leader of Yan University is already depressed enough, but he still has to endure the contemptuous eyes from another pregnant woman every day, as if Yan Yunlie is the most unqualified in the world whether as a lover or a father, so he is already depressed The leader of Yan University was even more depressed.

When Ling Jun, Wei Yu, and Yuan Bugui were brought back to Tianjue Mountain, Ling Jun was already three months pregnant, and it was the time when the reaction was the most severe, morning sickness, irritability, and people with arrogant tempers would almost Tianjue Mountain was lifted.

But Wei Yu seemed very happy and satisfied. Although he was still a log with no expression on his face, after all, Yan Yunlie and he were grown up together, and he couldn't escape the doting eyes when he looked at Ling Jun. own eyes.

Think back to yourself, Ling Qing was pregnant twice, the first time she didn't even have a child when she knew about it, the second time, even though she knew about it, she cared very little, and she almost died when she gave birth...

I don't know if Ling Qing vomited so badly at that time?Did you sleep well at night?Will the child make trouble with him?

A series of questions, in the end, only a thin figure and a pair of eyes full of resentment remained in his mind.

Ling Jun spoke harshly, but hit the nail on the head. Ling Qing had such a long and deep affection for him, but he didn't even get the most basic care when he was pregnant with the child... But thinking about it, he kept many things in his heart. People bear it silently, just like the silent attention in the dark during those six years, even he himself has not noticed it, if he hadn't used the time of insanity to spy on his memory, I am afraid he would not say it in this life... just like now, What kind of feelings does he have for himself?

At dinner, there were only the two of them, and the atmosphere was pretty good. Yan Yunlie wanted to ask Ling Qing for the first time, but he held back his words, until the other party suddenly raised his head to meet his gaze, and there was no way to hide hide.

"Tonight..." But Yan Yunlie cut him off.

Ling Qing kept silent, lowered his eyes, picked up some rice with chopsticks and stuffed it into his mouth, moved his cheeks and said, "Don't come over tonight..." Yan Yunlie slumped his shoulders and sighed, he will leave tomorrow I went down the mountain, but I didn't even let him get close to me for the last night...

But Ling Qing paused for a while and said, "I can go to your room, Siqin is getting old... Wuyou Tingxue Pavilion has quite a few rooms, but it's always not very good..." Yan Yunlie blinked Blinking his eyes, he was stunned for a while before he understood Ling Qing's meaning, and immediately almost threw away the chopsticks in his hand with joy.

As soon as night fell, Yan Yunlie went back to his Jingfengxiyu building, touched here and there, and ordered the servants to light some incense with aphrodisiac effect.But when Yan Yunlie, who was waiting and waiting, was about to fall asleep, the door was knocked lightly twice.From the sound, the person who knocked on the door seemed to be hesitant, but the Hierarch of Yan University jumped up and opened the door.

Under the cover of the night, the young man seemed to be surrounded by a layer of warm brilliance. Seeing the door open, before he could let go of the hand knocking on the door, he lowered his head and slightly turned his face away, revealing a fair neck and the faint pink on the base of his ears... ...It's as embarrassing as if boiling over the wall late at night to have an affair.

Yan Yunlie only felt his head heat up, grabbed his hand and pulled him into the door, and first pressed him on the door panel for a kiss, until the brother under his crotch pressed against his belly vigorously, and then reluctantly parted.

The pink color that was entrenched at the base of her ears has already climbed up her face, no matter how many times she has done it, Ling Qing still acts very ashamed about the bed affairs.At this moment, his eyes were tightly closed, his eyelashes trembled slightly, and Yan Yunlie liked the way he was rigidly sticking to the door panel.

"You look like I'm going to eat you..." Gu Bu went to stick his cold lips and pecked lightly, then raised the corners of his mouth and lowered his body, hugged Ling Qing horizontally and strode towards Go to the bed.

The candlelight was wiped out by the palm wind, the bed curtains fell layer by layer, the clothes of the two fell in a mess on the corner of the bed, a double-strand crow's thread was half hung by the bedside, and half hung down, the person on the bed shook slightly. Then it slowly fell to the ground.

In the pitch-black room, the overlapping panting sounds gradually rose, getting heavier and heavier. A hand was thrown from the hanging curtain, and then the slender half folded tightly grasped the bed curtain, and followed the rhythm imposed on the body. Shaking up and down, the bed curtains rippled like waves.

"Yan Yunlie...let me come out..." Ling Qing cried out in a weeping and pleading voice, his body was blown up and shivered by the regular pumping, Ling Qing shook his head, the corners of his eyes glistened, The desire that was about to explode was suddenly choked by Yan Yunlie, clamoring for a catharsis, the desire ran out of control in his body, Ling Qing wanted to reach out to solve it by himself, but Yan Yunlie maliciously pushed him away. His hands pushed aside the pressure on his side.

Yan Yunlie leaned forward and took his earlobe into his mouth and sucked it lightly, "Ling Qing, you said you liked me, and I let you out after you said so."

The body of the person who was still in the sea of ​​love froze for a moment, and the next moment he turned his hand and hit Yan Yunlie on the shoulder, pushing him away with his internal force.

This time there was no warning, Yan Yunlie was pushed away and fell to sit at the end of the bed, dazed.

Panting slightly, Ling Qing sat up, the desire between her legs was still high, but her face was full of lust and she refused to get close to her.

Because the person who was pushed too hard before, so that he is not good at expressing and only keeps things in his heart, is now even more difficult to get close to...

The embarrassment and unvented desire made his body tremble slightly, just when Ling Qing got up and was about to get out of bed, Yan Yun violently rushed over and hugged him, "Ling Qing, don't go... I didn't Well, I was wrong..."

Ling Qing struggled but didn't break away, Yan Yunlie took advantage of his raising his hand and pushed him onto the bed, "I'll take good care of you this time..."

The bed curtain that had stopped shook again...

It's just that there are still many things that cannot be undone or repeated.

The next day, Yan Yunlie carried Siqin in his arms and sent Ling Qing to the gate of the mountain.

Ling Qing's complexion is not very good, it may be because of the tiredness last night, or it may be because of the unhappiness in the middle.He knew that he hadn't slept all night, and he had been holding him all the time, and he hadn't moved at all, just like himself, he should have been awake all the time.He looked at the back of his head and the back of his neck all night, but he didn't know what he was thinking all night...

How can I let him relax?How can I get him to open up to himself?

Ling Qing walked all the way down the mountain road, Siqin kept yelling "ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!"

If one day, even Siqin can't keep him, how can I keep him?

Although dementing did not erase his memory, the person who would stop and look back with affectionate eyes... will only exist in memory forever.

"Siqin, what do you think... to make Daddy forgive Daddy?"

Yan Siqin just kept looking at the direction of the mountain road, and after looking for a long time, he didn't see Ling Qing turning back. He seemed to know that he would not come back, so he turned around and lay on Yan Yunlie's shoulder, puffing his face sullen.

The relationship between Yan Yunlie and Ling Qing is like this now, they finally took a step forward, but because of some reason, they took three steps backwards, one step forward and one step back, the worse they got.

Yan Yunlie would rather go back to the time when Ling Qing hated him, whether he stabbed him or died with him, at least he knew that he liked him at that time, but now, if he really has no feelings for him Well, it's only for the sake of the child that I agree to be with Bai Ji in this form, why don't you force yourself...

But Yan Yunlie was reluctant.

He wanted to be with Ling Qing, just like the idea he had for "Qin Lin" at that time, wanted to live with him, and raise their children with him... Once he stepped into Wuyou Tingxue Pavilion, Seeing such a painting, Ling Qing was lying on a soft couch in the corridor, with a half-turned book in hand, Si Qin was lying on his chest, both of them were sleeping soundly.For a moment, there was a hint of warmth and sweetness in my heart.

At that time, he stood on the porch and looked at it for a long time, and he always felt that in life, there is someone he can really like and a cute child, so what is there to be dissatisfied with?

But... Maybe Ling Qing doesn't think so.

As soon as Ling Qing left, Yan Yunlie had to accept another contemptuous and mocking attack from a pregnant woman.

Seeing him with a big belly and Wei Yu seeming unintentional to him, and I don't know if it was a deliberate show of affection, the leader of Yan University has the urge to throw the table.

Enthusiasm is great? !Is it great to have a baby? !I asked Ling Qing to give birth to me again, who would dare to laugh at me? !

Another...?

Yan Yunlie sat down and began to seriously think about this problem, because he was not by Ling Qing's side when he was pregnant twice before, so that he could make up for his shortcomings, and if he was pregnant, he would be able to live in Tianjue Mountain for a long time. There will be more time to deal with the relationship between the two... No matter how you think about it, this is a good way.

Yan Yunlie hugged Siqin who was rolling and playing on the bed, and lifted him high, "Dad and Daddy will give you another brother or sister, okay?"

Naturally, Yan Siqin couldn't understand what he said, so he just clapped his hands and laughed "giggle".

In fact, the troubled and perplexing questions of Yan Yunlie also perplexed Ling Qing.

Yan Yunlie's gentleness, care and kindness to him are exactly the same as when he was Qin Lin, but the more he is like this, the more Ling Qing feels fearful.

He once had the experience of a dream turning into a nightmare. When the unbearable and indulging dream came again, he had to force himself to wake up and face reality again and again.Is Yan Yunlie's nature still unclear?

In fact, he is waiting, waiting for the day when he will stop worrying about Qin Qin, and the day when Yan Yunlie's true nature will be revealed... Even if Yan Yunlie said that he would wait for the day when he turned to him, or the day when he would take the initiative to open his heart to him One day... everyone will make a promise, but not everyone will stick to it until the end.

When he went up the mountain again every other month, Yan Yunlie seemed to have no memory of the unpleasantness of the last time, holding Siqin in his arms and standing at the mountain gate waiting for him.

Ling Qing thought to herself, that's right, the only one who likes to keep things in his heart... is himself.After dinner, I spent a while with Ling Jun.As the delivery was approaching, Ling Jun, who had always been calm and self-sufficient, showed anxiety instead. Even though she was tortured by the discomfort of pregnancy, her beautiful face seemed to be getting darker now.

"Ling Qing, is it really all right?"

Ling Qing reached out and pressed her aching temple, first tonight!Answered him eight times, "It's okay, don't you think I'm fine now?"

Ling Jun didn't seem to believe it yet, and frowned at Ling Qing, making Ling Qing feel that a hole was about to be stared at his face, but fortunately Wei Yu came to help relieve Tian. "It's getting late, it's time to go to bed." He said and handed the calming tea to Ling Jun.

"Yeah, the little bell in your stomach is much more obedient than when I was pregnant with Qin, what are you worried about?" As he said that, he was about to get up, but Ling Jun grabbed his arm. "Ling Qing, let's just forget about the baby's name? You want him to "think about Qin" for the rest of his life?"

Ling Qing was taken aback for a moment, then patted Ling Jun's hand, "What is there to argue with yourself?"

"It's not like that..." Ling Jun wanted to continue, but Wei Yu took him over without saying anything and walked into the room.

"I'm sorry, Mr. Ling, please rest early."

Ling Qing retreated with a slight smile, and the voices of two people came from behind him.

"Don't press my stomach!"

"Ah."

"Wei Yu, my feet hurt, please rub them for me."

"here?"

"A little higher..."

"Are you sure this is the foot?"

"...then go a little further."

Ling Qing stood at the door, then sighed softly, and left quietly.I felt a little envious in my heart, and also a little unspeakably melancholy and depressed.

As soon as he pushed open the door of Wuyou Tingxue Pavilion, he suddenly fell into a broad embrace.

"Yan...?!"

"Shh-"

The man looked at him with charming eyes, those eyes as dark as night seemed to be able to confuse people.Holding Ling Qing in one hand, fingers caressing his waist ambiguously. "I asked the nanny to take Siqin to her place. Let me stay here tonight, okay?"

The low, drunken voice, while speaking, sprayed hot air on Ling Qing's neck, which disturbed him and made him feel a little distracted.

Since there is no objection, it should be regarded as acquiescing, Yan Yunlie curled up his mouth and licked Ling Qing's lips, then lured him to open his mouth, and stuck his tongue in.Already figured out Ling Qing's temperament, always hiding first and then responding a little jerky, each other's tongues entangled, the fire of love was ignited, burning lukewarmly.

Although there are many words and many things that have not been clarified, although the relationship between each other is still ambiguous and dangerous... But at this time, Ling Qing can't resist her body, even if there is still a glimmer of clarity in her mind Let him not be too addicted, but every time he can't enjoy indulgence and lust by himself.Then when I woke up the next day, I regretted and contradicted, as if under a spell, and went back and forth.

The two lay on the bed in disheveled clothes, Yan Yunlie leaned up to kiss him again, but this time there was something round and cold in his mouth, and the tip of his tongue pressed down on Ling Qing's resisting hands and feet.

Ling Qing's eyes widened suddenly, and the thing slid down his throat in shock.

"What...?"

Yan Yunlie lay on his chest and licked the protrusion on his chest, "Siqin is very cute...give me another one..."

Ling Qing's mind went blank for a moment, Kuishi Lian!He ate Kuishi lotus for himself!

According to the legend, the divine object that can almost bring the dead back to life, the six colored glazes are dyed like fire in a hundred years... But for him, it is an out-and-out nightmare!

"No! Let me go!" Ling Qing suddenly struggled vigorously, but was suppressed by Yan Yunlie, and pressed hard against the place behind him with hot heat.

"Hey... I'll be with you this time, it hurts like boys and girls..."

"Do not……!"

Ling Qing couldn't help shivering, the feeling of being entered was too vivid, so that all kinds of humiliating experiences in the past appeared in his mind like crazy.

"Don't...let me go...don't..."

Ling Qing shook her head, with tears streaming down her face, she could push Yan Yunlie away with a little force, but she just pushed her hand on Yan Yunlie's chest and shoulders while crying.

Seeing him like this, Yan Yunlie couldn't stop, weeping and begging weakly, as if it would make people addicted, wanting to see more of him crouching under her body, wanting to see more of his fragile let The side of people who cherish... Thinking about it in this way is even more sensational.

Yan Yunlie kissed his unstoppable tears, and murmured: "Ling Qing, you are so cute...so cute..."

He was just blindly seeking, wanting his own seeds to take root and sprout in his body again, but he didn't even think about why Ling Qing behaved like this at this moment... Tian Fang Chubai, Yan Yunlie let Ling Qing go, Ling Qing Eyes swollen and red, he hugged the quilt and fell asleep exhaustedly, but Yan Yunlie sat on the edge of the bed in good spirits, looked at him, and then reached out to touch Ling Qing's flat and firm belly.

For those who have missed it, maybe there is still a chance for him to grasp it again. This time, he will never be wronged again. He must hold him in the palm of his hand and cherish him, keep him in his heart and guard him...

Ling Qing didn't wake up until dinner time, her complexion was not very good, and her whole body was also sluggish.Yan Yunlie thought that he had acted ruthlessly the night before, so he obediently didn't bother him at night, but the servants came to report early the next morning that Mr. Ling had left before dawn.

Yan Yunlie was dumbfounded for a moment, and only then did he vaguely realize that Ling Qing might be angry.But I think it's only a matter of asking for points with a shy face now, or wait for him to coax him next time...

It's just that, Ling Qingzu didn't go up the mountain for two months, didn't have any letters and didn't send anyone to say why, I don't know if it was something wrong or something else.

Yan Yunlie couldn't sit still anymore, and sent someone to look for it. Ling Qing was not in Wanyue Mountain Villa, but was praying for his family in the capital.

After hearing this, Yan Yunlie couldn't help being puzzled, thinking about what he was going there for?Now that the world is stable, and there is no need for him to command the Qi Family Army on behalf of Qi Family's men, so he personally set out to go to the capital to find his son's other father.

Arriving at the Qi Mansion, Yan Yunlie was thinking whether to take Ling Qing away by robbery or captivity, although there is no essential difference between the two methods.

Just as the Hierarch of Yan University was waiting on the roof to wait for an opportunity to make a move, he saw two people approaching from the corridor.Ling Qing held a two-year-old boy in her arms, talking and laughing with Ruan Suxue.

Yan Yunlie couldn't help but tightened his hands on the glazed tiles, he rarely saw Ling Qing look so happy, at least these days when he came to Tianjue Mountain, he never showed such an expression.

"Didn't sister say that she doesn't want Zhao'er to get involved in the court? If Zhao'er is allowed to learn martial arts..."

"Sister also thought about it seriously, but the Qi Family Army cannot be without a leader for a day. They all have great expectations for Zhao'er. You also know that only with expectations can people persevere, otherwise the Qi Family Army will be negligent. I'm afraid something will happen..."

"I understand. It's just that Qijia's swordsmanship is too tough. I'm afraid I'm not suitable to teach Zhao'er, but Brother Dongli's master is a suitable candidate."

"Of course my sister knows that our Zhao'er will be the one who will command the Qi Family Army in the future, and we are not going to be some kind of son or son."

"Sister, you don't have to belittle me like that, right? Zhao'er, can Uncle Ling teach you how to use swords?"

Yan Yunlie looked at their joy and harmony, the more he looked at it, the more unhappy he felt.

Ling Qing never asked herself whether she wanted Siqin to practice literature or martial arts in the future, nor did she discuss with herself what Siqin would do in the future, nor even mentioned the future of the two of them.But here they are excitedly discussing the future of a child who has nothing to do with him, and this child is exchanged for the life of their own child!

Click!The glazed tiles under his hands shattered into a pile of powder, but Yan Yunlie still clenched his fists tightly.

Ling Qing watched Ruan Suxue leave with Qi Zhao in her arms, and turned back to her guest room. Just as she closed the door, the candlelight jumped twice.

Ling Qing walked to the table and poured himself a cup of tea, "Why are you here?"

The room was silent for a while, Yan Yunlie came out from behind the screen with a dark face, his clothes swept across, and the candlelight jumped twice, reflecting the sullen anger on Yan Yunlie's face, like a ghost.

Ling Qing saw the expression on his face clearly, and couldn't help being startled secretly, she put down the cup in her hand, "What happened to Siqin looking for me so urgently?"

"Siqin is fine." Yan Yunlie replied coldly, and walked to the table, "I thought you had forgotten that you have a son, I thought you were going to be someone else's father!"

Ling Qing was forced to take a step back by his aggressive aura, "Yan Yunlie, what do you mean by that?"

"What do you mean?" Yan Yunlie frowned and looked at him, "You still ask me what I mean? Do you know how long it has been since I returned to Tianjue Mountain? Do you know how many people I sent out to look for you? And do you know? Siqin now asks someone to take him to the gate of the mountain every day, and then stares at the mountain road that you will walk every time, and refuses to walk until he is tired." Yan Yunlie asked louder and louder, as if he was not afraid of attracting attention at all. To outsiders.

Ling Qing pursed her lips and slightly turned her face away, seeming a little guilty, her eyes fell on the cup on the table, and she spoke after a while, "When Siqin grows up a bit, it won't be like this..."

"Grow up?" Yan Yunlie pulled a mocking smile, "I think you don't care about him at all, but you care about other people's children, find a master for him, and teach him swordsmanship yourself, have you forgotten, If it wasn't for Qi Jingyue's son, our child wouldn't have died!"

"Shut up!" Ling Qing yelled angrily, "Yan Yunlie, don't blame your mistakes on innocent people who died!"

"My fault?! Yes, it's my fault! The child's death is also my fault! It's also my fault for making you feel wronged! It's also my fault for failing to respond to your feelings for so many years! Anyway, you are all right, and Everything I do is wrong! Everything is my fault!"

With a bang, the Pear Blossom Wood Eight Immortals Table was smashed into pieces by Yan Yunlie's palm, and Yan Yunlie's anger was fully reflected.

Ling Qing just stood there, covering his mouth with his hand, frowning, as if he was trying to suppress something, but Yan Yunlie didn't pay attention, looked down at his hand, and said slowly.

"I let you, try my best to make up the relationship between the two of us, but I don't understand why you never seem to be satisfied or believe in whatever you do?" Paused, tone Slowed down a bit, "If you think... now it's very reluctant, I'll let you go, and I won't interfere with you in the future, but I will definitely stay with Siqin."

Hearing this, Ling Qing felt that the blood that had been suppressed with great difficulty rushed to her throat.

As soon as Yan Yunlie raised his head, he saw a few drops of bright red spraying out from between Ling Qing's fingers covering his mouth, and sprinkled on the ground in front of him, the dots of bright red were particularly dazzling under the dancing candlelight.

"Ling Qing?!" Yan Yunlie hurried up to catch his limp body, almost at the same time——

The door was pushed open with a bang, and Ruan Suxue stood outside.

"You kid, it's because you keep everything in your heart that you make yourself so miserable."

Ruan Suxue took the silver needle and pulled up the quilt for Ling Qing, "It's because you are depressed and angry. Fortunately, the child is fine."

Ling Qing nodded calmly, but did not look up at Yan Yunlie.

Yan Yunlie was so surprised that he couldn't help himself, child? !so……?

"Is it convenient for Master Yan to take a step to speak?" Ruan Suxue stood up and walked towards the door first.

Yan Yunlie looked at Ling Qing, then followed Ruan Suxue out.

"What's the matter?" Yan Yunlie was not angry, at the moment he just wanted to hug Ling Qing inside, kiss him, and that little thing that had already lived in his stomach.

She was so engrossed in her thoughts that she didn't notice Ruan Suxue who was in front of her stopped and turned around, when Bu Mo resounded with a crisp "pop" that resounded through the quiet night sky of Qifu.Yan Yunlie covered his burning cheeks and glared at Ruan Suxue angrily.

"This slap is for Ling Qing." Ruan Suxue said lightly, "He can bear it, but I can't!"

"You?! Why?!"

"Why?" Ruan Suxue chuckled, "I returned these words to Leader Yan, why do you?"

Yan Yunlie was stunned, not knowing what she was going to do.

Ruan Suxue continued: "Ling Qing told me everything, and he came to me because he found out that he was pregnant."

"Why doesn't he go to Tianjue Mountain?"

"That's what I asked Hierarch Yan just now, why?"

"Because..." Yan Yunlie hesitated, "Because that's my child!"

"But Master Yan, why do you want Ling Qing to have another one for you? Just because you like it? You can disregard Ling Qing's wishes if you like it? Why do you make Ling Qing believe that you will be good to him when he is pregnant? Won't you leave him alone like last time? Master Yan, why do you ask Ling Qing to forgive you, accept you, open up to you, spend the rest of the year with you, and raise children together?"

Several questions in succession made Yan Yunlie feel a little overwhelmed.

"The cut of love, the deeper the hatred... Why doesn't Ling Qing dare to take off the mask in front of you? Master Yan, have you ever figured it out? Ling Qing is far tougher than what we see. Even if the child dies in front of him, he would rather crush it The teeth are still holding back a tear, but he is always afraid. There are always some things that he dare not face. If he gets it, he is afraid that he will not be able to keep it. If he keeps it, he is afraid that he will lose it one day. What are you afraid of... Master Yan, you must know."

Seeing that Yan Yun Liechu had lost his soul in place, Ruan Suxue said again: "Ling Qing told me that you once said to him that "love is fate, love without love is bitter", so does Master Yan know that in this world there is more love than love? What's more painful than missing?"

Yan Yunlie didn't answer her, but only closed his eyes and looked at the ground in front of him.

Ruan Suxue stopped talking and turned around, "If Master Yan thinks that Zhao'er and I killed your first child, I pray that Ruan Shi and my son Qi Zhao are here, and they will not hide or run away. Master Yan is here to settle this account." After saying that, he left slowly along the corridor alone.

Yan Yunlie stood alone outside Ling Qing's room for a long time, his sleeves were soaked by Yelu, and the cool night wind calmed down his hot head that had just been impulsively burning.

When he came back to his senses, the moon was already in the middle of the sky, and there was silence all around, with the occasional chirping of insects, making it even more quiet. Yan Yunlie turned back to the door of the guest room where Ling Qing was temporarily staying, and hesitated at the door. Down, reach out and push the door open.

A candle was lit in the room, and the light was like beans, flickering lightly.

Ling Qing was lying on her back, buried in the quilt, her body undulating evenly.

"Ling Qing..." Yan Yunlie called softly, then carefully closed the door and walked to the bed, "Ling Qing, are you asleep?"

The person on the bed didn't make a sound, Yan Yunlie felt that he was not asleep, but he just didn't want to see him. He wanted to reach out and turn him around, but when his hand was about to touch his body, he froze. Then it was still unbearable to take it back.

"Ling Qing, you are angry with me, aren't you?

"A lot of things... I really didn't think about your feelings carefully, such as the death of the child, your house arrest, and the birth of Siqin..."

Yan Yunlie saw Ling Qing's body tremble slightly, he sat down next to the edge of the bed, and put on the tightly wrapped quilt with one hand.

"But I really want to have another one with you this time, not just because I think the child is cute, but..."

Yan Yunlie licked his lips and moved slightly closer to him.

"Because I saw that Wei Yu and Ling Jun were so affectionate, waiting for the birth of the little life in their womb, I was so envious... I also want to experience what it's like to take care of you after busy work, and want to wake up in the middle of the night Eating supper with you, I want to watch the child grow up in your belly day by day, there are many, many things that I didn't do before, I want to make up for them one by one...

"Because I thought this way, I thought too earnestly, so I didn't take your feelings into consideration... It is indeed against ethics to give birth to a man, but I just want to have another one with Ling Qing."

The big bun wrapped in quilt moved, and then Ling Qing's muffled voice came over, "...then why wasn't it yours?"

Yan Yunlie was choked by his sentence, thought for a while before laughing, and even lowered his voice a little, "Because I want to hurt Ling Qing, if Ling Qing wants to hurt me in turn, I will Go back to Tianjue Mountain and ask Bugui for another one."

Ling Qing didn't say anything more, Yan Yunlie bent down and gently wrapped his arms around the person who wrapped himself up in the quilt.

"Perhaps in your eyes, I'm just a flirtatious and inattentive person. When you were thinking about Qin, I was still attached to others, trying to find some illusory shadows, but I just didn't want to believe what I was looking for. People are actually right in front of me...but this time I really want to settle down..."

Saying that, Yan Yunlie stretched out his left hand in front of Ling Qing, and showed him his palm.

"See? The black dot in the palm is a Gu planted by the best Gu master in Tianjue Mountain. This kind of Gu has a nice name...'Mianyi' means the one with a lot of affection Mianyi, there is your blood in the food that the Gu worm eats, so although this Gu worm is planted on my body, it is actually loyal to you. If one day I am unfaithful to you and fall in love with others, this Gu worm will replace you first. You fix me well, what are the details, do you want Ling Qing to take a look at it first?"

The person hiding in the quilt under him trembled, and Yan Yunlie seemed to see a flash of light that slid down his cheek, and buried his face in his neck with a smile, "I originally said I would like to wait until the day when you open your heart to me, but I don’t want to wait now..."

Feeling the surprise of the person under him, he reached into the quilt to find his hand, and held it loosely.

"If you like it, if you are used to it, you can still hide everything in your heart. I can guess slowly. If you guess a little bit, you will forgive me for a point. Then guess a little bit, and you will be more cool... I can guess. For the rest of your life, when you are old and can no longer be angry, you should completely forgive me..."

Shen Rou's voice loosened up in his heart little by little, making certain cold and dark places gradually brighten and warm.

He has never thought about what the future will be like, nor has he harbored any good expectations and wishes. He has been waiting to lose, has been waiting for the end of everything, but that person told him that this time he can hold onto it for the rest of his life. ... Still can't believe it, but this time, he thought he would try to believe it once.

Under the quilt, the fingers are intertwined, and the fingers are tightly intertwined, just like the two people driving a carriage leisurely on the way back to Tianjue Mountain many years ago, so lingering, so lingering.

Ling Qing agreed to go back to Tianjue Mountain with Yan Yunlie to recuperate when she was five months pregnant, so she was despised by a pregnant woman who is now a "mother"